登入Dove povMatthias leads me through his home and to his office.There's a thick lump in my throat as I close the door, sealing us in. Did Varian and I take it too far just now? Have we pushed Matthias too far?He approaches his desk, his shoulders tense. Slowly he turns, leaning back against its solid frame."That was clearly a success.""The seducing him part was easy, but the finding of information wasn't," I say with feigned disappointment.I'm not sure why I'm so nervous. I did what Matthias asked, yet he's looking at me like I'm stained, dirty. It's as if he can see Varian's handprints on me in black ink."And here you were doubting his attraction to you." He shakes his head, the thought preposterous to him.I sigh wistfully. "I suppose it's my fault for not remembering how predictable males are."His stiff expression melts away, replaced by a roughish smile. He likes to tease as much as he likes to be teased, which is ultimately how him and I ended up together in the first place.
Dove povSlipping my hand into Varian's, I allow him to lead me deeper onto the dancefloor.People turn to watch us as I'm pulled into Varian's arms. The music is light but slow as we fall into a smooth shifting rhythm.There is nothing innocent about the way he holds me. This is a man who wants everyone to know he intends to do terrible things to me tonight.I can only imagine the guests confusion. They've gone from seeing me at Matthias' side, to in Varian's arms."Everyone is watching," I say into his ear,clutching tightly onto his shoulders while his hands smooth down my waist."Exactly." His breath fans against the side of my face. "Including your lover."He turns us so Matthias is in my view. His expression is surprisingly indifferent, but I imagine there is a whole host of emotions simmering beneath the surface.I quickly turn Varian again, unable to bear being watched like that."He is not my lover," I say sharply, digging my nails into his shoulders.He doesn't even flinch. M
Dove povI wade through the corridors, following the gentle drift of soft music.The ball started over an hour ago, but I've only just arrived. I spent the first part of the evening debriefing with Varian and coming up with a plan that won't end in Matthias killing me in a fit of rage.Slipping through a side door, I step outside. Matthias dwells into the shadows, waiting for me.He turns as I approach, his eyes warming. He's dressed in a full tuxedo and his hair is slicked back. I might think he was handsome if I didn't know how poisonous his true character is."I don't think I can find the words to explain how beautiful I find you tonight," he murmurs, his eyes devouring me.I look down at my scarlet red gown. Dev through it together so quickly I was sure it would either not fit or the seams would come lose the moment I slipped it on. But as usual, he created a masterpiece."Thank you. My friend made this dress." I adjust the gloves that come up to my elbows, feeling grateful for eve
Dove povI stride into the house, almost getting knocked over by Dev who shoves past me.We've been looking at houses in Varian's pack all day. None have felt like the right place until now, when we drove down the short driveway, and now, have walked into the warm living space.Varian, whose joined us on our hunt suggested this place. It's a large step up in quality to our other options. In fact, it's absolutely beautiful.Despite being in the heart of Ephemeral city, it feels isolated. Many tall trees and lush bushes surround the space, making the neighbours feel miles away.Inside, the house is light and airy, with tall ceilings and muted coloured walls that Dev would change the moment we got the keys. If we did choose this place, I would relinquish all control to him when is comes to design."This is the one. It has to be," he says, his footsteps echoing through the empty space as he twists around to take it all in."This is what, the fourth house you've said that about?" I watch hi
Dove povI slip my hand into Matthias', letting him lead me to the table he's set up for us.While I'm unnerved by him bringing me out of the city for our date tonight, I remind myself of what I'm here for. At least the setting is beautiful. There is a table set up by the lakeside, with candles lit and dinner already served.Unfortunately, he didn't think to tell me I should bring something to cover my bare arms against the persistent chill in the air."You look beautiful tonight," he praises as I sink down into the seat opposite him.As I pull the lid off my dinner, I can't help but wonder if I would have been the person setting this if nothing ever happened between Matthias and I. It's a stark reminder of who I used to be to him.And now, instead of being his maid, I'm a spy for another Alpha."This is strange. I've never been on a proper date with you before," I muse, inspecting the plate of pasta thoughtfully.Matthias nods, filling our glasses with white wine. "I suppose eating di
DoveI stare at the Alpha, my mouth hanging open.He looks...nervous.My eyes drop to the flowers in his hand, which quiver ever so slightly. He knows showing up at my door without notice is a risk, but he has no idea how much..."Matthias," I say breathlessly. "What are you doing here?"Varian is only a few feet away from me. If Matthias realises he's here, our charade is over, and the mission will fall flat."I'm sorry if this is sudden and strange. I"wanted to see you." He rubs his forehead, silently cursing himself as if he's saying the wrong thing.I clear my throat, grip tightening on the door. This is my fault, for continuing to live in this back, for being in reach of him like this. I never would of thought, however, that he would come here unannounced like this. He hasn't shown so much interest before."How did you find out where I lived?" I question uneasily.He smiles, like he's charming me. "I'm your Alpha. I can find out whatever I want to."I blink slowly. I knew he was
One Year Later.Dove povCursing under my breath, I readjust the thin bag strap digging into the hollow of my shoulder.The familiar burn of my lungs accompanies up every slick step as I wind upward. One heaving bag slushes at my knees, the strap cutting into my fingers, while the other balances pr
Dove povI sit cross-legged on my bed, mindlessly pulling at a stray thread on my patchwork quilt.Eden sits with her back to me, preening herself in the mirror of her vanity.Night has well and truly fallen, and instead of grumbling at Eden to snuff out the gaslit lamp, I'm sitting up, biding my t
Dove Pov"I wonder who they let in," I mumble absentmindedly."Anyone who fits the theme, who dresses scantily and has no respect for themselves." Eden opens the newspaper again, the corners flopping over.Tilting my head ever so slightly, I attempt to read the small text. I want as much informatio
Dove POVPepper and herb scented smoke wafts up from the pan as I watch the slab of steak sizzle in the butter.The front door opens, a billow of cool air joining my sister as she rushes in. She tugs her coat off, bracing it on the hook next to mine before she plucks her boots off her feet."Hey Do







