LOGIN“Lyra, don’t tell me you will throw away what we have. You will wait for me, right? Wait for me. I will get mated to the she-wolf my parents chose for me, get my uncle’s pack and when I merge his pack with mine, I will come for you.”
I stared at Conan in disbelief. He was doing two things incorrectly. Leaving me for a pack and mating a fellow she-wolf like me just because he wanted to get a pack. I wondered if she knew that he was only mating her for that reason. If he can be that deceitful then he could definitely deceive me. “Does she know?” I asked. “What?” “Does the Alpha’s daughter you are marrying know that you’re only marrying two so you can take over your uncle’s pack?” “Does it matter? What matters is that when it’s time, I’ll leave her for you.” “Leave,” I thundered, glaring hard at Conan. He stared back in disbelief without moving a muscle. At that moment, Kade stepped in. “Are you deaf? She asked you to leave.” Without saying anything in protest, he left. Now, I was certain that he was not the one for me. I deserved better than a spineless, selfish wolf. “You should leave too,” I said immediately Conan left. “You’re not doing that, right?” Kade asked instead. “You should take out that good for nothing ring from your finger. You deserve better than that spineless wolf.” I cocked an eyebrow. “Who is this better? You?” I let out a bitter laugh. “I want to be the better for you. Not better. The best. I want to be the best for you.” I laughed in response, then my laughter died off and everywhere became quiet for a while. This must be a joke to him. He definitely sees this as something he could joke about. He wanted the best for me? Hilarious. The same man who denied me in a heartbeat. “You all are the same, right?” “I would never do what Conan did. A pack over you? Never.” I scoffed. “Since you’ve forgotten, you always choose Tim over me. You must have hidden me because you felt Tim would never approve. I love Tim, but an Alpha choosing a Pack sounds more reasonable than a straight man choosing the male sibling. And, don’t give me that I was young bullshit. You very much knew what you were doing.” “And I am sorry. Cutting me off was not a bad decision. I deserved it. Conan should be cut off too and you should never let him back into your life again.” “That is for me to decide. Not you.” “What is there to decide? You’re the kind of girl who should break up with a guy who forgets her birthday. You’re Lyra and you don’t deserve to be a second choice. If you accept, you’ll end up being a concubine to a lowly Alpha like Conan. Not even his uncle’s pack can shoot him to the top. An Alpha who cannot stand up for himself can never get to the top. How would he protect you? Can he even protect himself? What do you see in him?” “You’re an Alpha. Go back to your Alpha court and stop trying to interfere with my life. Plus, I need no man to protect me. Whether or not I choose to wait for Conan is not your cup of tea.” “Everything about you is my cup of tea,” Kade said softly. I snored. “How? You’re nobody to me. I don’t even like you, so how is everything about me your cup of tea?” His phone rang out. Hoping that he would take that as a cue to leave, I looked away from him. “I want to be alone.” For some reason, a single tear ran down my cheeks. “Lyra?” “Just leave,” I thundered and he left the room, but I could feel that he was still hanging around. After a few minutes, I dashed out of her room and my guess was right. Kade was still very much outside my room. Ignoring him, I stormed over to the living room There, I took off the engagement ring Conan gave me and threw it to the ground. “Conan, you should leave. We no longer have any connection with each other so please leave my welcome party.” I was heartbroken and life without Conan was hard to imagine but I would get over it eventually. From the corner of my eye, I saw Kade’s feet begin to move and for the first time in a long time, I saw him sway his body a little. The fool must think that nobody was watching him. He must also think that Conan’s exit meant that he had a chance. I snorted. He was out of his mind for thinking so. Kade was not getting me.The night did not stay quiet for long and I woke up before dawn.Everything was still. The room was dim and Kade’s arm was still around me, heavy and warm across my waist.Then I heard a howl. It was distant but was loud enough to drive me to consciousness. My eyes opened fully.“Kade,” I whispered.He was already awake and his body was still beside me. “You heard that?” I asked quietly.“Yes.”Another howl followed.Kade sat up immediately. His hand brushed over my arm carefully, avoiding the bandage. “Stay here.”“No,” I said, sitting up too. “I’m coming with you.”“Lyra.”“I’m not staying back,” I cut in. His jaw tightened slightly.Then he nodded. “Fine, but you stay close to me.”We both got dressed quickly.By the time we stepped outside, the pack was already stirring.Warriors were moving fast. Guards were taking positions. The air felt tense.My father was already there, speaking to a group of warriors.“What’s happening?” I asked as we approached.He turned immediately. “Tra
