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Chapter 10-Some Boy

Author: Ghostgoddess.
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Adrian | The Same Evening

The office still smells like her when I drape my coat over my shoulders and leave.

I notice this the way you notice something wrong with a room before you can identify what it is — a shift in the air, something sweet that does not belong to the usual order of cedar and paper and the particular cold of conditioned silence. Something warmer. Something that sits underneath the cedar now like it was always there and I simply was not paying attention.

Strawberry. Of course
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