تسجيل الدخولI have loved him silently for over four years. But last night, I had to listen to him smashing my former best friend apart in her bed, through our shared bedroom wall. Ryder Callahan has everything. He’s the golden boy of college hockey and the billionaire heir to an NHL empire. When his arrogant girlfriend, Bianca, figures out my deepest, most pathetic secret—that I’m hopelessly in love with him—the dream becomes a living nightmare. Desperate to save my dignity, I do the unthinkable: I pack my bags, quit my job at our university, and sign a contract as the tactical analyst for State University. Our fiercest, deadliest rival. Suddenly, Ryder is no longer my four year crush. He’s now the enemy I have to destroy. But a Callahan doesn't let go of what they claim is theirs. When Ryder corners me in a dark locker room, his dark eyes burning with a raw, possessive fury that makes my knees weak. He swears his relationship with Bianca is a lie. He begs me to stay. He swears he’s trying to protect me. But the scent of Bianca’s perfume is still on his jersey, and my phone is already buzzing with a warning about a secret contract his father signed behind closed doors. Thankfully, a new, charming star player at State University is offering me the perfect escape—and a way to make Ryder burn with jealousy. I will make him watch while I kiss another man. I will expose all his secrets to his rivals to bring him down. But anytime my new lover touches me in the dark, Ryder still comes to mind and I hate the fact that I simply can't forget about him...And I just discovered I'm pregnant for someone...
عرض المزيدThe heavy rubber floor mats of the Westbridge University arena always smelled the same at midnight: frozen iron, machine grease, and sweat.
I leaned my elbows against the dark wooden desk in the sub-level film room, my eyes burning from the harsh blue light of dual monitors. On the left screen, a high-angle feed of our varsity hockey team was frozen mid-stride. On the right, my custom tactical software mapped out defensive recovery times down to the millisecond.
I blinked against the dryness in my eyes, reaching for the worn leather binder resting beside my laptop. The corners were frayed, the leather scarred by years of rink moisture, with black sharpie fading across the spine: M.S. – Westbridge Tactical.
My father’s handwriting.
Four years ago, my father was the king of this university. He built the varsity program from scrap, drafted the strongest high school recruits in the country, and turned Westbridge into an unstoppable powerhouse. When his heart gave out right on the bench during a overtime playoff game, the university gave him a sleek brass plaque near the main entrance.
And they gave me a work-study scholarship to sharpen skates, scrub grease off the ice resurfacers, and log video breakdown for the new coaching staff—all while struggling to keep my head above water.
I tapped the stylus against the tablet, running the video forward three frames. The puck zipped across the blue line into the slot. Number 87 caught it on his backhand with terrifying fluidity, cutting inside two defenders before unleashing a wrist shot that hit the top corner with a sickening clack against the pipe.
Ryder Callahan.
The star captain. The NHL’s projected top draft pick. My late father’s prized recruit... and the man who held me in the hallway after the funeral while I sobbed until I couldn't breathe.
He was six-foot-three of dark, brooding perfection, possessive energy, and ruthless athletic instinct. Sinfully handsome like an adonis. And for four long, silent years, he was the secret crush I couldn't cut out of my chest no matter how hard I tried. I desired to be his girlfriend and eventually his wife in the future. If only he would notice the signs...
My phone on the desk buzzed, vibrating against the laminated shift log.
I flipped it over. A text from the arena night manager: Maya, clear out the broadcast suite on Level 2 before you head home. The media team left their wireless packs on after the victory party.
I let out a slow exhale, rubbing the small of my back as I stood up. My muscles cramped from sitting six hours straight after a full afternoon shift. Gathering my late father’s binder and my laptop, I slipped them into my heavy canvas bag and pulled on my coat.
The corridors on Level 2 were dimmed to a dull emergency amber. The victory party for the team’s pre-season showcase had wrapped up hours ago, leaving the smell of stale champagne and expensive cologne hanging in the hallway.
I pushed open the door to the secondary broadcast suite, reaching for the wall switch to kill the main console.
That was when I heard it...
A low, rhythmic murmur echoing through the connecting glass doorway that led to the VIP lounge.
"Oh... God, Ryder... don't stop..."
My fingers froze against the plastic switch. The blood in my veins turned to liquid nitrogen in a fraction of a second.
"You're so hard..." a girl's voice whimpered, thick, raspy, and loud enough to vibrate off the soundproof glass. " harder, baby...Oh my god I'm gonna fucking cum again..."
