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I Erased You From All My Tomorrows
I Erased You From All My Tomorrows
Author: Arya Sue

Chapter 1

Author: Arya Sue
Once the group shots were wrapped up, everyone started taking their own photos.

Susie Langdon and Paul Ramos stuck together. They looked so good side by side. It was like they were made for each other.

Joanna Boyle held up her camera and waved me out of the way. "Zach, move over a bit. You're blocking the shot."

I stepped aside without a word.

The three of them took pictures for two straight hours, trying every pose in pairs or in threes. And through it all, none of them asked me to join in.

I left the field and went back to the classroom to pack my stuff. On my way out, I overheard a few girls gossiping.

"Susie and Paul are totally the campus dream couple. They look so good together."

"Joanna's super cute too, and she's got a bubbly personality. But don't you think Zach seems totally out of place with them?"

"I don't know why he keeps trying so hard to fit in with them. I heard they didn't even ask him to be in any photos with them today."

Holding a heavy stack of books, I froze in the empty hallway.

I stared at the leaves falling outside the window and wondered how many times they'd left me out like this. How many times had even outsiders noticed how out of place I looked beside them?

Paul and Joanna had been my friends since we were kids.

They were both good-looking, outgoing, and popular. They had always been the center of attention ever since we were little.

And I was always the guy trailing behind them, carrying their bags.

Deep down, I wanted someone to actually see me. When I met Susie, I thought I'd finally found a girl whose eyes were only on me.

But I had ended up as nothing more than part of the background.

Suddenly, my phone chimed.

Paul had just posted a carousel of photos on Instagram. One showed Susie piggybacking on him, her arms wrapped around his neck as she laughed.

The comments were filled with people saying things like "Power couple!" and "Made for each other!"

Joanna commented, "Well, looks like our school's dream couple finally has their perfect photo!"

Susie replied, "Guess someone can finally stop complaining now."

Paul responded, "Excuse you, you wanted it just as much as I did! Stop putting it all on me!"

The comments filled up with more jokes and playful banter between the three of them. Someone even mentioned me.

I didn't reply. Nobody seemed to care anyway.

I liked Paul's post, then unpinned my chat with Susie.

If that was what they wanted, then so be it.

When I got home, a notification popped up. It was a message in our group chat.

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  • I Erased You From All My Tomorrows   Chapter 10

    That afternoon, while I was going through research papers at the library, Paul's name flashed across my phone screen.I didn't want to answer, but I figured he might have an emergency, so I picked up.He sounded anxious. "Zach, is Susie with you?"I didn't answer his question. Instead, I asked, "What's wrong?""What's wrong?" Paul's voice sharpened. "Do you have any idea how much work she dropped to go looking for you?"Do you know how many messes Joanna and I have had to clean up for her? Zach, if you're upset, we can talk it out. But is this really how you want to punish her?"I listened quietly and found it ridiculous."Paul, weren't you the one who always wanted me out of the picture?" I asked.Silence fell on the other end.A moment later, Paul stammered, "I… I didn't…""You know whether you did or not." My voice remained calm. "But it doesn't matter anymore. She's yours now.""Zach! You…"I hung up.…That night, I told Derek about Paul's call like it was a joke. He

  • I Erased You From All My Tomorrows   Chapter 9

    Susie reached for my hand.I took a step back and pulled my hand away, looking at her calmly. "Don't touch me."She froze, her hand hanging in midair."Zach?" She looked at me in confusion, as though she didn't recognize me anymore.I stood there in silence, deliberately keeping my distance from her.The excitement slowly faded from Susie's face, replaced by a look of helplessness I rarely ever saw on her.Her voice softened, almost pleading. "Zach, I was wrong. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have taken you for granted. I should have treated you better."I know you're angry. I know you're blaming me. It's all my fault. Come back with me, okay? Let's go to Belxon. We can start over."A leaf fell down onto her shoulder, yet she didn't brush it away.I looked at her bloodshot eyes. I felt neither the satisfaction I'd expected nor any reluctance to let her go.There was only a quiet sense of calm, as if I were looking at her through a pane of glass."Susie," I said, my voice flat, as if

  • I Erased You From All My Tomorrows   Chapter 8

    Somehow, I'd gotten used to Susie's indifferent attitude too.I was used to having things decided for me, being overlooked, and being the understanding boyfriend who never caused trouble.Steam from the hot chocolate rose in front of me, blurring my vision."What's wrong?" Linda asked.I shook my head and smiled. "Nothing. I… I really like it here."The days went by faster than I expected. My classes were intense, and the coursework was heavy, but I liked having so much to keep me busy.Every morning, Derek would throw a pillow at me and yell, "Zach, get up! We're going to be late for class!" Then, we'd scramble to get ready and run to class with a piece of toast in our mouths.Sometimes, Linda would wait for us at the corner with three coffees in hand. The moment she saw us running over, she'd hand us our coffee and tease us, "You two are the last ones again."I'd be gasping for breath, but I couldn't help smiling.My life was lively, genuine, and full of warmth. I felt nee

  • I Erased You From All My Tomorrows   Chapter 7

    During my first week at college, Derek talked me into going to an international student party.I didn't want to go at first, for I never felt comfortable at such gatherings.Back home, when Susie took me to similar parties, I would sit in a corner while she and Paul became the center of attention.Joanna would occasionally notice me and ask, "Zach, why are you so quiet?" But before I could answer, Paul's laughter would draw her attention away.Over time, I got used to staying quiet, hiding my thoughts, and being the person who could be easily overlooked.This time, though, things were different.At the party, a few students were talking about a movie I'd happened to see. I opened my mouth to say something, then swallowed the words back down out of habit.A girl named Linda Jarvis was sitting beside me. She noticed it, so she turned toward me and asked, "Zach, were you about to say something?"I hesitated."Go ahead. Tell us," she said with a warm, genuine smile. "Nobody's goin

  • I Erased You From All My Tomorrows   Chapter 6

    It felt like the floor had just dropped out from under Susie, leaving a void in her chest.She instinctively called me and held the phone to her ear."I'm sorry. The number you are trying to reach is currently unavailable."She called again but still couldn't get through.Joanna looked at her and couldn't bear to watch. "Susie, you..."Susie ignored her and kept calling me, hitting redial again and again. Every call brought the same automated message.Then, it hit her that I might have blocked her. The realization cut into her chest like a dull, rusted blade.I had always replied to her messages right away and never hung up on her. But now, I'd blocked her.Paul looked at her pale face, his lips parting as if he wanted to say something. In the end, he only muttered, "Susie, let's get to the hotel first. Zach just needs some time to cool off. We can talk to him later."Susie didn't move.She stood at the entrance to the parking lot as travelers came and went around her. Above

  • I Erased You From All My Tomorrows   Chapter 5

    Susie froze for a moment, then laughed. "Mr. Garner, what are you talking about? That's impossible. Why would Zach go abroad?"Dad fell silent for a moment, and somehow, that silence gave Susie a bad feeling."It's true. Zach went abroad. I was surprised that he didn't tell you." Dad's voice was calm, almost politely distant. "He called me before he left and said he'd made up his mind a long time ago."The smile on Susie's face stayed fixed, but the light in her eyes faded. "Mr. Garner… You're joking, right?"Dad sighed softly. "I have no reason to joke about something like this. Zach has never liked causing trouble for anyone. But once he makes up his mind, nothing can change it. Susie, you… Take care of yourself."The call ended. The dial tone pierced her ears like a needle.Joanna was the first to snap. "What is Zach doing? Is he messing with us?"Her angry voice echoed through the empty parking lot, like I'd made fools of them.Paul frowned too, his voice full of frustratio

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