Sophia
Ellie and Philip stared at Kieran and me for a few moments since we were still standing too close to each other. Her eyes flickered towards my neck, but she couldn’t see anything thanks to the dim light and my soft, blond locks that were let down freely. Upsetting my pregnant sister with the truth about her future brother-in-law was the last thing I’d want if she didn’t already have her own suspicions. And Kieran never really tried to hide his bigotry towards us.
“Why are you so giddy?” I asked, catching Ellie’s eyes, pretending I did not know what was happening.
A diversion was always the best strategy, and it worked like magic. As soon as that question was out, Ellie’s face lit up with a smile that showed how happy she was.
“We have something to tell you,” Ellie mused. I didn’t miss her small hand searching for Philip’s and his finding hers.
“Yes, we have an announcement to make, and as you two are the most important people in our lives, you deserve to be the first to know.” After a brief pause that Philip made for dramatic purposes only, he continued: “Earlier tonight, this beautiful girl who found it in her heart to love me, made me the happiest man on the planet by accepting to be my wife. Now the three of us, Ellie, our baby, and I, will start a new family, which you will always be a part of.” He proclaimed, excitement rolling off of him in waves.
The happiness of the newly engaged couple was obvious, and damn Kieran to hell and back if he tried to deny it.
Although I knew what Philip was going to say and was sure of my sister’s answer, I didn’t have to fake surprise. The thrill I felt for them gave me enough verve to pass it off as a pleasant shock.
I was the first to react by making those few steps that separated me from the lovebirds to pull Ellie into a hug, congratulating her and wishing only the greatest things for her upcoming life. I repeated the same with my future brother-in-law while Kieran was in the same spot.
I knew he didn’t take the news well, but he could’ve pretended he was glad for their sake.
I faked a cough, which seemed to snap Kieran out of his thoughts as he finally moved and congratulated both Philip and Ellie. His stance was still rigid and stiff, and the smile plastered on his face looked too good to be true.
“I need to talk to you. Privately.” A rough hand on my forearm pulled me away from the small crowd, and, to my surprise, I didn’t resist. I was blindly following a man who almost killed me earlier.
What the hell was wrong with me? Was I this stupid? I have never been this submissive before... What did he do to me? Did he put a spell on me or something?
Thanks to our apartment being as humble as it was, we were standing by the entrance door in just a couple of steps, leaving Philip and Ellie to stare after us with conspiratorial smiles on their faces. It was easy to tell what they were thinking, but they couldn’t be more wrong.
Kieran leaned closer to me, bending his head to make up for the height difference, and whispered: “I have a proposition for you.” His warm breath tingled my earlobe, causing a thousand ants to crawl down my spine.
I was taken aback by his tone that gave away nothing except the mystery that laced it. What could he possibly offer me?
“Money to keep me quiet? To not report you for attempted murder?” I spat.
Instead of confirming my thoughts, Kieran chuckled deeply. He was laughing at me?
“Don’t be silly. Do you think it would take me a long time to make that accusation disappear?” A barely audible roar came from his chest. He made fun of me and ridiculed me, but he wasn’t wrong. I was no one; I stood no chance against him. The realization that he was right tasted bitter on my tongue.
“And do you actually think I couldn’t have killed you in the blink of an eye if I wanted to?” Kieran was standing uncomfortably close to me, and it seemed he was nearing me more and more with each passing second, dominating the tiny space of the hallway. His closeness lit up every nerve cell in my body, pushing me towards the edge of sanity.
But I could not argue against it. If he wanted me dead, I would have been dead and floating in the Potomac River by now.
“What if I told you there was a way for you to secure your sister’s safety from me?” If Kieran didn’t have my full attention before, now he definitely did. “I promise not to make her life miserable if you could do one simple thing for me.”
“What do you want?” I asked immediately, and my eagerness to know his conditions made Kieran suppress his laugh.
“Come by my office tomorrow around noon. I’m sure you won’t have a problem finding it.” He was amused by this? I was so confused by his reaction that I had an easier time believing my senses were still off.
With that said, Kieran was out the door. Just like that.
