ログインSomeone had put the rest of the world on mute. I don’t know how long we stared at each out as people moved around us in the blurred crowd. Slowly. So very slowly, he tilted my head down just enough to place a soft tender kiss to my forehead. He lingered there as a full body shudder went through him. My Hands came up to grip the edges of his shirt.
Nothing smelled good right now. Nothing expect for him. His deep masculine scent was so comforting. I wanted to turn it into a blanket and go to sleep inside. Don’t be a weirdo Olive.
I swallowed once. Twice. Still his mouth lingered on my forehead. My face in his hands. I think I broke him.
“Jareth? Where did you go?” A woman’s voice called out, breaking the spell. He pulled back and looked into the crowd. Then turned back to me and pulled out his phone.
“Quick, what’s you number. I need to get back before they miss me, but we I promise I will talk to you about this as soon as possible.”
I take his phone and add my name and number to it. Then give it back to him. The woman calls again and see her across the large lobby. She was an older version of Melody. If meeting my baby daddy with vomit on my chest was bad, meeting my potential mother-in-law this way would be way worse.
Jareth seemed to understand this, bless him.
“I promise I will text you later.” He pressed his forehead to my one more time, before peeling back off into the crowd. I ran back into the bathroom to vomit again.
He had my number now at least. He didn’t use it until I was almost asleep that night.
[Hey, It’s Jareth. You up?]
I text him back.
[No. But I could be.]
I rub my eyes as the chat bubbles come up again. Then disappeared. And then again. And then disappeared. After the millionth time I added.
[Want to just call me?]
I picked up on the second ring.
“Hi” I hope that sounded better on his end. It was shaky and weak on my end.
“Hey,” his voice sounded tired. “I feel like I have a lot to apologize for…”
“I should have stayed and talked to you like an adult. But I was drunk and upset.”
“I was drunk too. I should have been more focused on you and not… Look Olive I have family issues. I didn’t plan on making you another one of those.”
“I wasn’t planning on telling you about the, you know.” Ouch that sounded hrsh. Quick, course correct. “I mean I was! It was the very next thing to do after confirming what was going on, but I didn’t have your number and couldn’t find it and then Melody literally shut me out.”
“Does she know?” His voice came through colder somehow on that question.
“Yes. She called me a gold digger and slammed a door in my face.” His sigh was so deep and exasperated I felt it through the phone.
“For what its worth, I don’t think you are a gold digger.”
“Thanks.”
“Do you know what you are going to do?”
“I want to keep it. You don’t have to be involved if you don’t want to be.”
“I want to. I mean this isn’t something I planned, but I want to be there for you. Regardless of what happens between us.”
“What did you want to happen between us?” I chew my lip. I know what I wanted. But that was a more traditional path to happiness and bliss. That fantasy was no longer a real option. If it ever was.
“I’d still like to date you. If you will let me. If you forgive me.”
Yes! Fuck yes I want to date you! You big bad wolf you stole all the goodies out of my basket and I would let you do it again!
“I guess that would be okay.” I force my voice to be calm.
“Good.” His voice seems relieved.
“I don’t live in the city, so when would you want to—”
“Tomorrow!” I smile at how loud his voice got. “I mean before I drive back. Can I take you to brunch? Or maybe just a walk. Anything you want.”
“I’ll text you my address and let you know when I get up. It’s a date.”
“A date.”
There is a ling pause where I am grinning stupidly to myself and I imagine him doing the same.
“Good night Olive.”
“Good night Jareth.”
