LOGINOCTAVA
Light. It hurt to open my eyes. The world was a blur of white and gold, sterile light bleeding through gauzy curtains, the faint hum of machines nearby, the clean scent of antiseptic mixed with something softer… lavender. My head throbbed when I tried to move. For a second, I couldn’t remember where I was or how I got here. Then the pain came rushing back, his face, her smirk, the cold in his voice. It all came back like a wave swallowing me whole. “Oh, thank the Goddess… you’re awake.” The voice was gentle, trembling. I turned slowly to the side, and there she was, an older woman with silver hair that shimmered even in the dim light. Her eyes were the color of sunlight through amber, wet with tears. She reached out, brushing a strand of hair from my face with trembling fingers. “Who are you?” I rasped, my throat dry. Her lips trembled as though she wanted to speak but couldn’t yet find the words. “You don’t know me,” she said softly, “but I’ve been looking for you your whole life.” I frowned, wincing as I tried to sit up. “My whole life? I don’t understand. Where am I?” I asked, looking around in confusion. “You’re safe,” she said quickly, pressing a hand to my arm. “You fainted at the hotel. You’ve been asleep for a day.” The word safe felt foreign. I wasn’t sure I even knew what that meant anymore. Suddenly, panic surged in me. My hands flew to my stomach. “The baby…my baby, is he…” “He’s fine,” the woman said, her eyes softening with relief. “Perfectly fine.” The air left my lungs in a shaky exhale. I sagged back into the pillows, clutching my abdomen protectively. For a second, I thought I might cry from sheer relief. Then the door opened and a man in a white coat entered, his scent sharp and clean. The doctor. He smiled politely, clipboard in hand. “Ah, Mrs. Jakeson. I see you’re awake.” “Is my baby okay?” I asked immediately, my heart pounding. He nodded. “More than okay. He’s strong, remarkably strong for a fetus this early in development. It’s almost unheard of.” He looked between me and the older woman. “To be frank, Luna, I’ve never seen a human carry such a powerful Alpha pup without complications.” “Human?” The woman gave a faint, knowing smile. I blinked. “What do you mean by that?” The doctor hesitated, then adjusted his glasses. “Mrs. Jakeson, your baby is extraordinary. His heartbeat, his regenerative ability, he’s already healing small ruptures in your womb. It’s… not possible for a human to carry a child like this unless she possesses certain genetic strengths.” He paused, watching my reaction carefully. “Lycan strengths.” I laughed weakly, though it sounded hollow even to my own ears. “That’s impossible. I’m not a Lycan. I’m human, I don’t even have a wolf.” “Maybe that’s what you’ve been told,” the woman said softly, her voice breaking the silence. Her hand trembled slightly as she reached for mine. “But it isn’t the truth.” I looked at her, confused, terrified. “What are you talking about?” The doctor gave a polite nod and left, as if sensing the conversation wasn’t meant for him. The door clicked shut, leaving the soft hum of machines and my pounding heart. The woman moved closer, her gaze locked on mine. “Octava,” she whispered, her voice trembling with emotion, “I am your mother.” My heart stopped. “What?” Tears spilled down her cheeks as she smiled. A trembling, heartbroken smile. “My baby girl. My lost moon.” I stared at her, shaking my head. “No, no… my mother died. The pack found me near the border when I was a child. They said I had no scent, no family.” “You had a scent,” she said quietly. “But your Lycan was asleep. You were injured so badly during the war… your powers, your bond, everything about your Lycan side went dormant. We thought you were dead.” My mouth went dry. “War?” She nodded slowly. “The war between the Crescent Moon Lycans and the Northern Pack. Our pack. I was the Luna of the Lycan Kingdom. You were only three when the enemy pack attacked. They wanted to destroy every bloodline connected to the throne. We hid you with your nanny, but she was killed before she could reach safety. You must have wandered to the Lakewood border.” Her voice cracked, and her hands cupped my face gently. “We searched for you for years, Octava. I never stopped. And then… your power awakened. That’s how I found you.” “My… power?” I repeated, numb. She smiled through her tears. “Your baby healed