تسجيل الدخولElara Veyne
Almost two months after leaving Veyrhold, I learned that maps were terrible at explaining distance.
I also turned twenty somewhere between a railway station and a trade port.
My celebration was sweet bread and an argument about luggage fees.
Still better than most birthdays from my first life.
The journey took me through forests, ports, sea routes, and finally an aerostat I was convinced had been designed by someone with very little respect for gravity.
I survived.
A promising start.
Aldervane’s dark forests disappeared. Buildings became lighter. The air dried. The people changed too.
Namarra was full of humans, wolves, shifters, and people with manifestations shaped by desert life: water affinities, heat resistance, stone manipulation, endurance.
The wolves caught my attention most.
They sold goods, carried cargo, guarded caravans, and complained about prices like anyone else, but something about them felt different from the lupines I knew in Aldervane.
More controlled. More watchful.
I remembered the merchants in Veyrhold.
Not like the ones in Namarra.
The city itself spread beneath an enormous sky in pale stone, domes, arches, shaded courtyards, canals, and mana crystals worked into the architecture.
My first thought was that it must cost a fortune.
My second was that I was melting.
I bought lighter clothes immediately.
The language was almost as dangerous as the heat.
I had studied Azhari for a year. Unfortunately, the people of Namarra spoke it much faster than my books had promised.
My contact, Harun Saret, found this hilarious.
“You asked for a room with a goat,” he told me on my second day.
“I asked for a balcony.”
“You asked for a goat.”
“The words are almost identical.”
“Only to foreigners.”
Harun was human, a fabric and spice merchant who had worked with Edda. He arranged a simple room with a lock and an owner who cared more about rent than questions.
I liked it immediately.
The lock mattered more than the furniture. I closed the door, turned the key, and tested it twice before unpacking. Old habits did not disappear just because the scenery changed.
For my first week, I observed.
Namarra quickly taught me that wealth depended on where you lived. A woman at a fruit stand was wearing metal bracelets with blue stones, so I assumed she was rich and that the stand was just a hobby.
Then I asked the price of two pears.
I nearly put them back.
Harun laughed.
“Water costs money. Metals we have. Stones too. Fruit needs irrigation.”
I looked at the pears. “Then perhaps I’d rather buy a bracelet.”
Harun laughed hard enough to attract the seller’s attention.
Around Namarra, water came from deep wells, mana-fed canals, condensers, and people with affinities capable of drawing moisture from the air. An ability that might earn polite curiosity in Aldervane could feed a district here.
That was perhaps the strangest part of the city: no one stopped to stare at magic that would have become gossip for a week back home. I saw a lupine butcher arguing with a human merchant, a woman carrying jars without touching them, and children competing to keep a sphere of water floating over a canal. It was simply life.
The city was prosperous despite everything I had heard abroad. Markets were full. Water systems worked. The Crown clearly controlled more than outsiders understood.
So did House Varesh.
The king was respected.
As for the prince, he was the subject of speculation.
During one week, I heard enough versions of Kian Varesh’s illness to conclude that no one knew the truth.
Some said he had been sick since childhood. Others claimed adolescence. One seller said he could no longer stand. Another said the palace kept him hidden because his body was covered in lesions.
The most persistent rumor involved his bloodline.
House Varesh was one of Azhareth’s oldest and strongest lupine dynasties. King Rayan was said to possess a formidable transformation.
Kian had never been seen shifting.
Some believed the illness had prevented his wolf from manifesting. Others whispered there had never been a wolf at all.
No one openly called that a disgrace.
People found quieter ways.
A failed inheritance.
A weak heir.
A prince more human than Varesh.
I did not know which rumor was true. One woman insisted the king kept Kian hidden because the illness had ruined his face. Another claimed he simply hated court. Harun rolled his eyes when I repeated the stories.
“The man is alive,” he said.
“That seems to be the only part everyone agrees on.”
I knew only that Kian was dying and that the Crown controlled most of the Nythrium I wanted.
Buying small amounts was possible.
Regular access was not.
Then, on my seventh day in Namarra, trumpets sounded through the central market.
A royal procession entered the avenue. Guards in gold and dark fabric cleared the path while crystals amplified a herald’s voice.
“By decree of His Majesty, King Rayan Varesh...”
Foreign delegations were arriving. Noble houses had been invited. A grand palace celebration would receive women from powerful bloodlines as possible marriage candidates for Crown Prince Kian.
Two girls near me whispered.
“Princesses from three kingdoms are coming.”
“To marry him?”
“If he survives long enough.”
Another woman muttered, “Perhaps marriage will finally give House Varesh an heir with a wolf.”
Her companion elbowed her silent.
It did not sound like a promising love story.
Then the herald announced something far more interesting.
The palace needed temporary civilian workers.
Kitchens. Laundry. Table service. Storerooms. Cleaning.
My attention sharpened.
Where were Nythrium concessions approved?
At the palace.
Where did merchants negotiate with Crown officials?
At the palace.
And now the palace was opening its doors to ordinary workers.
Harun hated the idea.
“You arrived a week ago.”
“I know.”
“You’re a foreigner.”
“I know that too.”
“And you want to work inside the royal palace.”
“Temporarily.”
“Why?”
“Money.”
“You have money.”
“I want more.”
He stared at me.
I smiled.
“The palace will be full of merchants. I could make useful contacts.”
It was not a lie.
Just not all of the truth.
