ログイン"Nyx, baby, please just hear me out."
The voice came from behind me while I was locking up the restaurant days later, I didn't need to turn around to know who it was. Sven. I turned slowly, keeping the door at my back. "What are you doing here?" "I came to apologize." He held up his hands in a gesture of surrender, flowers dangling from one. "I know showing up like this is crazy, but you weren't answering my calls or texts. I needed to see you face to face." "I wasn't answering because I have nothing to say to you." "But I have things to say to you." He took a step closer and I fought the urge to back into the door. "I've changed, Nyx. I've been seeing a therapist, working through my issues. I realize now how badly I treated you and I want to make it right." "How did you even find me?" I asked. "I have my ways." He smiled like this was charming instead of disturbing. "Anna posted a photo from that café the other day. You were in the background." The fact that he'd been monitoring my friends' social media made my skin crawl. "You need to leave, Sven." "Just give me five minutes to explain everything and show you I've changed." He moved closer, close enough that I could smell his cologne. "Don't you think I deserve a chance to make things right?" "No, actually, I don't." "Nyx, come on." His voice took on that edge I remembered, the one that said his patience was wearing thin. His expression shifted, the charming mask slipping just slightly. "So that's it? You're just going to throw away everything we had?" "We didn't have anything. You had control and I had Stockholm syndrome." "That's not fair." "Neither was the way you treated me." "I made mistakes, okay? I admit that." He ran a hand through his perfectly styled hair, a gesture I recognized as calculated frustration. "But I can't stop thinking about you. I know I made the biggest mistake of my life letting you walk away, I'll do whatever it takes to win you back." "She's not interested."Gus's voice cut through the air not so loud but fully dangerous. I turned to find him standing a few feet away, tools in hand like he'd been working on something nearby but his eyes were fixed on Sven with an intensity that made the hair on the back of my neck stand up. Sven straightened, sizing up Gus with obvious disdain. "You again? This is between me and her, baby please." Sven's tone shifted to pleading. "Just think about what you're throwing away." "You’ve always been good at making me think I was the problem." I moved away from the door, away from him. "Now get out of my town." "Your town?" Sven laughed, the sound bitter. "Last I checked, you're back here running your dead mother's restaurant because you have nowhere else to stay. Who's really losing in this scenario?" Gus moved before I could process what was happening. One second he was standing near his tools, the next he had Sven pressed against the wall, one forearm across his throat. "I'm going to say this once." Gus's voice was deadly calm. "You're going to take your flowers and your fake apologies and you're going to leave. If you contact Nyx again, if you so much as think about her, I'll make sure you regret it. Understand?" Sven's eyes were wide with shock "I understand." Gus released him and stepped back. Sven straightened his jacket, his charming mask completely gone now, replaced with cold anger. "This isn't over, Nyx," he said as he dropped the roses on the ground and walked away, The moment he was out of sight, my legs went weak. Gus caught my arm, steadying me. "I'm okay," I said, even though I wasn't. "You're shaking." "I'm fine." He pulled me to my feet. "Go inside, lock the door, try to get some sleep." "Gus." "Tomorrow, Nyx. I promise we'll talk tomorrow."He walked me to the door and waited until I was inside before turning away to go to his room upstairs. I locked up and went to my room, every step feeling heavier than the last. Sven showing up had shaken me more than I wanted to admit because I'd worked so hard to escape him and here he was, invading the one place I'd felt safe. I was getting ready for bed when I heard Gus pacing around upstairs like a caged animal. My phone buzzed with a text from him asking if I'm okay. I typed back quickly. Me:Yes. Are you? Gus:No. Me: Want to talk about it? The dots appeared and disappeared several times. Gus:Not over text. I was about to give up when I heard his door open, heard his footsteps down the stairs. My heart started racing as I opened my apartment door. Gus stood in the hallway, looking wrecked. His hair was disheveled like he'd been running his hands through it. "I need to tell you something," he said. "Okay." "About your ex and why I reacted the way I did." "I'm listening."He stepped inside, and I closed the door behind him. "I recognized something in him," Gus said. "The way he talked and the tattoos I could see on his wrist." "What about them?" "They're symbols certain organizations use to identify their members." "What kind of organizations? What are you saying?" "I'm saying your ex isn't just an abusive boyfriend, Nyx. He's connected to people who are dangerous and the fact that he showed up here, in this specific town" He met my eyes. "That's not a coincidence." "You think someone sent him?" "I think you need to be very careful. I think you need to trust me when I say that man is more dangerous than he appears." He moved toward the door. "Lock your door tonight. Don't open it for anyone except me." "Gus, wait." I grabbed his arm. "You can't just drop that and leave. You have to explain." "Tomorrow. I promise I'll explain everything tomorrow." He was almost to the door when his phone buzzed. He pulled it out, looked at the screen, and I watched all the color drain from his face. He showed me the screen. It was a photo of us from earlier, me sitting on the bench, him crouched in front of me. Someone had been watching. Below the photo was a single message. *She's pretty. It would be a shame if something happened to her.