“It’s true what they say about pregnant women.” Jareth said against my neck.“What’s that?” I asked as I leaned my neck over for him.“They glow.” Then he licked from the crook of my neck up to just under my ear lobe and my toes curled. He was backing me up to my bed in one corner of my studio apartment. He was also unbuttoning his shirt. How could this man multi-task like this? I could barely concentrate on where my feet were and breath at the same time. How far back until the bed? Oh, there it is. And there is his hand on my back guiding me down so I don’t fall.His shirt was off and every glorious line of his muscles was on display. That dark hair grew in just the right places to highlight his sexiest lines. Especially that V that lead down to the pants he still had on. I reach for them, but he grabbed my hand.“You first.” He guided my hands up over my head and straddled me as he slowly
My first official date with Jareth was not at a fancy restaurant or a museum or even out at a park or café. I would be telling our child in the future how my first official date with their father was on a city bus.It was clean and a sign advertised the wifi password. The seats were two by two with a bench in the back. A couple girls sat just behind us and giggled and whispered to each other as we had gotten on. Clearly talking about how hot the tall dark and handsome man at my side was.He had me sitting on the side with the window while he sat on the aisle side. He had my hand in his. While this had been his idea, he was clearly sizing up all the other passengers and keeping himself between the strangers around us and his family. Shouldn’t it bother me that he is being so protective when there are only a couple college students and one old guy napping on this bus? I had a friend once who would have told me that has his toxic masculinity showing.I thought it w
Full stop. Literally I stopped walking and pulled his hand so we were facing each other.“Might!? How do you not know for sure if you are engaged or not?”“It’s complicated, but I want to be honest with you so I brought it up.”“Jareth, you can’t bring up a maybe complicated fiancé and then not spill the whole story.”“You’re right, let’s um sit down at least.” He looks around the shopping area for a place to sit. Is this story going to be so bad I need to sit down?“No. Just tell me.”“Fine, in high school my parents were good friends with this other couple who had a daughter a year ahead of me. They decided to make an arranged marriage for us.”“Approved family?”“Yes. By my parents. Not me. I hated the whole idea, especially when she seemed to be into it. I rebelled against the whole idea. I think I made i
I don’t like waiting. I bounce my foot and lean over the café table. My ginger tea almost drained already. I pick up the phone and pull up the text messages with Jareth. I go to text him, but then stop and put it down again.Don’t be clingy. I’m sure he has a perfectly good reason for being late. Ten minutes late.I take another sip of the tea and frown. Empty.I stand and go to throw the cup away. I should just go. He doesn’t care about me or tiny baby. He decided he wanted to do something else. Somone else. I am sure Melody got to him and he is going to stay away. It’s fine. I’m not heart broken. I already planned to do this on my own.“Olive!”I turn around so fast I’m sure I gave myself whiplash. He’s running up to me from where the parking lot is. Don’t smile like an idiot. Be mad and annoyed that he is late.“I’m so sorry I’m late,” he gasp
Someone had put the rest of the world on mute. I don’t know how long we stared at each out as people moved around us in the blurred crowd. Slowly. So very slowly, he tilted my head down just enough to place a soft tender kiss to my forehead. He lingered there as a full body shudder went through him. My Hands came up to grip the edges of his shirt.Nothing smelled good right now. Nothing expect for him. His deep masculine scent was so comforting. I wanted to turn it into a blanket and go to sleep inside. Don’t be a weirdo Olive.I swallowed once. Twice. Still his mouth lingered on my forehead. My face in his hands. I think I broke him.“Jareth? Where did you go?” A woman’s voice called out, breaking the spell. He pulled back and looked into the crowd. Then turned back to me and pulled out his phone.“Quick, what’s you number. I need to get back before they miss me, but we I promise I will talk to you about this as soon as possible.”I take his phone and add my name and number to it. T
I made it back to campass before Melody, and managed to secure a new dorm room. I worked to avoid her for the last two months of the semester. I focused my efforts on my studies and before I knew it finals were approaching.My plan was still underway. Finish collage. Finish the ultrasound tech program. Get a safe job. Live a comfortable safe life. Everything was fine.Except my dreams Jareth insisted on staring in all of them. Jareth holding me close. Jareth fingering me in a movie theater. Jareth groping me from behind. Jareth fucking me until I woke up wet and bothered. Jareth getting down on one knee and ---I didn't know how to make it stop. It had to stop. I washed my face in the sink. I looked green in the mirror. I felt as bad as I looked. I must be working too hard. I just need some breakfast. Only two finals to go. I can make it.No sooner did I enter the cafeteria then a wave of nausea hit me. I barely made it to the nearby restroom before last night's dinner came up for a







