It had been fifteen years since Vangie and her husband separated. She never thought she would have another man in her life. For all those years, she had been alone, except for her children. She let their father petition them to live abroad so they could have a better life. Even though she knew it meant being left alone in the Philippines, she accepted it. She didn’t want to take that opportunity away from them.
It had also been fifteen years since she last felt her heart beat for someone. The feelings she had for Fredo never came back. From then until now, only her ex-husband had ever touched, hugged, or kissed her. She thought she was done with things like that.
Until now…
Bert was kissing her.
Vangie froze in shock, unable to move. Her eyes widened when she opened them, but Bert’s remained shut as he savored their kiss. One of his arms held her basket, while the other wrapped around her waist. His other hand rested on the back of her head.
She wanted to push him away, to slap or hit him, but she couldn’t. It was as if he had put a spell on her, and before she knew it, she was closing her eyes and responding to his kiss.
At that moment, Vangie felt the walls she had built to keep men away crumble. It took her fifteen years to build them, but now, they were gone in seconds.
Is this what a kiss feels like?
After so long, it was like she was sixteen again. Something inside her came alive, and she liked it.
“Oh my goodness!”
Vangie quickly buried her face in Bert’s chest when she heard someone speak behind her. She suddenly snapped back to reality. Bert, on the other hand, just pulled her closer to hide her face.
Oh no! How embarrassing! she thought, feeling her cheeks burn.
“If you two want to flirt, go find a room! Or better yet, the forest! Plenty of space there!” the man said.
“Sorry, sir. My girlfriend and I haven’t seen each other in a long time,” Bert replied casually, as if it wasn’t a big deal that someone caught them kissing.
“Tsk!”
Vangie heard the man click his tongue before walking away.
She stayed in Bert’s arms for a while, too embarrassed to move. At her age, she got caught making out in public! She flinched when she felt Bert tighten his hug. Her forehead creased when she felt him place small kisses on the top of her head.
“Is he gone?” she whispered.
“He’s gone,” Bert murmured.
“Huh?” Vangie lifted her head, but stopped when she realized their faces were just inches apart.
She quickly pulled away and smacked Bert’s chest.
“Ow!” Bert laughed, dodging her next hit.
“You’re messing with me, aren’t you?! Why didn’t you tell me he was already gone?”
Bert grinned. “I thought you wanted to hug me longer.”
Vangie’s face turned even redder. She took a deep breath, trying to push aside what had just happened.
“Give me the fish! You’re so annoying!” She reached for her basket, but Bert lifted it out of her reach.
“I’ll carry it and walk with you,” he insisted.
Vangie’s eyes widened when Bert grabbed her hand and led her away from the stall. She felt a strange electric sensation where their skin touched.
Oh no! What’s happening to me?
She was never the type to let anyone boss her around, especially someone younger than her. But when it came to Bert, she felt… different. She knew it was too soon to assume anything, but out of all the men who had courted her, only Bert made her feel this way. Even more than her ex-husband did.
“What else do you need to buy?” Bert asked as they walked past different stalls.
Vangie kept her head down, following behind him. She was sure her cheeks were still red. She wasn’t used to this kind of attention.
“Vegetables?” Bert asked again, but she still didn’t answer. “Vangie?”
“H-Huh?” Vangie snapped out of her thoughts.
She looked at Bert and swallowed hard when she saw him staring at her. She quickly averted her gaze, pretending to look at the produce in front of her.
“Uh… um… y-yeah. Vegetables.”
Get it together, Vangie! she scolded herself.
Bert nodded. “What kind of vegetables do you like? Eggplant? Do you want one?”
“Eggplant?” Vangie frowned. Something about the way he said it seemed off.
Bert turned to her with a teasing grin. “Yeah. My eggplant.”
Vangie’s mouth fell open. Her whole face turned red as a tomato.
She quickly turned to the vendor, relieved that she wasn’t paying attention. She glared at Bert and yanked her hand away from his grip.
“I’ll do it myself!” she snapped, realizing he was enjoying teasing her.
Bert laughed but stayed beside her as she looked through the vegetables.
“How about a big, thick eggplant? Do you like those?”
Vangie almost choked. When she turned to him, he was holding up a large eggplant, inspecting it.
She forced herself to stay calm. Ignore him, Vangie. Just ignore him.
“Vangie, what do you think? Because mine is just like this,” Bert said mischievously.
Vangie grabbed the nearest eggplant and smacked him with it.
“Stop it!” she snapped.
She froze when she heard the vendor laughing. Oh no, she heard us!
