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Twenty seven
Noah
I was beside Tiffany when she became conscious of her environment once more. It never occurred to me that it might not have been her choice or her mind had blocked out what happened just so she could live on without much damage.
I get to seem like a douche more and more. I broke up with her through no fault of hers and if her reaction means what I think it means then it was not her fault neither was it her choice. I scrubbed my face with free hand and that was when hers jerks in my grip. My hand tightened around hers before I forced myself to release her hand since I knew that if I do hold her hand, the grip would be too tight on her skin and I might end up bruising her.
“Noah.” She called softly.
“Hello babe, I am right here.” I replied her as I leaned into her side, so she could see me without her straining herself to turn her head.
“What date is today?” She asked, wincing as she
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TiffanyNoah has been nothing but charming since the trailer incident when he told me about the call. It didn’t escape my notice that he didn’t answer my question about me being raped but somewhere within me, I knew that it was true. I didn’t need him to confirm it for me. Someone raped me, made me lose my relationship with Noah and then lost four years of happiness. I know that I shouldn’t still be feeling violated but I still am.Just like I know that Noah is feeling like it was his fault which is just plain stupid for him. He didn’t do any raping and his reaction was certainly the same as any unsuspecting boyfriend own would have been. He was hurt, he lashed out and we broke up. He went out and got back at me, the news somehow got round that I was the reason for the break up and there was speculations of me cheating but Noah was being just as his image suggested. The perfect boyfriend or gentleman. He never said anything about it.
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TiffanyIt doesn’t get easier learning that a psychopath is after you, especially when the said psychopath keeps doing things to make sure you don’t forget that fact. Things like putting the person who you have been the closest to in the past four years in the hospital for severe injuries all because he was driving your car and The Psychopath wanted you to get hurt.This would have seemed like a good movie line for me to watch if I was not the ‘you’ in question. Living this movie worthy plot was not something I was comfortable with. Did the universe forget along the line that I am just an actress not a real life soap opera candidate? Minus the reality show, that was a onetime thing.“Do you have any idea of what was he hoping to achieve from such a bold move?”“If I have an idea, do you think that I would have allowed him to go through with it?’ I snapped at the detective. Noah hands quickly soothed my back b
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NoahTiffany has been awfully quiet since the cops left and I could tell that she has a lot on her mind and guilt must be there based on her manager was in the hospital. I had made some calls, inquiring about Josh and getting Ernie to get some security firms close by to pay a visit to my home because they was no way, I was going to let Tiffany leave this building without a shadow tailing her.Now I just have to go and inform her of that. Staring at Tiffany who looked so fragile, a look she had not sported since the day her mother died, the very same day I first saw her. I wanted to protect her against the world then and I still want to do that now.“You know, I should be weirded out by someone staring at me since I have a stalker now but yours doesn’t bother me.” Tiffany said without looking at me. Of course she must have felt my gaze on her. She has always known when I am right across the room or when I was looking at her. We have alway
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Tiffany“I can’t believe you was worried about me, can I post about this? How many guys can say that they got the ice queen worried about them?” Josh jokes or I think he was joking rather.“Seeing as you are making jokes, which means that you are certainly well enough.” I said with a roll pf my eyes while Noah didn’t get involve, he just stood quietly besides me as I talked to Josh and ensured that he was fine.“Of course I am well enough, as if I would ever leave the job of being around you to someone incompetent that will burst into tears anytime you say something harsh all because the person doesn’t know that is how you show your love.”“Oh, you mean someone who is just like you.” I asked him as he narrowed his eyes at me. “Don’t mind me, you know that I rarely give anybody an inch, even if the person nearly died because of me.”“Please don’t tell me that you are beating yourself up.” Josh strug
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Noah.Amy was shrew in her actions and I have a feeling that if I was not on the other end of her decision, I would have been proud of it.“Come on Amy, I took Tiffany away from there, if I had not imagine what would have happened to her.” I tell Amy who raised her eyes at me as if my words didn’t mean anything to her.“Tiffany, come on. Talk to your boss.” I started but Tiffany was already shaking her head.“Hell no, I won’t get in the middle of this?” Tiffany rushed out. “Just because I am in the room, watching both of you battle it out. It doesn’t mean I want to choose sides. That will not help me.” Tiffany added.“Great, I can see that a guy is enough to make you switch your loyalties, not the person that has been there for you from the get go when he left you.” Amy sniffed as if she was hurt.“See.” Tiffany points to Amy as if she was showing me the rea
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Tiffany.Noah was upset at Amy words and he didn’t bother to even put up a façade for the people we passed, I remained silent by his side as we walked to his car and then the silence prolonged on our drive back to his place.“Noah…” I started.“Please don’t.” He said with his voice heavily laced with Fatigue. This was eating at him too. He should understand the reason why I didn’t want to tell him. He understand and he knows it was the right thing to do because I believe that he suffered the same backlash from some of his fans too.When the car came to stop outside his building he rested his head against the steering wheel. I removed my seatbelt and then focused on him. “Are you coming up now?” I asked.“Give me a minute will you, you can go ahead I am right behind you.” He answered not lifting his head from the wheel.“You know, I was the one who lost the fans, y
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Noah“Pick up your damn calls Noah. I know that you are with your phone and you got these pain in the ass guards. Yes I am aware that I do need a guard and yes I want one. Did you hear that? One. Not two and I wanted them to blend in the shadows nit act as line breakers behind me. This is not fair. Why are you doing this to me? If you don’t call them off soon, I will be an even bigger pain in the ass to you than they are to me and believe when I say that I will soon go nuts. Don’t get the door for me, god damn it, I can get my own door.” Shuffles ensues before the phone beeped to cut the call short.Yeah I don’t want to be close to Tiffany when she upset and that she clearly is. I knew that I might have gone overboard when I told the security that I want them to always be within an arm’s reach of her if I was not with her, including if she was in my home but within eyesight was not going to work for me, a lot can happen without you being close enough to
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Tiffany.“You know I had actually thought that you would escape and not come home today.” I pointed a knife that the traitor who just strolled into the apartment alone, whistling like he didn’t have two men that was triple his size doggedly on his tail and to be fair, he didn’t. I did.“I love you.” Noah replied as he stood far away from him, he was lucky he had the sense to stop while he was still far because if he had come closer. I don’t know what I would do to him.“That does not mean that you would put those two overgrown robots to be close to me, reset their orders to they can leave me the heck alone.” I yelled at him. One of the men, cocked his eyebrow at my mini fit and I swear it was the most reaction I had seen from any of them all day.“I know, I didn’t put them up to guard you because I love you, I did it because I wanted to keep you safe, I need you to be safe Tiffany, you don’t know h
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