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I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend

I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend

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Celeste is a 18-year-old girl living in a beautiful neighborhood, with perfect families. But her family is not perfect. She lost her father to a senseless crime. She is mad at the world and she doesn't care that she caught the eye of a young gang lord. Every girl at her school falls over themselves to get his attention but she's trying everything she can to be invisible. She hates men because they are unreliable And she doesn't care that this one is beyond dreamy.

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Chapter 1 - Defeat

そう言い放つと、蒼真はその場で固まった。

戸惑う結愛を一度見てから、ひどく不機嫌な声で言った。

「何を拗ねてるんだよ。もうすぐ結婚するんだから、少しは結愛みたいに落ち着いたらどうだ？」

落ち着きがない。それが、彼が私から見つけ出した196個目の欠点だった。

私たちは学生時代から社会人になるまで、9年間付き合ってきた。

それなのに、結愛が同じ場にいると、蒼真は決まって何かしらの理由をつけて、私に自分の「居場所」を譲らせようとする。

結愛の方が人気者だからと、彼の友人の集まりに私ではなく結愛を連れて行った。

結愛の方が社交的だからと、カップル向けのインタビュー企画にも私の代わりに参加させた。

結愛の方が英語が得意だからと、彼と一緒に行くはずだった海外研修の枠すら譲るべきだと言われた。

そうしていつの間にか、周りの誰もが、彼と結愛こそが恋人同士なのだと思い込むようになっていた。

本命の彼女であるはずの私は、まるで誰の目にも触れてはいけない日陰者のように隠されている。

自分が至らないせいなのかと、何度も自分を疑った。だから、必死に自分を変えようとした。

彼の車の助手席に座るためだけに、無理なダイエットを強行した。

胃から血が出るほど食事を抜き、太ももが結愛の腕より細くなるほど痩せ細った。

なのに9年経った今でも、彼の助手席のドアは結愛のためにしか開かない。

今になって、ようやく気づいた。誰かを特別扱いするのに、もっともらしい理由なんて必要ないのだと。

……

険悪な空気に包まれた私たちを見て、結愛が慌てて割って入り、その場を取り繕う。

「蒼真、怒らないで。日南ちゃんはきっと、お腹が空いて変なことを言っちゃっただけよ。

市役所に行くのは急がなくていいから、まずはご飯に行こう！」

彼女は片方の手で私の腕を取り、もう片方の手で蒼真の手を引いて、一軒のレストランへと入っていく。

店に入ると、蒼真はいつものように、自分と結愛の分だけペアセットを頼み、私には単品のメニューを適当に見繕おうとした。

昔の私はそれが納得できず、彼と一緒にペアセットを頼みたいと駄々をこねたことがあった。

その時の彼は、まるで理解できないと言わんばかりの目で私を見た。

「結愛の方が少食だから、ペアセットを分けた方がコスパがいいだろ。自分のワガママで人に余計な出費をさせるな」

それ以来、私は何も言えなくなった。ただ後日、同僚と一緒にそのペアセットを頼んでみたことがある。

蒼真の嘘つき。ペアセットの量は、単品で二つ頼むのと全く同じだったのだ。

ただ、彼が許さないだけだ。彼とペアを組む相手が、私であることを。

今日はどうしても引き下がれず、私は彼の言葉を遮って、自分からペアセットを頼んでみることにした。

すると、店員は困った様子で私たちを見た。

「申し訳ございません。当店のペアセットは『カップルチャレンジ』に成功されたお客様へのプレゼントとなっておりまして。お二人は参加されますか？」

蒼真は露骨に嫌な顔をしたものの、結愛に小突かれて、しぶしぶ頷いた。

「……参加します」

店員はすぐに、蒼真に対して「彼女の欠点を10個挙げてください」とお題を出した。

彼は一切の躊躇なく口を開く。

「内向的、感情的、がさつ、神経質、自分勝手……」

そこから、見かねた店員が口を挟んで止めるまで、彼は途切れることなく数十個もの欠点を並べ立てた。

結愛は同情するような目で私を慰める。

「彼は昔から厳しいから。私の欠点を言わせても、きっと同じくらい出てくるわよ」

しかし、蒼真は結愛の顔を見つめたまま、長く考え込んだ。

あまりにも長く、後から入ってきた隣の席の客が食事を終えて店を出て行くのに、それでも彼は一言も発しなかった。

たまらず結愛が沈黙を破り、冗談めかして言った。

「もう、見る目ないなぁ。私のニキビ、こんなに目立つのに気付かないの？」

彼の口から、思わずといった調子で言葉が漏れる。

「ニキビすら可愛いよ」

その場にいた全員が一瞬、呆気に取られた。

事情を知らない店員は、蒼真と結愛こそが恋人同士なのだと勘違いし、満面の笑みで拍手をした。

「おめでとうございます！当店で初めて『あばたもえくぼ』チャレンジに成功したカップルです。ペアセットをプレゼントいたします！」

私は呆れたふりをして彼を睨み、そっと天井を見上げた。

誰も気づいていない。私の目頭は、涙をこらえきれないほど熱くなっていることに。

私の欠点ならいくらでも違う言葉で指摘できるくせに、結愛のニキビでさえ完璧だと言うなんて。

私の負けだ。またしても、完膚なきまでに。

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Chapter 1 - Defeat
It's been 5 years since my father was killed I remember it like it's happening at this very moment. He worked late like every other night of his life and on his way home he was hijacked by a bunch of stupid boys who not only took his hard-earned money. They killed him in cold blood. My mother came into my room at 4 am in the morning and shook me awake. The moment I opened my eyes I saw the horror in hers. She tried to keep it together as she told me that I was never going to see my father again. My body went cold, I couldn't speak and I couldn't move. My father was dead!I don't remember how the funeral went because I was numb the whole time. All I remember is that he was put in the ground and that was it. And today when I woke up that numbness overtook me like it does every anniversary of his death. It starts in my feet and then it travels all the way to my chest. This ice-cold feeling grips
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Chapter 2 - She's The One
