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Chapter 13: The First Light

Author: ROSE MARY
last update publish date: 2026-04-06 03:48:30

Sebastian woke to grey light filtering through the curtains and the weight of Julian's head on his shoulder.

He did not move. He lay there, staring at the ceiling, feeling the slow rhythm of Julian's breathing. Their hands were still intertwined from the night before. The pillows that were supposed to be a barrier were scattered on the floor.

Julian shifted, made a soft sound, and his eyes opened.

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Julian looked at Sebastian, and Sebastian looked back. The
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