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I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha
I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha
Author: J.J Cross

Chapter 1

Author: J.J Cross
Freya's expression darkened instantly.

She walked toward Emily without hesitation.

I grabbed her arm.

She jerked her head around. Her eyes were even redder than mine.

"Why?

"Since when does the moonstone belong to whoever sees it first?

"It has always belonged to the one who picks it up."

She shook off my hand and tried to charge forward again.

"Give Elena's moonstone back."

I quickly caught her wrist once more.

"Freya, today is the Moon Goddess Festival. You still have to preside over the blessing ceremony."

I gave her a slight shake of my head.

Her chest rose and fell as she glared at Emily in the distance.

Emily clutched the moonstone tightly against her chest as if someone might snatch it away at any moment. She was practically hiding behind Adrian.

Freya clenched her jaw.

"She did it on purpose. She's had her eye on Adrian all along."

I said nothing.

Adrian had already stepped calmly back into the crowd.

It was as if everything that had just happened was nothing more than a trivial incident.

The High Priest offered a few words of blessing, and soon the werewolves returned to their lively celebrations.

Freya shot Adrian a furious glare before returning to her place as the pack healer to continue leading the ceremony.

That entire afternoon, I stood with Silvercrest Pack's delegation while carrying out the rituals on my brother's behalf.

People kept glancing my way.

Some looked regretful while others looked sympathetic.

Some even whispered quietly among themselves.

Adrian stood on the opposite side. He was chatting and laughing with several Alphas.

Emily remained by his side the entire time.

The distance between them had long since exceeded what was appropriate for an assistant.

She hadn't originally been given a place at the Moon Goddess Festival.

Adrian had insisted on giving her his guest spot.

He'd said she was still young and should get out and see more of the world, and that one day she would become one of the pack's core leaders.

But the Moon Goddess Festival had never been a business event.

Every pack treasured its allotted places.

An Alpha's guest invitation was almost always reserved for their mate.

When the ceremony ended, Holy Spring gradually fell silent once more.

Only after the last of the werewolves had left did Adrian walk over to me.

"Let's go home."

He naturally took the cloak from my hands and habitually draped his other arm over my shoulder. I shifted slightly to avoid his touch.

"You go start the car first. I'll wait here."

He lowered his gaze to me for a moment but said nothing. He only nodded gently.

"Okay."

The SUV slowly pulled away from Holy Spring.

Moonlight gradually faded behind us.

My reflection stared back at me from the window.

The makeup I'd carefully prepared for the Moon Goddess Festival was still flawless, yet it couldn't conceal the exhaustion in my eyes.

Silence lingered between us.

At last, Adrian spoke.

"She really did notice it first today. She's always been in poor health. It's rare for her to come across a moonstone blessed by the Moon Goddess.

"Just think of it as helping her. Don't let it bother you."

I didn't answer.

I simply kept watching the trees slipping past outside the window.

Later, while waiting at a red light, he turned to look at me.

"Still upset?"

He leaned closer and gently brushed my hair aside. His hand settled against the back of my neck. He was soothing me the way one might comfort a sulking pup.

"Didn't we agree on this? We'll wait for the next one."

His voice was as gentle as ever. It was so gentle it was almost impossible to argue with.

"Next year's Moon Goddess Festival. I'll personally put the ring on your finger then."

My nose stung.

My wolf howled inside me. 'Liar.'

It was always like this.

He would make another promise about 'next time' in the gentlest voice imaginable.

He would then convince himself everything had been settled.

"Adrian."

I looked at his reflection in the window and spoke softly.

"Yeah?"

"Do you remember when we were pups, we promised we'd find a moonstone at Holy Spring for the ring we'd use in our marking ceremony?

"If we couldn't find one, we'd wait until the following year."

The car fell silent.

His hand resting at the back of my neck paused ever so slightly.

He then let out a soft chuckle.

"You still remember something we said as kids?"

He ruffled my hair again and spoke as if soothing a pup throwing a tantrum.

"Things aren't always ideal. We can have the best craftsmen make the ring. We don't need a moonstone to hold the marking ceremony.

"We'll take our time preparing. I'll give you the finest Luna ring and the grandest ceremony."

He still hadn't answered my question.

Why had he handed my moonstone to someone else in front of everyone?

The car slowly moved into the estate.

It stopped.

Adrian unfastened his seat belt.

Perhaps he believed everything he'd just said was enough to comfort me.

He leaned toward me and intended to kiss me.

