I'm feeling stronger than ever ; ever since everything started . I don't know how , I got through my high school without Ron, I love Selina and yes I will take a bullet for her if possible but Ron was different , with Ron there was much more laughter and a lot more fun .
If my mother knew the company I was keeping she would have screamed ; yelled and bellowed at me , about how she expected better from me and my company , especially when Ron was always high on his shit.
Selina too disapproved of him at beginning but with time she slowly opened up and accepted this new addition in our already really small friend circle .
Today, I was feeling a little more proud of myself , I knew that Jacob Knight had knocked me down but I didn't stay there for long , I picked myself and walked away but what I didn't know that today was the day my doom begins .
" What's going on? " I asked to no one in particular. After finishing my history class ; I join Selina and Ron in the library . It wasn't only me though the entire student body was covered in clouds of gloom , making me feel uneasy .
Ron rolled his eyes and took a swig out of his juice box ,( in which I was certain), it was anything but juice .
" I always wondered why they called you Stuck up , now I get it "
" Well thank you for that sudden jibe , but I want info Sherlock " after spending time with Ron I understood that the guy was only bark no bite , ofcourse it was only if his drink or joint wasn't concerned .
" Knight is in terrible mood , don't know why though, heard from a girl in English that he performed like a little sissy in the mock match , Salvador ain't happy either , I swear I heard the guy from the field down the hallway "
The news came as such a shock that it stopped me from my mission of a completing my assignments
" What?"
" Don't look so happy , Knight won't be happy " said Selina , even though she said that, her lips were twitching .
" I'm not happy " I nettled .
It was a lie ofcourse I was happy ; to me anyone that brought unhappiness to Jacob was a downright angel, I wish whoever it was will keep at it and make his life even half hellish as he did mine .
" But what happened ?" that's right I knew that gossiping was against my moral code of conduct but apparently my hatred for Jacob Knight was much more than acting as Jesus's good girl .
" Don't look at me like that , I'm not the school's reporter " shrugging innocently Ron said .
After that Selina stopped any other gossip regarding Jacob Knight, our semester exams were round the corner and Selina wished nothing more than to ace it , the same could be said for Ron , who was repeating his final twice.
" Hey Bella!"
I nearly stopped in my tracks staring wide eyes at the person who just called me .
" You - You called me ?" My minds shoots out so many question , I don't even know what to ask first , the first was ofcourse , why in the world Jacob Knight was calling me , in the middle of our school hall , didn't he had a reputation to take care of? what about his image?
Jacob shrugged throwing a hand round my neck
" Hey , just because we started off the wrong way, you don't have to act like this . You know what ; Bells , I have tickets to a new movie , wanna go and see ? "
" say what ?" I demanded my eyes wide.
" Movie and me , A good deal right?"
He speaks with so much innocence that I'm thrown off my loop . What is this-
" Are you off you your meds ?" I ask with with a deceptively sweet voice .
He shook his head at me , his gaze dropping at my face " c'mon bells its just a movie "
" is this another one of your dare ?"
I narrowed my eyes and looked around him , unlike the last time he was alone but I wasn't sure .
" Of course not !" he tells me with wide -eyes full of innoncence " just feeling like a good guy "
" Yeah ! well I certainly do not go around on dates with any predators in my immediate vicinity !" shaking his hand off me , I walk away , completely aware of the glare that was pointed at my head .
