LOGINJason didn't get back to the loft until almost four in the morning. The entire apartment was dark when he stepped inside.
He kicked off his shoes as quietly as possible and shrugged out of his jacket before heading toward the kitchen for a glass of water.
Then he noticed Lana's shoes beside the door.
He stopped.
She stayed. A small knot of guilt settled in his stomach. He'd told her he'd be late. She could've gone home hours ago.
Instead, she'd waited for him.
Again.
Jason grabbed a bottle of water from the refrigerator and headed toward his room.
He already knew what he'd find before he opened the door.
Lana was asleep in his bed, curled around one of his pillows with the blanket tangled around her legs.
Jason smiled despite himself.
He took a quick shower, changed into his boxers and climbed carefully into bed beside her. Lana shifted when the mattress dipped.
Jason wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her against his chest. Almost immediately, something inside him relaxed. No matter how exhausting his day had been, Lana had always been able to do that.
Six years.
Sometimes he couldn't believe she'd stayed with him that long.
Especially lately.
"You're going to catch a cold if you keep sleeping like that."
Jason flinched.
Lana laughed sleepily.
"I thought you were asleep."
"I was." Lana turned until she was facing him.
"I didn't mean to wake you."He pressed a kiss against her cheek.
"You came back really late this time."She yawned, snuggling into his arms.
"Sorry."
"You must be exhausted."
"I am." Jason gave her his most pathetic expression."Re-energize me?"
"You're ridiculous."Lana laughed.
"Please?"
She leaned up and kissed him.
Jason smiled against her lips.
For a few seconds, everything else disappeared.
The studio. Work. The hours he'd spent elsewhere.
Everything.
When the kiss deepened, Lana eventually pressed a hand against his chest and tapped. Jason immediately pulled back.
"Sorry," he sighed.
"It's okay."
He wrapped his arms around her again and tucked her beneath his chin.
Neither of them spoke for a minute.
“How was the rest of your night?” He asked suddenly.
“Oh, it was fine. I went out for ice cream with Clark.”
Jason was silent for a while before asking. "Do you have any friends you can introduce to him?”
"What?" Lana lifted her head so quickly she nearly hit his chin.
"What?"Jason laughed.
"Who are you and what have you done with my boyfriend?"She asked him in mock shock.
"Very funny."
"You've spent months telling me setting people up inside the friend group is a terrible idea."
"I've been thinking about it."He shrugged.
"Well..."
"I'm serious," he said. "The guy needs a girl."
"I told you about Soraa."Lana settled against him again.
"The girl from your shoot?" Jason's arm tightened slightly around her.
"Yes."
"She's the one you've been trying to set him up with?"
"Mhm."
"And he keeps saying no?"
"Every time."
Jason stared at the ceiling. He wasn't particularly surprised. He'd noticed the way Clark looked at Lana.
Sometimes he wondered how she hadn't noticed.
Then again, Lana could be oblivious when it came to herself.
"Do you think there's someone he likes?" she asked.
Jason looked down at her.
For a second, he considered telling her.
Then decided against it.
"I don't know." He answered.
"I brought it up when we went out for ice cream earlier. He was kind of snippy.” She told him a bit about their conversation.
"Maybe you shouldn't give him a choice." Jason suggested after quietly listening.
"What does that mean?"Lana lifted her head.
Jason smiled slowly.
"Jimmy and I are both busy tomorrow."
"So?"
"Clark's free."
Lana stared at him.
"No." Then her eyes widened. The thought seemed to hit her just as his smile started to grow. “Blind date.”
"Surprise blind date." Jason grinned.
"Jason!"
"What?”
"That's evil."
"You love it."
"I absolutely love it." She sat up, suddenly wide awake. "I could get him out of the apartment. Sora could meet us somewhere and then.."
"You disappear." He said, finishing her thought
"You're a genius."Lana pointed at him.
Jason pulled her back down.
"I just want my friend to be happy like us."He kissed her forehead.
"Mmm. Clark's too sweet and handsome to be alone."Lana smiled and rested her cheek against his chest.
Jason went quiet.
Lana immediately realized what she'd said.
She winced.