“Oh, sir, I like your eggplant,” the vendor said, giggling.
Vangie frowned even more and kept her head down while Bert grinned.
“Really?” Bert smirked.
Vangie’s ears burned. She tried not to react, but she was getting annoyed. How could they flirt in front of her?
“But there’s only one person I want to give it to,” Bert added.
Vangie paused. She took a deep breath.
“Oh? And who’s that?” the vendor asked.
Vangie pretended to search for something in her bag, suddenly curious about Bert’s answer. But after a few seconds, he said nothing.
She glanced at him and saw his teasing grin.
This guy is crazy!
She scowled at him, turned around, and walked away.
“Vangie! Wait!” Bert called after her.
She ignored him. She was getting frustrated. Why did he even bring up eggplants?!
She walked straight toward the waiting shed at the edge of the market.
“Vangie!”
She felt someone grab her arm. She didn’t want to look at him, but she also didn’t want him to see that she was upset… over an eggplant.
Ugh! Stop thinking about the eggplant!
“What?” she asked.
“You’re leaving this behind?” He raised the basket of fish.
Vangie sighed. She had almost forgotten about her dinner.
“Give it to me.” She held out her hands.
“I’ll take you home.”
Instead of handing her the basket, Bert grabbed her wrist and started walking.
She didn’t argue because he was holding her tightly. His strides were so long that she almost tripped trying to keep up.
“Wait here,” he said when they reached the waiting shed.
He left her there and walked toward the parking lot. She couldn’t see where he went, so she just sat on the cement bench.
A few moments later, she heard a motorcycle engine.
Bert appeared, riding a Honda TMX, grinning as he revved the engine. He got off and walked over to her. Before she could react, he put a helmet on her head.
“Wait… you’re taking me on that?” Vangie asked, eyeing the motorcycle.
Bert nodded, fastening the helmet strap. “Yeah.”
“What? No way! I’ll just take a tricycle!” she protested, reaching to remove the helmet.
“Come on, I got you,” Bert said, winking at her again.
Vangie quickly looked away as her heart pounded.
If any other man kept winking at her, she would’ve poked his eye out.
But with Bert…
She sighed.
“Fine.”
Vangie felt like she was transported back in time as she rode on the back of Bert’s motorcycle. She was still shy around him, so she only held onto his shoulder. But before he started the engine, he grabbed her hands and wrapped them around his waist.“What are you doing?” Vangie asked, eyes wide. She felt awkward as her body pressed against his back.“It’s safer if you hold on here. Plus, you get free abs.”Vangie frowned and pinched Bert’s stomach, but to her surprise, it was rock hard. It was like grabbing a stone. Bert flinched slightly, pressing against her even more. She froze when her chest touched his back, making her pull away in embarrassment.“Y-You’re so full of nonsense,” she muttered.“Just hold on properly. You don’t believe me?”Vangie sighed and adjusted her grip. It had been a long time since she last rode a motorcycle, so she finally gave in and wrapped her arms around his waist. She swallowed hard when she caught a whiff of his masculine scent. Something inside her
Vangie tried to forget her conversation with Bert, but ever since then, he kept coming to her house. He never said much—just brought her food. Sometimes, he even helped her open her store. He was serious when he said he would court her.She tried to ignore him, but after his confession, something inside her seemed to come alive. She had to admit it—she was slowly starting to feel something for Bert.“So, this young guy is courting you?” Sheila asked again.Vangie paused from repacking cooking oil and looked at her friend. “Yes! How many times are you going to ask that?” she replied, annoyed.Sheila had asked her the same question five times. They were in Vangie’s store, repacking supplies like cooking oil into small plastic bags to sell for five or ten pesos each. Sheila always helped her with this task.They had been friends for over a decade, ever since Vangie was still studying and hadn’t married yet. That’s why she trusted Sheila enough to talk about Bert.Sheila suddenly squealed
Vangie woke up early to get ready. She and Sheila were going to a birthday party, so she decided to close her store for the day, even though she didn't plan to stay long. It was their godchild’s sixteenth birthday, the child of their former classmate, so many of their old classmates would be there. Vangie knew she might end up staying longer since it would be like a reunion.“Vangie! What’s taking you so long? Aren’t you ready yet?” Sheila called out. She had arrived at Vangie’s house at 7 AM, but it was already 8 AM, and Vangie was still busy. Sheila sighed and sat on the sofa to wait.“Almost done!” Vangie replied from her room upstairs. She stood in front of her mirror, putting on red lipstick and brushing her hair. She wore fitted jeans and a sleeveless floral blouse with buttons down the front, pairing it with white sandals. She let her hair down and, once satisfied with her look, headed downstairs.“Finally, you’re ready!” Sheila exclaimed, putting down her phone and standing up
