LOGINJessie Marlowe
I stay in the closet after Martins leaves. Maybe ten minutes. Maybe longer. Time snags between the door click and the ghost of his thumb still pressed below my jaw.
My legs don't work right. My jeans are buttoned now, but my hands had trouble with it. Kept missing. Twice.
That didn't happen. That didn't...
I touch my jaw where his stubble scraped. The skin is hot. The closet smells like wet cardboard and old rubber.
I push off the shelf and make it to the bathroom without falling.
The Welker mirror is cracked top-left. My reflection looks like someone else. Swollen lips. Mascara dried in streaks. And a mark. Faint red, low on my neck where his teeth grazed. I pull my collar up. The fabric makes it worse.
I splash cold water on my face until my skin goes numb. Gripping the sink. Counting breaths.
A knock.
"Jess? You alive in there?"
"Yeah." My voice comes out steady. Good. "Just sick stomach."
"You want me to grab your jacket? It's freezing out."
"No. I'm fine. Five minutes."
"Okay. But if you puke on my shoes I'm billing you."
Her footsteps fade. I press two fingers against the mark. It throbs.
The walk home takes twelve minutes. I count to a hundred and start over. Four times. Anything to keep the closet from replaying behind my eyes. My boots crunch on ice that wasn't there when we walked to the bar. A Zamboni hums somewhere behind the rink.
The wind turns and I get a hit of something. Pine. Cold rock. Then only parking-lot exhaust.
Stop smelling him. He's not here.
I walk faster.
Coach Rorvik's office smells like the dregs in his Golden Wolves mug and fresh rubber from the floor mats. Tape wads stuck to the desk edge. A framed photo of the '19 championship team by the window.
He doesn't look up until his clipboard snaps shut.
"Equipment room. Seven a.m. sharp." He flips a page. "Gibbs doesn't do late."
"Yes, Coach."
"You'll be under Gibbs for the semester. Team credit. Formal. Non-negotiable."
"I understand."
"You broke an eight-hundred-dollar suit, Marlowe. You're paying it back in labor." He finally looks up. Heavy, bloodshot lids. "And I don't carry soap operas on scholarship."
Too late.
I nod. The chair scrapes. He's already back to his paperwork.
Lila Beaumont is waiting outside. Leaning against the brick wall. Arms crossed. Gardenia perfume thick enough to taste. Two sorority girls flank her near the steps.
She pushes off the wall. Not fast. Just steady. Burgundy nails flick at a loose thread on her coat sleeve.
"You look desperate, Marlowe."
I don't say anything. My jaw goes tight.
"I don't know what you think you're doing, hanging around that locker room." She stops close. Too close. "But stay away from the team. Or I'll make sure the athletic board takes a closer look at your scholarship."
"I don't want your boyfriend."
She smiles. Genuinely pleased. "Good. Because he doesn't want you either. You're a scholarship case, sweetheart. A semester-long joke. Don't forget it."
Her breath mists. I don't flinch. But my nails dig crescents into my palms. The mark on my neck burns under my collar.
I walk away first.
Inside the athletic building, the hallway is empty. Rubber flooring. Black scuff marks. Lockers lining one wall. Hockey tape and sweat and rubber cleaner.
"You look like you slept in a closet."
I stop. Jonah Kline appears from a side corridor like he was waiting. Falls into step beside me. Too close. His jacket carries something warm. Pear. Pink pepper. Skin.
"Funny," I say.
"I'm hilarious." He grins. "Also, you got the intern assignment?"
"How do you..."
"Coach posted the intern list outside the locker room this morning." He shrugs. "Whole team knows. You're basically ours now."
Light. Teasing. But his eyes drop to my collar. Linger a second too long.
"You okay?"
"I'm fine."
"You don't smell like you." He leans closer. Voice drops. "You smell like..." He stops. Catches himself. The grin returns, forced. "Never mind."
I count the inches between his shoulder and mine. Four. Maybe five. The gap feels charged. Not like Martins. Lighter. Warmer.
I hate that I notice.
His hand brushes my lower back. Casual. Easy. Could've been an accident.
And behind us, a sound. Low. Subsonic. Not quite a voice.
Jonah's smile falters. He turns.