you, my love. The Lycan blood in you reawakened because your child carries both his father’s Alpha blood and your royal Lycan blood. It unlocked what had been sleeping inside you.” “No.” I shook my head, tears burning my eyes. “This can’t be true. I’ve been human my entire life. I can’t be a Lycan.” “Look at your hand,” she said quietly. I hesitated, then turned my palm over. For the first time, I noticed something faintly glowing beneath my skin, a silvery mark shaped like a crescent moon intertwined with a wolf’s paw. My breath caught. The woman, my supposed mother, lifted her sleeve, revealing the exact same mark on her wrist. “This is the seal of the Lycan Luna,” she said softly. “It’s been passed down through generations of our bloodline. It appears only when two Lycans share a bond by birth.” My hand trembled as I pressed my fingers to the mark. It was warm and alive. A pulse of power hummed faintly under my skin, sending shivers down my spine. “This can’t be happening,” I whispered. “I don’t even know who I am anymore.” She pulled me into her arms then, her embrace warm and trembling. I didn’t know whether to push her away or hold on. My body chose for me, I broke down, sobbing into her shoulder like a child who’d just realized the whole world had lied to her. When she finally pulled back, her eyes were red but steady. “Your brother will be here soon,” she said softly. “He’ll take us home. Back to where you belong.” Home. The word echoed in my mind. I thought I already had one, a house, a husband, a life. But now I realized I’d only been living in the ruins of something broken. “What about…” I stopped myself, but the name still burned on my tongue. “Jakeson.” Her expression darkened. “That man left you, hurt you, made you believe you were less than what you are. You owe him nothing.” “I’m carrying his child,” I said quietly. She nodded, her gaze softening again. “Yes. And that child will be loved and cherished, far more than you ever were in that pack. You both deserve better, Octava. Come with me. Let me take you home.” I looked down at my stomach, feeling the faint stir of life inside me. My child. My miracle. My second chance. Tears slipped down my cheeks again, but this time they weren’t from heartbreak. They were from the ache of something new, a fragile hope, trembling and raw. Maybe this was the universe’s way of saving me… by breaking me first. I looked at the woman, my mother, and nodded. “I’ll go.” Her face broke into a trembling smile, and she pulled me close again. “You won’t regret it, my love. You’ll see who you truly are soon enough.” As she held me, I glanced once more at the faint moon-shaped mark on my hand. It pulsed softly, like it had been waiting for this moment all along. For the first time in my life, I didn’t feel human. I felt powerful. And for the first time… I wasn’t afraid.Octava’s pov“The past,” was my reply.I started to think back on my past and when I had first entered this kingdom. It had been scary but it was worth noting that it was the first time I had known what I was.The moment I had entered the Lycan Palace estate in the large limousine that my mother had ordered for me to be brought in with, I got out and looked around. So many people turned to stare at me as the maids dropped their brooms and the guards gasped in shock. It was almost like they had not expected me here. I could feel the hum escaping from my entire body.My mother, who had come with me, got out of the car and smiled.“You’re getting your Lycan self back,” she said, as I held my hands up to see that the crescent moon on the back of my palm was shimmering. It was broad daylight and it was shimmering. Maybe that was the reason people were scared.She then leaned closer to me. “It’s not going to be easy.”“What is not going to be easy?” I said, looking at her as she smiled.“Th
Octava’s povI sat at the edge of the window, my legs outside, with my exquisite gown flowing down. I looked up at the moon. It wasn’t full; it was crescent, with the sky around it giving it a dark bluish hue.It was purely past midnight by this point. I yawned while looking into the kingdom, and seeing the guards walking around gave me a sense that the kingdom was protected.While looking at them, my mind went back to the party where I had seen Jakeson. At first, I couldn’t believe it was him… all in that dapper suit, with his pack crest on his chest. He looked good, that was all I could say. I wondered whether he was with that stank Elma, but I didn’t care at the time.To be honest, seeing him brought back memories I wanted buried. I was even more angry knowing that Luca my son had been there while he had been introduced.Thinking back to what he had done to me in his pack brought a different kind of rage within me.I wanted him to pay for all he had done in the past, but I didn’t