Probably not the smartest thing to say while lying half-asleep in her boyfriend's arms.
"Not as handsome as you." She added finally.
"Nice save." Jason looked down at her.
"I thought so." She smiled
He rolled his eyes, but she felt his body relax again.
Lana kissed his cheek.
"Go to sleep. I'll take care of everything tomorrow."
"That sentence worries me," Jason shook his head.
"It should."
Jason laughed quietly.
Within a few minutes, they were asleep.
~~~
When Lana woke the next morning, Jason's side of the bed was empty.
Again.
She stared at the indentation in his pillow. "Good morning to you too," she muttered.
She knew his schedule was insane. But would it kill him to wake her up and say goodbye once in a while?
Lana climbed out of bed and pulled on yesterday's clothes.
She'd been staying over so often lately that she really needed to leave some clothes here.
She grabbed her bag and headed into the kitchen.
It looked like a small tornado had passed through.
Plates covered the counter. A cabinet had been left open. Someone had abandoned half a piece of toast beside the sink.
"Animals."Lana stared.
At least there was fresh coffee.
She smiled.
Clark.
He always made a fresh pot when he knew she'd stayed over.
Lana cleaned up some of the mess, before pouring two mugs and taking a seat at their kitchen table.
A few minutes later, Clark walked into the kitchen freshly showered and dressed.
"You're awake."He stopped when he saw her.
"Way too early, unfortunately." She said while taking a sip of her steaming hot coffee.
He sat across from her and picked up the mug she'd left for him.
"Perfect."Clark took one sip.
"I know.” Lana leaned forward and rested her chin against her palms. "Are you doing anything today?"
"Why?"Clark's eyes narrowed suspiciously.
"No reason."
"That's already concerning," he muttered.
"I wanted to go see a movie." She gave him her sweetest smile. "Wanna come with me?"
Clark studied her. Then shook his head.
"You don't want to?” Lana frowned.
"I didn't say that."
"You shook your head!" She pointed at him accusingly.
"Because you're still wearing yesterday's clothes."
"Oh."Lana looked down at herself.
"Shouldn't we go to your apartment first?"Clark smirked.
“Right! Ok, let’s go! I’ll change, and we can go catch a movie downtown.” She jumped up.
Clark barely had time to finish his coffee before Lana was rushing him to get his shoes on and out the door,
"Jesus, slow down." He laughed.
"We have things to do."
"We?" he quirked an eyebrow.
Lana ignored him.
Clark stopped at the elevator and pressed the call button.
"Let's take the stairs." She said impatiently when the elevator didn’t come up immediately, seeming to have stopped a few floors below them.
"You voluntarily want to take the stairs?"He looked at her strangely.
"Yes." She nodded, heading to the door that led to the stairs before he could argue.
"Who are you?" he called after her.
"Last one down pays for the tickets." Lana took off.
"That's cheating!"Clark ran after her, smiling from ear to ear.
Their laughter echoed through the stairwell as they raced down, grabbing at each other's sleeves whenever one managed to get ahead.
They reached the bottom at almost the same time.
“Tie!” Lana leaned against him, breathless from laughing.
“Clearly I won, you were holding on to my shirt.” Clark opened the door to the parking garage.
"You're paying." She shrugged walking past him.
"We'll see."
Lana was in the woods again.Wind rushed through her fur as she ran through the trees, enjoying the feeling of her muscles stretching and straining. Going faster and faster as she zigzagged.Before long, she found herself in the clearing by the lake.She looked around but couldn't find him.She decided to rest near the water and wait for him.This was their place, after all.Lana lowered herself onto the soft grass, resting her head against her front paws.The lake was beautiful tonight.Moonlight stretched across the still water, illuminating the trees along the opposite shore. Every so often, a gentle breeze disturbed the surface, sending little ripples across her reflection.She lifted her head and watched the silver-white wolf mirror her movements.Lana studied her reflection curiously.It was strange how natural this felt. How comfortable she was in a body that shouldn't belong to her.She stretched her front legs and yawned.Where was Clark?Last time she had heard him running t
“Lana?” “Jesus Christ.” She nearly jumped out of her skin. Clark stood a few feet away. He was wearing sweatpants and a dark T-shirt, his hair messy like he'd been lounging around before she appeared. “What are you doing here?” His expression changed the second he realized which door she'd just come out of. “Now isn't a good time.” Lana started toward the front door. “You were with Jason?” “Clark.” She wasn't in the mood. Not after everything that had happened tonight. “What were you doing in his room?” Clark followed her anyway. “Making sure he was okay.” she answered. “Why wouldn't he be okay?” Clark asked, sounding a little too hopeful. Lana reached for the door. Her sleeve slipped back. Clark stiffened. The change in him was immediate. “Lana.” His voice was strange. She followed his gaze. Shit. The marks around her wrist were impossible to miss. She quickly pulled her sleeve down. “Did he do that?” His voice had gone frighteningly calm. “Clark—” she started.
