LOGINI couldn't do it. I couldn't tell him the truth, because what if he betrayed me! Or what if it was a ploy to hurt me? I wondered, as the scent of freshly made meat wafted through my nose, breaking me from my thoughts.
With every passing worry, I lifted my head higher, letting whatever it was consume me. Which, in return enhanced the smell to fill my nostrils. This is a great reprieve from the chaos known as my life, which has been happening for the past 10 years. And I'm grateful for it. I wondered as a sense of calm riveted through me, allowing my mind to settle for a moment. When out of nowhere, something else passed through my mind, and a horde of worries began running rampant through my brain. What if everything and everyone I know could be betraying me? What if this is just part of the life I have to play? I pondered, but immediately stopped myself. Because being considered a weak wolf was the furthest thing from my mind, yet I couldn't help it. Because the very day that my mom and I stepped on these lands, everyone looked disdainfully towards us. Which caused my heart to break even more. "I shouldn't worry about it, though. Everything will turn out all right in the end. Right now, my main focus is to find out where the scent is coming from." I whispered, lifting my nose in the air and sniffing it. Upon doing that, the smell became stronger, urging me to inch closer. So, I did, slowly, not sure about what awaited. "Mmm, that smells delicious. What's cooking that has an aromatic smell to it?" I asked, walking towards the kitchen. The sounds of teeth scraping the plates lingered in the air, and my heart beat rapidly inside my chest as I made my way closer. But, for some reason, I couldn't get the words Adam told me earlier, out of my mind. "Sasha?" Someone whispered in my ear, placing their hand on my shoulder. Who touched me? I wondered, bringing my thoughts back to the real world, despite the chaos running around in my mind. Then, my eyes wondered as I stared at the person in front of me. She was wearing a red gown, with her flowing blonde hair, all ethereal like. And she crossed her arms over her chest, looking at me with a glint in her eyes. "What do you want?" I questioned, irritated over the silence that I thought I would have. I stepped in here to get something to eat, yet my arch rival had the audacity to interrupt me. And the few moments of silence, was immediately broken upon hearing her voice. "I can't be concerned about your well-being? I mean we are of the same pack. Oh wait, no we're not!" She cackled, causing the pack members to stop what they were doing, and stare at us. With every word she spat, I felt my fists turning red, and my teeth beginning to clench. But, as the daughter to an Alpha, and Omega, I knew that I shouldn't let their words get in the way of my inner strength. Yet, I couldn't help it. "Oh, did I say something to hurt your wittle feelings." She stated, her voice rising with each word. No! She did not just say that!? Did she? I thought, gearing up to fight her. However, someone's voice entered my mind, pulling me backwards. "Sasha, don't react in a way that would cause her to speak angrily towards you." One of my pack members, Anabella spoke to me through the mind-link. As her words lingered in my mind, a wave of ease riveted through me urging me to think about my actions. And I calmed down a bit, silently communicating with her. Having Anabella here with me, despite what life had thrown at me, automatically eased my anger. Yet, I still had this seed of doubt creeping up every now and then. Just like today. "I don't know if I can do this. The way she speaks towards me causes my anger to rise. For your sake, I'll ignore her." I responded, disappointment filling my brain. I desperately wanted to fight her, yet Anabella prevented me from doing so. Now, I know it was for the best, since my arch enemy always taunted me with how she's the Alpha and Luna's daughter, and she could kick me out of the pack whenever she felt it would be best to do so. Ugh, I shouldn't think that way. She shouldn't get to me like that. I thought, a shiver flowing through my body. But, I know that one day, everything will change for me. And when it comes, just know that I'll be ready and waiting. Which might be a few years into the future. Right as my mind raced, her voice, as calm as a slow moving river, popped into my brain again. "Thank you. You know, my friend, I only have the best thoughts for you." She answered, smiling slightly as she peered at me. Not wanting my enemy to notice our conversation, I nodded slightly, then turned and faced her. I squinted my eyes, determining what would come out of my mouth. But I didn't expect it to be done so calmly. "Daniella, just because you've been in the pack much longer than I have; it doesn't mean you should act all high and mighty." I stated with a carefully measured tone as I stared into her eyes. Then, I let the words linger in the air just enough to ease the tension. "She's no use for me. I'm more powerful than she is, so it's imperative I keep my composure." I whispered to myself, forcing whatever mean words I wanted to say back down my throat. "Sasha.." Before she could continue, I turned on my heel and about to walk to my room when I felt a sharp nail grip my wrist. "Leaving so soon?"Please help me decide. Should I listen to her and see where this takes me? Or should I take things into my own hands? I prayed silently to the Moon Goddess, hoping to receive guiding words from her.And that is something I have never done before. Somehow, it was like everything I had done in this world she created. In my mind, it's only right that I look to her for guidance.Because of that, I placed my right hand over my chest, inhaling and then exhaling a breath of relief, gaining the strength I needed to continue my journey.Knowing that one day I could be the ruler of the world gives me great strength. Yet, I was not fully ready for what it entailed. However, I know that I must figure this out somehow. So, I turned inwards, silently speaking words of encouragement to myself.There's no need to worry. This person could maybe help me find out the truth about what my whole life means. I pondered, shifting from one foot to the other.And then my wolf started speaking, urging me to hea
