LOGINChapter Eight: Knots
Ian hunched over his desk, the blue glow of the laptop screen the only light in the room. The photos from the USB drive were grim, but a restless energy buzzed under his skin. This was his chance. He could feel it. This time, he would break the case open on his own. He loved Zhedya’s help, sure, but he was starting to feel like a puppet, his strings pulled by pale, skilled hands. The door creaked open without a knock. Ian jumped, his heart lurching. Zhedya strode in as if he owned the place, a bag of groceries in one hand, already shrugging off his expensive coat. “You never knock!” Ian snapped, frustration boiling over. “You just walk in like you own this place. I don’t even have my privacy anymore.” Zhedya’s lips curved into a faint, knowing smile. He walked over and patted Ian’s head like he was a pet. “I guess fate has brought us together. We are soulmates, Ian. We share what we own.” “Stop saying a bunch of rubbish,” Ian grumbled, swatting his hand away. “You haven’t eaten all day,” Zhedya stated, his tone shifting to one of gentle scolding. He held up the groceries. “I had my secretary get these and came straight here. I’ll cook us something, then feed you like a sick cat.” His eyes, however, weren’t on the food. They were locked on Ian’s laptop screen. “What are you working on?” The question was casual, but his gaze was intense, peeling Ian open layer by layer. Ian quickly tilted the screen down, his cheeks flushing. “Just something. Working on an article,” he lied, his voice a little too high. “You’re working on the Thread Man story… alone?” Zhedya’s voice was deceptively soft. Ian just threw him a defiant why not look. “Must be one hell of an article for you to hide it like a top-secret government file,” Zhedya mused, a faint, cold smile playing on his lips. “Why do I have to tell you everything?” Ian whispered, the fight slowly draining out of him. Zhedya leaned in close, so close Ian could see the flecks of silver in his grey eyes. The air grew cold. “Ian,” he began, his voice a low, dangerous hum. “Remember the last time you did something behind my back?” “You got stalked, and I had to go to extreme lengths to save you. When the BSI got suspicious of you in the Strangler case, who shut it down?” His eyes hardened. “If you hide anything from me this time, I might not know where or when to step in. I’m not asking for too much. Just trust. Trust is non-negotiable with me.” A violent shiver wracked Ian’s spine. For a terrifying second, it wasn’t Zhedya looking back at him, but someone else…someone ancient and predatory. He pushed him back, his hands trembling. “Fine! You don’t have to get in my face,” Ian relented, his voice shaky. He reluctantly opened his laptop, turning the screen toward Zhedya. Zhedya leaned forward, his eyes scanning the images not like a reader, but like a scholar. A hunter. “He used a thread,” Zhedya stated, his voice calm and analytical. “It’s definitely not to restrain her. It’s a mark. His signature. He’s not binding her; he’s claiming her.” He pointed a slender finger at the screen. “See her hand? That’s not random. It’s like he was making her point to something only he could understand. That’s a language. A language between him and the dead.” Ian’s journalist instincts kicked in, overpowering his fear. He quickly grabbed his notepad, scribbling down every word. This was gold. This would make his article stand out from all the rest. Zhedya straightened up and walked back toward the kitchen, pausing at the doorway. He glanced back over his shoulder, his expression unreadable. “If you want to write something good, Ian, you have to stop thinking like the victim. You have to start thinking like the killer.” Then he disappeared into the kitchen. Ian stared at the empty doorway, a cold knot tightening in his stomach. Weird, he whispered, trying to brush off the chilling advice. ***** “Dinner’s almost done. Get your ass up and come eat, Ian,” Zhedya called out, his voice back to its usual, smooth cadence. “I’m almost done! I just need to wrap this up!” Ian called back, his fingers flying across the keyboard. “You work too hard,” Zhedya said, coming up behind him and gently brushing his hair back. The touch was surprisingly tender. “You don’t understand this feeling,” Ian rambled, his excitement bubbling over. “This feeling of getting close to writing something really good, of being on the edge of discovering something no one else knows…” Zhedya hardly listened to the words, but he loved the sound of Ian’s voice, the passionate