LOGINXARION’S POV
The last place I expected to see Megan was here.
In Arkon General Hospital, with two pups who look like me.
I don’t breathe for a full second as I stare at her. She looks really different. Fierce. And more beautiful than I remember, but her beauty has a sharp edge now.
Her eyes are full of fire and fury. She doesn’t look like the woman I once knew.
I take a step towards her, my voice low and rough from the shock, “Megan,”
But she moves quickly and pulls the two children behind her like I’m some kind of monster.
That breaks something inside me.
“What the hell are you doing here?” she snaps, her voice laced with venom as her hazel eyes burn into me.
I open my mouth to reply but she doesn’t wait for an answer.
“No, actually… I don’t care. Just leave.”
Her voice is filled with intense anger, like she's finally releasing years of held back emotions.
I freeze as I feel the air become heavy with tension. Then my eyes drop to the two kids hiding behind her legs.
The little girl looks at me curiously and the boy glares like he’s trying to protect her. There’s something so familiar about them.
I initially didn’t come here for Megan. I didn’t even know she was here. I was on my way out after checking on one of my pack elders, Elder Johnson, who had been injured while trying to settle a border fight with the Scar Ridge Pack.
I hate hospitals, always have, but I owed the old wolf a visit.
And then… I saw them.
The two kids were bickering over a crumpled drawing in the hallway, right near the elevator. Just kids being kids. But something in me changed. My wolf went from drowsy to feral quickly.
“Mine!”
That was all he kept growling. Mine. Ours.
And when I asked the children who they were here with, they said, “Our mommy.”
I never expected “mommy” to be Megan.
And now, I'm standing in front of a woman whose hatred for me is so strong and deadly.
My voice is barely above a whisper as I bring myself to ask, “Are they…?”
“Don’t,” Megan snaps before I can even finish. “Don’t you dare ask me that. You lost the right to ask anything when you stood there and told Doctor Phillips to do ‘you know what’.”
I close my eyes for half a second, and the memory crashes into me like a slap to the face.
I know I told Megan to abort her pregnancy.
But she doesn't know it wasn't because Danielle was back or because I didn't want the child. Goddess, never. I’d wanted that child more than anything.
But the prophecy from my pack seer, Hyram, rang in my head,
“If she gets pregnant and carries your pup to term, she will die. Her body cannot handle it. Make sure she doesn’t get pregnant, Alpha, or you’ll lose both her and the child.”
I was trying to protect her. Even if it meant destroying myself in the process.
The guilt wraps around my throat like a snake.
“Megan, but…”
“Save it.” She turns her back to me and crouches down to her children. “Mave, May, we’re leaving.”
“But Mommy…” the little boy starts. “What about Grandpa’s card? We haven’t given it to him yet.” He holds up a colorful paper in his small hand.
“Another time, sweetheart,” Megan says gently, brushing his hair back. “Let’s go.”
My heart skips a beat and I take a step forward. “Please, just give me five minutes. We need to talk. Alone.”
“Talk?” she scoffs as she narrows her eyes. “About what? How you treated me while I was still with you?”
Her voice cracks, just a bit, and it hurts me.
“Megan…” Her father speaks weakly from the hospital bed behind her. “Maybe… maybe you should let him explain…”
“Don’t, Dad.” She swiftly turns to look at him with a fierce voice. “Don’t defend him. You warned me once, remember? You were right.”
I wince at her words.
Just then, she grabs the kids’ hands and starts walking towards the door.
I move after her. “Megan, wait.”
She doesn’t stop.
I follow her out into the hallway, past the nurses who glance at us with curiosity, and then out into the bright hospital parking lot.
A black SUV is already waiting.
The driver, a tall, broad-shouldered wolf, nods as Megan approaches and opens the door.
She helps the twins into the backseat and then moves to follow.
But I catch up, grabbing her wrist before she can step in.
Her skin is warm under my palm, but the look she gives me is colder than ice.
“Please, Megan,” I whisper. “Don’t shut me out. Just let me explain.”
“Let you what?” she spits, ripping her arm free. “Explain why you chose Danielle over me? Why you treated me like trash? Why you tried to kill the only part of you that was ever worth a damn?”
I can’t breathe.
She steps back, her voice shaking now. “You stay away from me, Xarion. From them. From everything. They're not yours if that's what you wanted to hear.”
Her eyes flash for a split second, and I see a golden flare pulse, but it dies. Just as quickly, her irises dull back to hazel.
My heart sinks because this could only mean one thing.
Oh goddess. She’s not wolfless. She must've lied back then that she was. But why?
Megan opens the door and slides inside, slamming it behind her.
I watch helplessly as the SUV drives away, the tires crunching over gravel. The twins turn to look out the back window.
The boy’s piercing blue eyes meet mine just for a second and my wolf growls again.
I clench my fists at my sides as my heart races.
They’re mine. They must be. I feel it in every bone in my body. The boy’s eyes, the girl’s scent… they’re my pups.
And she’s been raising them alone for four years.
The guilt hits me hard.
I can’t lose her again. I can’t lose them. No matter what.
Immediately, I take a deep breath, shutting out the roaring in my chest, and open a mind-link.
“Andrew,” I say.
“What is it, Alpha?” My beta’s respond instantly.
I stare at the road, my heart pounding as I order, “I need you to do something for me. Now.”
