LOGINAsa
The silence inside the locker room after the General Manager's announcement is absolute. I can't breathe. The blood drains from my face so fast that the uniform numbers on the jerseys across the room blur into a chaotic streak of color. But there's no hiding that massive, six-foot-four frame, the rigid military posture, or the cold, lifeless intensity in his steel-grey eyes. My heart hammers against my ribs. He's the new coach. I clench my fists inside my hoodie pockets, fighting to keep my posture stiff. The sheer shock hits me like a physical blow. Yesterday he had my throat around his...., and today he holds my future in his hand. The GM claps his hands to finalize the introduction and momentarily brings me back. "Coach Roman has full authority over this roster," the GM states, stepping back toward the exit. "Make him proud, boys." "Good morning," Kirill says. His gravelly baritone is quiet, calm, and perfectly controlled. "I have reviewed the tape from your game last night. You won, but your defense was undisciplined, your transitions were sloppy, and your conditioning is a pathetic excuse for an elite roster. I don't care how many trophies this school has won in the past, and I certainly do not care about your family names." Getting straight to insulting us. Typical of him. He steps closer, his heavy gaze cutting through the room as several of the rich players shift uncomfortably. "I don't like dealing with deadbrain rich brats," Kirill continues, his voice dropping into a lethal, quiet register that makes the room drop another ten degrees. "I do not care whether your fathers sponsor this school, or whether they own half the country. Wealth does not buy lines on my ice. In my arena, it is my way or the highway. We are on the ice at three o'clock sharp for real training. Not the leniency your previous coach showed you. And lastly, no special treatment or ass-kissing here. Dismissed." The boys quickly stand, grabbing their bags in a stunned, silent rush, completely stripped of their usual post-game arrogance. I pick up my bag, ready to head to class. "Captain. A word." I freeze, but Kirill doesn't even look up from his clipboard. Toby gives me a look of sympathy, patting my shoulder on his way out. The moment the steel door clicks shut, leaving only the two of us, the professional facade vanishes. "Drugging people isn't exactly captain behaviour, Grey," he says, his voice dropping into a quiet growl. "Like I said, I don't like little rich brats, so the little stunt you and your friends pulled better be the last one." His voice drips with a Russian accent I hadn't noticed before. My hands curl into tight fists. The anger I've been bottling since the incident finally seeps through. "And if you really wanna play, I don't mind fucking those crude thoughts out of that pretty little head of yours. You sure seemed to enjoy yourself." "You—you forced me—" I say, my voice coming out not quite how I want. "I gave a whore exactly what he was begging for," Kirill cuts me off, his voice detached, as if stating proven facts. He steps into my space, his massive frame completely blocking out the room. "You wanted to play a dirty game, malen'kiy volk. But now you will play by my rules. Now get to class before I bend you over and show exactly what I do to naughty little omegas like you." I don't remember walking to the lecture hall. I don't remember sitting down. But suddenly I'm in the back row of Advanced Macroeconomics, staring at a projector screen I can't see. The professor drones on about corporate market values, his voice a distant hum. Usually, I'm a perfect student—I have to be, to prove to my father that I'm a worthy heir to the Grey empire. But today, I can't concentrate on a single sentence. My body feels deeply unsettled. One thing is for sure: I am going to kill the coach. It is now official. And not just kill—decapitate him. Slowly. Painfully. He's a dead man walking, and he should thank his lucky stars I'm an A student who never misses class, because right now he'd be going through strategies with his ancestors. Every time I close my eyes, the memory of Saturday night assaults my senses. The crushing weight of his iron grip against my throat. The terrifying, explosive wave of pure pleasure that shattered my years of biological suppression. I shudder, pressing the heels of my hands into my eyes, but as I stare at my empty notebook, I swear to myself that I will find his weakness. I will make him pay for every second of that humiliation. The ice beneath my skates is the only thing that usually makes sense, but today even the frozen rink feels like an executioner's block. "Move those legs, Grey! You're skating like an old lady with a broken hip!" "Passing accuracy dropped to sixty-three percent, Captain," Kirill says. I wipe a layer of sweat and melted ice from my forehead, my breath ragged as I stand at the player bench. He stands at the center line, a whistle clenched between his teeth, dressed in a sleek black track jacket that hides his massive frame but does nothing to diminish the terrifying weight of his presence. He has been running us through full-speed suicide drills for forty-five minutes straight, and my lungs are screaming for oxygen. I dig my blades into the ice, pushing through the agonizing burn in my thighs as I sprint toward the far blue line. My head pounds. The massive double dose of synthetic blockers I choked down this morning to suppress my Omega scent is taking its toll. Every breath tastes like copper, and my vision swims with dark spots. Just keep moving. I blink back the sweat stinging my eyes. Don't show him you're breaking. "Line up!" Coach barks, his whistle cutting through the air like a blade. The roster scrambles to form a semi-circle around the center logo, everyone gasping for air, their jerseys soaked in sweat. Hunter leans on his stick next to me, spitting on the ice. "The hell is wrong with this guy?" he mutters under his breath, loud enough only for me to hear. "He thinks he's running a military camp, not a college roster. My dad's going to hear about this." I don't answer him. My eyes are locked entirely on the Coach. He glides slowly toward the center of our circle, his