I went to my room and was keeping all my things there when I noticed a girl.She was wearing ripped clothes. She was wearing a black colored crop top and a dark red mini skirt.
She was wearing heels and was standing in a position to gain attraction. But with whom is she talking? Oh shit! it is him, the one who send me to the boy's washroom.I will never forgive him for doing this. What a jerk Kevin is? Really, how could he do that with me? Why did he send me there? What wrong have I done to him? Wait, Is she his girlfriend? I think yes as they were not looking like just so-called friends. And what are they talking about? Should I try to hear their conversation? No, I shouldn't. But, they are talking so loudly? Wait a minute. What are they talking about?I can't believe that in the hostel, they are talking about those pieces of stuff.Kevin is flirting with Regina. That means taht they are more than friends..Oh! that means she is my roommate? Oh no! Why does she have to be in the same room as me? Oh shit! Did she noticed me?Regina rudely asked, "Wanna have soms fun with him?" No! I don't...Kevin, Oh! have some pity on that nerd, babe.I got more embarrassed by Kevin than Regina. Kevin is such a bad guyHow can he be so rude? How can I blame him only? Regina is fully supporting him. I don't want to but I have to eavesdrop on their conversation. But are they talking about me?Kevin, "Are you gonna share your room with that nerd?" Regina, "How the hell can you think that I, Regina will share my room with her? She already disgust me."Kevin, "I knew it already, that a girl like you can share a room with a girl like her."Regina, "Let her be there and watch us. As no one wants to be with her. I mean she doesn't even have a standard." After sometimes Kevin went out of the room. Before you he whispered something into Regina's ears. Oh shit! Did he saw me? But how could he? I went to my bed quickly and started acting sleeping. Regina then changed her clothes and what's she wearing? What the hell! She is wearing such a short dress. Kevin went as it's not allowed to stay in any other's room. I stood up to have water when I saw Regina apologizing to me for her rude behavior. She told me that if I had to survive here then I should be able to make out with boys and wear clothes like her. At first, I refused but then I thought I will not have friends if I am unable to wear clothes like her. But I don't have clothes like her what to do? She offered me her dresses but I refused. Then she saw my clothes and suggest me to wear the hot pants which I am wearing now inside the room, to wear during the daytime. But will this work? Regina, "Of course, it will. Believe me."She told me to wear those pants only, but more upwards, which I did. And then she told me to wear her crop top. Regina, "Do you want friends or not?"I replied, "I want friends but like this?" Regina, "Now see how many new friends will you get?" I was not at all happy, then also I kept quiet.I don't want to lose a friend. Kevin knocked at the door, Regina opened it and told him something that I wonder.Regina, "Sorry Babe I am not available tonight, as Suzie and I am going to hang out with Patrick." What's next? Kevin gets upset and then his eyes fell upon me and why is he staring at me like that? Am I looking odd? Kevin came inside the room,"I cannot believe my eyes tht you are the nerdy girl I have seen this morning. Being with Regina just a few years and you are trying to be her?" I replied to him softly that I wasn't the one who wore her dress. Kevin shocked, "What? I didn't knew that you have a big mouth and speak so much."I am just... Kevin kept staring at me .I got so much disturbed with those eyes that I forgot everything he has done to me.Kevin is locking the room, But why is he doing so? I got so tensed that I sat on my bed turning my face to the other side. He came closer and closer and sat on my bed. He kept his hand on my shoulder and told sorry to me as he cannot understand my beauty. He then rested his hand on my shoulders but I wanted to stop him but I was scared to refuse as I don't want any misunderstanding. I thought it to be natural for him and the other girls in the hostel. I stood up and just start putting all my stuff on my table in a proper way just to ignore him but he came from behind grabbed my waist.I could feel his heavy breathing on my shoulder. Kevin, please stop, I whispered, please Kevin it's not right. Someone knocked at the door and I pushed him away and opened the door and it was Regina. She was just in a mad mood. Suddenly she pushed me and came inside.Regina started shouting at Kevin, "Kevin why the hell are you still here?" Kevin, "No, just waiting for you, babe nothing else."Regina, "Just get out of my room!"Kevin went to his room, but that whole night was a disaster. Regina came inside in a bad mood and sent Kevin back. But why is she walking in that manner? And why did she behave like that with Kevin? I went to ask her what happened, but she didn't answer.I used to practice dance often because I was the leader of the Cheerleaders Team. And the thing which I do now is finding the solutions if all the problems and troubles caused by Regina and company to me. Wow! I have got an amazing idea. Each and every night without overthinking about the day I am going to write my diary.And every night before going to sleep, I will leave a voice message to my Mom. But, why my heart is telling that something is wrong. But, What can be wrong? Is something bad gonna happen with me? Why the hell am I thinking negative?What the hell will I do with you? My phone has only taught me that all the people are selfish. They will only end up hurting and breaking your hearts. So, you should be always the first to hurt them which is going to prevent you from a minor or major heartbreak.After few hours:Someone knocks the door.I shouted in sleep, "I don't care who the hell you are? Just get lost and stop banging the fucking d