I stayed there for a few more moments, trying to collect my thoughts and emotions scattered all over the place.
My life was never an easy ride, but this last week could qualify for some ‘Believe it or not,’ column in newspapers. How was one person supposed to handle all of this? How was one supposed to stay sane?
“What’s happening with the two of you?” I liked neither Ellie’s tone nor her facial expression. They both insinuated that something awfully disgusting and unimaginable was happening between me and that demon’s spawn.
“Nothing. We’re future in-laws. We need to make plans for our nephew.” I brushed her question off, but the wheels in my head couldn’t stop turning as I nervously avoided eye contact with Ellie and Philip.
What could someone like Kieran King want from me? What could I do in exchange for Ellie’s safety?
The next few minutes we spent talking about their plans, only to be surprised when they informed me that the small wedding would be held in the local church a week from now. They wanted nothing lavish and were in a rush to say their vows as soon as possible.
No matter the initial shock, I approved of their decision. It will only mean they will spend more time with each other. With Philip’s illness… I shivered, not wanting to think about the pending diagnosis and destroy the ecstatic atmosphere that overwhelmed us. We had tomorrow to worry about those things.
“So, you’re not going to tell me what’s going on between you and Kieran?” Ellie asked later that night when we were each in our beds.
“Nothing is going on, sweetheart,” I answered, but Ellie didn’t give up.
“But you were upset when we came, and he looked so scary. I was afraid for you…” she whispered.
‘And I am afraid for you and what that monster can do,’ I thought but never said it aloud.
“Ellie, drop it. You’re imagining things. Let’s sleep. I’m tired. Good night.” It came out harsher than I intended, but it was the only way to make my sister stop asking questions.
“Good night,” Ellie whispered back, and I heard the shuffling of sheets as she turned around to the opposite side.
Soon, Ellie’s breathing became deeper and slower, and I was sure she was asleep. Unlike her, I was awake for much, much longer.
Kieran She was driving me crazy. Sophia Howard. She wracked chaos in my soul; she dominated my every thought, and as if it wasn’t enough for her to torture me during the day, she was there every night, too, creeping around in my dreams. She was all I could think about, she and the ways I could make her submit to me and do as I wanted because nobody ever dared to defy me the way she did! And she had to be punished for that. She was a wolf in sheep’s clothing, I was sure of it! All I had to do was prove it, and I would have her trapped. She would have to abide by me. Although I had no doubt Philip was the father of that baby, I still insisted on Sophia breaking them up. It was only a test for Sophia because I could never wish harm to my nephew or niece. My brother’s kids were my kids. She passed the test successfully, which made me more conflicted with myself as I tried to reconcile two impulses: punishing her for not doing as I ordered and wanting to own her because she didn’t do a
Sophia Ever since I woke up, I had one thing on my mind - what could Kieran possibly want from me? Whatever it was, if it meant he would let Ellie live peacefully with the man she loved, I was ready to listen and set aside everything that transpired between him and me. My feelings about Kieran were conflicted. I hated him from the deepest pit of my soul. I hated who he was and what he represented, and I hated him for being a threat to my sister’s future. I hated how he acted and what he considered me to be. I hated his violence and arrogance. However, I could hardly wait to see him today. While I was getting ready, I chose to wear a turtleneck, the only one I had in my closet. I detested the restricting feeling it gave me, but I had to hide bruises that formed on my neck, and the weather could still justify wearing such a piece of clothing. Ellie went to her class, after which she would have lunch with her fiancé, and I stayed home. Alone. ‘I’ll have to get used to this,’ I thoug
Sophia I sat in Kieran’s office chair as if I were glued to it, not daring to blink. He was serious. He was bloody serious! My mind was in reverse, and no matter how hard I tried, I failed to understand what was happening. Marry him? He wanted me to marry him? “You must be joking!” Would denial make this any less real? Probably not. Still, I hoped Kieran’s mask would fall and that he would start laughing at me for believing him, but no such luck. “I’m not.” He said sternly, leaving no room for doubt. “But… but… you…” I jumped from the seat, completely astounded and unable to find words. Kieran rolled his eyes as if he was bored, or better yet, annoyed with me. “So, what do you say?” Fuck! Was he for real? He expected an answer? My hands started to shake from the adrenaline rush that surged through me. I was sure my face perfectly reflected the whirlpool of confusion storming up in me, while Kieran’s expression didn’t change. Only his jaw tightened a little; I couldn’t help bu
