LOGINChapter Nine: Threads Of Doubt
“Ahhh!” Ian winced, his head throbbing like a drum. He blinked, confused, in his own bed. The last thing he remembered was walking to his room to get dressed… to go to the Thread Man crime scene. How did he end up here? He stumbled out of bed, his legs feeling like jelly, and made his way to the living room. Zhedya was there, looking perfectly calm with his glasses on, sipping coffee like it was any normal morning. “Hey, easy there,” Zhedya said, his voice soft as he rushed over and guided Ian to the couch. “Are you okay? You passed out last night.” “I… I did?” Ian mumbled, his mind still fuzzy. “You’ve been overworking lately, hardly eating,” Zhedya continued, his tone full of concern. He reached out, touching Ian’s forehead and neck gently. “I warned you, Ian. You’re going to make yourself sick. You can’t catch a killer when you’re already killing yourself first.” “A couple of days of work wouldn’t make me pass out like that,” Ian argued, a uneasy feeling twisting in his stomach. Did he just faint, or… did something else happen? “It doesn’t matter what happened,” Zhedya said smoothly, brushing off his question. “I guess I’ll have to stay around more to make sure you eat properly and don’t work yourself to death.” “Hell no,” Ian shot back, though his voice lacked its usual fire. “Seeing you around too much is making me sick. Don’t you have a multi-million dollar company to run?” “I’m the CEO. My work is flexible,” Zhedya replied with a faint smile, patting Ian’s head before heading to the kitchen to plate up the breakfast he’d made. Passing out like that was weird, Ian thought, his mind racing. Or was I drugged? But… Zhedya wouldn’t do that. Why would he? The doubt was a tiny, sharp thorn in his mind. “Breakfast is served,” Zhedya whispered close to his ear, making Ian jump. He hadn’t even heard him come back. Sitting at the table, the smell of food made Ian’s mouth water. He felt a sudden rush of gratitude. “Thank you, by the way,” he said shyly. “I’ve never had someone… care about me like this before.” Zhedya’s smile was warm. “Well, I’m in your life now. I’m not going anywhere.” He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Ian’s forehead. “You look different with the glasses,” Ian noted, trying to lighten the mood. “You should wear them around me instead of those grey lenses.” Zhedya smirked. “Why? Do you find nerds safe and harmless? Or do my grey lenses remind you of the Swift Strangler’s eyes?” “You’re annoying,” Ian scolded, but he couldn’t help a small smile. “Why do you always have killers on your mind?” His smile faded as he thought of Alisa. Her bright, laughing face flashed in his memory…how she’d been, full of life, talking with friends at a diner near campus. “She had her whole life ahead of her,” he sighed, his chest aching. “And it was just… taken.” “Don’t worry, Ian,” Zhedya said, his voice a low, comforting hum. He reached out, holding the back of Ian’s neck gently, his thumb stroking his jaw. “Killers always expose themselves eventually. The Thread Man will trip over his own strings soon enough. I just don’t want you getting too involved.” Ian felt a little comforted, but a part of him wondered…why did Zhedya sound so sure? Stop it, he told himself. You’re overthinking. Zhedya is always confident. ***** Flashback The city was asleep. Zhedya moved through the darkness like a shadow, leaving Ian’s apartment to visit the two latest Thread Man crime scenes. He needed to see for himself. He studied every detail, his mind slipping into the killer’s, tracing the patterns, fitting the pieces together. There had to be a clue. Something everyone else had missed. His eyes narrowed. “Yeah, got you,” he whispered to the empty night. A red thread. In the crime scene photos of both victims, this same detail stood out. He carefully collected a loose strand into a small glass vial. This killer had a thing for red thread. And for fashion. Both victims were connected to the fashion world, both were talented newcomers who stood out. Why? It wasn’t jealousy. This was something else. Something colder. It was past 1 a.m. when Zhedya slipped into his office through the back door, avoiding any night staff. He needed to analyze the thread. Minutes turned into an hour under the bright lab lights. Then, he had it. The thread was exclusive. Used by only one elite clothing brand. Studying the Thread