Surprisingly—and proudly enough—Spencer and I manage to go three more rounds before we’re finally exhausted and drained. I don’t think I’ve ever been this horny before, but I guess that’s what happens when you’re in the desert for too long, thirsty for some water.
When you find yourself a gallon, it’s hard to let go.
But even though I feel like I won’t be able to move tomorrow–let alone stand and walk, my body and my core too sore from all the exercises we just got–I can’t sleep.
My eyes are wide open as I stare at the wooden ceiling, one of Spencer’s arms under my head and the other wrapped around my waist, keeping me close to his warm chest. I can’t move, but I’m so utterly happy that I’m afraid my heart might burst from my chest at any moment now.
How is it possible for just one person to make you feel so complete? I could die now, and I wouldn’t compl
Spencer picks me up on Sunday to take us to his sister’s house. Funny enough, I’m equally excited and nervous to be with his family. They are people I already know, but still, it feels so official to be there with him after so long that I can’t help but feel like this. The last time I went to this house, we were still in high school, when they lived with their grandma after their parents’ death. It’s Aubrie and her family’s house now as their grandparents have also passed.Before he can turn off the car or even begin to get out of it, his niece Caitlin shows up at the front door, rushing toward her uncle with her cute, curly blonde hair bobbing over her shoulders, her little arms stretched in front of her. Spencer hurries out of the car and squats down to hold her, and she wraps her arms around his neck, her bright blue eyes—the Bailey family’s signature—shyly on me.She looks exactly like her father, except for her
Way too soon, we are back home. I wasn’t ready to return to normal life, but Spencer has so much to do before his record label’s launch party (and I have to figure out what to do with my life) that staying away for too long felt wrong, although magical.I never thought I’d be able to experience such delightful and unforgettable days again in my life. Especially not with Spencer.But life always finds a way to surprise us, I guess.For the next few days, Spencer and I barely see each other. He has so much to put in order—he’s bought an office downtown, but according to him, even though the place is great, some adjustments and renovations need to be made before it can officially function as his record label.Not only the fact that he’s busy keeps me from seeing him, but I am actually keeping myself occupied, helping my mom and Alice at the bakery. Surprisingly enough, I love it. Way more than I thought I would. I used to
Surprisingly—and proudly enough—Spencer and I manage to go three more rounds before we’re finally exhausted and drained. I don’t think I’ve ever been this horny before, but I guess that’s what happens when you’re in the desert for too long, thirsty for some water.When you find yourself a gallon, it’s hard to let go.But even though I feel like I won’t be able to move tomorrow–let alone stand and walk, my body and my core too sore from all the exercises we just got–I can’t sleep.My eyes are wide open as I stare at the wooden ceiling, one of Spencer’s arms under my head and the other wrapped around my waist, keeping me close to his warm chest. I can’t move, but I’m so utterly happy that I’m afraid my heart might burst from my chest at any moment now.How is it possible for just one person to make you feel so complete? I could die now, and I wouldn’t compl
I smirk at Spencer, getting myself even closer to him—so close there’s no space left between us.“I have something in mind,” I reply in a whisper, placing kisses on his neck, up to his jaw and then his ear. “You’re really hot when you’re all protective, you know that? It got me wondering if you think you own me or something.”His fingers grip my thighs harder, the slight pain sending a burning sensation to my core. “Careful, Jenkins,” he warns in a hoarse voice.“Or what?” I challenge. “You know, you got me really turned on back there.”A low rumble resonates in his chest, and I feel his hands sliding up until they reach my ass. Spencer pulls me hard against him, and a soft moan escapes my lips when I feel him hard against me. I scold myself inwardly for putting on jeans before leaving the cabin, so now I can’t take them off easily or feel Spencer’s fingers on my skin.But that doesn’t seem to bother
I ponder letting him, but I am hoping to see the sunset, and I’m also starving. As much as it kills me to have to postpone this moment, I pull away from him, slowly. “I think we should get ready to eat something.”As if on cue, my stomach growls. I look at his devastated face, his beautiful puppy eyes staring back at me, and chuckle.“See? Just a nice cabin won’t be enough for you to get me into bed, mister,” I joke, finally getting out of his arms and getting away from him and his intoxicating scent. Otherwise, I won’t have the strength in me to keep myself at a safe distance until we’re out of this cottage.“Fine. I forgot you need to be fed first.” He fakes a dramatic sigh, picking up our luggage and setting it on top of the couch. “What are you in the mood for?”I turn to look at him
The best thing about being fired was that my weekend getaway with Spencer was possible.There was nothing else preventing me from going.Sure, I had to tell my family I’d be spending some days away. And of course they wanted to know exactly where I’d be and with whom.I also couldn’t keep it a secret from them forever that Spencer and I were…trying again? In any case, according to Chad, everyone already knew, so… there was no reason to hide it from them.Of course, Mom and Dad wanted to know more about this…trip…but I had no answers for them. I didn’t want to get into details, so I just told them we were going to spend some time together and solve things—whatever that means.And that’s why, a couple of days later, I’m in Spencer's sports car’s passenger seat, listening to his ‘80s rock playlist, feeling the cool wind in my hair as we ride down the highway tow