“If you talk like that, Marissa, it’s like you weren’t left for the same reason, huh? How many men have dumped you because you’re bad at giving head?” Sheila said angrily. Her face was already red, a clear sign that she was drunk. She even pointed a finger at Marissa while glaring at her.“What did you say?” Marissa stood up and pointed at Sheila in return.“Don’t you dare point at me!” Sheila shouted, almost toppling forward as she jabbed a finger at Marissa.Vangie winced. She quickly stood up when she noticed people starting to stare and grabbed Sheila’s arm.“W-Wait a second, okay? Sheila’s drunk. I’ll take her to the bathroom,” Vangie said, trying to pull her friend away.Sheila stubbornly shook off Vangie’s grip. “No way! Just let me—”Before she could finish, Vangie covered her mouth and forcefully dragged her away from the table. Marissa’s face was already red with anger, and she looked like she was about to eat Sheila alive. And to be fair, Sheila wasn’t exactly wrong. Both o
Bert took Vangie to the side of Maricel’s house, where the guests' cars were parked.“I’ll just take a tricycle,” Vangie said. She had been feeling embarrassed ever since her friend’s earlier comment. She trusted Bert not to do anything inappropriate, but she still felt uncomfortable. It was as if her friend had stripped her down in front of him and served her up like a delicious meal.Bert shook his head. “I’ll take you home—”Vangie shot him a glare, making him stop mid-sentence. He laughed.“You’re so fun to tease. You look even prettier when you’re annoyed.”Vangie rolled her eyes. “I already told you, didn’t I? I’ll just take a tricycle,” she said, frustrated, and turned away. She couldn’t believe her friend had betrayed her like that. But before she could leave, Bert grabbed her arm.“You’re in a bad mood. Come on, I know exactly where to take you,” Bert said. “It’ll help you cool off.”Vangie was about to refuse, but Bert pulled her toward his motorcycle and put a helmet on her
"Wait, is that an apple?" Vangie asked in amazement as she looked at the tree beside the house. She walked closer and was even more surprised when she realized she was right. "Wow! Apples don't grow in the Philippines, right? How?" she asked curiously.Bert approached Vangie. "Yeah. But my mom didn’t give up. She planted it herself."Vangie looked at Bert. "That’s amazing."Bert smiled and removed Vangie’s helmet. "She’s been trying since I was a kid. Three years ago, she finally succeeded." He gently fixed her messy hair. "Come inside."Vangie swallowed hard. The feeling of awkwardness returned. She avoided looking at Bert and just nodded. When he started walking toward the house, she followed, though she wished she could admire the beautiful view a little longer. But she was also feeling a bit sleepy.When they entered, Vangie was even more impressed. The house was studio-type, so when Bert turned on the lights, she immediately saw the spacious living room connected to the kitchen.
After talking to Vangie, she decided to ask about Bert. She spoke to Banjo and questioned him, as he had made a delivery that day without Bert. This gave her the chance to interview Banjo. They had just finished unloading her groceries and were standing by the gate. She offered them drinks."Yes, Ate. It's been almost five years," Banjo replied, taking a sip of his soda. He wiped the sweat from his forehead. "That's why he's staying here, to forget. He kind of went off track."Vangie raised an eyebrow. "Is that so? Are they married?" she asked. For her, it was difficult to get involved with someone who was still married, even if they were separated.Banjo thought for a moment, then shook his head. "I don't think they're married."Vangie sighed in relief. That meant they were just living together. "Thank you. Sorry for the questions," she said.Banjo scratched his head. "It's fine, Ate. Thanks for the soda.""By the way, why isn't Bert here today?" Vangie asked, confused. Every deliver
Vangie probably felt that her mistake when she and her husband separated was not talking to him. Because of the deep pain she felt, she didn’t try to talk to him about fixing things. She didn’t beg him not to leave. She frowned. It wasn’t her and her children who Fredo left; it was just her. But maybe if she had done that, they wouldn’t have separated. She was very angry with Fredo. She couldn’t accept that he looked for someone else.Now that she knew Bert’s ex-partner wanted to get back together with him, who was she to stand in their way?Vangie sighed deeply and looked at Bert. He was staring at the ceiling as if he had a big problem."Well, what’s the big problem?" she commented.Bert sighed again and shook his head. "I didn’t agree," he said, looking at her.Vangie furrowed her brow and asked, "Why?""Would you accept your ex-husband back, even though he cheated on you?" Bert asked.Vangie’s eyes widened. She quickly looked away from him and stared at the turned-off TV. No one e
"When someone sees us, I will really punch you, Bert. You see," said Vangie.She slowly descended into the lake. Vangie immediately felt a chill when her skin touched the water. The sun was still shining brightly, but the water was cold.The sun is still up but the water is cold. "That's not it," Bert assured."That's not it," Bert assured.He took his girlfriend's hand and guided her down the stairs.He took his girlfriend's hand and helped her up. He stepped on some stones while going down.He was stepping on some rocks while going down.Until he completely submerged and floated in the water. Vangie immediately grabbed onto her boyfriend when she couldn't feel her legs.
