LOGINOCTAVA
Light. It hurt to open my eyes. The world was a blur of white and gold, sterile light bleeding through gauzy curtains, the faint hum of machines nearby, the clean scent of antiseptic mixed with something softer… lavender. My head throbbed when I tried to move. For a second, I couldn’t remember where I was or how I got here. Then the pain came rushing back, his face, her smirk, the cold in his voice. It all came back like a wave swallowing me whole. “Oh, thank the Goddess… you’re awake.” The voice was gentle, trembling. I turned slowly to the side, and there she was, an older woman with silver hair that shimmered even in the dim light. Her eyes were the color of sunlight through amber, wet with tears. She reached out, brushing a strand of hair from my face with trembling fingers. “Who are you?” I rasped, my throat dry. Her lips trembled as though she wanted to speak but couldn’t yet find the words. “You don’t know me,” she said softly, “but I’ve been looking for you your whole life.” I frowned, wincing as I tried to sit up. “My whole life? I don’t understand. Where am I?” I asked, looking around in confusion. “You’re safe,” she said quickly, pressing a hand to my arm. “You fainted at the hotel. You’ve been asleep for a day.” The word safe felt foreign. I wasn’t sure I even knew what that meant anymore. Suddenly, panic surged in me. My hands flew to my stomach. “The baby…my baby, is he…” “He’s fine,” the woman said, her eyes softening with relief. “Perfectly fine.” The air left my lungs in a shaky exhale. I sagged back into the pillows, clutching my abdomen protectively. For a second, I thought I might cry from sheer relief. Then the door opened and a man in a white coat entered, his scent sharp and clean. The doctor. He smiled politely, clipboard in hand. “Ah, Mrs. Jakeson. I see you’re awake.” “Is my baby okay?” I asked immediately, my heart pounding. He nodded. “More than okay. He’s strong, remarkably strong for a fetus this early in development. It’s almost unheard of.” He looked between me and the older woman. “To be frank, Luna, I’ve never seen a human carry such a powerful Alpha pup without complications.” “Human?” The woman gave a faint, knowing smile. I blinked. “What do you mean by that?” The doctor hesitated, then adjusted his glasses. “Mrs. Jakeson, your baby is extraordinary. His heartbeat, his regenerative ability, he’s already healing small ruptures in your womb. It’s… not possible for a human to carry a child like this unless she possesses certain genetic strengths.” He paused, watching my reaction carefully. “Lycan strengths.” I laughed weakly, though it sounded hollow even to my own ears. “That’s impossible. I’m not a Lycan. I’m human, I don’t even have a wolf.” “Maybe that’s what you’ve been told,” the woman said softly, her voice breaking the silence. Her hand trembled slightly as she reached for mine. “But it isn’t the truth.” I looked at her, confused, terrified. “What are you talking about?” The doctor gave a polite nod and left, as if sensing the conversation wasn’t meant for him. The door clicked shut, leaving the soft hum of machines and my pounding heart. The woman moved closer, her gaze locked on mine. “Octava,” she whispered, her voice trembling with emotion, “I am your mother.” My heart stopped. “What?” Tears spilled down her cheeks as she smiled. A trembling, heartbroken smile. “My baby girl. My lost moon.” I stared at her, shaking my head. “No, no… my mother died. The pack found me near the border when I was a child. They said I had no scent, no family.” “You had a scent,” she said quietly. “But your Lycan was asleep. You were injured so badly during the war… your powers, your bond, everything about your Lycan side went dormant. We thought you were dead.” My mouth went dry. “War?” She nodded slowly. “The war between the Crescent Moon Lycans and the Northern Pack. Our pack. I was the Luna of the Lycan Kingdom. You were only three when the enemy pack attacked. They wanted to destroy every bloodline connected to the throne. We hid you with your nanny, but she was killed before she could reach safety. You must have wandered to the Lakewood border.” Her voice cracked, and her hands cupped my face gently. “We searched for you for years, Octava. I never stopped. And then… your power awakened. That’s how I found you.” “My… power?” I repeated, numb. She smiled through her tears. “Your baby healed you, my love. The Lycan blood in you reawakened because your child carries both his father’s Alpha blood and your royal Lycan blood. It unlocked what had been sleeping inside you.” “No.” I shook my head, tears burning my eyes. “This can’t be true. I’ve been human my entire life. I can’t be a Lycan.” “Look at your hand,” she said quietly. I hesitated, then turned my palm over. For the first time, I noticed something faintly glowing beneath my skin, a silvery mark shaped like a crescent moon intertwined with a wolf’s paw. My breath caught. The woman, my supposed mother, lifted her sleeve, revealing the exact same mark on her wrist. “This is the seal of the Lycan Luna,” she said softly. “It’s been passed down through generations of our bloodline. It appears only when two Lycans share a bond by birth.” My hand trembled as I pressed my fingers to the mark. It was warm and alive. A pulse of power hummed faintly under my skin, sending shivers down my spine. “This can’t be happening,” I whispered. “I don’t even know who I am anymore.” She pulled me into her arms then, her embrace warm and trembling. I didn’t know whether to push her away or hold on. My body chose for me, I broke down, sobbing into her shoulder like a child who’d just realized the whole world had lied to her. When she finally pulled back, her eyes were red but steady. “Your brother will be here soon,” she said softly. “He’ll take us home. Back to where you belong.” Home. The word echoed in my mind. I thought I already had one, a house, a husband, a life. But now I realized I’d only been living in the ruins of something broken. “What about…” I stopped myself, but the name still burned on my tongue. “Jakeson.” Her expression darkened. “That man left you, hurt you, made you believe you were less than what you are. You owe him nothing.” “I’m carrying his child,” I said quietly. She nodded, her gaze softening again. “Yes. And that child will be loved and cherished, far more than you ever were in that pack. You both deserve better, Octava. Come with me. Let me take you home.” I looked down at my stomach, feeling the faint stir of life inside me. My child. My miracle. My second chance. Tears slipped down