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I Choose to Love Me
I Choose to Love Me
Author: Grace Rivera

Chapter 1

Author: Grace Rivera
A downpour hit without warning, leaving me soaked to the bone. I trudged along the street, feeling numb and heartbroken as my mind replayed scenes from the past.

When I was ten, my brother, Jeremy Hurst, and I were in a car accident. Only I survived.

When I woke up, my cousin, Evelyn Green, stormed in and slapped me. "Why didn't you take care of Jeremy?"

The moment she said that, Mom and Dad erupted. Their fingers dug into my throat as they spat, "Why wasn't it you who died?"

From then on, they treated me like I was their enemy. I was too young to fight back, so I was helpless when they targeted me with their beatings and insults and locked me in the basement. I was forced to kneel in a corner while they brushed Evelyn's hair with tenderness, fed her, and celebrated her birthdays…

I thought my whole life would be bleak and loveless.

On my 18th birthday, when Evelyn's friends beat me so badly my head was split open, my entire family stood by without lifting a finger.

I begged Dad for help, but he said I deserved to die. I pleaded with Mom, but she merely turned and walked away.

Just as I was about to be beaten to death, Morgan Oakley, the mafia boss, walked in and saved me. He didn't just pummel the ones hurting me; he even draped his coat over my torn dress and kissed my forehead with aching care. "Jazz, I'm sorry I came late."

He showed proof of his secret love for me and confessed to me with sincerity. I fell for him instantly.

After we got together, he spoiled me so openly that everyone knew about us. For the first time, life tasted sweet. His love felt too good to be true, and I guarded it like something fragile. However, in the end, I learned it had all been a lie.

Morgan didn't love me. He was just using me to save the woman he really cared about—Evelyn.

Three years ago, Evelyn was diagnosed with a coagulation disorder. Any injury would make her bleed nonstop, and she constantly needed transfusions of Rh-negative blood. That was when Morgan "rescued" and pursued me.

Once we were together, he took me to donate blood all the time. Each time, I'd have 800ml of blood drawn from me.

I stumbled on a rock at that thought and hit the ground. The bandage on my arm was scraped off, exposing a cluster of needle marks.

So, Morgan had calculated everything from the moment we'd met. He'd planned on trampling my heart and draining my blood.

How could Morgan be so cruel?

I had no idea how I made it home, but as soon as I reached the door, I heard Evelyn screeching at the top of her lungs. "I can't let Morgan know the person who saved him back then was Jasmine, not me! He'll stop loving me! I can't let him know I'm faking being sick, or I won't get to watch Jasmine suffer through transfusions!

"I hate every fiber of Jasmine's being! How did she manage to survive that car crash? If she'd died in it, Morgan's heart would be all mine now!"

I froze when I heard that, and my blood turned to ice.

So, the little boy I'd saved all those years ago was Morgan. I hadn't even recognized him. All this time, Evelyn had deceived him. He'd loved the wrong person.

And Jeremy's death wasn't an accident. Evelyn had caused it!

When she'd stayed with my family, she'd hated that my parents loved me and Jeremy more than her, so she'd plotted to have us run over.

She never had any illness. She'd just invented it to torture me.

I secretly saved the surveillance footage to my phone and quickly slipped away from home. I had to find Morgan and my parents. I wanted to tell them the truth.

I didn't just want to clear my name. I also wanted to expose Evelyn's crimes.

Just then, I received a message from my professor. He invited me to further my studies in Orzelia, and the departure would be in three days.

It was an opportunity I'd dreamed of.

I slowed down. If I told everyone the truth right now, they would definitely stop me from leaving. It'd be better for me to wait three days and tell them only after I was gone.

I was about to turn around when a car sped toward me. Shock hit me like a wave, and I blacked out.

When I woke, Morgan was holding me tightly with red-rimmed eyes. It was almost as if I were his treasure.

A mixture of hurt and bitterness rose in my chest. I rasped, "Would you be sad if I got hurt?"

He said, "Of course! My heart's aching for you right now. It stopped when I saw you unconscious! Jazz, promise me one thing—don't get hurt again. It breaks me to see you wounded."

His words seem to make the needle marks on my arm throb all at once.
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  • I Choose to Love Me   Chapter 7

    "This is all your fault, Evelyn! If not for you, I wouldn't have hurt Jasmine. I wouldn't have drawn her blood, and I wouldn't have framed her over and over again!" Morgan roared.Evelyn was beaten until she was a mess of blood and bruises. She weakly tried to fight back, refusing to own up to anything.That got Mom and Dad worked up. They joined in the beating, even whipping out handguns.Morgan saw that they were about to lose control and hurried to stop them. "Mr. and Mrs. Hurst, calm down. You can't fire a gun inside the estate. Don't let Evelyn ruin this place's reputation. Besides, killing her would be letting her off far too easily."Mom and Dad froze at that, slowly lowering their guns.Morgan sagged in relief and summoned his bodyguards, telling them to drag Evelyn to the basement. He said, "Evan, I want Green Group wiped off the market completely."Evelyn finally panicked at the mention of Green Group. She cried, "No, don't! Morgan, don't hurt my parents!"She dropped