Martins Heller fills the doorway. Still. Watchful. His eyes aren't on my face. They're on Jonah's hand.
"Kline."
Jonah's hand drops. The grin returns, thinner. "Cap. Just welcoming the new intern."
"With your hand."
"With my personality, actually." He rubs the back of his neck. "The hand was supplementary."
Martins takes a step forward. "Stay away from her."
Not for me. Aimed at Jonah. I press my thumbnail into the pad of my index finger. Once. Twice. Grounding.
Jonah lifts both hands. Surrender. But his grin doesn't fully leave. He looks at me. Winks.
"Sure thing, Cap. Whatever you say." He saunters backward. Then, softer, to me: "See you at seven, intern."
His boots squeak until he rounds the corner. The hallway gets quieter.
Martins looks at me. I look at the floor.
Five seconds. Ten.
He turns. Walks toward the locker room. Doesn't look back. Footsteps heavy. Controlled. Like he's counting them too.
"I didn't ask for any of this," I say quietly.
He doesn't turn around. But his shoulders drop a fraction. "I know."
Two words. Then he's gone.
The mark on my neck itches. My breath shakes.
Welker Dorm. Room 214. Cinderblock walls. Radiator ticking.
Tinsley is on her bed, scrolling TikTok, lip gloss smeared. Brooke is at her desk, highlighting Professor Solberg's reading in four colors. They both look up.
I drop my bag. Stare at the wall.
"So." Tinsley props herself on one elbow. "How was your walk of shame?"
"It wasn't..."
"You were gone four hours, Jess." Brooke doesn't look up from her textbook.
"I walked around. I needed air."
"In this weather?" Tinsley raises an eyebrow. "You're insane." Pause. "You look like someone ran you over."
"Thanks."
"Compliment. You look entirely wrecked."
I laugh. It sounds fake. But Tinsley grins. Brooke turns a page. The radiator clanks. For thirty seconds, I'm just a nineteen-year-old in a dorm room.
My phone buzzes. I don't check it.
Later. Tinsley and Brooke asleep. I'm awake. Forehead pressed to the cold glass. The quad stretches below. Orange lights. Fresh snow. Nothing moving.
Except.
A shape at the tree line past the parking lot. Still. Too far to read a face. But the posture is wrong. Too straight. Too patient. Like something waiting for a door to open.
My breath fogs the window. The shape doesn't leave. I set my palm flat against the glass. Freezing. My handprint fades fast.
Who are you?
I grab my phone. Open the unknown message. Three words.
Stay away, Marlowe.
No name. No area code I recognize. I type back before I can stop myself.
Who is this?
Three dots appear. Stop. Start again.
One photo. My dorm window. Taken from outside. From below. My handprint still on the glass, lights on inside.
Timestamp: two minutes ago.
I look back at the tree line. The shape is gone. But where it stood, the snow is melted clean down to black dirt. A perfect boot-print. Still steaming.
My hand shakes against the phone. I set it face down on the radiator.
I don't sleep.
