It was Wednesday evening, and my head was just fully engaged in the project. It had been five days since the first meeting with Liam and the draft that we created that day had already guaranteed at least a couple of super busy weeks on my schedule.
No complaints. Please don’t get me wrong. I actually enjoyed it. A lot. Fact is I just couldn't deny that working in the peace and quiet of my apartment was sort of a godsend to me. The last three days had been rainy and even though this could have been distressful for someone who commuted using a bicycle or her own pair of feet, the corny side of me always appreciated the water pouring down the windows. Those little drumming droplets brought calmness and ease of spirit, and at the same time all sorts of inner inspiration. If all this was supplemented by a decent amount of caffeine and short breaks every once in a while, they helped me reach acceptable-to-good levels of brain performance.I looked at my desktop clock and realized that it was almost time to get ready to meet Susie. After an intense texting session filled with all kind of pinky promises, she had made me swear that I would stop working and that we would go to Bubble's for dinner, a Tex-Mex restaurant that had just recently opened and advertised out-of-this-world Margaritas. Yeah, as if aliens… Anyway. Our meeting point would be Café Orly, as usual. It was between our apartments. And by apartments, I mean small studios paid mostly by our post-graduate scholarship grant. Ours were relatively close to each other and to the university, in a somehow modest yet charming neighborhood in Boston area.I arrived at Cafe Orly earlier than expected. Café Orly was a true sanctuary of coffee, chocolate, and butter. Susie and I discovered it when we were still freshmen in college and promised each other to visit it once a week to devour their amazing croissants au chocolat, or drink its heavenly hot chocolate. Mrs. Cecil, its charming French owner, loved us and we loved her, too. More than once she wouldn't let us pay the bill and whenever she could, she would come over to talk and ask how we were doing at college.Last Saturday, Susie and I came here in the morning. She told me she was craving for some super delicious hot chocolate, and I just couldn't refuse the offer. And yes. I would never be grateful enough for a good cup of coffee on a fresh Saturday morning.I have always found heartening the effect that warm morning sunshine rays had on my skin. And particularly that day at Café Orly, hands holding a double cappuccino with extra whipped cream and a pinch of cinnamon, was just about all that I needed. Perhaps I should consider professing my eternal gratitude to whoever discovered the magic brought by a few grinded, toasted grains of coffee when dissolved in lip-burning, hot water.- I just can’t believe it. – Susie said as she approached the steamy hot chocolate cup to her mouth, thus taking me out of my daydreaming lapsus. Her face was still looking surprised to learn that the plan to establish rules of coexistence with Liam had just actually worked.- Neither do I, to be honest. – I copied her gesture and took another sip from that piece of liquid heaven between my hands.- Did you ever tell him that you would talk to Peters? Did you threaten to blow up a capacitor right in his face with no eyes protection? Or add ferric chloride to his…you know? - Her gaze and her head pointed down under my belly area, her gaze a mixture of amusement and horror.- Of course not! Oh my God! - I frowned briefly at Susie's wild ideas about how I could have convinced Liam to accept the deal, followed by a quick, laughy sigh. – I said I might do something, but needn't to say what. And I thought you were "absolutely sure" he would accept. What's the surprise about it?- I was sure! Well, perhaps seventy-five-point-five percent sure about it. - I dedicated her a smirky, you-know-it-all face -. I just guessed that maybe there would a more intense dribbling on his side and a greater number of threats on yours before finally agreeing on the deal. Possibly some tears? On his side, of course.- Wishful thinking. – My brows frowned at the image of Liam crying over the agreement. I immediately shook it off my head. - But he couldn't just let me get a way with it that easily. He requested to add a new clause and then he signed it.- A clause? About?After explaining Susie what the clause was about, I could not avoid feeling skeptic as well as triumphant, if that combination was even possible. My head was still filled with uncertainties, as to if Liam would be able to stick to each and every one of the rules established in the agreement. I really did hope so. However, experience told me that Liam was the kind of guy who didn’t take things seriously, at least when it had to do with me. The only thing I was expecting from him was for him to really honor the deal we had made, regardless of our mutual despiteful feelings.- That’s good, isn’t it? That's what you wanted - Susie looked at me, her eyes questioning if I agreed with her.- Yes, of course. - I frowned and shaked my head, evaporating any remaining doubts I had about it. – After signing the agreement, we started working and I guess things went just as good as they could go, given we are talking about Liam here.- Well, cheers to that. - She raised her steamy cup. - I think that deserves a toast-a-ccino.- Oh, God, you will never get over it, do you? – I let out a laugh, and she joined me as our cups tapped together in the air.