Am l dead!

Mr. Gavin's point of view

I worked many years from grass to grace. I wasn't going to sit down and let my efforts go to waste. I had dreams to be yet fulfilled and l was wishing to see my little babies grow into beautiful human beings.The joy and anticipation of them as adults helped me to overcome the negative thoughts that had been playing in mind recently. I could hear someone whispering in my ears that am going to die. That my business in the world was over. I could think of how it feels when you die and oftenly dream of dead people calling up to me. I could see my self dead yet alive.l could sit blank or stare at anyone in front of me without saying a word. It was getting serious yet l didn't know where and how l will end with those thoughts.

But one day l told my self that l can do better than that. I can't let them get into me and affect my life that much. Ashina had been suspicious of me and even started to investigate my daily activities.No l wasn't go to give her worries.