Sophia Days passed, and things were not getting any easier for me. Physically, there was nothing wrong, and I couldn’t complain. In fact, I was more rested and energized than I had been in so long. Maybe even since we escaped that night from our burning home years ago. But mentally, I was a wreck. The fear that would settle into my every pore each time I thought about Kieran’s evil master plan to destroy the relationship between my sister and me got me good. Was I wrong to doubt Ellie like this? Absolutely yes. But I couldn’t do a thing to stop it. Kieran King was adamant about destroying the trust we had in each other. He would not think twice about using his own brother to accomplish his goals, and in this case, his goal was I. Why? I had no idea, and I failed to understand his motives, no matter how much I thought about it. I hadn’t seen him since we had talked in his office, and I thanked God for that. I had no wish to meet him because I didn’t want another surprise like the o
Sophia It was early Sunday morning, the day of my little sister’s wedding. We had our hair and make-up done, with mine being a simple bun and natural make-up, while Ellie looked like a real-life princess in the charming A-line dress she chose to wear. We were in the small side-room of the church where I helped her get dressed after the stylist who did the final touch-ups left. “You look stunning, sweetheart,” I gushed, and it earned me a beautiful, ecstatic smile from Ellie. “I’m so happy, sis. No words can explain it.” She was beaming! Her happiness was rolling off of her in waves, and I couldn’t fight its influence even if I wanted to. No matter the fact that I was truly content with the outcome of my sister’s ‘affair’ since it could have ended drastically different, I couldn’t help but wonder how we came to the point where she was pregnant and getting married at nineteen, and I was about to leave everything I knew behind and start a new life from scratch. Was it how I wanted ou
Sophia “Do you, Philip King, take here present Eleanor Howard to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?” The priest asked the question. “Yes,” Philip’s resolved answer echoed off the church walls. “And do you, Eleanor Howard, take here present Philip King to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?” “Yes,” Ellie’s voice chimed, thick with happiness. “Should anyone present know of any reason that this couple should not be joined in holy matrimony, speak now or forever hold your peace?” Priest inquired the present, and my head automatically snapped to the right, towards the place where Kieran stood. His eyes shone with a demonic glint, and I swallowed hard, praying to God and all invisible forces that existed or not t
Sophia ‘We have things to discuss, my ass,’ I thought as I paced nervously around my apartment. There was no chance of having a rational discussion with Kieran, no way in hell! Based on every previous encounter with Kieran, I was certain I could not have a constructive conversation with him. We did talk, yes, but that was always limited to him asking questions and demanding answers and me having a hard time resisting giving them. I was conflicted about him for sure, and I could not explain to myself why I said some things or why I failed to control my actions and why the feistiness I was so proud of my whole life had a tendency to dwindle when he was around, leaving me defenseless. It was something I didn’t understand, hence it scared me, but I had no intention of sticking around to find out the reasons behind it. That was my plan... Running away. What? It worked once before. It would again. It had to. Not wasting any more time, I rushed to the bedroom and placed a suitcase on th
Sophia “I’m not going back with you,” I stated with all the courage I could muster, looking him straight in the eyes. That statement deserved me a blank stare. “Get in the car.” If I ever thought of him being angry with me before, I was wrong... so very wrong. “Sophia.” My name rolled off his tongue, making my breath hitch for more reasons than one. “I won’t ask again.” “No, Kieran. I want my life back. I want to work and support myself with that work. I want to make new friends, go out, and maybe even travel now that I have a chance to think only about myself. I want to be selfish for a change!” I snapped. There. For a reason I could not explain, I told him everything I was hoping to get with this move I made. And it irked me like nothing else in the world that I couldn’t hold my tongue and keep my plans to myself. Kieran seemed to have lost his patience with me. He grabbed my forearm forcefully, his strong fingers boring into my muscles. My struggles were in vain because he was