You are not alone.

Debbie

It was already night, and I was in my room. I had remained in this room all day because I wanted to be alone, by myself.

I told the boys, and until now, none of them had disturbed me.

I did not want anybody to come in. I didn't want any distractions. I just wanted to reflect on my life.

The Grand Alpha had sent for me, and even if I wanted to deny it, I was very, very certain about why he had called. I knew why he had called, and I knew it was because he wanted to solicit.

Just thinking about it, my mind thumped, beating faster than normal.

There had been times when he had solicited. He always encouraged me to stick with Black, told me no one could love him like I did, told me Black cared about me more than any woman he had ever seen him with.

And now, I knew it might still be that.

**“**What if he asked me to go back to Black?”

The question echoed in my head, over and over again, each time sounding worse than the last. The thought alone made my stomach churn. Going back meant