Sophia
Ellie and Philip stared at Kieran and me for a few moments since we were still standing too close to each other. Her eyes flickered towards my neck, but she couldn’t see anything thanks to the dim light and my soft, blond locks that were let down freely. Upsetting my pregnant sister with the truth about her future brother-in-law was the last thing I’d want if she didn’t already have her own suspicions. And Kieran never really tried to hide his bigotry towards us.
“Why are you so giddy?” I asked, catching Ellie’s eyes, pretending I did not know what was happening.
A diversion was always the best strategy, and it worked like magic. As soon as that question was out, Ellie’s face lit up with a smile that showed how happy she was.
“We have something to tell you,” Ellie mused. I didn’t miss her small hand searching for Philip’s and his finding hers.
“Yes, we have an announcement to make, and as you two are the most important people in our lives, you deserve to be the first to know.” After a brief pause that Philip made for dramatic purposes only, he continued: “Earlier tonight, this beautiful girl who found it in her heart to love me, made me the happiest man on the planet by accepting to be my wife. Now the three of us, Ellie, our baby, and I, will start a new family, which you will always be a part of.” He proclaimed, excitement rolling off of him in waves.
The happiness of the newly engaged couple was obvious, and damn Kieran to hell and back if he tried to deny it.
Although I knew what Philip was going to say and was sure of my sister’s answer, I didn’t have to fake surprise. The thrill I felt for them gave me enough verve to pass it off as a pleasant shock.
I was the first to react by making those few steps that separated me from the lovebirds to pull Ellie into a hug, congratulating her and wishing only the greatest things for her upcoming life. I repeated the same with my future brother-in-law while Kieran was in the same spot.
I knew he didn’t take the news well, but he could’ve pretended he was glad for their sake.
I faked a cough, which seemed to snap Kieran out of his thoughts as he finally moved and congratulated both Philip and Ellie. His stance was still rigid and stiff, and the smile plastered on his face looked too good to be true.
“I need to talk to you. Privately.” A rough hand on my forearm pulled me away from the small crowd, and, to my surprise, I didn’t resist. I was blindly following a man who almost killed me earlier.
What the hell was wrong with me? Was I this stupid? I have never been this submissive before... What did he do to me? Did he put a spell on me or something?
Thanks to our apartment being as humble as it was, we were standing by the entrance door in just a couple of steps, leaving Philip and Ellie to stare after us with conspiratorial smiles on their faces. It was easy to tell what they were thinking, but they couldn’t be more wrong.
Kieran leaned closer to me, bending his head to make up for the height difference, and whispered: “I have a proposition for you.” His warm breath tingled my earlobe, causing a thousand ants to crawl down my spine.
I was taken aback by his tone that gave away nothing except the mystery that laced it. What could he possibly offer me?
“Money to keep me quiet? To not report you for attempted murder?” I spat.
Instead of confirming my thoughts, Kieran chuckled deeply. He was laughing at me?
“Don’t be silly. Do you think it would take me a long time to make that accusation disappear?” A barely audible roar came from his chest. He made fun of me and ridiculed me, but he wasn’t wrong. I was no one; I stood no chance against him. The realization that he was right tasted bitter on my tongue.
“And do you actually think I couldn’t have killed you in the blink of an eye if I wanted to?” Kieran was standing uncomfortably close to me, and it seemed he was nearing me more and more with each passing second, dominating the tiny space of the hallway. His closeness lit up every nerve cell in my body, pushing me towards the edge of sanity.
But I could not argue against it. If he wanted me dead, I would have been dead and floating in the Potomac River by now.
“What if I told you there was a way for you to secure your sister’s safety from me?” If Kieran didn’t have my full attention before, now he definitely did. “I promise not to make her life miserable if you could do one simple thing for me.”
“What do you want?” I asked immediately, and my eagerness to know his conditions made Kieran suppress his laugh.
“Come by my office tomorrow around noon. I’m sure you won’t have a problem finding it.” He was amused by this? I was so confused by his reaction that I had an easier time believing my senses were still off.
With that said, Kieran was out the door. Just like that.
I stayed there for a few more moments, trying to collect my thoughts and emotions scattered all over the place.
My life was never an easy ride, but this last week could qualify for some ‘Believe it or not,’ column in newspapers. How was one person supposed to handle all of this? How was one supposed to stay sane?
“What’s happening with the two of you?” I liked neither Ellie’s tone nor her facial expression. They both insinuated that something awfully disgusting and unimaginable was happening between me and that demon’s spawn.
“Nothing. We’re future in-laws. We need to make plans for our nephew.” I brushed her question off, but the wheels in my head couldn’t stop turning as I nervously avoided eye contact with Ellie and Philip.
What could someone like Kieran King want from me? What could I do in exchange for Ellie’s safety?
The next few minutes we spent talking about their plans, only to be surprised when they informed me that the small wedding would be held in the local church a week from now. They wanted nothing lavish and were in a rush to say their vows as soon as possible.
No matter the initial shock, I approved of their decision. It will only mean they will spend more time with each other. With Philip’s illness… I shivered, not wanting to think about the pending diagnosis and destroy the ecstatic atmosphere that overwhelmed us. We had tomorrow to worry about those things.
“So, you’re not going to tell me what’s going on between you and Kieran?” Ellie asked later that night when we were each in our beds.
“Nothing is going on, sweetheart,” I answered, but Ellie didn’t give up.