energy that radiated from him. He loved having this control over Ian’s focus, his world. “Are you even listening to me?” Ian snapped his fingers, pulling Zhedya from his thoughts. “You just have to stick close to me,” Zhedya said, ignoring the question, his voice a low promise. “And I will show you how the world works.” “Yeah, whatever,” Ian said, shoving him lightly before rushing to the dining room. He sat down and hungrily dug into the food Zhedya had prepared. “What are you looking at?” Ian mumbled through a full mouth. “You were this hungry, and you found it hard to leave that desk all day,” Zhedya scolded playfully, though his eyes held a darker glint. “Do you need a spanking to learn the right thing to do?” Ian choked on his food, his face turning bright red. “I will never let you near my ass!” “We’ll see about that,” Zhedya smirked. Just then, Ian’s phone buzzed on the table. A news alert. “No phone at the table,” Zhedya teased. Ian shot him a side-eye before looking down at the screen. His face went pale. Another Thread Man killing. At Creeklord University. The victim’s name was Alisa Banks. A fashion student. “Alisa…” Ian’s breath hitched. His fork clattered onto his plate. “I know her. She was my junior back in university. She… she once helped me with a photo piece.” His breathing quickened, turning into shallow gasps. “I can’t believe it. It’s her.” “What’s wrong, Ian?” Zhedya’s voice was soft as he took the phone from Ian’s trembling hands. He read the news brief, his expression unreadable. “I’m so sorry, Ian.” He reached out to touch Ian’s shoulder. “You need to go to bed. You’re in shock.” “No!” Ian shoved his hand away, standing up so fast his chair screeched back. “I need to find what I can so she gets the justice she deserves!” His eyes were wild, glistening with unshed tears and a burning determination. “I’m visiting the murder scene. There might be a clue there. You never can tell.” He turned to grab his coat. “No, wait! You can’t do that! It’s an active murder scene, for goodness sake! It’s fucking dangerous!” Zhedya moved to block his path. Ian took a few determined steps toward the door, but then a wave of intense dizziness washed over him. The room spun. He shook his head, trying to clear it, and put a hand on the wall to steady himself. Then… THUD. He collapsed to the ground, unconscious. Zhedya let out a slow, deep breath. A smirk twisted his lips as he looked down at Ian’s still form. “Just too stubborn for your own good.” He bent down and gathered Ian effortlessly into his arms. “It’s bedtime, my love.” This was the second time he’d had to do this…slipping a fast-acting hypnotic into Ian’s drink. The first time was the night he went after Zack. Ian’s fierce independence was a problem, but it was a problem Zhedya knew exactly how to manage. He carried Ian to the bedroom and tucked him gently into bed. He brushed a stray lock of hair from Ian’s forehead, his touch lingering. “I would do anything for you, Ian,” he whispered into the quiet, dark room. “When it comes to you, I don’t think twice.” With one last, possessive look, Zhedya turned and left the apartment. He had somewhere to be. He had a predator to catch. The hunt was on.Chapter One Hundred and Two: The Path of RedemptionSix months.It felt like six lifetimes. Zhedya moved through his world like a ghost in an expensive suit. The mansion was too quiet, the bed too big, the silence too loud. He had stopped trying to find Ian after the first frantic month. The message was clear…he was done. Zhedya had finally broken the one thing he loved beyond reason.He wasn’t the polished CEO anymore. He was a shell. Work piled up, but his focus was gone. The only thing that cut through the fog was the burn of whiskey, glass after glass, trying to drown out the memory of Ian’s face, Ian’s voice, Ian’s warmth.He was at his office desk, staring blankly at a contract, when the phone rang. His head of security.“Sir.” The man’s voice was tense, confused. “A Mr. Ian Packer is at the private elevator. He’s asking for you.”For a full three seconds, Zhedya didn’t breathe because those words didn’t make sense. Ian…Here….After radio silence for half a year.He dropped t