"Hi." I say to Celeste as she walks past my car. She ignores me and I say it again. "Hi," I say again and she passes by without a word. I stare at her in shock. I've been nothing but nice to this girl but she's always been mean. I follow her into to the store wondering what it would take for her to just say hello to me. I have been waiting for her to give me the light of day for a year now. I reach out and touch her arm softly. She just and then screams making me stop in my tracks. "What the hell?" She says swatting my hand away, she looks up at me with a snarl on her face and it makes me smile. "And what the fuck are you smiling at?" She says taking her headphones off."I didn't know you had such a potty mouth," I say amused and she scawls at me. "Wha do you want?" She says annoyed. "I wanted to say hi to you," I say and she rolls her eyes at me. I smile surprised by her reaction. "And introduce myself," I say
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Chapter 3 - Darkness
An hour later I walk into the house with five grocery bags plastered to my body. I could have made a couple of trips to the car to get everything into the house but I don't have time for that. But that means I'm balancing eggs, milk and vinegar with every inch of my body so they don't fall. Now I have to admit I'm crazy for doing this but I'm almost there. When I get to the kitchen I slide my whole body down so I can place the bags down without breaking anything. I'm glad no one is here to see this because I'm sure I look stupid. If the fate of a dozen eggs wasn't in my hand I would have laughed. I breathe a sigh of relief when everything is safely placed on the ground. Now I have to put it away. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------20 minutes later"Mom," I call out at her bedroom door. I doubt she's awake yet. I didn't hear any movement
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Chapter 4 - Life Outside
It's Monday. so that means it's a school day. I opted to walk to school instead of taking the bus. Fun fact about me, I hate other people. So I avoid them. It's not a long walk, it's about a mile or so. When I get to the school gate I take a deep breath and let the air fill out my entire chest. I use the breath as a reminder that I can get through this day. I let it it slowly as I start to enter the schoolyard. 
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Chapter 5 - Probation
"Alrighty. Have a seat." The principal says taking a seat behind the desk. He waits for me to sit down in one of the chairs in front of the desk and then he smiles at me. "How are you this morning?" He says looking at me closely. I fake a smile and nod. "I'm good" I add hoping he believes me. He's known for seeing bullshit from a mile away. The students have a running theory that he's some sort of vampire that can read people's minds. "Are you sure?" He asks looking me straight in the eyes. I keep a straight face and make sure to blink as normally as I can. I don't want to give anything away or else I'll be stuck in a 3 hour therapy session with him. "Yes," I say smiling so it seems like I am really good. I channel Tamrin's advice and try to project positivity towards him. "I'm sure," I say and he nods somewhat convinced. I sigh in relief on the inside happy that he fell for that. Victory!!! I scream in my head. "I want to talk to
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Chapter 6 - Packing order
At Lunch  The three of us are sitting under a huge willow tree behind the school gym. It's the only place that's quiet enough that we can have our lunch, and a great conversation and not feel like everyone is breathing down our necks. Most of the school prefers the cafeteria so that's a no-go zone for me.  "Are you okay?" Tamrin asks tapping my hip softly. I look at her and blink a few times to bring my mind back to the present. I realised then that I'd zoned off a little.  I smile and nod, which makes her frown.  "You know, you'd be very pretty if you put in some effort," Presley says coming to stand between Tamrin and I. "We'll talk later," Tamrin whispers to me as her cousin squeezes between us. I scooch over giving her the space she's so openly demanding. I don't have the time or energy to argue with her about how rude this is. " I mean you could let your hair down every once and then" She says moving her
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Chapter 7 - Boyfriend?
