LOGINWhen Nora lets him walk inside my office, he sucks all the air out of me.
I swear he's the size of the doorframe. His info said he was six-foot-four and well over two hundred pounds, so I guess they really weren’t lying. Abraham Kent is a golden Canadian boy through and through. He has lovely honey eyes with thick eyelashes, golden skin and light-brown wavy hair. He looks effortlessly beautiful... except his body is obviously not effortless at all. That comes from dedication and exercise. Nora was right, to my dismay. He's even more stunning in person and it's creating a full-body reaction on me. Or maybe I’m getting possessed by something. I have to lick my lips to deal with the sudden cottonmouth and clench my fists to stop myself from reaching to touch him. Just to see if he's real or a magical representation of everything I like. Raw masculinity. Effortless beauty. Natural charm. Obvious talent... and I bet he has a big dick, too. He's perfect. I want him. I want him. I want him. "Anastasia, this is Abraham Kent," Nora says with her professional voice, as if she wasn't fangirling over him five minutes ago, "He already went through HR, he's all ready for you." "Uhm, hello," he says with a slightly forced smile, then lifts a badge around his neck, "I'm officially yours." Oh my god. The cottonmouth gets worse, but I manage to smile at him. "Yeah... I mean, cool," I gulp and lift a hand to push my hair back. It gets caught in a knot, though. And he focuses on it for a second, so I freak out and lower my hand, "Nora, you can leave us." "Alright," she murmurs and gives him a full look before walking out the door. She pretends to faint before closing the door behind her. And then I'm all alone with this gorgeous man that just called himself officially mine. Wow. I need to remember I'm the boss here. "So, Abraham..." "You can call me Kent. Or Bram," he quickly corrects me, "I don't like my full name. Is there a specific way you'd like me to call you? Ann? Ana? Annie? Stasia? Stass? Sia?" Oh, boy. He's a talker. "You can call me whatever you want," I respond, a tiny bit too breathlessly, "I don't have a preferred nickname. But... well, I'm also your boss, so I think you should just call me Anastasia.“ "Right, right," he makes a face, like he's embarrassed, "You don't look like a boss... sorry, I don't mean it in a bad way. You just don't look intimidating. But it's a good thing! Sorry, I talk a lot when I'm nervous. And this is new to me, I've never had a job before. Not a real one." His nerves make me feel a little more composed, so I just nod and return to my desk. "It's alright, we'll figure something out," I say and motion at the chair in front of my desk, "I know your coach sent you to us. He's my dad's friend... from high school, I think." His eyes almost bug out of his face. "Oh, right. Of course. You're Charlie's daughter. Anastasia Blomqvist," He lets out, getting a little pale when he makes the connection, "Sorry, it just clicked that you’re his daughter. I just... I was completely expecting something else and you caught me off guard. I’m all over the place, but I swear I'm not usually this stupid." "What were you expecting?” "Like... a tall, older woman in a suit? I don't even know why. I'm so sorry," he makes a pained expression and covers his face with a very big hand. I laugh at his embarrassment, "You look so young, it threw me off my game." "I'm twenty-six," I respond, "You?" "Twenty-seven," he says and then we both share an awkward stare. So I have to remind myself I'm the boss again. "Alright," I clap and focus on my computer, "So, Kent, what are you good at?" I look back at him and catch him freezing, like he doesn't know how to answer that. "I'm guessing you want me to say something unrelated to hockey?" He finally asks, I nod. He spends a few seconds trying to come up with something, "I'm pretty much dyslexic, so nothing related to words. Or numbers, really." What the hell is 'pretty-much dyslexic'? Does he mean he simply doesn't know how to read? "Got it," I nod, "But that's not what I asked... You think you're only good at playing hockey?" "No, not only hockey. I'm good at anything physical," he quickly responds, giving me a hopeful look, as if I'm going to miraculously say I need him to play a game, "If you wanted to use me as a handy-man, that would be way better than... using me to sell makeup. Seriously." "This is not the handy-man department, though," I tease, making his shoulders sink, "My father sent you to me because marketing is the most dynamic and creative department. And I'm open to anything, really. So... okay, first impressions, I'd say you could be good at sales." He makes a face. "You're very likable," I continue, making him smile at me in just a second. He beams at me, actually. A boy who likes praise is hot as fuck, but I force myself not to dwell on that thought, "You know how to talk. And you talk a lot. You're also... you know, attractive. Guys like you could come up to any woman and sell her anything." "Not makeup," he says, like that's