My father sat down on the couch. “There is also a possibility that he might have heard of the relic. Conan might think he can take you and get closer to Night Claw strength.”I shook my head. “I do not want him. I only want Kade.”The rest of the day moved slowly. I helped my mother in the kitchen even though she told me to rest. My arm hurt less when I kept busy. Every hour I checked the window for the truck.Another gift came in the evening. A pretty necklace this time. Gold chain with a small wolf pendant. The note said “For the future we should have had.”I did not open the box. One of the guards brought it straight to me but I told him to put it aside for Kade.When the sun started to set the truck finally returned. Kade and Tim stepped out. Kade’s face still looked hard.I ran to him the second he walked through the door. He caught me and held me tight against his chest.“Did you find him?” I asked.Kade nodded. “We tracked the messenger. Conan is staying at the old inn on the n
The morning light came soft through the curtains. I woke up still wrapped in Kade’s arms. His body stayed warm and heavy against mine. The cut on my arm throbbed a little but the pain felt far away. Kade’s breathing was slow and even. I did not move. I just stayed there and let myself feel safe.After a few minutes he stirred. His eyes opened and found mine right away. He pulled me closer and pressed a kiss to my forehead.“Morning,” he said. His voice was rough from sleep.“Morning,” I whispered back.He did not let me get up fast. He kept one arm around me while he checked the bandage on my arm. His fingers were gentle. “Looks okay. Mira did good work.”I smiled small. “I feel better already.”We got dressed slow. Kade helped me into a soft shirt and made sure the sleeve did not rub the stitches. He stayed close the whole time. His hand touched my back or my waist every few seconds like he needed to know I was really there.Downstairs my mother had breakfast ready. My father sat at
The truck rolled to a stop in front of the pack house. The lights were bright in every window. My body ached all over but the sight of home made something tight in my chest loosen just a little.Before Tim even cut the engine the front door flew open. My mother ran out. Elara’s face was wet with tears. Her hair was messy like she had been pulling at it for hours. She looked small and broken but strong at the same time.“Lyra!” she cried. “Oh my girl!”She reached the truck just as my father stepped down. He moved slowly but he opened his arms. My mother crashed into him. She held him tight and sobbed into his chest.“You are alive,” she whispered over and over. “Both of you are alive.”I climbed out next. My legs felt weak but Kade was right there. His hand stayed on my lower back. He did not let go.“Mom,” I said.She turned to me fast. Her eyes went wide when she saw the cut on my arm and the bruise on my cheek. Then she pulled me into the hug. My father wrapped his arms around both
My father turned to me as much as the ropes allowed. “If they get the relic working right it could mean war for all the packs. Bigger than Night Claw.”“Then we stop them,” I said.One of the guards told us to be quiet.We sat in silence after that. The bulb swung above us. I kept working my wrists slow. The rope loosened just a little. Not enough yet but maybe soon it will.My mind went to Kade again. I could almost feel him. The bond pulling tight. He was close. I knew it.Time kept moving.Thirty minutes left.Then twenty.The guards changed. New ones came in. They looked meaner.Fifteen minutes.I heard footsteps in the hall. Many of them.The leader burst in. He looked excited and angry at the same time.“Your mate is here,” he said. “At the quarry. Alone like we said. But he brought nothing. No papers. Just himself.”My heart jumped. “What did he say?”“He wants to talk. Face to face. Says he will trade himself for you and your father.”The leader laughed. “Stupid alpha. We wi
Back in my room they tied me to the chair again. Tighter this time. The leader stood in front of me.“You bought yourself some time with that offer. This relic was dormant in this pack because Alec did not know how to use it. It’s good to know that things will change,” he said. “But if you are lying I will make sure your father watches while I cut you slow.”I lifted my chin. “I am not lying. But I need to see the relic closer. And I need water. My head still hurts from the dart.”He thought about it. Then he nodded at one of the men. “Get her water. And bring the relic back in ten minutes.”The man left. The leader stayed. He pulled up a chair and sat across from me.“Tell me something,” he said. “Why does Kade love you so much? You don’t look very impressive. You are a beauty, yes but there are far more beautiful she wolves.”I said nothing in reply.The door opened again. The man came back with a bottle of water. He held it to my lips. I drank slow. The cool liquid helped clear my
The next morning, the entire training ground was crowded.Warriors stood in groups, whispering among themselves. Some were curious. Some were excited. Others were clearly waiting to see someone fail.I stood near the edge of the field, stretching my arms while pretending not to notice the attention
A few warriors nodded in agreement with Fenrir’s words and I suddenly felt every pair of eyes on me.I cleared my throat. “It was a team effort.”Fenrir gave a small smile. “True. But you still did well.”Torren scoffed loudly from where he stood.“Of course she did,” he said. “She had everyone cov
Days passed and soon, I became Alpha Kade’s favorite spar partner. I was happy with the new development but I needed more than just being Kade’s spar partner. I sighed at the thought. I was the only one who wished to be a consistent figure in his life. He probably had never thought about it.Especi
I woke up earlier than usual and sat on the edge of my bed for a moment, thinking about everything that had happened the day before.Torren’s face when he had been forced to repeat those words, Tim’s laughter and Alpha Kade’s smirk.I rubbed my face and sighed.“Get a grip, Lyra,” I muttered to mys







