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Chapter 220- Feeling deeply

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We walk into my room, and it feels smaller than usual. Too quiet. Too close. The air between us hums with something I can’t name, anger, want, confusion. Maybe all of it at once.

She’s standing in the middle of the room, her hands twisting in front of her, her eyes flicking around like she’s trying to convince herself this was a bad idea. And I… I’m fighting every single instinct in my body.

Every muscle in me wants to reach for her. To pull her in. To taste the skin I’ve been dreaming about for a month. It would be so easy, too easy  to close the space between us. But I don’t.

Instead, I walk over to the bed and sit down, my elbows resting on my knees. My brain is screaming at me to move, to say something, to do something. But I stay still. Watching her. Letting her decide what happens next.

Her eyes widen slightly, like she can’t believe I’m not reacting the way I used to. Like she’s wait

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  • I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend   Chapter 221- Softly

    It’s been an hour since Celeste fell asleep.The room is quiet now the kind of quiet that hums. The wind outside brushes gently against the curtains, making them dance every few minutes. Somewhere in the distance, a dog barks once, and then it’s gone.She’s lying next to me, her breathing slow and even. Peaceful. I haven’t seen her like this in a long time not since before everything went wrong.I shift a little, careful not to wake her, and she stirs in her sleep. Her hand moves instinctively toward me, finding my arm, and then her legs brush against mine. The contact is so small, so human, that it makes my chest ache.She leans into me, still lost in sleep, her head resting just under my chin. I can feel the warmth of her breath against my neck, the fai

  • I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend   Chapter 220- Feeling deeply

    We walk into my room, and it feels smaller than usual. Too quiet. Too close. The air between us hums with something I can’t name, anger, want, confusion. Maybe all of it at once.She’s standing in the middle of the room, her hands twisting in front of her, her eyes flicking around like she’s trying to convince herself this was a bad idea. And I… I’m fighting every single instinct in my body.Every muscle in me wants to reach for her. To pull her in. To taste the skin I’ve been dreaming about for a month. It would be so easy, too easy to close the space between us. But I don’t.Instead, I walk over to the bed and sit down, my elbows resting on my knees. My brain is screaming at me to move, to say something, to do something. But I stay still. Watching her. Letting her decide what happens next.Her eyes widen slightly, like she can’t believe I’m not reacting the way I used to. Like she’s wait

  • I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend   Chapter 219 - At 3am

    It’s 3 a.m. and I’m sitting on my bed, my palms pressed hard into the mattress as if it can keep me from falling apart. The world is silent except for the faint hum of the fridge downstairs and the occasional car passing far away. My phone screen is blank. No messages. No calls.I should feel relieved. This is what I wanted, no Liam. No drama. No chaos. Just space to breathe. And yet… here I am. Wide awake, heart clawing at my ribs like it’s trying to escape.I tilt my head toward the window. The sky outside is black, endless. It feels like it’s pressing down on me. I wonder if he’s awake somewhere, thinking of me too. Wondering if I miss him.The thought makes me groan. I squeeze my eyes shut, press my palms to my face, try to force myself back to sleep. I try counting backwards. I try focusing on the sound of my breathing. Nothing works.This ache in my chest, low and heavy, won’t go away. It’s like

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    I kill the engine and the quiet that follows is deafening. For the first time since we left the school, I really look at her. Celeste. She’s staring out the window, her arms crossed, her whole body angled away from me like she’s trying to make herself smaller. Like she wants to disappear.I sigh, long and heavy, and it feels like the weight of everything I’ve done, everything I’ve dragged her into, is sitting right there in my chest. I know she’s mad at me. Hell, she should be. I’d be mad too. But giving her space? That’s not me. I’m selfish. When I want something, I go after it. And right now, all I want is her. Safe. Here. Next to me.I almost lost her. Trevor almost took her from me. The thought still burns like acid in my stomach. I fought for her. I bled for her. And if I had to, I’d do it again over and over, until my last breath

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