posture commanding absolute authority. He stops exactly in front of me. To the rest of the team, he looks like a strict, professional European coach. But up close, I can see the lifeless, calculating steel in his grey eyes. "Your conditioning is a joke," he says, his gravelly baritone quiet, yet it carries across the entire rink. He keeps his gaze pinned to mine, a slow, mocking smirk playing on his lips. "Especially you, Captain. You lead the first line, yet you're lagging behind the defensemen. Is this the best the Grey family name can produce?" Rage flares hot in my chest, cutting through the exhaustion. He's intentionally baiting me, weaponizing my family's reputation in front of the entire roster. "We just played a five-period game last night, Coach," I shoot back, forcing my voice to stay steady, keeping my posture rigid. "The boys are tired. We won." "You narrowly escaped," Kirill corrects sharply, his eyes narrowing. "A real Alpha doesn't make excuses for mediocrity. A real Alpha dominates until the opposition is bleeding on the ice." The word Alpha drips from his tongue with the exact same venomous disgust he used in the VIP bathroom. My stomach violently twists. "If you don't like how I run my line, put someone else in the 'C,'" I challenge, my proud spirit refusing to bow, even as my knees tremble under the heavy fabric of my hockey pants. The entire locker room goes dead silent. Nobody talks back to a coach like this. Hunter smirks, clearly enjoying the defiance, but Kirill doesn't blink. He simply steps closer into my personal space, his massive six-foot-four frame completely towering over me, blocking out the arena lights. "I don't replace captains, Grey," Kirill whispers, leaning down just enough so his breath brushes the edge of my helmet. His steel eyes dance with dark amusement as he watches me suffer, reading the exact moment my synthetic facade crumbles. "I break them until they perform. Everyone hit the showers. Except the Captain." Kirill straightens up, turning his back on me as he looks at the rest of the blinking team. "Grey stays on the ice. He's going to skate the lines until he learns how to respect my whistle." "It was one missed pass, Coach," I gasp out, my jaw clenching as my thighs burn from the endless drills. Kirill looks at me without a shred of emotion, his clipboard perfectly still in his hand. "Then perhaps one hundred extra suicides will help you remember the other thirty-seven percent. Start skating, Grey." Across the ice, the rest of the team watches in silent, terrified awe. To them, Kirill isn't targeting anyone—he's just an unyielding, high-tier European perfectionist who's utterly unimpressed by their wealth. Hunter and Rylan skate hard, completely matching the drills, realizing their fathers' money can't save them from this coach's version of hell. Only I know the dark, unresolved tension fueling his calculations. Every time I make a microscopic error—a millisecond delay in a turn, a stick blade an inch out of position—Kirill stops the entire whistle. He doesn't punish the team. He punishes me under the guise of flawless discipline. "Captain, your stance is sloppy. Ten more laps." "Captain, your ice awareness is lacking. Bench yourself for the scrimmage." By the time the final whistle blows, my muscles are trembling so violently I can barely support my own weight on my blades. The team files off the ice, exhausted but completely broken into submission by the intense structure. Toby stays by the door, his eyes shooting frantic, protective warnings at me, but I can't even summon the strength to wave him away. I lean heavily against the boards, my head hanging low as the ice generators hum in the empty arena. Kirill glides slowly toward me, his skates making a sharp, clean sound against the ice. He stops right at the gate, his looming shadow falling completely over my hunched form. The neutralizer he wears for the team is beginning to fade, and the faint, menacing trace of winter frost and tobacco begins to prickle against my skin. He taps the edge of his clipboard against the wooden rail. "My office, Captain," he commands quietly, his steel eyes reading the absolute exhaustion in my face with dark, patient satisfaction. "You're staying behind."Asa "Relax. Don't allow your body to fight me." He kneads the skin. "I want you to enjoy it when I claim you, baby." He thrusts his hips again, this time pushing so far in, I strangle on a cry, pulling on the ropes so hard, I think I'll dislocate my shoulders. He's so big, I'm being stretched out completely and utterly. It hurts. Fuck, it hurts. Why am I doing this? Why didn't I just let the asshole go— This time, his fingers dig into my hair. It's not short, but it's not that long either, and he manages to lift my head, then leans down so his lips hover near my cheek. "What did I say about that? Stay with me. Don't regret this before we even finish." "It hurts..." I mumble, feeling weirdly vulnerable. "I know." He stays still for a while as he slides his tongue from the corner of my mouth over my cheek and to my eye. "I feel every inch of you, prick." I pant. "I even f-feel your veins pulsing inside me." "That's because I'm holding on to my last goddamn smidge of control no
Asa What am I even saying? Can I even let him do this? Do I want him to do this? Maybe. But whether I can is another thing. But before I can take my words back, he's in my face. "You don't like my pheromones?" he asks. "No, it's not that." "Then what is it?" How do I even tell him? I don't. Instead, I pull him closer and kiss him. "Fuck." His cock grows, nudging against my thigh. "I knew you were my favorite." My heart jolts, and my own erection hardens until it's painful. And that puts a smile on his face. I think this is exactly what I always wanted. Right? Right. Kirill pulls away, a malicious grin curving his gorgeous lips. Did I just say gorgeous? God. He carries me to the bed, gently laying me down. He looks at me before kissing my forehead, and he lingers there. Then he speaks. "But if you won't let me use my pheromones, you will have to take me like this. I can't break through your blockers, and your body won't slick itself. I don't want to hurt you." "Then don't.