I raised my hand and gently pressed it against his shoulder.

He froze.

Looking into his eyes, I said, "I'm tired, Adrian."

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  • I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha   Chapter 15

    "Can we talk privately?" Adrian's voice was hoarse. "Just five minutes will do."After a brief silence, I nodded.The staff accompanying me withdrew to a respectful distance, leaving the two of us alone on the terrace.The evening breeze lifted the loose strands of hair near my ear. I looked more composed and more at peace than I ever had in his memories.Adrian looked at me and swallowed hard."Emily has already left Blackwood Pack. I investigated the rumors and the provocations afterward."I didn't notice them before, and I didn't handle them properly. But believe me, there was never anything between us. I never loved her. I never betrayed–"I gently interrupted him."I believe you."A flicker of hope appeared in Adrian's eyes. I continued speaking."I believe you never intended to make her your Luna. I also believe there was never anything between the two of you. At least not physically."But that isn't what mattered."He froze.Looking into the distance, I spoke softly

  • I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha   Chapter 14

    Adrian began attending nearly every pack event he could, including council meetings, alliance inspections, and celebrations.If anyone from Silvercrest Pack was expected to attend, he would show up.Sometimes he saw my brother, and sometimes he saw my dad, but he never saw me.Every single time, Adrian would walk over without hesitation.No matter how many eyes were watching, he publicly declared that Blackwood Pack would always support Silvercrest Pack as well as its current Alpha and heir.My brother never acknowledged him. He never even spared Adrian a glance.Only Dad would occasionally stop.He looked at Adrian with no blame or hatred in his eyes. There was only an indescribable weariness."Why do this to yourself, Adrian?"Dad sighed softly."She's doing very well now. Let it go."But Adrian never gave up. He stubbornly believed that if he did enough, one day I would find out.One day, I would turn back.He didn't mind waiting. He had made me wait for so many years.

  • I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha   Chapter 13

    When Adrian finally woke from the endless nightmare, a week had passed since the marking ceremony.I had disappeared completely from his world.My phone was always unreachable. My once-public social media accounts had never been updated again. Even the email address I had left behind never sent another reply.Adrian exhausted nearly every connection he had before finally learning what had happened.The day after the marking ceremony, I had left with Cassian for Blackwater Pack.He went there immediately, but he couldn't even make it through the gates.Blackwater Pack had always been closed to outsiders. No one entered its territory without an invitation. The guards recognized only the pack's crest, not status or titles.He waited outside the territory from sunrise until sunset.In the end, all he received was a cold reply."Our Luna is doing well. We have nothing else to tell you."Standing outside the dark forest, Adrian looked toward the territory hidden behind its protecti

  • I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha   Chapter 12

    Adrian stood frozen.At the far end of the altar, Cassian, Alpha of Blackwater Pack, lowered his head. He gently cradled the back of my neck with his palm.It was the final posture before the mark.Inside Adrian's mind, his wolf let out a screeching howl.Only then did he react. Like a madman, he charged forward."Adrian!"Several Alphas lunged at him simultaneously. They grabbed his arms and shoulders."Let me go!"His eyes were bloodshot as he roared, "She's mine!"But it was already too late.At the center of the altar, the instant Cassian's fangs pierced the back of my neck, a completely new Alpha aura spread outward.Before the Moon Goddess herself, a new mate bond was forged.The invisible thread that had once connected Adrian and me as fated mates snapped. It felt as if someone had torn it apart with brute force.The next second, Adrian let out a muffled groan.The color drained from his face.Deep inside him, his wolf released a heart-wrenching howl of despair be

  • I Stopped Waiting for the Alpha   Chapter 11

    'B-Blackwater.'Adrian stopped moving.His wolf slammed violently against the walls of his consciousness and released a roar that bordered on madness."What? It's not you?"The Alpha beside him blurted out the words before he could stop himself.Another werewolf's face drained of color."Wait a second. Blackwater? So BW stands for Blackwater Pack?"The group exchanged stunned looks. At last, they realized the truth. The color slowly disappeared from every one of their faces.But Adrian heard none of it.His gaze remained locked on me.I stood quietly with my hand resting around another Alpha's arm. There was a smile on my face that he had never seen before.'No. This is impossible. She's my fated mate.'Adrian shoved the werewolf usher aside and charged toward the altar without a second thought."Adrian!"Someone moved even faster than he did and blocked his path.It was Freya.She had on the Silvercrest Pack's healer's robe. There wasn't the slightest warmth left in he

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