Jessie MarloweI stay in the closet after Martins leaves. Maybe ten minutes. Maybe longer. Time snags between the door click and the ghost of his thumb still pressed below my jaw.My legs don't work right. My jeans are buttoned now, but my hands had trouble with it. Kept missing. Twice.That didn't happen. That didn't...I touch my jaw where his stubble scraped. The skin is hot. The closet smells like wet cardboard and old rubber.I push off the shelf and make it to the bathroom without falling.The Welker mirror is cracked top-left. My reflection looks like someone else. Swollen lips. Mascara dried in streaks. And a mark. Faint red, low on my neck where his teeth grazed. I pull my collar up. The fabric makes it worse.I splash cold water on my face until my skin goes numb. Gripping the sink. Counting breaths.A knock."Jess? You alive in there?""Yeah." My voice comes out steady. Good. "Just sick stomach.""You want me to grab your jacket? It's freezing out.""No. I'm fine. Five minu
POV: Jessie MarloweI'm still staring at the dark hallway where Silas disappeared when a hand closes around my wrist."Come with me."Martins. I twist around. He's right there. Jaw tight. Eyes fixed on me like this conversation was already over."I'm not going anywhere with you, Heller.""Now, Jessie." He doesn't raise his voice. "Don't make a scene."He tugs me off the stool before I can argue. I stumble. My boot catches on a sticky patch of floor. I catch my balance on his shoulder, and his hand drops to my lower back, fingers digging in just enough to steady me. The bar is packed. People dancing. Drinks spilling. Somebody yelling over the bass. Tinsley is still tangled up with Trent by the back hallway. Brooke is laughing at something Nolan said, her head tipped back. Nobody is watching us."Where are we going?""Just walk.""People are staring.""I don't care."He pulls me through the crowd. Down the narrow hallway past the restrooms. The carpet here is torn at the edge, curling u
The door to The Rinkside sticks, and Jessie has to shoulder it twice before it swings open."Okay, why does it always smell like beer and wet jackets in here?" Tinsley says, already pushing past her."That's the point, Tins." Brooke follows, unwinding her scarf. "Come on, I need a drink. Like, three drinks.""Can we just sit in the corner and not be perceived?" Jessie mutters, but nobody hears her. The bass is too loud.The floor is sticky. Actually sticky, like someone spilled a whole pitcher of something sweet three years ago and nobody bothered to mop. Neon wolf signs buzz overhead, washing everything in red and gold. The glasses on the tables are vibrating."Ooh, there they are." Tinsley grabs Jessie's arm. "Corner booth. Look."The team is hard to miss. They take up half the bar, spilling out of a massive booth near the back, and Lila Beaumont is practically in Martins's lap. Her legs are draped across his thighs, and she's laughing at something he didn't say, one hand playing wi
The cage door rattles but doesn't budge."Come on." She yanks the latch again. Nothing. The mesh is digging into her shoulder blades and the mascot head is still crooked, so she's stuck staring at the locker room through one eye hole. Rubber floor mats with tape residue on them. A bin of used towels. Someone's jockstrap hanging off a hook near the showers, which is just. Great.She knows exactly who did this. Trent Lasky and a couple of his frat buddies were cracking up as they shoved her in here after the game. "Team tradition," they'd said. "Rookie mascot gets the cage." Real creative."Hello?" She shakes the door. It clangs but stays shut. "Seriously. Let me out."The post-game crowd noise is muffled through the concrete, a distant roar like a TV left on in another room. She kicks the cage. Hurts her foot more than the door. She kicks it again anyway.Her hoodie is stuck to her back. Her hair is plastered to her forehead in wet strings. She probably smells like a wet dog that crawl
"Arms up. And don't rip it. This thing costs more than your tuition."Marlon Gibbs says it without smiling. He's holding the mascot suit open like a body bag, and the smell that hits her makes her eyes sting. Old sweat, fake fur, someone else's bad decisions."That thing probably has its own ecosystem," she mutters."Quit whining. The mouth has mesh, you'll breathe.""What about the rest of me?""You'll live. Game starts in twenty, let's go."She steps into the suit. It swallows her legs, her chest, her arms. Marlon yanks the zipper up her spine so hard she stumbles, and now the wolf head is crooked and she can only see through the left eye hole."It's crooked.""It's fine.""I can't see half the hallway."He sighs and jerks the head into place. "Better?""Not really.""Good enough. Go stand by the tunnel and look happy. The crowd eats this crap up. And don't fall.""Wasn't planning on it."He nudges her toward the rink. The suit weighs a ton, and she nearly trips over the giant paws
The bus doors wheeze open and the cold hits her face so hard her eyes water."North Star campus." The driver doesn't look up from his phone. "Watch your step. Slick out there.""Thanks," Jessie says, and the word comes out shaky because her teeth are already chattering. She drags her suitcase down the steps, the wheels banging on each one, and nearly eats it at the bottom. Doesn't. But close. The wind slices straight through her hoodie and she realizes, standing there with her fingers already going numb, that she left her good gloves in her old dorm back in Buffalo.Of course.She shuffles toward Welker Dorm, head tucked down, suitcase wheels catching on frozen slush every few feet. Someone has taped a tiny plastic snowman to the vending machine outside the entrance. Its head is lopsided. She notices it for half a second and then forgets it.Inside, the hallway smells like burnt popcorn and some kind of floral spray that's trying too hard. Room 314. She pushes the door open.A blonde