I had legitimate work records, trade letters, and a recommendation from one of Edda’s contacts. Nothing impressive enough to be remembered.
Exactly what I wanted.
The next morning, I joined the long line at a registration point.
At the top of the application was the golden Varesh crest.
I had crossed half a continent searching for a path toward Nythrium.
Now the palace itself had opened a door.
I dipped the quill into ink and wrote my name.
I would not enter as a guest.
I would enter the way I had always survived best.
As someone no one had a reason to notice.
Elara VeyneThe realization entered my mind slowly, heavy and painful.For years, I had built my revenge around one name.The Caldris.Gideon.It had been that simple.They were the monsters, and I knew where to find them.I knew who to hate.Maybe I had needed it to be that simple.Monsters were easier when they had an address.But what if they didn’t?First Light came back to me again.Children being watched.Questions about blessings.Nobles choosing them.Some children leaving.Others staying.My mouth grew even drier.What if they had not been choosing children?What if they had been choosing gifts?The thought made nausea rise suddenly.No.I couldn’t rush to conclusions.I couldn’t turn suspicion into fact just because everything fit too well.Naima made a small gesture with her hand, and the two servants released me.So suddenly that I took a step sideways before catching my balance.The first thing I did was pull my arms away.My wrists throbbed.Red marks were already appear
Elara VeyneTime inside that room seemed to freeze.The people around me disappeared from my attention, and my mind found something that should not have been there.An old voice.Gideon asking questions.Taking notes.Again.Let’s see how long it takes.My fingers went cold at the memory.No.I clenched them.That monster was not in the room with me, so why did it feel as though I was there again?“I… don’t know what that has to do with me.”My voice came out calm.I had managed to fake that much.Naima did not look impressed.“No?”“No.”She approached again, close enough that I could smell the faint perfume on her clothes.“There are families that would spend more money searching for someone capable of restoring a body than they would spend buying an entire Nythrium mine.”My stomach twisted painfully.For one second, I thought everything fit together.Saref.Caldris.Maybe… they were partners.Maybe this woman knew everything.Maybe—No.The thought stopped.If Gideon knew I was al
Elara VeyneThe second slap hurt more because this time I saw the hand coming.For a few seconds, everything narrowed down to the sting spreading across my cheek and the pressure of the hands holding my arms.The two servants kept me restrained as if I weighed almost nothing.That was what infuriated me most.I wasn’t pretending to fight. My muscles hurt, my shoulders burned, and I could feel my wrists twisting inside their grips every time I tried to pull away. Even so, the two lupines barely had to adjust their stance.It was like trying to escape from a wall.Except walls usually had the courtesy not to crush your wrists.Naima lowered her hand.I expected something on her face. Anger, satisfaction, maybe that ridiculous agitation of someone who loses control and only realizes it afterward, but there was nothing.Her breathing remained steady, her hair perfectly arranged. Not even the sleeve of her dress looked out of place.That unsettled me more than the slap.If she had been yel
Elara VeyneEveryone in the room went still.Ah.That would probably go on the list of things I wished I could take back immediately after saying them.Naima did not react, did not shout or do anything for several seconds, processing what I had said.I watched the anger form slowly in her eyes, so controlled that it seemed more dangerous than any explosion.“Know your place, you insolent human.”The word human came out with so much contempt that I finally understood there was no longer any attempt at politeness between us.Her eyes grew colder.“You are nothing more than a toy.”My stomach tightened.“Something new. Foreign. Fragile. Maybe that is exactly what he needs after years of being treated like an invalid. Someone who makes him feel strong.”She continued, taking a step forward.“But he is a wolf,” she continued. “A prince. He needs someone capable of truly standing beside him when this curiosity ends. Someone of his species. Of his level.”I breathed through my nose.I should
Elara VeyneI stared at her for a few seconds.Perhaps I should have admired the level of confidence required to plan someone’s expulsion from a house you did not yet live in, after a wedding the groom had already refused.Maybe I should have that kind of self-esteem.“I think you are discussing this with the wrong person.”Her expression barely changed.“Am I?”“I’m not the one who decides who lives in Kian’s house.”“You decide whether you stay there.”Ah…I breathed slowly.That conversation was not really about marriage.It was about making me disappear before it.“Lady Saref, I am a servant. I work for people far above my station and follow the orders I am given. If the prince wants my situation to change, he knows perfectly well where to find me.”It was not the whole truth.But it was true enough.More importantly, it preserved exactly the position Kian had created for me.I belonged to his household.Touching me meant interfering with a decision he had made.Naima knew that.M
Chapter 71 — The Locked DoorElara VeyneNaima’s invitation arrived before I had finished breakfast.Not at the hands of anyone I knew, which was the first thing that bothered me.The woman found me near one of the passages by the kitchens, dressed in those discreet clothes worn by employees attached to foreign entourages. I probably would not even have paid attention if it weren’t for the small symbol embroidered on her sleeve.House Saref.She stopped in front of me with an almost impeccable posture.“Lady Naima requests your presence.”I stared at her for a few seconds.After the previous day’s presentation, perhaps the strangest thing was that Naima had not tried to speak to me yet. She had spent an entire morning sitting only a few inches away while strangers discussed, with impressive enthusiasm, whether she would be Kian’s future wife and whether I officially occupied the position of his mistress.It did not seem like the kind of experience a good night’s sleep would make disap