  • I Choose to Love Me   Chapter 6

    Evelyn froze at Mom and Dad's words and stared at them, baffled. "Uncle Stan, Aunt Monica, what are you talking about? How could I possibly be a murderer?"Seeing that she wasn't admitting the truth, Dad hurled his phone at her face. The second she saw the video playing on the screen, her expression changed.However, Evelyn collected herself. She clenched her fists and wept, crying, "This can't be! This video is fake—it's edited! Jasmine is framing me!"Her flimsy excuse sent Mom over the edge. Mom slapped her hard and broke down, shouting, "The truth is right before us, yet you're still lying! Haven't we treated you well enough? Why would you hurt my son and daughter like this?"Mom's roar made Evelyn flinch. She didn't dare argue. She was already working out how to run.Then, as if something clicked, Mom pounded her chest and cried, "So Jasmine was telling the truth before. How much grief has she swallowed all this time?"Dad was also hurting when he saw her in so much pain. He

  • I Choose to Love Me   Chapter 5

    At the theme park, while taking photos of Evelyn, Morgan suddenly felt a sharp jolt of unease. Thinking of how he hadn't heard from me all day, he immediately called me. However, my phone was turned off.In his memory, I'd always answer him in seconds. Yet now…Morgan was so worried that he didn't even hear Evelyn calling his name over and over.Seeing him so distracted, Evelyn bit her lip and asked, "Morgan, what's wrong? I called you so many times, but you ignored me."He shook his head. "It's nothing. It's late, so let's head back. Jasmine's phone has been off all day. I'm afraid something has happened to her."Evelyn tugged at his sleeve, feeling aggrieved. "Are you worried about her? Didn't you say you don't love her?"Morgan gently took her hand and said, "I don't, but she's like a little sister to me. I can't just abandon her now."With that, he took off at a run.Evelyn stomped her foot, furious enough to want me dead. So, she called Mom and Dad to complain. "Uncle Stan

  • I Choose to Love Me   Chapter 4

    Morgan frowned at the look on my face. With a cold edge, he ordered his subordinate, "Evan, lock Jasmine in the basement to reflect. She's only to be let out tomorrow!"As Evan Watson and the other men dragged me away, I saw Morgan press a kiss to Evelyn's forehead. The sight shattered my heart. In that moment, I lost all faith in him.Down in the basement, I couldn't stop thinking about the abuse from my parents when I was little. The pain surged in the dark until terror consumed me, making me shake uncontrollably.Then, the scenes flipped. I remembered every moment of Morgan caring for me. The next second, I remembered how his love had been calculated from the start. Tears poured down my face, and I cried until I passed out.When I woke the next morning, I was already back in the bedroom. Morgan took my hand, full of remorse as he explained his reasons for yesterday's punishment.I instinctively pulled away, but he didn't get angry. He just assumed I was still upset. He bought m

  • I Choose to Love Me   Chapter 3

    Under the dazzling fireworks, Morgan stooped down to tie my shoelaces. He also smoothed my hair and fussed over me.I felt bitter and in turmoil. I honestly couldn't figure out how he could put on an affectionate act so convincingly that I couldn't tell what was real anymore.Just as he leaned in to kiss me, Evelyn walked over carrying a mango cake that would trigger my allergies. "Jasmine, I noticed that you didn't eat much at dinner, so I brought you cake. Come on, dig in!"I caught the mango scent immediately and refused. "I'm allergic to mango. I can't eat it."The moment I rejected her, she started tearing up. "Are you still upset with me, Jasmine?"Morgan couldn't bear seeing her tears and tried to persuade me. "Evelyn means well, Jazz. Just eat it."My heart turned to ice at his words. He knew she was bullying me, yet he was taking her side.My nose stung. I wanted to refuse again, but Evelyn forced the cake into my mouth. The instant the cake touched my tongue, my breath

  • I Choose to Love Me   Chapter 2

    Morgan claimed seeing me hurt made him sad, but the needle marks on my arm were his fault. He had to stop lying.Anger and humiliation piled up until I was ready to blurt out everything.Just then, his bodyguard pushed the door open, looking anxious as he hurried over to whisper in his ear. I'd always had sharp hearing, so I clearly heard the bodyguard say Evelyn refused to eat and would only do so if Morgan coaxed her.When I saw the flicker of panic in Morgan's eyes, my heart sank again."Jazz, I've got some work to attend to. I need to go, so take care of yourself," he said.I didn't answer. Instead, I turned my head and let the tears fall. I wondered if he would feel regret when he realized one day that he'd loved the wrong person.I decided not to tell him the truth now. If I did, he would never let me leave. I would only tell him that I'd saved him all those years ago after I left. I wanted him to drown in regret. By then, he would've lost me forever.An hour later, my pho

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