my cheeks again, but this time they weren’t from heartbreak. They were from the ache of something new, a fragile hope, trembling and raw. Maybe this was the universe’s way of saving me… by breaking me first. I looked at the woman, my mother, and nodded. “I’ll go.” Her face broke into a trembling smile, and she pulled me close again. “You won’t regret it, my love. You’ll see who you truly are soon enough.” As she held me, I glanced once more at the faint moon-shaped mark on my hand. It pulsed softly, like it had been waiting for this moment all along. For the first time in my life, I didn’t feel human. I felt powerful. And for the first time… I wasn’t afraid.Octava’s povI took in deep breaths and followed the instructions of this shapeshifter even though I was disgusted by the fact that it was using the face of my son in a case like this.Slowly, I walked through the open portal and found myself in his office, where he was walking about and answering a call.I looked around and smiled. I had missed this office. This was one of those days when he was burdened by the elders and his responsibilities in the pack.“Beautiful isn’t it?” I heard my mother's voice as I turned to see the shapeshifting spirit had taken the form of my mother.“Can you stop doing that?” I muttered as she laughed.“Who do you want to see?”“Maybe someone I don’t know.”She looked at me for a while before nodding and I watched her body morph into that of a glowing woman whom I had not seen before.“Who are you supposed to be?”“It doesn’t matter,” she nodded. “This is your past. This is where it all began.”I looked at Jakeson who was answering his call and sighed.“T
Kaelan’s povWe just stood there, not saying a word or moving. The weight of everything we did not say was pressing down on us.After a while I spoke again, this time I was a lot softer.“I had a conversation with Jakeson.”“What did he say?”“I told him to stay with us," I said. “To help us get through this time. I know you have strong feelings about wolves. I know about the things that happened in the past. I know about the problems, between our people and the wolves. But you cannot say that what he has done is not important. Wolves like him have helped us a lot.”The man did not say a word. He just stayed quiet.I turned around and then walked towards the door. I stopped for a moment when my hand was on the handle.“He will fight with us. I do hope one day wolves and Lycans won’t see each other as enemies.”I didn’t say anything more as I walked away from the study, leaving him there.***Octava’s povI opened my eyes and looked around me. It was midnight. The moon gleaming out in
Kaelan’s povI stood still, staring at him with my hands clenched so tightly that my nails were digging into my palms. My father moved first, he walked past me to his desk. He did not touch anything. He did not sit down either. He just stood there with his hands resting against the wood of his desk. It was as if his desk was the thing that was keeping him grounded. “We should not rush into this," he finally said. His voice was lower than it was before. It was still firm. But it had a certain weakness to it. “Rick is a ruthless bastard, yes but if we act on how we feel, you should know that is exactly what Rick wants from us.”I let out a slow breath and shook my head. "How many people need to die before you stop playing around and start calling it what it is. Our people will rally behind you in this fight and they would die for you if possible. Why are you acting weak?”He let out a small growl that reverberated around the room. "Watch how you talk to me.""No,” I said, stepping for
The queen’s povI was standing by my daughter's bedside. I watched her breathe, but with every breath, I started to pray that she would get better.The healers were around her talking to each other in quiet voices. They were really worried. Their hands were glowing a little as they tried to get the poison out of her body. I could see that they were already sweating because they knew that the poison was very bad. It was not something that someone would use by accident. The people who did this to her were not beginners. They knew what they were doing with the poison. This was intentional.This was personal.I made fists with my hands. Held them tight at my sides when I heard someone walking behind me. I already knew who it was before he said anything. "How is it doing?"I turned around slowly. I was getting madder by the second. For a moment I did not even want to look at him. “How do you think she is doing? She is lying there in her bed and isn't waking up.”He flinched a little bi
Jakeson’s povKaelan did not say anything right away.He looked around and took in deep breaths before walking to stand by the window.When he finally spoke, his voice was low and rough. "I will not sit by while my sister suffers. I have to fight for my people.I didn’t say anything but looked at his face. I saw the anger in it. The fear was hidden down but it was still there. I understood that he was not talking to me like I was an alpha or a person in charge or even a wolf. He was talking to me like a person. “Good luck with that,” I blurted as he raised a brow.“You’re not going to join me?”“Nope,” I exhaled slowly. “I’ve done enough for you guys.”The words landed heavily between us. He blinked. He did not see that coming. For a moment the anger on Kaelan's face went away. It looked like he could not believe what was happening. “They hurt Octava badly. She is lying there. We have to get revenge for her.”I had been sitting down since he entered and I slowly stood up. “I have
Jakeson’s povThe queen showed up down the corridor. When she saw Octava the color just seemed to fade out of her face. "Oh my god,” she said slowly. “What happened?”I didn’t say anything as I yelled to the maids to open her room.I climbed the stairs and entered the room, slowly dropping her on the bed.The queen went right to Octava's side. She brushed the hair away from her face. “It’s that damned poison again,” she muttered, looking up with tears in her eyes. “What the hell happened?!"The woman asked, her voice shaking now. "We got attacked," I said. "They were assassins. This was not something that happened by chance. This was an attack.”The king breathed out slowly. He was really angry inside even though he looked calm. "These attacks on us are getting out of control. This has to stop now.”I stood up straight, then turned around to face him. “So what do you plan to do with the things that are going on?” I asked him. “What is your plan now that we are in this situation?”