I asked in confusion, "What do you mean by last chance? And what's this last chance for?"Regina said "I wonder why did the God gave you no brains."I questioned, "What the hell are you saying And did you just say that, 'The God gave me no brains'? How thoughtful of you, Regina?Who would have thought, Regina who has no brain is saying things about the BRAIN?"Regina said, "Cristill, stop pissing me off." Tonight's the last chance for me to get intimate with Kevin."I confusingly stammered, "Your last chance... intimate with Kevin."Regina shouted, "Stop stammering. And tell me which type of clothes should I wear to seduce him?"I said, "You know what I can't believe in what my ears are hearing today."Regina asked, "What?"I said with a laugh, "How the hell can I believe that The Great Regina is asking seducing tips from me? Have you forgotten what you have said to me when I was a new comer here?"
*George, Siya, and Kevin leftRegina said, "You know this may be the main reason but I do have some side reasons too."I asked, "And may I know what are they?"Regina answered, "I really don't wanna tell you but I think it will be ok if I do."I said, "Sure, continue..."Regina said with a smile, "You know that you have changed a lot. I mean when you came here, you were just a nerd who doesn't know anything else without books. You used to wear baggy clothes and tie two braids and how the hell can I forget your big and round glasses.They made you look the worst. And now see yourself. You are wearing a skin tight short dress. That dress makes your curves more visible. You know what girl, I never compliment anyone specially a girl.But I would lie if I say that you have no fashion sense. And guess what I like the new you. And of course your all new bossy attitude. I love the ones who have attitude towards everyone just like me. Bu
Kevin shouted, "Cristill, we are here. Come here."Oh god, why is he even here? I saw Kevin, George, Siya sitting on a table for five.I asked, "What do you want?"Kevin asked me, "Have you seen, Regina? As we all are waiting for her."I replied, "Yes, she was with me in our room.Regina said, "Hey guys I am here. Kevin, why haven't you started eating till now? Aww Kevin, were you waiting for me to come and sit beside you? Oh Cristill is also here."George said, "Cristill, take a seat here and have your lunch with us."I asked in confusion, "But why are you saying me to sit with you all?"Siya said, "Because it's a table for five.Can't yoy see that?"Regina said, "Siya, shut up! Don't feel bad about that Cristill. You know that Siya is always being an annoying girl."Am I dreaming? How can be this possible?Regina talking to me, that also politely? And she is also taking my side an
I shouted at him, "Get out, George. I don't wanna talk with you.Siya might be probably waiting for you in your room and most specifically in your bed."Siya was roaming around the corridor by saying, "George baby, where are you? Let's go to your room. I will make sure you miss me the most."I asked him "What the actual hell? George, you gave me assurance that she will be not coming to my room."George said, "I was sure enough thay she is going to wait for me in my room. But I really don't know."I said while pushing him out of my room, "Really George? You know what I am just fed up with you and Kevin. So, just get lost."Atlast George left me alone in my room. I don't think this loneliness will not last enough. But why not? I have a gut feeling that someone will come now and will not allow me to enjoy some lonely time with myself.I haven't seen Regina for so many hours.I wonder where she is now?What is happening to me? Why the h
At least I need to be clean. I don't wanna stink atleast. But now I really feel guilty. There maybe no reason for me to be guilty but thinking of me punching Kevin not only once but thrice.I have been attending judo classes when I was five. Just five.My father was an Under Cover Agent who died because of Some Drug dealer. My Mom doesn't even knows about it but I do know.My father fell in love with My Mom when they were at college. But later my Dad found out my Mom to be very sensitive.My Mom has been suffering from some heart diseases so my father end up lying that he was an LIC Agent. He told me every thing about it when I was ten.My father knew that I wasn't sensitive like my Mom.I used to beat up all the guys who used to bully some students in my school.Many times the Principal complained to my father about me. But he never used to scold me and tell never do that.He is the one who was sending me to The Judo classes. And gues