- It's my contribution to the American dictionary, babe.- Of course it is. - I loved Susie and all her craziness.- You have to keep me posted, though.- Sure I will.- Because if he makes anything to you…- Yeah... You will cut his thingy off of him with rusted scissors, I know…- That's my girl.Finding Susie and becoming such good friends had been a great blessing in my life, and I knew that in some way I had been one in hers as well. When I moved to Boston for college, I felt a deep, heartbreaking void after leaving mom and Mel, my little sister, back in Philadelphia. My whole life, actually. Susie had also left hers back in California. I guess this somehow brought us together.I remember the day we met. We were leaving Physics I, when I felt a finger tipping my shoulder. I turned myself and saw a straight, golden hair (the kind that was naturally sun-burned and not chemically applied at a fancy salon), and a huge smile showing perfectly white teeth. The owner of such enviable hair reached out her hand in my direction, holding a feathery pink flamingo pen. "It's yours". Of course, of course it was mine. My favorite, indeed. The thing was that, losing pens was my trait. Let them fall, let them disappear, let them be sucked by black holes and travel through galaxies far, far away. Not only pens, but everything, truthfully. Keys, shoes, resistors. It was my special ability, one that I wasn't really proud of.I smiled awkwardly, instantly acknowledging that the pen was actually mine. I took it and offered her a sincere thankful smile. "Thank you". Susie was about to reply something when a hand appeared behind her, took hers and pulled her away from me. Susie couldn't help but smile, shrug and let herself go after the owner of the pulling hand in order to preserve the physical integrity of her arm. She looked happy, though.Incidentally, the owner of the pulling hand was no other than Cooper, the wide receiver of the football team, quite a charmer and relentless Don Juan. It took Susie a couple of days to figure that out, and when she did, she just fell apart. She hid herself behind the bleachers at the sports field, breaking into deep tears. That's where I found her, the day when, well, the infamous day when I was caught spying on… No. Just accidentally looking at Liam exercising. That day I was late for my Advanced Math I class just to be with Susie and offer her my shoulder. Ever since that day we have been besties.Soon after I heard Susie call my name. She was on my back. As an automatic reflex I instantly smiled, happy to know that my best friend had just arrived and…- Hey, Suze…My vocal cords suddenly lost the ability to produce sounds. Oh, no. Is this…? No… Susie’s gaze was filled with some kind of expectation and a great, great deal of “I’m sorry” in it. I just wanted it to be a very bad taste dream. Oh you, Morpheus, silly god of the sleepy ones. But no. It wasn’t a dream, nor my imagination.It was Roger, and of course, standing next to him, Liam pain-in-the-ass Anderson.I felt my body collapse. Vital signs such as breathing, blinking, thinking, froze for what I assumed were a few milliseconds. My lungs released all the air stocked in them, and they only recovered after my oxygen supplies dropped to precarious levels. Immediately after, I felt my heart pumping blood again, slowly yet determinedly. I could feel it moving through my veins and arteries, leaving tickling traces all the way through, and making all its way up to my face until it reached my cheeks. Oh yeah. My cheeks, ladies and gentlemen, were giving themselves quite a feast up there.- Look who I found on my way here... – Susie's eyes were still holding that look, brows lifting carefully, shy smile popping out. It was the kind of look she gave me last year after she unintendedly ate the entire box of Ferrero’s Jeremy had given me for Christmas.- Hey Julie, how are you doing? – Said Roger with a huge smile spread on his lips. He was a gentle guy and I never quite really understood why he wa
My phone rang, and I thanked to whichever laws of probability were favoring me at that precise moment.I took my phone from my purse and I saw Jeremy's name flashing on the screen. With all eyes on me, I excused myself and kindly asked Susie to let me pass through so I could take the call.- Jer…- Jules, please tell me you still have Swanson's book with you. The one you borrowed from the library, remember? – I could hear him typing on the keyboard.- Yes, I still have it. You need it? - I told him as I entered a vestibule with huge mirrors on the wall, a colorful four seats sofa and two doors on opposite sides, indicating the entrance to the toilets.- No, I just need... to know what it says, verbatim, one paragraph at page... forty-nine. I need to confirm something that I had written here. I'm not sure I took the correct notes.- Oh… I'm not at home now.- Oh.- Can I call you when I’m back home? A couple of hours maybe? - It’s alright. I’ll find my way, or we can check it later or