Chapter One Hundred and One: Making Choices. Ian’s foot slammed down hard on the brake. The car skidded, gravel flying, before lurching to a violent stop. He sat there, his knuckles bone-white where they gripped the steering wheel, his breath coming in ragged gasps.In front of him was the dark, open road. Freedom. Safety. Behind him was the warehouse door, a black hole of fire and death.‘He deserves to burn. After everything he did to you, to Elijah, to everyone… he deserves to be ash.’But his eyes wouldn’t listen. All he could see was the image burned into his brain… Zhedya lying broken on the concrete, leg twisted, his face pale as the moonlight. Not a powerful monster, just a man…a man who was about to die.“No!”The word tore from his throat, raw and painful. It wasn’t a thought; it was a reflex. A stupid, suicidal reflex.He wrenched the steering wheel hard, slammed the car into drive, and stomped on the gas. The engine roared in protest as he aimed right for the warehouse
Chapter One Hundred: The Right Thought.The warehouse door groaned like a dying animal. Ian stepped inside, the air thick with the smell of rust, oil, and dust. The only light came in through broken windows high above, cutting through the darkness in thin, sad slivers.His own heartbeat was a frantic drum in his ears, louder than his footsteps on the concrete.A laugh echoed from the metal catwalk above, cold and bouncing off the empty walls.“Look who actually showed up!” the voice called down. “I didn’t think you were that stupid, Ian. The hero complex is real.”Ian’s eyes darted, trying to find the source. Then he heard it…the rattle of heavy chains. He whipped his head to the right.There, dangling from a hook attached to a massive overhead crane, was Elijah. He was bound and gagged, his eyes wide with terror. One wrong move, and he’d plummet fifty feet to the hard concrete below.“Ryan!” Ian shouted, his voice cracking. “I’m here! Let him down!”Slow footsteps descended the met
Chapter Ninety Nine: The Trap The front door opened and closed with a heavy, final thud that echoed through the quiet glass house. Ian found Zhedya in the foyer, not standing tall like he usually did, but leaning heavily against the wall like it was the only thing holding him up. His tie was undone, hanging loose, and his usually perfect blonde hair was a messy, disheveled halo around his head. He smelled like expensive whiskey and cold night air. He wasn’t falling-down drunk, but the cracks in his perfect armor were wide open for anyone to see. “My angel,” he slurred, a soft, wobbly smile touching his lips. His grey eyes were glassy, fixed on Ian with a desperate kind of worship. “You’re awake.” “You got drunk, Zhedya,” Ian stated flatly, walking over to him. He slipped an arm under Zhedya’s shoulders, taking his weight. The man was solid, heavy with more than just alcohol…heavy with something dark and sad. Ian helped him up the grand staircase, each step a strug
Chapter Ninety Eight: Whispering BirdsThe email popped up in a secure, encrypted folder on his phone. A folder Ian didn’t even know he had until a text from an unknown number told him how to find it. The sender was just a string of letters and numbers. The subject was blank.His hands shook as he opened it. There were no words but just attachments.He opened the first one. A photo. Two skinny teenagers, arms slung around each other’s shoulders, grinning at the camera like they owned the world despite having nothing. One was a younger John, his hair messy, his smile huge. The other… was him. Ian. His own face, younger, softer, but undeniably him. He was wearing a faded band t-shirt he didn’t remember.He scrolled to see another photo. Them on a beat-up couch, sharing headphones. Another was a document scan from the foster system. Their names linked. Case numbers. It was all there, in cold, official ink.Proof.A stone dropped into the pit of Ian’s stomach. He wasn’t lying…none of
Chapter Ninety Seven: I Believe You, I Lied. The nightmares wouldn’t stop. For days now, Ian woke up gasping, his sheets soaked with cold sweat. Visions of gunshots in the dark, the sickening crack of a neck, the feeling of falling endlessly into water below. He looked exhausted, with deep purple shadows under his eyes that even Zhedya’s expensive skincare couldn’t fix. Zhedya noticed, of course. He’d become extra attentive, extra gentle…bringing him tea, running him baths, touching him like he was a porcelain doll. It should have felt comforting. Instead, it felt like being smothered. And Ian was keeping a secret. A big one. He hadn’t mentioned the bookstore. He hadn’t mentioned the frantic man who’d called him Ian, who’d hugged him with tears in his eyes. John. The name was a stone in his gut. He didn’t know why he was keeping it from Zhedya, only that a deep, screaming instinct told him he had to. Tonight, Zhedya sat behind him on the massive bed, his stron