“Lana, please. You have to forgive me.” Jason begged as soon as the door opened. Lana immediately tried to shut the door. He stuck his hand out to keep it from closing, but instead of pushing his way in, he dropped to his knees. “Go away.” She groaned, annoyed. “Something is wrong with me.” He managed to gasp out as he started to sob into his hands. “The last thing I remember was seeing you on the floor.. In the middle of all that...”“Jason...” Lana let her door open further. Slightly stepping towards him, concern having won over the fear that had taken over her. She frowned as she watched him mumble into his hands. “I don’t remember everything; it's like a fever dream. One minute we were hugging, and the next you were on the floor and my hand was raised...” his breathing was erratic as he tried to explain. “Lana, after I saw you on the floor, my memory blocked out again; all I remember after that is Danny shoving me out the door and everything was...” “Are you saying you don’t
Lana felt numb.She moved around the studio mindlessly, cleaning up shattered glass and picking up what was salvageable.Focusing on the damage was easier than thinking about Jason.Broken furniture could be replaced. Frames could be bought again. Photographs could be reprinted.Whatever had happened between her and Jason wasn't nearly as simple.Lana crouched beside one of the overturned tables and picked up another photograph. The frame was destroyed, but somehow the picture inside had survived without so much as a scratch.“Would you stop?”Lana looked over her shoulder.Danny stood a few feet away, holding the chair Jason had thrown earlier.“What?” she asked him, confused.“Cleaning.”“Why?” she frowned.“Because I'm perfectly capable of doing this myself.” Danny pointed around.“So am I.”“I didn't say you weren't.”Danny stared at her.“Then what's the problem?” Lana sighed tiredly.“The problem is you've been staring at that broken frame for the past five minutes.”Lana looked
“You want to tell me what’s going on with you and Clark?” Lana’s stomach dropped. “Jason—” “Were you with him last night?” There was something about the way he asked the question that made her hesitate. “Yes, after you bailed on me again.” His expression changed so quickly it made her pause. A second ago, he had been hugging her affectionately Now his entire body had gone rigid. “You were supposed to be with me.” “You left.” Lana stared at him. “I had to work.” “And I was supposed to do what? Stand there until you come back?” “You could’ve gone home.” Something about his tone immediately irritated her. “Excuse me?” “Instead, you went running around the city holding his hand?” Jason accused her angrily. “We were running away from photographers.” Lana defended herself and Clark, despite the fact she knew she did more than just run. “Oh, that’s convenient.” he sneered. “Don’t talk to me like that.” Lana’s eyes narrowed. She turned away from him, and reac
After Clark left, Lana couldn’t bear to sit around. All thoughts of enjoying alone time went out the window the minute she saw the article. She couldn’t stop thinking about what she'd do. It was only a matter of time before she would have to come face to face with Jason.Nope. Work. Normal life.Work was something she could handle.Lana grabbed her bag and camera before she could change her mind. If she stayed in the apartment any longer, she was either going to stare at the article until she drove herself insane or start thinking about Clark again.Neither seemed particularly productive.By the time she reached the studio, she had almost convinced herself she could pretend everything was normal for a few hours.She pushed open the door and was immediately greeted by the familiar sight of photographs covering the white walls. Morning light poured through the front windows, reflecting off the polished concrete floors.Danny was sitting at his desk in the back, staring at his laptop.“