AsaWhy I'm here, even I don't know.But one thing I do know is that Kirill has some answering to do. Whether I get those answers from his corpse or from his actual mouth, I'm still not entirely certain. The sheer, toxic restlessness rolling through my veins has driven me straight back to his electronic keypad, my fingers punching in his passcode from memory before my brain can even stop me.The lock clicks, and the heavy door swings inward.I step inside, only to find Kirill already standing by the kitchen island, slowly sipping a glass of water. A single dark towel is looped loosely around his hips, the water from his recent shower still glistening against the broad, tatted planes of his bare chest. Well, too bad for catching him off guard. The bastard looks completely unfazed, his steel-grey eyes tracking my entry into the dark apartment with a maddening level of calm."You should give up your hockey dream and become a professional breaking-and-entering thief," Kirill murmurs, his
Kirill "So is the business you came across the ocean for finished, or are you going to keep freezing your ass off in this country?" Mikhail's voice breaks the quiet of the corridor as we step away from the team benches. He has his Titans helmet tucked under his arm, his dark hair damp with sweat. "No," I reply flatly, my eyes fixed straight ahead. "It is not finished yet, but im getting there." Mikhail lets out a sharp breath, his skates clattering against the rubber mats. "Then what the fuck are you actually doing here, Kirill? Acting like a university coach? Running drills for a bunch of pampered brats? It doesn't make sense, uncle." My jaw clenches, but I force myself to stop at the corner of the staff hallway and turn toward him. I reach out and ruffle his damp hair, my grip firm enough to make his jaw lock. "Do not get involved in things you do not need to know, Mikhail. Focus on your own lines." "Yeah, whatever," Mikhail mutters, shoving my hand away as he fixes hi
AsaBy 6:30 PM, the university rink is an absolute wall of sound. Today is match day.The roar of the home crowd rattles the heavy plexiglass boards, thousands of fans screaming, stamping their feet, and waving banners. The championship qualifying season is officially over, and the energy of the first conference league match is electric. Oh, how I've missed this. The cold bite of the shaved ice, the smell of rubber, the raw adrenaline of the ice rink—it's the only place I feel like myself.But the atmosphere inside our locker room is dead silent.Coach stands at the front of the room, dressed in his tailored track jacket, his eyes cold and completely unreadable. The white bandage on his temple is gone, leaving a thin, dangerous silver scar. And the sight of that scar makes me want to high-five myself. He delivers his final tactical speech with a flat tone, but right before we head down the tunnel, he snaps his clipboard shut."Kale, warm up," Kirill commands, his voice quiet but absol
Asa I find Toby alone in the dim, empty corner of the library, even though I'm about fifteen minutes late. The heavy silence of the building feels thick, suffocating the frantic racing of my mind. "Okay, what's with the mysterious text?" I ask, dropping into the mahogany chair across from him, my voice a harsh whisper. He smiles, a playful glimmer in his eyes that I completely lack. "Well, we are hiring a PI, like mystery style, so I wanted to give off the vibe, you know?" "First of all, it's me, not we," I shoot back, keeping my posture rigid. "I don't want you involved in this. Second, there's nothing mysterious or FBI-y about this. And thirdly... where is this person of yours?" Toby looks thoroughly offended for a minute, crossing his arms over his chest. He checks his watch, letting out a sharp sigh. "He was supposed to be here by now." He pulls out his phone, his thumbs tapping aggressively against the glass. "Who do you want to investigate anyways?" he asks, not looking u