A heavy, breathless groan followed—a deep, gravelly baritone that I would recognize in the middle of a screaming crowd of ten thousand people.
Ryder.
My lungs completely seized. I couldn't draw in air. It felt as if someone had slammed a lead pipe directly into my sternum, shattering every rib in my chest.
I stood paralyzed in the dim light of the control room. Through the semi-transparent acoustic curtains covering the suite door, the shadows were unmistakably clear. A tall, massive frame pressed against the plush leather sofa, a girl draped across his lap, her hands tangled in his thick, dark hair.
Bianca.
My roommate. The daughter of the Chicago Bruins' primary shareholder, and the girl who treated the world like her personal playground.
The thudding against the leather couch grew faster, more reckless. She was getting thoroughly satisfied, her sharp moans rising in pitch, practically taunting the quiet room.
Get out, my brain screamed at me. Grab your bag, walk out the door, and run.
Instead, my foot caught the edge of an unhooked audio cable coiled near the floor. The heavy metal jack clattered sharply against the bare tile floor.
The sounds in the next room stopped instantly.
Silence fell over the suite like a dropped curtain.
I scrambled backward, grabbing my canvas bag, but before I could take two steps towards the exit corridor, the connecting glass door burst open.
Bianca stood in the frame. Her dark hair was wildly tossed, her silk blouse unbuttoned just enough to expose her collarbones, and her eyes wide with initial shock.
Then, her gaze landed on me. On my pale face, my trembling hands clutching my bag, and the sheer, exposed agonizing truth shining in my eyes.
A slow, toxic smirk spread across Bianca’s glossy lips.
"Well, well, well," Bianca purred, stepping into the broadcast suite and leaning against the doorframe, crossing her arms over her chest. "Look who's slinking around in the dark."
"I was clearing the audio packs for the manager," I said, my voice coming out raspy and tight. I swallowed hard, trying to force my throat to work. "I'm leaving."
"Are you?" Bianca mocked, taking two slow steps toward me. Her heels clicked sharply on the tile. "Or were you standing here listening like a desperate little brat?"
"Keep your private business in your own apartment, Bianca," I retorted, injecting as much coldness into my tone as humanly possible, even as my internal world crumbled into ash.
"Oh stop the tough girl act, Maya," Bianca sneered, her voice dropping to a sharp whisper that cut straight to the bone. "You think I haven't seen the way you look at him? You actually thought because your dead daddy brought him here, you had some kind of claim on him?"
The slap of her words felt like a physical blow. My fists clenched so tightly inside my jacket pockets that my nails bit deeply into my palms.
"He doesn't look at you like a woman, Maya," Bianca whispered, stepping close enough that her expensive floral perfume filled my lungs, mixing with the lingering scent of Ryder's cold cedar cologne. "He looks at you like a chore. A charity case his father pays for out of pity. When he touches me, he isn't thinking about you. He doesn't care about you. He touches me in ways you can never imagine. Stop loving him Maya. He belongs to me now."
"Get out of her way, Bianca."
The deep, gravelly voice cut through the air like a rusty blade.
My breath hitched.
Ryder stepped through the glass doorway. He was broad-shouldered, towering over the threshold, his dark hair disheveled and dark gray sweatpants sitting low on his hips. His chest rose and fell in heavy, ragged cycles, his jaw set so hard the jawline looked like carved granite.
He didn't look at Bianca. He didn't even acknowledge her presence.
His dark, intense eyes locked directly onto my face. He took in my pale skin, my tight jaw, and the unshed tears I was desperately fighting to keep from spilling over.
"Ryder, sweetie," Bianca immediately whined, putting on a pouting smile as she turned to grip his bare bicep. "She was sneaking around outside the lounge, listening to us. She's completely lost—"
"I said get out, Bianca," Ryder growled. It wasn't a shout; it was a low, terrifying baritone that carried a weight so heavy it made the air in the room drop five degrees.
Bianca blinked, her smooth smile freezing. "What? Ryder, she—"
"Go to the car," Ryder repeated, his gaze staying entirely, obsessively glued to me. "Now."
Bianca’s face flushed a deep, humiliating red. She glared at me with pure venom, her heels clicking violently as she grabbed her designer coat off the couch, slamming the outer door behind her so hard the acoustic paneling rattled.
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Ryder didn't move for three long heartbeats. Then, he stepped fully into the broadcast room.
He reached behind his back, pulled the heavy soundproof door shut, and turned the lock.
The sharp click of the deadbolt echoed in the quiet room like a gunshot.