preposterous, "I've never worn makeup and I won't start here. I'm not that desperate." That implies he is a little desperate, which is interesting. He's also a little dumb. And such a jock, it's crazy. "I never said that," I laugh, showing him more patience than I would with any other guy alive, solely because of his pretty-privilege, "You don't need to wear something in order to sell it. You could simply say something like... women in red lipstick are so hot. Every red lipstick would go out of stock in a day." He blinks and leans back, his eyes going wide as if he's just having a realization. "So, all I have to do is sell some red lipstick? Because that could work. I have a lot of females always asking me stuff like that. Like what do I like on them." Oh, dear. "I'm just trying to explain how selling works and how you'd be good at it. But this isn't a boutique, this is a worldwide company. We need to come up with ideas on how to sell plenty of products to millions of people,” I explain, very slowly. He’s nodding along, “Usually, I would use a person like you and I would create an ad around him to sell specific items. I could technically use you… or any other guy like you, to sell makeup…” "So, like," he interrupts me, "Like we put up a video online with a hot man going crazy for some red lipstick on a girl. That would send a message he likes that, so every girl would want to buy it.” "Yes, yes, exactly,” I nod, glad he's getting it, "So, that's what I do. I have to come up with ideas about new products and how to sell them on a large scale. Usually, using someone with a large following.” "I think I'd be good at that. Coming up with ideas," he murmurs, getting excited. He's so cute, I'm going to choke and die. "Alright. Well, right now we have a new era ahead of us. Authenticity and originality. We want to create products to sell the idea of being your most authentic self. How would you sell this idea to someone?" I speak to Abraham Kent from the Vancouver Seagulls for ten more minutes and realize, his ideas are completely different to mine or anyone on my team. They are not particularly good right now, he has no female gaze whatsoever, he doesn't know anything about beauty products... but I still love it. I could use that fresh outlook for a twist here and there. I mean, not everything has to be so cookie-cutter feminine all the damn time, we could use a break. I've been trying to add a gender-neutral (or even masculine) element since I started working here, trying to break away from the bubblegum girly aesthetic my dad went for since he started the company. As a dad of two of the most bubblegum girly girls alive, that worked for him immensely. He grew a billion-dollar empire in a decade... but he also thinks it's time for a change, that's why he begged me to join the family business. As his third, different, not-so-girly daughter. So I'm definitely going to use Abraham Kent, his interesting man-brain and those three million followers.For a long moment, I can't bring myself to look up at her, choosing instead to focus on a random spot somewhere near her desk, as if it might anchor me long enough to get through this conversation without completely unraveling."Are you okay with this?" she continues, her voice so neutral it almost sounds rehearsed, like she practiced stripping every ounce of emotion out of it. "Continuing to work with me without being friends anymore? You'd have to go back to your desk outside and actually work this time. Tyler was a prick, but he did a lot, so you'll have to carry his load while I look for someone else."I nod, agreeing to everything she says without really processing any of it. The words pass right through me, meaningless and distant, because all I can think about is getting out of this room before I do something humiliating, like beg."You should go pick up the stuff you left at my place, by the way," she adds, just as casually, as if we're discussing office supplies and not the
{ Abraham }For a whole week, I am forced by the world to face the consequences of talking shit. Charlie was true to his word and he didn't fire me, but he of course called Coach Adam to complain about me and tell him about the stupid video. My coach told me to go to practice earlier the next day and we tortured me on the ice for one extra hour for being so fucking idiotic. For 'saying shit just because I have a mouth'. It was terrible, then I was forced to continue working. That is my punishment. I have to come back to the office now that Linda absolute despises me, Tyler has been fired, Logan feels just as ashamed of me so he hasn't even looked my way and Nora somehow knows everything (I'm sure) because se hasn't spoken to me. Nobody in the office has spoken much to me at all. Joy is the one who has been given us tasks to do and she's the only one who somehow speaks to me but other than that, I'm a pariah. And I miss Anastasia so much, it's unbearable. Of course she hasn't unb
