ログイン{ Abraham Kent }
So... yes, I fell from grace, all the way down to Rock Bottom City, let's get that out of the way real quick. I'm a sob-story, a has-been and a current-loser. But just one year ago, my life was perfect. I was living every man's dream. I had it all: the fame, the money and the glory. I felt powerful. I was playing for the Vancouver Seagulls, one of the best teams in the country. In the world, to be honest. I got paid millions of dollars to play the sport I love, surrounded by guys that I considered my brothers. I was getting invited to red carpets, fundraises, dinners with celebrities and I had models texting ME first. I was somebody. Then, it happened. I was riding my Ducati, flying down the highway while also flying on coke. I thought I was invincible. Untouchable. Next thing I remember, I woke up in a hospital bed with my left leg, left shoulder and left arm broken. The doctors said the injuries weren't career-ending, that I'd probably recover enough to play again. But 'probably' isn't good enough for the NHL, especially when the accident created such a terrible scandal for them. Me being on drugs during said accident was the cherry on the cake of shit. They put me on leave, basically. Unpaid. And since my injury happened off the ice, they didn't feel the need to help me out financially. At all. Now they're just waiting for their medical team to dictate my sentence, to let me go completely or let me in the team again. Either way, I'm not getting any fucking money unless I'm actually playing. You'd think I'd be fine, right? I was a millionaire for many years. But no, I'm also a very stupid man. As soon as any money touched my hands, I spent it all. Over the seven years I played on the league, I travelled all around the world with my friends or my mom—luxury travel only—and I bought everything I could get my hands on: an apartment, a mansion for my mom, sports cars, that damn Ducati and a lot of designer stuff I never even wore. Not to mention the immense amount of random, useless shit I bought just because I could. For seven years, I spoiled myself and my mother rotten. I don’t regret it, I’m just angry at myself for being so stupid about it. Because I made a lot of money… but I also didn’t invest for shit and I spent it all recklessly like the checks would never stop. Then they fucking stopped. For the past year, I've been selling everything I can and it's still not enough to sustain the lifestyle I got used to. Not even close, not even a little bit. The medical bills are still stacking and there's no way to see the end of it, not when I still need physical therapy once a week, with the best PT I could find. On top of paying for rent, food and other shit. So, that's what led me here, to the man I am today. A man that desperately needs a job. When I told my coach I was thinking about starting an OnlyFans or turning into a male prostitute, he slapped the shit out of me. Really, he almost knocks me out. Then he told my mom what I had just said and instructed her to slap me too. She did, less hard but just as angry. And then, Coach called one of his oldest—and richest—friends and asked for a favor: to give me a job. I was excited, right until I heard who that friend was: the CEO of Bloom Beauty. A fucking makeup brand. This job is the last thing I want, but I have to do it. I need the fucking money. ➿➿➿➿ My first official day at Bloom Beauty began with me making a fool of myself with the woman in charge. My new boss. Anastasia Blomqvist, the daughter of the CEO. I don’t know why it took me so long to figure out who she was, but I had seen a bunch of HR people already and I was confused. And I guess it also caught me off guard to come inside that fancy office and see her there. She looks like an over-worked university student. Or maybe even a high school student, to be honest. She's short and has a severe baby-face, with round high cheekbones and wide blue eyes that are maybe a little too big for her face. She was wearing a UBC hoodie, for fucks' sake, with jeans and dirty sneakers. That's not how a boss looks in my head and I swear I almost asked where her mom is. But no. SHE is the boss. And I only realized why when she started talking and trying to make me understand what one does in a marketing department. She sounds smart and confident, like she's been here for many years. "Time to meet the rest of the team," she says once she’s done explaining and stands up, motioning me with her head. I stand up too and just look down as she walks in front of me. The girl's head only reaches my pecs. And she's also one year younger than me. She's totally not what a boss looks like, but I keep my mouth shut and follow her outside. We walk into the open office area filled with plants, colorful sticky notes and people who look like they're on a set for an office show. All of them are dressed perfectly, even the oldest ones. They're all very flashy and it makes me wonder why the boss looks so... unkempt. I guess when your dad is the CEO and richer than ninety percent of the population, you can afford to not give a shit. Anastasia introduces me to everyone here, then she takes me to the desks closer to the big windows looking out to the city. That’s where I’m going to spend the next few months, I guess. It’s not that bad. "This is going to be your direct team. The project management team," Anastasia says when we reach the last three people in here. They stand up to greet me. The first guy is Tyler. He has a sharp jaw and he’s the only person here wearing an actual full suit. Then there’s Logan, whose fingers are all covered in rings and is wearing eyeliner. And then there’s Savannah… my new favorite coworker. She’s hot as hell. Long black hair, a banging body and she’s wearing a short skirt with dark thighs underneath. I really like that. So, I guess this is not that bad, after all. I can definitely spend a few months here.For a long moment, I can't bring myself to look up at her, choosing instead to focus on a random spot somewhere near her desk, as if it might anchor me long enough to get through this conversation without completely unraveling."Are you okay with this?" she continues, her voice so neutral it almost sounds rehearsed, like she practiced stripping every ounce of emotion out of it. "Continuing to work with me without being friends anymore? You'd have to go back to your desk outside and actually work this time. Tyler was a prick, but he did a lot, so you'll have to carry his load while I look for someone else."I nod, agreeing to everything she says without really processing any of it. The words pass right through me, meaningless and distant, because all I can think about is getting out of this room before I do something humiliating, like beg."You should go pick up the stuff you left at my place, by the way," she adds, just as casually, as if we're discussing office supplies and not the