"What are you doing, Ryder?" I asked, my voice barely audible over the hum of the cooling fans. I took a step back until the edge of the editing console dug sharply into my spine. "You need to leave. Go back to your girlfriend."
He didn't answer. He walked toward me, slow, deliberate, and broad enough to cut off every exit in the room. He stopped less than an inch away from me, the heat radiating off his body hitting me in waves. He smelled of sweat, ice, and that agonizingly familiar cedar scent that had invaded my dreams for four straight years.
Ryder reached out. His large, calloused hand was warm as his fingers wrapped around my jaw, his thumb catching my lower lip and tilting my face up, forcing me to meet his dark, stormy gaze.
His eyes searched mine, raw, dangerous, and possessively intense.
"What did she just say to you, Maya?" he whispered, his voice dipping low, rough and thick. His thumb brushed slowly across my bottom lip, sending a sudden, agonizing spark of electricity straight to my core. "Look at me and tell me."
The neon sign of the twenty-four-hour diner buzzed, casting a sickly pink glow over the wet asphalt outside.I sat in the corner booth, my hands wrapped around a mug of lukewarm black coffee. The heat of Ryder’s touch still burned on the back of my neck, a ghost of a sensation that made my skin prickle despite the draft seeping through the diner's front door.“Stay with me. Let me handle my father. Just tell me you won't go back to State.”His desperate whisper echoed in my head, a cruel melody I couldn't silence. He had looked so broken in the cramped cabin of his truck—so raw, so agonizingly sincere. For a split second, I had actually believed him. I had wanted to throw myself into his arms and let the world burn around us.But then my eyes drifted to the screen of my phone, resting on the scarred wooden table.I unlocked it, scrolling back to the picture Bianca had sent me weeks ago. It was a candid photo of Ryder’s locker at the Westbridge arena. Tucked inside the metal door
My heart hammered against my ribs as the freezing street air rushed over my skin. Ryder’s grip on my wrist was a solid, grounding weight, but the sheer fury radiating off him was terrifying."Ryder, release her," Richard Callahan commanded from the leather seat beside me. His voice had lost its smooth veneer, sharpening into an icy blade. "You are making a public spectacle of yourself. Think of your draft position.""I don't give a damn about the draft right now," Ryder spat, his knuckles white as his other hand gripped the edge of the open door. "Get out of the car, Maya."I didn't hesitate. I slid across the leather seat and let Ryder pull me out of the SUV. The moment my feet hit the cold, wet pavement, Ryder stepped in front of me, his massive, broad-shouldered frame completely shielding me from his father’s view.Richard slowly leaned toward the open door, his eyes narrowing as he took in his son’s defensive posture."You're acting like an emotional child, Ryder," Richard sa
I stared at the open passenger door of the Lincoln Navigator, the warm, leather-scented air from the heater blowing out into the freezing street.Richard Callahan sat in the back seat, his hands resting casually on the silver head of his cane. He looked immaculate, wearing a tailored wool coat that cost more than my entire year of tuition. His grey hair was slicked back, his expression carrying the calm, terrifying poise of a man who owned everything he looked at."I won't ask twice, Maya," Richard said, his voice smooth, completely devoid of the anger his son had just shown on the phone. "Get in. Before you catch pneumonia."My instinct screamed at me to turn and run. But where? My contract at State was suspended. My job at the Westbridge rink was gone. If I ran, I was running into a wall of debt and a ruined career.I swallowed my fear, stepped forward, and climbed into the back seat. The heavy door clicked shut behind me, sealing out the noise of the city, leaving only the quie
The campus of State University felt like an entirely different country.Where Westbridge was paved with manicured brick paths, ivy-covered stone, and the quiet arrogance of generational wealth, State was concrete, grit, and industrial steel. It was louder. It was hungrier."You're late, Maya."I stopped at the edge of the glass barrier. Coach Daniel Vance—the head of State’s hockey program—didn't look up from his tablet as I approached the bench. He was a broad man with a scarred jaw and a reputation for breaking players who couldn't handle his conditioning."The bus from the East Side had a flat tire, Coach," I said, catching my breath. My hands were freezing in my thin jacket pocket. "I ran the last four blocks."Daniel Vance slowly turned his head. His sharp gray eyes assessed my flush cheeks, my cheap sneakers, and the worn leather bag slung over my shoulder."I don't care about the bus," Vance said, his voice flat. "I care about results. Your analysis of Westbridge's neutra












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