I’m momentarily distracted by the way his dark hair pops from under his cap and curls slightly at the nape of his neck.
“Glad to see you’re still alive and didn’t vanish into thin air like you made me believe for the past few days,” Spencer notes, his voice deep and cold. It causes shivers to run down my spine.
I wrap my arms around my waist, protecting myself from the cold breeze outside, even though I still have my hoodie on, and the goosebumps I feel have nothing to do with the weather.
Spencer’s athletic shoulders are tense under the fabric of his jacket, and he shows no intention of moving from where he’s standing. I take a few steps forward, walking off the porch and crossing the dirt drive in front of the house to get closer to him. I know he wants to talk, and there&rs
The entire week goes by uneventfully. Every morning, I go to the bakery to work, leaving only when the sun has already set, and go back home to focus on my novel, which is miraculously halfway done by now.It is the only thing keeping me excited after my bitter argument with Spencer on Sunday. I haven’t talked to him at all since, and he hasn’t tried to contact me either. Not that I was expecting him to. He made it pretty obvious that he was mad and done with me when he walked away from me that night.Poppy, Lauren, and even Chad tried to snoop around, separately cornering me to see if I would blurt something out, but I wasn’t ready to tell them that I screwed everything up. In fact, I’m not ready to face the new reality of my life yet—that being that I have no idea if Spencer and I are still together.He didn’t break up with me—or at least not that I know of—but I need to try and fix this. However, I have no idea
I’m momentarily distracted by the way his dark hair pops from under his cap and curls slightly at the nape of his neck.“Glad to see you’re still alive and didn’t vanish into thin air like you made me believe for the past few days,” Spencer notes, his voice deep and cold. It causes shivers to run down my spine.I wrap my arms around my waist, protecting myself from the cold breeze outside, even though I still have my hoodie on, and the goosebumps I feel have nothing to do with the weather.Spencer’s athletic shoulders are tense under the fabric of his jacket, and he shows no intention of moving from where he’s standing. I take a few steps forward, walking off the porch and crossing the dirt drive in front of the house to get closer to him. I know he wants to talk, and there&rs
“Can we talk?” Spencer asks as I pass by him.Chad, Lauren, and Poppy exchange a glance and tell me they will wait outside, and I’m thankful for it. I don’t want them to listen to this. They would bombard me with questions on our way home, and I’m not in the mood for it. I’m sure that not staying at Spencer’s house tonight is indicative enough that something is not right. Also, Lauren is the only one who still doesn’t know what happened, so it’s not like the damage control would be that exhausting. But if I could choose, I’d rather stay in silence the entire way.“I don’t think that’s a good idea, Spencer,” I tell him coldly. “I don’t want to say the wrong thing to you. Not tonight. Everything was a success, so it’s better to wait until I sleep it off,” I explain with sincerity.He opens and closes his mouth as if he wants to argue but decides against it.
“Whatever, Chad. I don’t want to talk about it anymore,” I tell him. I wanted to come here to get some fresh air and maybe get my head in the right place, but for some stupid and immature reason, I can’t. I can’t stay here anymore. I can’t face Spencer. And I can’t pretend I’m okay, facing everyone and smiling at the guests when all I want is to be alone.But I also can’t go now. It would make people talk. Not that I care, but again, this is an important moment for Spencer. If this was me when we were dating back in high school, I just know I’d have been home by now, too hot headed to continue to be here. I wouldn’t have cared about him. I would have just been selfish and thought about myself. But I’m different now, or at least I want to believe I am.Sure, I won’t pretend this didn’t happen tomorrow, but trying to solve things when I’m too angry right now isn’t helpful eith
Holy shit.She isn’t lying.Judging by the ridiculous and most uncomfortable silence that follows Kendal’s statement, I know for sure that there’s no way she’s making this up.I dare to glance at Chad, and then over my shoulder at Spencer, and by the way their brows are creased, and their jaws are tense and clenched, I know for a fact that she’s telling the truth.Her intentions are not the best—that much is obvious—but it doesn’t matter now. Does it?I don’t want to show her how much this affects me, giving her the satisfaction she is clearly seeking. Kendal might be beautiful, but she’s a snake. I can tell just by how dirty she’s playing to have Spencer cornered in front of me. Of course, she knew he hadn't told me. How, I have no idea. But no one can convince me otherwise. Whatever th
“Sorry. I intended to visit you, but I didn’t want to disturb you. I know you were super busy,” I say as an excuse. It’s a poor one, and I hate that I wasn’t more present for him during this period, but I also didn’t know how to help. “Sorry I wasn’t there for you more often.”He frowns at me, pulling me even closer to him. So close that I can feel his heart beating against my own. “You have nothing to apologize for. You’ve been my biggest supporter, and I could never have done this without you. And you’d never disturb me. Are you kidding me?”I chuckle, shoving him slightly on the shoulder. “You know what I mean. And of course you’d be able to do this without me. You decided to come here and open your record label before we were even back together.”Spencer grins at me and kisses me softly on the lips before pulling away to stare into my eyes, his blue pools piercing