Jacob brings me to the boys locker room .
I know I shouldn't be there , all alone with him but considering how he had ignored all my calls about talking right out in the football field .I knew I had no choice .
" Inside, Princess " he opens the door to the locker room and motions with his hands for me to enter it first, I shouldn't have , instead I should have taken a turn and ran away from him . But the stupid moron , I was , I walk right into the tiger's den .
The locker room smell exactly as I imagined it will , the overpowering smell of sweat and musk with a twinge of something odd invades my nostrils the second I enter the locker room.
Jacob follows after me and I hear a familiar click of as in ' door clicking shut ' click . I don't think he will shut the door , Jacob, himself had once said that there was no way he will be interested in chubby chicks like me , if that was the case I don't
BellaHave you ever been whacked by a baseball bat ? Because that's how I was feeling right now . It was as if someone has just sledgedhammered me.My mind was blank , my heart was dancing conga and my legs ? They were just numb . Clutching Jacob's shirt , I slid down the floor of the locker room , considering my slight mysophobia , my arms should have broken down with goosebumps but right now I was much too entangled with the shit that just went down with Jacob .The indecipherable look Jacob just threw my way had my breath go shaky , my hands were trembling and I was barely holding on to my rationality .When I walked inside the locker room letting Jacob have the leverage to corner me like he just did , I wanted freaking answers to my questions . I wanted to know why he made me the school's punching bag and why was he being so difficult to understand , what was wit
Jacob" Do you really want to do this ?"My best friend really need to change his annoying habit of pestering me when I am not in the mood of being pestered by his nonsensical nonsense .You would think that after getting punched in the face would have stopped him from nosing in my business , but evidently not ." What do you mean by ' I want to do this ?" I glare at him , straightening up my jerseyHe leans on the hood of my Lexus and crossed his arms over his chest , I had this sudden urge to kick the annoying bastard of my hood but I didn't or more like I couldn't . Conan was the captain of the team , if I so much as touched him , I might find my ass stuck on the bleachers for the rest of the season.And that's not good for me , not being everyone 's golden boy .
BellaBy the time I'm finished dumping the tattered letter jacket that belonged to my ' awesomely ' awesome brother in the trash bin behind the bar where I worked , my nerves were still taut and I had my anxiety rolling high on whatever shit Jacob fed me .You would think that being trapped inside the boy's locker room for almost an hour would have set my mind ringing with alarm in full blast but maybe I was too high on adrenaline these days , as not only did I stole my brother's letter jacket while the guys were showering , I even had this sudden urge to key Jacob's obnoxious Lexus .But as I was late for my work , I had to give up on the idea of keying a certain someone's car . That didn't mean that my temper got better or I was no longer pissed , that would explain all those stabbing holes in my brother's jacket ." Feeling alright? " asked Mr Z , as I head in the
JacobThe moment my consiousness returned I wasn't surprised at finding Anna's arms wrapped around my waist like some freaking octopus . Disentangling , her arms , I got off the bed and started searching for my clothes ignoring the throbbing of my head .I don't even know when she dragged me into her room and I barely suppressed the groan of irritation that was lodged in my throat ..After what happened at Conan 's I should have learnt my lesson of never getting drunk as hell .But after what happened with Bella , Annabeth , Helena and all the shit fucking motherfuckers that I knew off , I needed some sort of stress relief .I looked at Anna who was sleeping soundly on the bed and this time I groaned out .I just kinda confessed to little bible princess this morning and fucked another girl at night .
" You are late " my mother griped the second I entered through the front door , like it was my damn fault .She knew that after school I have to head straight to my work ,money has always been tight in our house . Always has been the moment we shifted to this damn city , that was the reason why I had no such thing as college fund , when we moved here my mother did opened a saving account and it has only hundred dollar or whatever hundred dollar plus two years of interest on hundred dollar was , which if you ask me wasn't much ." We had a rush hour " I answered her not wanting to have a fight with her as soon as I returned but I did hoped that she won't say anything that will irk the third world war in our house , clearly I was wrong ." Sit down , I have a very important thing to tell you " and without so much as giving me a chance to refuse , she swaggered back to the dining room .
♡ Bella ♡Pulling in the parking lot of my school with a gaunt face is something that I never wanted to do but after the farce that happened last night with my mother I guess , I didn't had much of a choice .Its Monday which totally sucks given I had no rest day to make up for my sleep that I missed last night .For as long as I remember I have been a person who had a firm control over her life and always had a thin shred of inner peace within me .But now my inner peace was broken , stomped and left to churn inside me .I can't even focus right now .Thanks to My mum , Chris , Jennifer and ....Jacob . My stomach somersault like a crazy as I passed by his obnoxious Lexus in the parking lot .I don't even bother hiding my grimace of unease .Or was it unease ? I didn't kno
♡ Bella ♡Ron slowed down beside me, grumbling as he looked back at the group assembled behind us . I have to hustle to drag him away from them in case , he recreates the scene of last Saturday where he indirectly told the entire class that we were a thing" You should have let me loose at them " he growled in a low voice " I already have a bullet with that stupid asshole 's name on it , let me go and I might make this world a better place , alright ?"I gaze at his bloodshot Oceanic blue eyes and suppressed the diatribe that I wished to throw his way .Not Now , not this early in the morning ." And why is that ?" I muttered vaguely as I tried to navigate our path through the jam pack corridor , all the while ignoring the ' Bella the Waddington ' chants" Guy fucked my girlfriend , correction
♡ Bella ♡Expectedly , the short encounter with him did nothing but to elevate my anxiety and make my heart somersault even more. This small interaction with him had totally unsettled my nerves , half of my anxiety is thanks to the uncertain attention Jacob was feeding me . I didn't want to latch on to his attention but my heart wasn't listening to me , not in the slightest bit .It was enjoying the bits and crumbs of attention Jacob was feeding me .I didn't know what to expect or to do . I don't even have any idea what Jacob was going to say to me when he got me alone or how should I respond to him .I wanted to know whether he was trying to manipulate me just like he does with everyone but I held the sudden urge down because if I do that , it will only be my fatal fall .Jacob knows all the right buttons t