Man was like looking into a twisted mirror. The patterns, the precision… it reminded Zhedya far too much of his own way of thinking. ***** Zhedya walked into the biggest Marcom Pierce store in the city the next day, the air smelling of expensive perfume and new fabric. He was there to buy a suit for Ian. A saleswoman glided over. “What can I help you with, sir?” she asked with a polished smile. “Show me your most expensive suit,” Zhedya replied, his voice cool. She led him to a private section. Zhedya inspected the offerings, his expression unimpressed. “We have a special limited edition launching in a few days,” the woman offered, sensing his dissatisfaction. “It will be unveiled at our fashion show. It’s not on the floor yet, but you can pre-order it before it sells out, and we’ll deliver.” “The fashion show,” Zhedya repeated, a slow smile spreading across his face. “Send me the details. I’d like to see more.” He knew, with a hunter’s certainty, that this special edition and the Thread Man’s victims were connected. ***** Back at the apartment, the doorbell rang. “I’m coming!” Ian yelled, hurrying to the door. A delivery man stood there holding a sleek garment bag. “Mr. Ian Parker?” “Yes, that’s me,” Ian said, confused. He hadn’t ordered anything. The man handed him the bag and left. Ian carried it inside, unzipping it carefully. Inside was a stunning red designer suit from Marcom Pierce. It was beautiful, but something was off. The suit’s detailing included what looked like artistic, dark red stains on the glass motifs. “Fashion designers are getting crazy these days,” - [ ] Ian muttered, shaking his head. There was only one person who would send him something like this. Zhedya. ***** “One hundred and fifty thousand dollars? For a suit?!” Ian yelled, his eyes wide with disbelief after Zhedya confirmed the price. “It’s not too expensive for you,” Zhedya said calmly, a smirk playing on his lips. “It’s a special edition, not even launched yet. That’s why it costs that much. I plan on attending the fashion show where it’s being unveiled. There’s a piece I want to see there.” “A piece, my ass!” Ian exclaimed. “Why buy this? I hardly go out, let alone to some fancy function where I’d have to wear this!” “So go on a date with me, then,” Zhedya requested, his voice dropping, his eyes sincere. Ian blinked. “Don’t be dumb.” “Why won’t you just date me? Or give me a chance?” Zhedya’s voice was soft, almost vulnerable. “After everything I’ve done for you… Please, Ian? Go on a date with me? I don’t care what I have to pay.” Ian looked at him, at the rare openness on his face, and felt his resolve crumble. He let out a long sigh, rolling his eyes to hide the flutter in his chest. “Okay, fine! For goodness sake, stop begging,” he grumbled, trying to sound annoyed but failing. “One date.”Chapter One Hundred and Forty Two: The Push Ian and Lily walked out of Elena's apartment building in the late afternoon, Ian carrying a bag of groceries he'd helped bring in. Lily skipped ahead, her little legs full of that endless energy only kids have, completely oblivious to the weight her father carried in his chest.By evening they were buckled into the car, Ian's hands steady on the wheel even as his mind churned in a thousand different directions. Elena had been struggling hard this pregnancy, even worse than with Lily, and Ian had spent the afternoon helping her organize, cleaning up, making sure she had food she could actually keep down. It was the least he could do.Lily bounced in the back seat, her usual endless energy on full display. "Daddy? What's wrong with Mama?"Ian glanced in the rearview mirror at those grey eyes, curious and concerned in the way only children can be when they sense something they don't understand. "She's just tired, bug. Grown-up stuff."Lily
Chapter One Hundred and Forty One: I Would Never Lose To You. Morning light streamed through the windows, warm and golden, the kind of light that made everything feel possible. Lily sat at the kitchen table, eating breakfast with the single-minded focus of a child who had discovered that jam on toast was the greatest invention ever. Ian watched her from across the table, his hand moving unconsciously to his pocket where the passports sat heavy against his thigh.He'd made up his mind. He was going to Sweden with Zhedya. Him and Lily. A new life and a fresh start.He thought about Zhedya's words, about Miller circling like a shark, about Elena working against them. None of it mattered anymore. They were leaving.Lily looked up, catching him staring with those grey eyes. "Daddy, why are you looking at me like that?"Ian smiled, warm and real. "I was just thinking, bug. How would you like to go on an adventure?"Lily's eyes went impossibly wide. "An adventure? Like the ones in my stor