{ Abraham }For a whole week, I am forced by the world to face the consequences of talking shit. Charlie was true to his word and he didn't fire me, but he of course called Coach Adam to complain about me and tell him about the stupid video. My coach told me to go to practice earlier the next day and we tortured me on the ice for one extra hour for being so fucking idiotic. For 'saying shit just because I have a mouth'. It was terrible, then I was forced to continue working. That is my punishment. I have to come back to the office now that Linda absolute despises me, Tyler has been fired, Logan feels just as ashamed of me so he hasn't even looked my way and Nora somehow knows everything (I'm sure) because se hasn't spoken to me. Nobody in the office has spoken much to me at all. Joy is the one who has been given us tasks to do and she's the only one who somehow speaks to me but other than that, I'm a pariah. And I miss Anastasia so much, it's unbearable. Of course she hasn't unb
{ Anastasia }"You know you don't have to be 'fine', right?" Celeste murmurs carefully, cutting through her omelet as we're having breakfast. In Cabo.How did I end up here? To be honest, I don't know. I was kidnapped by my sisters. Shipped to another country by my dad. Again. He really thinks a trip will solve a heartbreak.And he’s not that wrong. The sun, the heat and the ocean is definitely making me feel better. After that little breakdown I hadI watched the video three times. I’m that moment, I allowed my anger to grow and grow until I couldn't handle it anymore and had to call my dad to tell him I wanted them gone. All three of them. Bram, Tyler and Logan.I was in a rage, so he knew something weird had happened, and only twenty minutes later, my dad and my sisters were in my house.I showed them the video, and when they got mad about it too I felt so embarrassed that it replaced my anger entirely. To have them see my "boyfriend"—the guy they thought was my boyfriend—talk ab
I take a breath that feels like it scrapes my lungs."She asked me to go as her date to the charity gala, remember? She offered me money to be her date. Nothing else, I swear to god," I add quickly. Charlie is still frozen in shock."I needed the money, Charlie," I continue, while he's still trying to calm himself down and not yell at me like a beast, "She was only my boss, not my friend yet, we were not close at all, so taking money from her felt just like saying those things about her... whatever, it was whatever to me, she was just a random woman I worked for. But quickly after that I started working closer to her and stopped talking to those two idiots because I couldn't handle the way they talked about her. We became really good friends really fast, but my financial situation was still shit, so yeah, I used that money she gave me and it was very, very helpful to me. That is how I managed to afford the necessary amount of physical therapy sessions without starving me and my mom."
"Sit down," Charlie orders, no greeting, no acknowledgment otherwise. His voice is flat, controlled in a way that feels far more dangerous than if he were yelling.We sit. Of course we sit. None of us are stupid enough to do anything else.Linda is the one who starts talking, her tone measured and professional, but the more she speaks, the tighter the knot in my stomach pulls. Every word feels like it's building toward something, as she talks about the importance of respect in the workplace. "Please take a look at this," she says finally, and she starts the projector. The moment the video starts, I know. I am so completely fucked.It's the three of us sitting in the studio after the shooting day with the twins, right before I became friends with Anastasia.I don’t remember exactly what was said that day but I know it was some terrible bullshit. I already know this is going to be bad. Like watching a car crash I can't look away from—I see myself eat like a pig, then open my mouth, a
{ Abraham }Life felt so different for a couple of weeks that being back at the apartment with my mom makes me feel weird.I do not like this place (I never did, but I like it even less now), and I want to take my mom out of here as soon as possible.I spend all day with her, telling her all about my hockey situation, and then I decide to be brave and tell her about Anastasia as well. About the words I accidentally let out… and I don’t mean earlier when I ruined our sexy time, but the forbidden L-word.My mom bugs out for about a whole minute, then she gives me a pouty face that instantly pisses me off.“I’m never telling you anything again—““That’s so cute,” she shrieks and comes closer on the couch to try and pinch my cheek. I karate-chop every attempt. “Bramsy, you’re so damn cute. If it slipped out, it’s because you feel it already, obviously. You love her, don’t be scared about it. She’s smart, she’s cute, she’s nice but not annoying or fake, she’s from a good family, and she to
I'm thinking about complaining more and re-negotiating her pity offer, but someone interrupts us before we can. Sweet little Nora, walking inside our office.I like her, but she's always interrupting my alone time with Annie and that pisses me off. "Bram, there is someone here to see you," Nora sa
"I am super nice," Charlie responds calmly, "Just not to men like you. So, move along and simply say 'no' next time Annie tries to drag you somewhere." "I seriously don't think I can do that, Sir. I mean, I tried saying ‘no’ this time and she was… well, she turned into someone I didn’t recognize.
"I don't do anything interesting. I take a shower, eat dinner, play with my cat and watch something or read a book. That's it," I admit, hoping I'm not sounding like the biggest loser to ever exist, "You?" "Basically the same. Two days out of the week I have physical therapy, but the other days I
{ Anastasia }I don't know what Bram is thinking about so much, but I don't even care. I'm sitting on his thick thighs and staring down at his delicious bulge. I can already tell he's big as hell and I haven't even seen it completely yet. I'm pretty sure that is going to be the biggest dick of my