 "Sex is not everything," I say and she laughs out loud like I said the funniest thing in the world. "Only people that don't have sex say that." She says sticking her tongue at me. I chuckle a little because Presley is sure the sun rises and sets in her ass. "Wait!" She says as if she just realized something. "Are you a virgin?" She asks squealing at me.  "Yes," I say and she gasps like I am an alien that's vile and needs to be killed. "OMG!!" She says and then she touches my shoulder. I look at her hand on my shoulder and then I look at her again. "You've got to be kidding me. She adds and I shrug at her statement and shock. "Am I supposed to be ashamed?" I ask confused by her behaviour. "Yes!" She says and I groan, annoyed. "You're a good-looking girl. When you try. "She says pointing up and down at me. "No," I say disagreeing with her. "T
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Chapter 8 - Boyfriend Indeed
There's no one happier than me at the end of the day. I love walking out of these gates. I have to admit it wasn't the best day but I'm glad it's over. "Celeste" I hear a very familiar voice say as I start walking home and I curse myself for not wearing my headphones. I could have pretended to not hear him and walked away. Now I have to acknowledge him. I look to my left and there he is. Liam! He's leaning against his car like he owns the world."Yes." I say with so much annoyance in my voice it shocks me. "How are you?" He asks and I sigh."Why?' I ask and he laughs. He takes a few steps towards me and I take a couple away from him. He stops walking raising his arms in defense. I stop walking and he takes a deep breath and then he lets it out. "I'm trying to be kind," He says and I shake my head at his answer. "And I just want to say hi. Like normal people do." He says and I frown."I'm not normal," I say and he nods."I see that." He says and I laugh. I catch myself and then I
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Chapter 9 - Slow
When I get home I am hit with this heavy feeling of loss. I can tell my mother hasn't moved from her bed since I left for school this morning. That means she didn't go to work again. I don't even know if she still has a job. Her work bag is still on the kitchen counter. The breakfast I made is untouched and all of the curtains are still closed. I open them and warm the food I left for her in the microwave. Then head to my bedroom. I have to start on my game plan for getting my grades up. I would love to go check on my mother but I can't place my energy on her right now. Seeing her is going to drain me completely. And if you didn't notice I am holding on by a thread. I open my bedroom door and stare at the pile of clothes on the floor, the unmade bed, and the overall mess."Well, this is bad," I say to the empty and messy room. I throw my book bag on the bed and attack the laundry on the floor. I separate the clothes in matching colors and then I make my bed. A part of me wants to
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Chapter 10 - Normal
I walk through Jimmy's front door with my earphones on and head straight to the line leading towards the counter. There are six people ahead of me. I should spend about 15 minutes here and then I'll have my food. I turn up the volume in my headphones so I won't hear any noise around me.There are about 20 tables in this place and just about every one of them is full of humans. Some are staring at their phones pretending to be together, while some are talking over each other trying to be louder so the other can hear. Socializing is weird, why do people even bother? I don't do it unless I'm absolutely forced to.It's too time and energy-consuming for my liking. I shuffle forward grateful that I am finally making progress. I let my mind drift to the five-page essay I have to finish. I'm halfway through and determined to finish it by morning. It's the first assignment I want to submit, and then I'll deal with the rest.I feel someone tap my shoulder lightly and I turn slowly. I look ba
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