Chapter One Hundred and Forty: Positive Lines. A plain package sat on the kitchen counter. No return address or identifying marks. Just a box that had arrived that morning with a delivery guy who shrugged and left. Ian stared at it like it might explode.He turned it over in his hand to find nothing. Just his name printed in neat letters.He opened it carefully.Inside were two passports. One for him and another for Lily.He flipped through his…new photo. Everything was there, perfect and complete. His hands started shaking.A small note fluttered out…he caught it."Trust me, Angel. This is for us. - Z"Ian stared at the words, heart pounding so hard he could feel it in his throat.Sweden.Zhedya wanted them to go to Sweden. He was planning something, moving pieces on a board Ian couldn't see. Pieces Ian didn't even know existed."What are you thinking?" Ian whispered to the empty room. "What are you planning?"He looked at the passports again. New names. New lives. New country.Wa
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Nine: Being Better For Love The kiss turned deeper, hungrier, like they were trying to crawl inside each other’s skin. Ian’s hands shook as he shoved at Zhedya’s shirt, desperate to feel warm skin under his palms again. Zhedya helped him, yanking the fabric over his head and tossing it somewhere in the dark. Then his big hands were on Ian…pulling him closer, sliding under the thin tank top Ian slept in, rough fingertips dragging up his spine.Ian broke the kiss just long enough to rip his own shirt off, throwing it away like it offended him. Their bare chests crashed together, skin on skin, and Ian let out this broken little sound he couldn’t hold back.Zhedya flipped them in one smooth move so Ian was straddling his hips, knees sinking into the mattress on either side. The sheets were already twisted from earlier, but now they were a mess under them. Moonlight slipped through the half-open curtains, painting silver stripes across Zhedya’s che
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Eight: You Sound Like Him. The judge's words still echoed in Ian's mind, bouncing around his skull like they might never leave."There is no evidence of endangerment. No proof that the mother's claims about the father's new partner have any merit. Custody remains with the father. Visitation rights to the mother as previously established."Ian had sat there in the courtroom, hands clasped together so tight his knuckles went white, not daring to breathe. Beside him, his lawyer had squeezed his arm…a small gesture of victory. Across the room, Elena's lawyer had looked defeated, shuffling papers like they might somehow change the outcome.Elena herself had looked like she might explode. Her eyes had burned into Ian throughout the entire proceeding, full of something that looked a lot like hatred.Now Ian walked out of the courtroom, shoulders straight, relief and exhaustion written all over his face. The sun felt too bright and the world felt too loud. H
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Seven: Radio Silence It was evening. The kind of quiet that feels wrong, heavy, like the silence before something bad happens. Ian sat on the couch, phone in hand, staring at a blank screen. Days had passed…No calls…No texts..but silence from Zhedya. Five days since Zhedya got in that taxi. Five days has passed since he promised to call every day. Ian's phone had stayed silent. He had called dozens of times, all sent straight to voicemail every single time. Texted and still nothing. He even checked the news from Sweden, scrolling through articles he couldn't read, looking for anything that might explain the silence. Nothing. It was like Zhedya had vanished into thin air. Lily asked every morning. "When is Zhedya coming back?" Ian lied every time. "Soon, bug. He calls when you're asleep. He says he misses you." Lily believed him. Children always believe which made it worse. Ian couldn't do it anymore, he dialed Elijah. Elijah picked up on