XARION'S POVI scrub a hand over my face, frustration building inside me until it feels like I'm going to explode."Maybe I need to give her space," I murmur, the words heavy. "Not from the twins. Never from the twins. But from… me."It hurts to even think about it.But maybe that's what she needs.Maybe if I back off and stop pushing, stop trying so hard, she'll realize what she's missing.Or maybe she won't.And that thought is the one that kills me.Because what if stepping back is the final nail in the coffin?What if she takes my absence as confirmation that I've given up?That I don't care anymore?I don't know.I don't know what the right move is anymore.And now?Now I'm starting to wonder if I'm just fooling myself.Maybe she's never going to forgive me. Maybe the damage I caused is too deep, too permanent, to ever truly heal.And the worst part?The realization that maybe we can't get back together hurts worse than anything else.Because I want her. Goddess, I want her so b
XARION'S POVI'm clenching the steering wheel so hard my knuckles have turned white, my jaw clenched so tight it throbs, and I can't stop replaying what just happened.The way Megan looked at me this morning.Like I was something she regretted. Like I was a mistake she needed to erase as quickly as possible.The memory stings worse than anything I've felt in a long time, and I can't shake it no matter how hard I try.I drive aimlessly through the city without really paying attention to where I'm going, my mind too consumed with the mess I just left behind.Last night was… perfect.I didn't think she'd let me touch her like that. Didn't think she'd let me in, even for a moment.But she did.She let me kiss her. Feel her. Love her the way I've been dying to for four damn years.And for the first time in forever, I actually felt like maybe, just maybe, we had a chance.But this morning?This morning she looked at me like I was the enemy.Like I'd done something unforgivable by being ther
MEGAN'S POVXarion stares at me for a long moment, his jaw clenching, and then he swings his legs over the side of the bed, standing slowly."Did I do something wrong?" he asks quietly, his voice choked. "Because if I did, just tell me, Megan. Don't shut me out like this again.""What happened between us last night wasn't supposed to happen, Xarion," I respond firmly, refusing to meet his eyes."What do you mean it wasn't supposed to happen?" he steps closer. "We both wanted it, Megan. We made love. We…""Don't," I cut him off, my heart squeezing at his words. "Don't call it that.""Then what would you call it?" he challenges, his voice gaining an edge. "Because that's what it was. We both felt it. We both wanted each other. You can't just pretend…""I don't want to have this conversation, Xarion," I shut him down again, my voice trembling now. "I don't want these long talks or explanations or whatever you think this is. I just want you to leave. Before the twins see you here again."
MEGAN'S POVI wake up slowly, my body warm and pleasantly sore in ways I haven't felt in years.For a brief, blissful moment, I just lie there with my eyes still closed, enjoying the sensation.I feel… good.Really good.My muscles are relaxed, my skin feels soft against the sheets, and there's this gentle warmth wrapped around me like a cocoon.But then the memory hits me like a tidal wave.Last night.Xarion.His hands on my body. His mouth on mine. The way he touched me, worshiped me, made me feel things I swore I'd never feel for him again.The way I let him.No.The way I begged him.My eyes snap open, and reality crashes down on me with brutal clarity.Oh goddess.What the hell did I do?My heart starts pounding, panic pressing down on my chest as I turn my head slowly to the side, almost afraid of what I'm going to see.And there he is.Xarion.Sleeping peacefully beside me, his chest rising and falling in slow, steady breaths, his face relaxed and unguarded in a way I haven't
MEGAN'S POVI should say yes.I should push him away and tell him this was a mistake.But the word that comes out of my mouth is completely different."N-no," I whisper, my voice shy and reluctant and so quiet I barely hear it myself.But he hears it.And the smile that crosses his face is devastating."Good," he murmurs, and then his mouth is on mine again, even more intense than before.His hands explore my body now, no longer just massaging but possessing, tracing down my sides, over my hips, pulling me even closer.I feel his fingers at the zipper of my dress, and I should stop him.I really should.But instead, I arch into his touch, silently giving him permission, and he takes it.The zipper slides down slowly, carefully, and the cool air hits my bare skin as the dress falls away.I'm left in just my bra and panties, both of which are probably embarrassingly obvious evidence of how turned on I am, and I should feel vulnerable.But I don't.I feel powerful.Desired.Wanted.My ha
MEGAN'S POVXarion's hands keep moving, slowly and deliberately, working out the tension in my shoulders, and I'm completely falling apart.My panties are absolutely soaked at this point.Not just damp. Soaked.I can feel the wetness pooling between my thighs, and I press them together harder, trying desperately to ignore the throbbing ache building there.This is ridiculous.It's just a massage.Just his hands on my shoulders.There's no reason I should be this turned on from something so innocent.Except it doesn't feel innocent anymore.Not with the way his fingers are pressing into my skin, firm and knowing, like he's memorized every knot, every tense muscle, every place that makes me want to melt.I should tell him to stop.I should thank him politely, tell him I'm fine now, and send him on his way.My mouth opens, the words right there on the tip of my tongue."Xarion, I think that's…"But they don't come out.Instead, I just sit there like an idiot, my lips parted uselessly, my
XARION'S POVPain.That's the first thing I register when I wake up.A dull, throbbing ache that seems to radiate through every part of my body. My head feels like it's been split open with an axe, my ribs are screaming, and my knuckles sting like hell.I groan, my eyes fluttering open, and immedia
XARION'S POVThe bar I end up at is a dive.And I mean that in every sense of the word.It's hidden away in the rougher side of Arkon, the kind of place where the neon sign glitches every few seconds and half the letters are burnt out. The windows are grimy, the paint on the door is peeling, and t
XARION'S POVI don't respond, and the silence between us stretches uncomfortably.After a moment, I ask, "How did I even end up here?"Andrew raises an eyebrow. "You mean besides the whole 'collapsing’ thing?""Yeah, besides that."He leans back against the chair, crossing his arms again. "I got a
XARION'S POVMegan glares at me, waiting for an explanation, but I ignore her, my eyes locked on Vance. “We need to talk.”"No, we don't," she snaps in annoyance. "You need to leave.""I'm not talking to you, Megan," I bite out, my gaze still fixed on Vance. "I'm talking to him."Vance leans back i