{ Anastasia }"You know you don't have to be 'fine', right?" Celeste murmurs carefully, cutting through her omelet as we're having breakfast. In Cabo.How did I end up here? To be honest, I don't know. I was kidnapped by my sisters. Shipped to another country by my dad. Again. He really thinks a trip will solve a heartbreak.And he’s not that wrong. The sun, the heat and the ocean is definitely making me feel better. After that little breakdown I hadI watched the video three times. I’m that moment, I allowed my anger to grow and grow until I couldn't handle it anymore and had to call my dad to tell him I wanted them gone. All three of them. Bram, Tyler and Logan.I was in a rage, so he knew something weird had happened, and only twenty minutes later, my dad and my sisters were in my house.I showed them the video, and when they got mad about it too I felt so embarrassed that it replaced my anger entirely. To have them see my "boyfriend"—the guy they thought was my boyfriend—talk ab
I take a breath that feels like it scrapes my lungs."She asked me to go as her date to the charity gala, remember? She offered me money to be her date. Nothing else, I swear to god," I add quickly. Charlie is still frozen in shock."I needed the money, Charlie," I continue, while he's still trying to calm himself down and not yell at me like a beast, "She was only my boss, not my friend yet, we were not close at all, so taking money from her felt just like saying those things about her... whatever, it was whatever to me, she was just a random woman I worked for. But quickly after that I started working closer to her and stopped talking to those two idiots because I couldn't handle the way they talked about her. We became really good friends really fast, but my financial situation was still shit, so yeah, I used that money she gave me and it was very, very helpful to me. That is how I managed to afford the necessary amount of physical therapy sessions without starving me and my mom."
"Sit down," Charlie orders, no greeting, no acknowledgment otherwise. His voice is flat, controlled in a way that feels far more dangerous than if he were yelling.We sit. Of course we sit. None of us are stupid enough to do anything else.Linda is the one who starts talking, her tone measured and professional, but the more she speaks, the tighter the knot in my stomach pulls. Every word feels like it's building toward something, as she talks about the importance of respect in the workplace. "Please take a look at this," she says finally, and she starts the projector. The moment the video starts, I know. I am so completely fucked.It's the three of us sitting in the studio after the shooting day with the twins, right before I became friends with Anastasia.I don’t remember exactly what was said that day but I know it was some terrible bullshit. I already know this is going to be bad. Like watching a car crash I can't look away from—I see myself eat like a pig, then open my mouth, a
{ Abraham }Life felt so different for a couple of weeks that being back at the apartment with my mom makes me feel weird.I do not like this place (I never did, but I like it even less now), and I want to take my mom out of here as soon as possible.I spend all day with her, telling her all about my hockey situation, and then I decide to be brave and tell her about Anastasia as well. About the words I accidentally let out… and I don’t mean earlier when I ruined our sexy time, but the forbidden L-word.My mom bugs out for about a whole minute, then she gives me a pouty face that instantly pisses me off.“I’m never telling you anything again—““That’s so cute,” she shrieks and comes closer on the couch to try and pinch my cheek. I karate-chop every attempt. “Bramsy, you’re so damn cute. If it slipped out, it’s because you feel it already, obviously. You love her, don’t be scared about it. She’s smart, she’s cute, she’s nice but not annoying or fake, she’s from a good family, and she to
I'm thinking about complaining more and re-negotiating her pity offer, but someone interrupts us before we can. Sweet little Nora, walking inside our office.I like her, but she's always interrupting my alone time with Annie and that pisses me off. "Bram, there is someone here to see you," Nora sa
"I am super nice," Charlie responds calmly, "Just not to men like you. So, move along and simply say 'no' next time Annie tries to drag you somewhere." "I seriously don't think I can do that, Sir. I mean, I tried saying ‘no’ this time and she was… well, she turned into someone I didn’t recognize.
"I don't do anything interesting. I take a shower, eat dinner, play with my cat and watch something or read a book. That's it," I admit, hoping I'm not sounding like the biggest loser to ever exist, "You?" "Basically the same. Two days out of the week I have physical therapy, but the other days I
{ Anastasia }I don't know what Bram is thinking about so much, but I don't even care. I'm sitting on his thick thighs and staring down at his delicious bulge. I can already tell he's big as hell and I haven't even seen it completely yet. I'm pretty sure that is going to be the biggest dick of my