I left the vestibule with my mind totally adrift. Ignoring the remains of the tingling in my fingers, I continued walking through the tables. My eyes flew back to the large windows facing the street and I saw some people running, opening their umbrellas, or finding some shelter under the restaurant’s awning. The rain had ceased for a couple of hours but there it was again, unpredictable, just the way the whole evening had been. As I got closer to our table, I realized that Roger had moved to our couch and was sitting next to Susie, laughing at something on his cellphone. I hesitated for a second but then turned myself towards the empty couch.- Oh, sorry, Julie... – He said, standing up.- Hey, no. Please, stay there. I’ll sit here. – I said while sliding through the empty couch.- Are you sure?- Yes, of course.He nodded and sat back. - Liam just went to the… you know. – Roger pointed his index finger in the direction of the toilets to explain why his friend wasn't sitting at the ta
A small ray of sunlight made its way through the window and landed on my face. The warmth caused by it made me open my eyes, which I immediately closed again when it felt like the strike of a thousand knives. Argh. My head. It was throbbing. One stab, followed by a second one, and then a stronger one that lasted for a couple of seconds. Momentarily paralyzed by the hammering pain, I took my fingertips to my temples and massaged them in an attempt to relieve them. When I was finally done, my hand flew to the nightstand looking for my cell phone. I had a meeting with my counselor in the morning, so I needed to check what time it was. My fingers touched nothing but an empty surface, so I gave up and brought them back to my face, where they began massaging my eyes this time, encouraging them to wake up. Determined to find a clock or something, I raised my trunk and propped my elbows on the bed with my eyes narrowed yet wide enough to give me a reliable glimpse of the clock in the kitchen
It had almost been two weeks after the Margarita's episode. Since then, I had been unwaveringly working, day after day, in Peter’s project, reading materials and book chapters specialized in the subject. I had also met with Hilda twice and made some progress on the computing project as well. I had attended a few classes at the university, done sporadic visits to the library to check out or take a few books home, and made some space as well to have ridiculously brief yet invigorating coffee sessions with Susie or Jeremy, separately of course, to catch up on our lives. And I had dedicated the rest of the time to writing project reports, watching fifteen minutes of rom-coms or sit-coms at night, tidying my apartment up, and well yes, basic and necessary survival endeavours such as sleeping, bathing and eating froot loops. Susie still couldn't get over Jeremy seeing her totally plastered in tequila, and even though I swore to her that he would never dare to judge her (or anyone, but actua
We stayed for a while in the patio sitting on the armchair, talking about this and that. The sun had already been fully set and we remained still and quiet while the lights from the party flickered upon our skin. The music was filling the air and I closed my eyes for a moment to appreciate the last wafts of the summer nights that would soon be replaced by the cold autumn breeze. Fall was my favorite season, especially in Boston. Terracotta-bricked buildings framed by trees full of warm-colored foliage would adorn the streets of the city, while the nights would be guarded by an incredibly starry sky. Still leaned back on my seat, I slowly opened my eyes, and I could see that the thousands of stars were already there, dazzling in all their greatness. A few or almost no clouds were wrapping the sky since the rain had subsided for the past couple of days.When I was 12 years old, my parents took my sister and I for a short trip here to Boston. It was the city where my father was born and w
He kept his eyes on the road and I did the same. Ever since I have learnt about the missing file, I had been feeling a rush of adrenaline running through my veins. The lights passing as we moved were helping me soothe the feeling. Rain droplets pouring down the window. - Thanks. And sorry. For all this… – I said. – I don't know how I could have missed it. – I muttered in awe for those words were intended for my very own consideration. Liam's eyes were still stuck on the road ahead of us as we slowed down, waiting for the next car to take a left turn at the cross road. - Not a problem. We are on it. - He said with no hint of a smile whatsoever. I nodded and smiled as shyly as I could. To myself. Five minutes later we were driving through my neighborhood’s main street, and I could see Café Orly’s awning and its charming french windows in the distance. A couple of turns later we were parking at an empty spot in front of my building, right across the street. We both hopped off of the ca
Officially Autumn. That's what I thought when a few leaves danced and whirlwinded by the widnow. Two weeks have passed since my last interaction with Liam. That day of the missing file ended soon after the file successfully left his outbox. He asked if I intended to go back to the party and offered to take me in case I wanted to, which I gracefully turned down since I started feeling extremely tired. I blamed it on the dancing. With a hint of a smile, he vanished through the door, carefully closing it behind him, and I let myself drop onto my bed. It turned out that Val's party was actually over shortly after, according to Susie, due to the rain which transformed itself into one of the heaviest ones of the year. I felt sorry for Val. Susie wouldn't believe me when I told her what happened that day, and that Liam actually offered himself to take me home, to then quickly vanish into a mist of yummy perfume. Yeah, I didn't mention the perfume part. I managed to skip telling her that his