Am I Looking Odd?

So, I held and took her to the bed i just can't sleep in that room as she is shouting and giggling all the time. I can't sleep tonight let's just get out of this room. I went out and saw someone walking there and I got scared.

I asked, "Who are you?"

Then in the darkness, he came closer to me but I am so afraid that I can't shout also.

I closed my eyes and put my hands on my ears.

Then I can hear a similar voice, I slowly opened my eyes and see that. 

I asked, "George? Is it you?" 

George replied, "Yes, this is me don't get scared." 

I asked, "But  why are you roaming outside?" 

George, "As Kevin is not letting me sleep in my room so I started roaming, but why are you out here?"

Wow, Regina is also not letting me to sleep, I think she is drunk.

George, "You think! I can hear her voice till here and you think she is drunk, but wait a second, Cristill what are you wearing now?"

No, Regina told me that if I don't wear clothes like her I will never get a friend, but am I looking odd in it?

George, "Will I tell the truth, you are looking very good which can't be understood today morning. 

Um! you need to wear those clothes for getting friends."

I questioned, "But , George why are you staring at me like that? George doesn't reply, but he continued to stare."

Is he checking me out? I felt awkward that I rushed to my room. Why easy he watching me like that? 

Why? Oh shit! not again this stinking room. I don't want to go there. What had happened to Regina I had to ask her. Tomorrow morning, but now it's already eight. 

Today's my first class I can't be late. But at least I have to try to wake up Regina. First I have to be ready and I will not wear those again and I will just simply wear my clothes. 

I will just leave a note for Regina.

The note says, "Regina, it's me Cristill. As you were sleeping, I didn't wake you up, but I have tried and If someone asks me I will tell you were not feeling well so you didn't came.

So don't feel panicked - by Cristill."

So it's my first class and I will introduce myself boldly but I don't know why I am uncomfortable wearing my dress also as it's till knee but girls here wear so short then what can't I? 

I went to the class and George was already there.

Professor Stevenson said, "You seem like a nice girl, please introduce yourself to the whole class."

But before I could say something I looked at the professor and he is just so cute, but no first I have no concentrate on my introduction. 

I mean being a professor at such a young age is really very attractive. 

I tried to introduce myself, "So to the whole class, I am Cristill, and I have moved here yesterday, I don't know anyone here except a few. 

I would try my best to fit in here with you all. It's really very nice to meet you all."

None of the girls paid attention to me, but some of the boys did. I sat beside George and then only Kevin entered the class and as he saw Regina was absent, he sat beside me. 

So now on a bench, I am sitting between two guys with a professor teaching us. But I can feel some more trouble coming for me. 

I could feel Kevin's gonna do something bad to me. What will he try to do? In the class where everyone is sitting. I wanted to freak out but I can't as everyone is sitting and I am now no one will believe me also. 

I want to change my seat but we all have to see what sir was teaching. George is also have something in his mind.Does that mean it's normal?

How can k control my anger issues? The class is going on but I can't concentrate on the lecture. How will I? 

The two boys are. not letting me concentrate. 

I asked sir, "Sir, can I please change my seat." 

Sir replied, "I don't have an issue but why do you want to change your seat?" 

I replied, "Nothing important just as I am new I want to get friendly with everyone else in the class."

Sir said, "But no other seat is left, today you sit there, tomorrow you can seat anywhere else, Is it ok?" Ok  sir it's fine....

Sir said to the whole class, "You have to do a group project, each group will have three members and you are allowed to discuss with your partners and go to each other's room. 

But only two in one room and so I will give you a week to complete your project and if one is discussing with another someone of the two will go to the third person's room. And I will choose the group members. Is it ok?"

The whole class was okay with it but I wasn't. Sir after giving all a group. 

Sir asked, "Aren't you the roommate of Regina?" 

Yes sir, today she is absent.

Sir said, "Ok she will be in another group, and you will be with Kevin and George, and you will go to each other's room as I know if one of those boys will go they will surely fight."

Me by getting panicked said, "Ok sir! I will only discuss with them and will try to make our project the best."

Sir complemented, "I love your spirit, keep it up!"

Kevin and George were happy to get me in their group, but am I happy or not with this decision? No, I am not happy with this decision. 

How will I? I never talk to boys except for Daniel, as I never felt odd with him.