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~Mirabelle~

I didn't know how long I had been lying on this bed but I wasn't prepared of getting up from it anytime soon. I could stay days, weeks or months even on this bed without moving an inch because that is the only alternative I'm seeing here into getting out of my problems.

"I think it's time we put an end to this relationship. Maybe it would be better this way. For us to go our separate ways. For us to live our separate lives. Maybe this is what's best."

Tears rolled down my eyes as I buried my face deeper into the sheets. I didn't know my son's had gotten so loud because the next thing I felt was a hand on my back.

"It's going to be fine, baby. Everything will be okay."

"No, it won't mom. It's over now. This is all my fault. If I had tried to reach out early then none of this would have happened. It's my fault that Mariano and I...are going our separate ways. I don't know...mom, why is all this bad things happening to me? Am I cursed? Why do I keep falling for the wrong peop