"What do you think I should do?" I asked her in hopes of receiving a response, but all I got was the whip of her tail in my mind and a huffing sound before she turned to walk away.And I felt the fury inside of my body grow at a rapid pace, causing waves of fire to sprout from my fingers as my brain went into overdrive.Then, suddenly, words of doubt snaked themselves through my mind, urging my heart to burst into flames. And I started inhaling and exhaling just as more crazy thoughts appeared in my mind. To which I couldn't keep in, so I crossed my hands over my chest as disappointment flashed through my mind.How dare she not care about giving me a f*cking answer to my question! I can't believe she would do that to me! I thought, furious about the impending silence between us.Yet, somehow, there was a sense of hope that stayed bright in my heart despite the anger I was currently feeling.Because of that, I placed my hands on the side of my head, squeezing it so hard, in hopes of pr
So, I placed my hands over my mouth and started hollering in his direction.But before I spoke up, I closed my eyes, inhaling the nervous energy that had begun floating through my veins. Then, for a brief moment, a sense of peace rushed over me as my mind began to race.I hope this works. I hope he actually answers me instead of just staring intensely into the abyss. I pondered while shifting from one foot to the other, trying to figure out what volume my voice should be in order to gain his attention."Are you even listening to me?" I shouted over the loudness of the wind that had begun blowing. However, despite my plea, he continued looking ahead of me, not realizing I was speaking to him.In which I started clenching and unclenching my fists as disappointment floated through my veins.There must be some type of way that I can gain his attention. What can I do? I contemplated while lifting my hand in the air.Then, as if by some miracle, I touched his shoulder, not realizing that it
And his voice echoed in the air, leaving me on edge.To which I leaned closer, eager to listen to Adam's every word. Knowing that one day, this fight of our lives would be behind us, gave me more courage than I ever needed. Yet, I couldn't help but worry as his words filled my heart.Noticing my rising fury, he gripped my shoulder tightly, pulling me closer to him before he leaned towards my ear."Darling, I know it's hard for you to come to terms with this. I need you to take a deep breath before I tell you something else," Adam stated while lowering his head towards mine.And I nodded slightly, letting my nostrils flare just a bit before I started to speak. Dear Moon Goddess, I need to make sure I keep my emotions in check. He needs to see that just because I might be slightly flustered doesn't mean I'm the wrong one for him. I pondered, receiving strength in my heart as I stood taller, letting all doubt leave my body.Then, when it was just enough, I opened my mouth to speak, despi
"Let go! You're hurting me! I am not the one you want!" I screamed, twisting my arm from one side to the other. But they gripped me tighter, and their nails began digging further into my skin. However, they didn't stop. Instead, black tendrils began snaking its way up my arm as they continued speaking. "Sasha! You must understand that this can't happen! There's no way you're going to be able to be with him!" They hollered, pulling me further into the portal. When suddenly, Adam ran up behind me, and a rush of fear gripped my body with every step he took. "You've got to be kidding me! What could it be now!?" I mumbled, furious at his sudden interruption. "Sasha! What the heck is going on? I thought you were following me?" He spoke franticly, grabbing ahold of my backside. But then his gripped loosened as the tendrils began pushing him away from me. What's going on? Can't he pull me out from here? I wondered while trying to remove my hand from the strangers. Yet, they gripped
But the more I tried, the harder it became. When suddenly, Adam stood taller, and his stance became more Alpha like.Which caused my mind to race with a million thoughts running around it as I tried to grasp the severity of the situation.Is he going to do what I desperately need him to do? Or will he not? I pondered while shifting from one foot to the other, unsure of what to do.But then, he began to speak. "Don't worry, I will make sure she doesn't see daylight ever again." Adam whispered as he placed his hand comfortably upon my shoulder.And the worrying thoughts that were on my mind began to disappear.Yet, it wasn't fully enough, as I replied back, fear still gripping my heart tightly."Are you sure you can do that? Wouldn't it be..." Before I could finish my sentence, he placed a finger in front of my mouth.And I silenced myself immediately, but with a racing mind."Shh, Sash. Just listen to my next words." Adam spoke softly, urging me to quickly close my mouth as the warmth
Come on, Sasha. Don't let this dissuade you from learning what you want. You know that he's not going to let it go. So, forget about finding out about it. I wondered as I leaned back, letting him talk.This was something that I had to do, since I needed to really listen to everythin
"My dearest human, it's time!" My wolf declared, her fur sprouting from every part of her body, and the old ones falling out onto the ground.With every shed of her fur, her stance became stronger, urging me to follow suit. Yet, a little bit of doubt crept into my brain, causin
"What is that! Where did it come from?" I asked as the white speck continued growing bigger, until it stopped.And the woman who held my hand released her grip as she stared ahead. With every beat of quiet that surrounded us, my mind began to race, unable to understand what was
"Let's do this thing!" I shouted loud enough for my grandma to hear me.Somewhere, deep down down in my heart, I was desperate to antagonize her; make her see that I'm someone not to be played with.And to my satisfaction, she squinted her eyes, like I had gotten under her skin.