Alpha Jakeson:Three years.Three long, sad, brutal years since she vanished.The morning sun poured through my office window, warm and golden, but I barely felt it. I’d forgotten what warmth felt like. The only thing I seemed to remember these days was her face the last time I saw it,tear-streaked, trembling, her voice breaking as she called my name.“Octava…” I muttered under my breath, running a hand through my hair.The stack of reports on my desk blurred. I couldn’t focus. I hadn’t been able to for months now. Not since the search ended. Not since every lead, every rumor, every faint scent trail had dissolved into nothing.She was gone.And I had only myself to blame.The door opened softly, and Beta Harrison stepped in, his expression grim. “Alpha.”I didn’t look up. “Tell me you have something.”He hesitated. “About Luna Octava?”The sound of her name hit like a knife. “Yes.”He sighed, lowering his gaze. “No, Alpha. We’ve searched every neighboring pack, every human town, ever
OCTAVALight.It hurt to open my eyes. The world was a blur of white and gold, sterile light bleeding through gauzy curtains, the faint hum of machines nearby, the clean scent of antiseptic mixed with something softer… lavender.My head throbbed when I tried to move. For a second, I couldn’t remember where I was or how I got here. Then the pain came rushing back, his face, her smirk, the cold in his voice. It all came back like a wave swallowing me whole.“Oh, thank the Goddess… you’re awake.”The voice was gentle, trembling. I turned slowly to the side, and there she was, an older woman with silver hair that shimmered even in the dim light. Her eyes were the color of sunlight through amber, wet with tears. She reached out, brushing a strand of hair from my face with trembling fingers.“Who are you?” I rasped, my throat dry.Her lips trembled as though she wanted to speak but couldn’t yet find the words. “You don’t know me,” she said softly, “but I’ve been looking for you your whole l
OCTAVA:The elevator ride felt like forever. Each second ticked in my head like a ticking time bomb. My palm was slick, and my palm shallow. I shouldn’t have been this nervous, he was my husband for crying out loud, not a stranger, but ironically, that’s what Jakeson had always been to me, a stranger who shared my bed without ever really touching my heart.The Beta’s words echoed in my ears like a war drum.“Luna, the Alpha is in room 307, currently preparing for a meeting.A meeting on a Sunday morning? That didn’t quite add up, but maybe I was overreacting. I guess the hormones were already kicking in. Still, I held onto the small box that contained a silver chain with a tiny wolf charm. Something I had purchased as soon as I left the hospital.I had purchased it after leaving the hospital. I thought it would be the cutest way to inform him that we are having a baby.The words alone had lit up something inside me. Something that had been dead for a long time. Hope.The elevator do
OCTAVAI moaned out loud, writhing under Jake as he thrust deep inside me. My walls clenched around his cock, and I stiffened before letting out a cry of sweet release. A minute later, Jakeson grunted out his release. He wasted no time in slipping out of me.I moved to hold him, but he slapped my hand off.I ignored the pain of rejection that sliced through my chest, swallowing it like I usually do. I was used to it. I just didn't understand why I kept on trying like a fool.“Where are you going?” I gathered the courage to ask, staring at his beautifully sculpted body as he walked towards the bathroom.“To work, don't wait, I may not come home today.” He said flatly.I looked away, staring at the wall in front of me, trying my best to blink away the tears that were starting to form in my eyes I pulled my legs close to my chest and pulled the cover over my body to hide my exposed body. The sex had been wonderful as always, but his behavior afterward made me feel exposed, unworthy.It