EpilogueOne year later“What I’m trying to say is you can’t blame me for this !” exclaimed Jason , almost lunging at his girlfriend ‘s throat “ you are trying to argue with me with your so called theory but I’m telling you its not gonna work . If you gonna counter my theory you better prove it with real facts not ideologies “I grinned as Alicia gripped her head and groaned , like her head was going to explode any moment because of all the stress and frustration her boyfriend was giving her . Their debate session are always intense despite how loving they are out of the debate club , once inside - oh boy , they would be ready to lunge at each others throat and if I didn’t knew better I would have taken them as mortal enemies .They have never met a topic where the two of them would be able to cordially agree with each other . At first everyone was alarmed and worried when we firs
Bella“ Holy sizzles “ gasped Selina “ you look so beautiful ““ I know right “ said Adriana as she swiped her fake tears with her forefinger “ this is my master piece ,simply flaw-fucking -less amazing “To add to the effect she even sniffed” are you ready ?”Of course I was , this morning Adriana had stormed inside the room that I was sharing with Selina . I have told her in passing that I was going to do my makeup on my own - and believe me the girl squawked so loudly she was one pitch lower than the seagulls .If I wasn’t ready after all that , then I would never be ready . I nodded and once I did , Selina and Adriana grabbed my shoulders before turning me around to face the mirror .And I only had one word in my mind - Gorgeous .The solid champagne slit dress indeed flattered my curves , somehow it made me feel beautiful yet sexy at the same time . A
Bella“ It was the wedding dammit ! “ shrieked my mother “ I wanted you to be beautiful , I wanted you to feel beautiful ! Have you seen Lily ? She looks beautiful , she is healthy and active . The second she appeared in the wedding hall everyone’s gaze was locked upon her and she wasn’t even the bridesmaid ! What about you where were you ? I will tell you “ pointing her fore finger right at my face , my mother snarled “ you were being ignored , everyone was ignoring you despite Jennifer standing next to you because you are not what this society calls beautiful and healthy . You are average Bella , just average ! Do you want to be average ? Because I don’t ! I want my daughter to be beautiful and healthy , the centre of attention ! Even now the doctor can blame it all on the medicine but if you ask me , I say that it was all because you were so heavy . It wasn’t the side effect of the medicine that I gave you , No matter how much those doctor insist it is until they turn bl
Jacob“ Okay first question , exactly how much ICD one needs to overdose and die ? “ I asked but then furrowed my brows “ guess what that’s a stupid question isn’t it ? You can’t answer anyway . So “ I shrugged casually “Let’s see what exactly is the level of ICD overdose ,I can find it myself no need to trouble you “Wilkins ‘s eyes got as wide as saucers as he started to moan continuously , his eyes darting to the door and back to me .“ Ah , you better stop doing that - Grampy “ I told him with a warning note in my voice “ if something happened to you right now , you don’t even have someone to plan your funeral tonight “His eyes widened but he stopped struggling . His body went slack , and his chest rose and fell with uneven breaths . His eyes locked at the needles in my hand .“ that’s a good grampy “ I cooed soft
Bella" I think I will - umm , go ?" said Anna as she walked past Ron without waiting for an answer from me . I wanted to ask Ron , what was that about but the expression on his face made it clear that he didn't want to talk abut what happened just now .So , I swallowed my questions back . Instead I smiled at him " Hey , how are you doing ?"Ron who was still looking over his shoulder , turned his head back at me and smiled back " come on short stacks , is this question something you should be asking ? Instead it should be me asking , how do you feel after beating the death 's ass ?"I sit up a little more comfortably and flash him a victory sign " It feels awesome , I was -"I couldn't even get the words out because he already has his arms wrapped around me so tightly , that it was becoming a struggle to breathe ." I was so scared ,Bella .. just so scared " he said , his shoulders shaking as he rested his head on m
Bella" when I almost lost you , I realised how much I needed you " he said resting his forehead against mine " I didn't think about it while you were right by my side , but when I thought I was going to lose you , I realised that I never told you how much I need you "" I know , that already Jake "" Throughout my life I was scared about needing someone , scared that someday someone would want me and I would want her too "" I know that too "" No , you don't get it " he said nuzzling his head to my neck as he let his head drop down " You have no concept of how much I need you , if you knew you wouldn't be so calm , it would scare the hell out of you . It scares me too "" well , if it makes you feel better . I feel the same " All my life I have fought my battles alone , I have been disappointed so much by my family that I grew resistant even at the thought of needing someone . But Jacob was essential for me ." Glad