*Nathaniel*“Do you want me to kick her ass?” Willow asked.“No, it’s okay.”“You sure? I can take her. I know I don’t look strong, but I am.”“Oh I know. You kicked my ass in that elevator, but I will handle Shauna, I promise.”“You don’t mean sexually right?” Willow raised her eyebrows.“The only person that I’m handling sexually is you.” I kissed her. “You’re my chauffeur until I get new tires though.”“Oh you’re gonna have to pay.”“In what?”“Kisses.” Willow kissed me hard. I rolled on top of her and grinded against her. Willow moaned in my mouth and slid her warm hands up my shirt. “Hey Will?” I breathed. “Yeah, babe?”“I love…when you do that. Keep going.”What the hell was wrong with me? Why couldn’t I just say it? Maybe I wasn’t ready yet. That was okay right? I mean it’s not like she was jumping to say it either. I could just leave it alone for now.There was no reason to rush it. Willow wasn’t going anywhere.--“Are you done now?”“Done with what?” Shauna asked. “With
*Willow*“This is a weird summer.”“What do you mean?” I asked Joy.“I mean everyone is all separated and weird. When did that happen?” She sighed.“We’re all growing up, Joy. I mean four of us are graduating business school next year and then we’ll really be all over the place. But that’s not a horrible thing.”“Maybe not to you. You’re thriving this summer. You’ve got your boyfriend and Jude clearly wants you to win the internship.”“You think so?”“Come on, Willow, you are so obviously the favorite. If I didn’t know you better I would say you’re sleeping with him…though he is your usual type.”“I’m not sleeping with Jude at all, I promise. I guess he just sees something in me.”“So when are you going to start bringing your boyfriend around? I mean it’s serious right?”“Yeah, but I just like having him to myself at the moment.” I smiled. “Chicken.”“I’m not a chicken! When are you going to tell everyone you’re dating Levi?”Joy’s mouth opened and then closed. “When the time is righ
*Nathaniel*Great. My perfect, romantic weekend was ruined for some fucking mixers. Not that I wasn’t thrilled and excited, but I wanted to spend time with just Willow. I was worried with how this last week had gone that she was losing interest in me. Sure she had fucked my brains out the night before, but I still felt insecure. I needed to confirm that we were still on the same page about our relationship.“This really blows,” I commented. “I know, but this is a great opportunity for both of us. We’re going to be the top two people at that dinner.” Willow grinned. “We’re gonna have no real time together this weekend.”“So we’ll do it next weekend.”I smiled. “Yeah you’re right. I gotta get my game face on. And let’s make it interesting.”“How?” Willow asked. “Whoever gets the most over the weekend gets to pick every single sexual position for the whole week.”Willow’s eyes lit up. “Oh you’re on. I’m gonna have fun telling you how to fuck me.”“I don’t need you to tell me, I kno
*Nathaniel*I couldn't believe it!“Nathaniel actually did what no one else did,” Jude stated. “He got the most important business card of the night.” He held up the gold card. “What does that mean? '' I questioned. “That you are automatically invited to the dinner on Sunday. Someone very important saw something very special in you. Congratulations.”“Oh wow. Thank you.”“So there’s only one slot open then?” Willow asked. “No, there will still be two. You’ll really need to show your personality tomorrow night, it’s going to be a whole new group of people. Nathaniel, still come tomorrow. It’ll be good practice for Sunday.”Everyone stared jealously at me. Except for Willow.There was something else in her eyes. She was…turned on. Me being the winner of the night was sexy to her. She was gonna devour me tonight. I couldn’t wait.--“Yes! Nathaniel! Oh yes!” Willow gasped.We were on round four and showing no signs of stopping. Willow had never wanted me more. Any insecurities I had
*Nathaniel*“How much do you usually drink babe?” “What do you mean?” I asked. “Like weekly, how much do you drink? Like how many days?”“I guess everyday. But not like a lot. Why?”“I just worry, Nathaniel. I know you keep a bottle of whiskey here and I feel like it’s been replaced multiple times since we started seeing each other.” Willow stated. “I’m twenty-one years old. It’s not uncommon for me to drink a lot, Will. I mean you can knock back quite a lot of alcohol too.”“I know, but there’s a difference with you Nathaniel. Your family history. Scott says it all the time. Addiction is-”“In my blood, I know. I promise I don’t have a problem, Willow. I just enjoy drinking and that’s it. Tonight I will keep it to just wine.” I assured her.“Good. I want to make sure that you really shine tonight.” Willow smiled. “Wow, you really do care about me huh?” I asked“Of course I do babe. I want the best for you. And like I said before I want to compete with you when you’re at your best
*Willow*“So what should I get Levi for his birthday?” Joy asked. “I have no idea, girl. I am horrible at gifts for boyfriends. What did he say he wanted?”“Nothing. He said that he has everything that he wants.”“Then maybe a nice card will do?” I suggested absently. My focus was Nathaniel across the room. He and Julian were playing chess. There was something so sexy about Nathaniel being strategic. I was finding new things to love about him every day.That had to mean something pretty fucking intense.“Willow! A card?” Joy questioned. “Where is your head at?”“On my boyfriend, honestly.” I winced. “When are you going to introduce him to the family?”“When the time is right. I just want him to myself. And the last time I brought a guy home, it didn’t go well.”“Well Vance was a grown man in his forties, so that’s different I would say…unless this one is forty too?”“No, this one is my age.”Down to the very last second.“Good. You seem really happy.”“Yeah, I am,” I smiled. “No on
*Nathaniel*Lord, what was Shauna going to do to me next?She had been torturing me all week. Tacks on my chair, locking me in the supply closet, spilling coffee on me. She was insane!“Aren't you tired yet?” I asked. “I don’t know, are you?” Shauna questioned. “This is insane Shauna! You realize you are angry at me because I care about my girlfriend?”“You think I’m stupid, don’t you Nathaniel? You only asked me out because you thought it would get rid of me.”I sighed. “Okay, that’s true, but-”“But nothing. I don’t like being played. So you can fix this one of two ways.”“And those are?”“Fuck me again or…fuck me again.” She smirked. “You’re out of your mind.”“Just one time and then I’ll leave you alone.”I couldn't even consider it. That would absolutely crush Willow and I couldn’t stand that. I never wanted to hurt her. I guess I would have to take this harassment instead. It was somehow better.“I can’t do that, Shauna. I’m completely committed to Willow.” I said. “Too bad
*Nathaniel*There were flashing lights. They were blurry and though I knew they were close, they still sounded so far away. I could feel the cool asphalt under me and I could hear someone crying. I tried to turn to see who it was. “Please be okay.” A voice sobbed. I knew that voice. It was her. The woman I cared for more than anything that I used to hate severely. I wanted to comfort her and let her know that I would be okay, but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t believe what I had done. Maybe things would be better if we had never slept together. Maybe we weren’t meant to be…--My eyes shot open. I was in my room. I sighed with relief. It had just been a dream. I had not crashed my car with Willow in it. We were going on our date tonight. Maybe I would choose a different place. Just in case Shauna and Orlando really would be there. I hurried down to the kitchen, eager to see Willow.She was sitting at the table, eating a bagel.“Good morning,” I smiled.“Um hey.”“You excited for t