* My blood went cold but before I could ask him questions, the power went out and the entire building plunged into darkness. Gus pulled me close, his hand over my mouth. "Don't make a sound," he whispered against my ear.Since that night, Gus made himself scarce. And gradually, whatever fragile fantasy I had built around him began to wane. Or at least, I told myself it did. Instead, I shifted my focus on Sven. Yes,Sven. After helping with my panic attack like he had done in the past. We smooth things over. I don't completely trust him but being with him was safer for me than my infatuation to Gus. I tossed a grape at Anne, when she wouldn't stop talking about my stepfather. "What!" She snapped and glared at me when the fruit plops on her nose then her top. "you're supposed to be helping me with these hire flyers not fangirling over the town's handyman." I shrugged popping a grape in my mouth. "It's not appropriate for you for you to talk about him like that." Marco says slowly taking a sip of his cola. "What's not appropriate," Anne defended stubbornly. "is Gus being so fine and you expect me to be blind not to appreciate it." I rolled my eyes. "I just want to know how his lips
I stared wide eyed as his hand clamped on my mouth and tried to listen to whatever he was listening to.I found it absurd and fought the urge to push him off. Slowly, he pulled away from me and stalked out of my room.Curiosity got the best of me and I followed him out.There was a gift box on the table. Gus picked it up with precision, he dropped it and rushed for the door."What's that?" I tried to keep my voice steady. Gus was scaring me."Nothing." He hissed taking the box with him, his voice rough."What do you mean, nothing." I queried "Did Santa come early and I wasn't informed." I gestured at the box in his arm.He sighed "Go to your room, Nyx""Gimme the box." I demanded stretching my palm out like I was talking to a little child and not my mother's husband."Stop being so stubborn." He hissed walking back to his room "And go to your room, lock the door and windows."I stomped my feet."Someone breaks into my house and drops a fucking present in my house and I'm not allowed a
"Nyx, baby, please just hear me out." The voice came from behind me while I was locking up the restaurant days later, I didn't need to turn around to know who it was. Sven. I turned slowly, keeping the door at my back. "What are you doing here?" "I came to apologize." He held up his hands in a gesture of surrender, flowers dangling from one. "I know showing up like this is crazy, but you weren't answering my calls or texts. I needed to see you face to face." "I wasn't answering because I have nothing to say to you." "But I have things to say to you." He took a step closer and I fought the urge to back into the door. "I've changed, Nyx. I've been seeing a therapist, working through my issues. I realize now how badly I treated you and I want to make it right." "How did you even find me?" I asked. "I have my ways." He smiled like this was charming instead of disturbing. "Anna posted a photo from that café the other day. You were in the background." The fact that he'd
"Nyx! We've missed you so much!" Anna threw her arms around me the moment I stepped into the café, nearly knocking the breath out of me. Marco was right behind her, grinning like we hadn't just seen each other two nights ago when I'd made a complete fool of myself. "It's only been a few days," I said, extricating myself from Anna's enthusiastic hug. "A few days too long." She pulled me toward their usual corner table. "We need to do this more often. You've been locked in that restaurant like a hermit." "I've been working." "You've been hiding," Marco corrected, sliding a coffee across the table to me. "From what, we're not sure yet but Anna has theories." "I do not have theories." "You absolutely have theories. You texted me seventeen theories last night." I took a long sip of coffee, letting their familiar banter wash over me. This was normal, this was safe, this didn't involve stepdads I'd kissed in moments of weakness and who'd been avoiding me for three days straight. "Ea
"Stop looking at me like that." Gus's words cut through the quiet of the restaurant kitchen where we'd been working side by side for the past hour, me prepping tomorrow's sauce while he replaced something else in the kitchen. It has been three weeks since I'd arrived in Sicily, three weeks of this dance we were doing, pretending the tension between us didn't exist. I looked up from the tomatoes I was crushing, meeting his eyes across the kitchen. "Like what?" "Like you're trying to figure out something about me." "Maybe I am." I went back to my work, my hands moving automatically. "You show up here every day, fix things and refuse to let me pay you. Normal people don't do that." "Who says I'm normal?" He shrugged "Exactly my point." He huffed something that might have been a laugh and returned to scraping grout. We fell into comfortable silence that should have felt wrong between a stepdaughter and her mother's husband but somehow didn't. I'd stopped trying to hate hi
"You can't avoid me forever, Nyx, It's a small town." Gus's voice drifted down from somewhere above me while I stood in the restaurant kitchen, glaring at the ancient industrial oven that had decided today was the perfect day to die. Three days after the funeral and pretending the man living upstairs didn't exist, and now the universe was forcing my hand. "Watch me try," I called back, kicking the oven door for good measure. His footsteps creaked across the ceiling, then down the stairs. I didn't turn around when he entered the kitchen, didn't acknowledge his presence even though I could feel him taking up space behind me. "That model stopped being manufactured in 1987," he said. "You're not going to fix it by assaulting it." "I wasn't asking for your help." "I know. You've made that very clear." He moved past me, crouching down to examine the oven's wiring. "But unless you want to explain to your customers why there's no food today, you might want to let me look." I