“But you were upset when we came, and he looked so scary. I was afraid for you…” she whispered.
‘And I am afraid for you and what that monster can do,’ I thought but never said it aloud.
“Ellie, drop it. You’re imagining things. Let’s sleep. I’m tired. Good night.” It came out harsher than I intended, but it was the only way to make my sister stop asking questions.
“Good night,” Ellie whispered back, and I heard the shuffling of sheets as she turned around to the opposite side.
Soon, Ellie’s breathing became deeper and slower, and I was sure she was asleep. Unlike her, I was awake for much, much longer.
This is how it all began It all began when a person I trusted betrayed me in the worst possible way, resulting in me losing my job. It all began when I got home early and stopped my sister from making the biggest mistake of her life. It all began with a slap. It all began with a hand wrapped around my neck. It all began one day in March when I met him. It all began when I met Kieran King. The man that changed my life completely. It all began with the hate I held for the man that blackmailed me into marriage. It all began with hate that slowly, without me noticing, turned into love… unconditional and undying love for the man that stormed into my life, turning it upside down. It all began with a past that caught on to me. It all began with the past that caught on to him. It all began with greed. It all began with obsession. This is how it all ended It all ended in danger. It all ended in fear. It all ended in justice. It all ended in chance. It all ended in love. It a
KieranTo say that the past three years of living with Sophia were not a bumpy ride would be a lie.To say that those three years were not the best years of my life would also be a lie. No, scratch that. It would be blasphemy. That was why I had no intention of uttering such atrocity.Sophia turned out to be a real angel in disguise, just as my instincts were telling me she would be from the moment we met. Though turning into a little devil was not unfamiliar to her, I came to love that naughty side of her. To say that we didn’t have the best start would be an understatement. And that was nobody’s fault but mine. At first, driven by the pure desire to prove Sophia was not what she seemed, I did the unimaginable; I hurt her both physically and mentally on more than one occasion. It was a borderline miracle that she found it in her heart to forgive my sins and never speak of them in any ill manner. Pretty soon, all my attempts to portray Sophia as the bad guy in our story flopped beca
Sophia 4 months later To say that my life in the past couple of months was anything less than a fairytale would be a complete and notorious lie. That’s why I had no intention of uttering such blasphemy. Because it was exactly that – a life I never dared to imagine. Kieran was the most wonderful husband a woman could wish for; he was caring and gentle, loving and thoughtful, and he was all mine, unconditionally. Just as I was his. To say that I didn’t enjoy the pampering and all the attention Kieran showered me with would also be a lie. I absolutely loved it! I loved every cuddle and every kiss. I loved every breakfast in bed and every late-night snack hunt he went on for me. I loved how he knew my every thought as if he was reading my mind, and I loved how there were no more ominous storms in those beloved grey skies trapped in his eyes. To say that Kieran was a totally different man would be a lie, too. Yes, he was open with me, and I was sure he didn’t lie or hide things from
SophiaMuch to my dismay, I spent an entire week in the hospital, even though I felt better after a few days. I suspected Kieran had something to do with it since doctors were ready to release me to recover at home. But I didn’t mind it, as I perfectly understood why he did it. There wasn’t anything but pure worry about my well-being in his actions; he only wanted to be sure I was all right.After all the walls between us came tumbling down like they were made of sand, Kieran and I formed a connection on an entirely new level. There were no more secrets and half-truths, no more lies.My husband never left my side during the seven days I was bedridden. He hovered over my every breath and flinched at every sigh I failed to hide. Some other me, me before him, would’ve probably gone mad from all the fuss he was making, but I? I loved it! I enjoyed every second of it, and I didn’t want it to end.Was I ever scared that he would change back to the man he was when I met him? Cold and demandi
SophiaWhen I woke up fairly rested, in pain and still not remembering how I ended up in the hospital, pregnant nonetheless, I demanded the answers Kieran owed me, but a more important thing came up. Doctors needed to check on the baby as soon as I was awake, and I had nothing against it. What’s more, I wanted to make sure she was OK.Yes, some inner voice whispered into my ear that it was a girl, and I believed it, while Kieran strongly protested, claiming he was sure it was a boy, though I could see a smile in his eyes that he tried to hide.Nurses rolled in the ultrasound machine, and a doctor I hadn’t seen before came in too. After a few quick questions I answered to the best of my knowledge, the nurse helped move the hospital gown up to reveal my belly. The gel they applied on my skin was unpleasantly cold, but Kieran’s hand that took hold of mine made my nervousness disappear as if it was never there, and all that was left was anticipation to see what the ultrasound would show.
Sophia“Kieran?”As I laid in bed, unable to get up properly, a thousand thoughts ran through my mind. What the hell was he thinking, standing there, watching me like a hawk? I hated that unreadable facial expression of his, the one he mastered to annoy me when I couldn’t figure out what was going on in that damn head of his.“Did you know about this?” My voice was a mere whisper, but the twitch of Kieran’s eye meant he understood me perfectly.Finally, he moved and came to sit beside me. “The doctors informed me earlier.”Then it hit me.Kieran couldn’t have kids! I could recall the day when he told me the truth to the last detail; every word spoken, every emotion they awoke. I knew how Kieran felt about his condition, how haunted he was, and how much strength it took him to talk with me about the option for us to start a family. And now this?How was this possible? How was I pregnant? Were we this blessed to have a baby conceived the natural way?Was this why Kieran was so grim and