Exactly at noon, Bert and the others took a break. Bert took off his shirt since it was soaked with sweat. Luckily, the breeze in the fields was strong, so even under the blazing sun, it still felt cool.“Let’s eat,” said Vangie as she handed out plates to each of them. Then she passed the spoons, but they refused, saying they’d just eat with their hands since they had washed them. Vangie didn’t insist.“Sit here, love. Let’s eat together,” Bert said, patting the seat next to him.“Wait,” Vangie said. She took Bert’s plate and filled it with rice and food, then fixed her own plate before sitting beside him.“You’re lucky to have a wife like her, Bert,” said the oldest man among them, Mang Jose. He was almost seventy but still good at climbing trees.Vangie smiled at the compliment. “Just enough,” she replied.Bert shook his head. “You’re right, sir. I’m really lucky. She’s beautiful and kind.”Vangie blushed and lightly hit Bert’s arm, laughing. “Stop that. It’s embarrassing.”“When a
After everything that happened, Vangie couldn’t help but feel uneasy. She always had the feeling that Bert wouldn’t come back to her. So she made him start using a cellphone so she could easily contact him. Bert didn’t want to at first, especially since Vangie gave him an Android phone. Instead, he chose to use a small phone with buttons.Vangie texted him often while he was at work, asking where he was and what he was doing. That setup helped calm her worries. She also noticed that Bert wasn’t going out much anymore. One time while they were shopping, someone approached them claiming to be Bert’s friend from his hometown. He invited Bert to drink for a birthday celebration, but Bert refused. Vangie even encouraged him to go, but Bert firmly said no, saying he didn’t want to make her feel suspicious.Vangie felt a little guilty. It seemed like Bert was always thinking about how she might react—enough to turn down his usual habits. She never meant for him to stop doing what he used to
Bert kissed Vangie deeply, holding her face in his hands. Vangie swallowed hard, feeling torn. She was still upset because he didn’t come home last night, but she didn’t want to make a big deal out of it. They had never fought before, and she didn’t want their first fight to happen just because she was being paranoid.Vangie responded to his kiss and wrapped her arms around his neck. Bert’s hands started to wander, holding her waist and giving it a gentle squeeze.“I miss you, Vangie,” Bert whispered, trailing kisses down her neck.Vangie couldn’t help but let out a soft sound. She missed him too — that was part of why she was so upset. She wasn’t used to not seeing him, and it was the first time something like this had happened.
"Love, I’m going out later. Is that okay?" Bert called out from the bathroom while taking a shower.Vangie paused from folding their clothes. “Where are you going?” she asked, then continued folding.“The guys invited me to the fiesta,” he answered. “But it’s okay if you don’t want me to go. I haven’t said yes yet.”Vangie sighed. She didn’t want to stop him from doing what he wanted. “It’s fine. Go ahead.”The bathroom door opened, and the smell of their cheap soap filled the room. Vangie swallowed hard when Bert stepped out, completely naked, drying himself off. She quickly looked away.“Are you sure?” Bert asked
Vangie’s heart almost broke when she saw her husband with another woman in the field. He had just come home from Manila and said he wanted to work on their land because he missed it. She followed him there to bring him lunch — but never expected to see him with someone else, doing something unforgivable.On her way to confront him, she ran into Fredo’s mother.“Vangie? What happened to you? Why are you crying?” his mother asked, full of concern. She held Vangie’s shoulders and tried to lift her face.Vangie’s face was soaked with tears, and she could barely see. She didn’t care that they were standing in the middle of the road. She hugged her mother-in-law and cried her heart out.“M-Ma… F-Fredo…”
“Vangie!”Vangie stopped scrubbing Bert’s clothes when she heard someone calling her from outside the house. She was in the middle of doing laundry. She frowned because she wasn’t expecting any visitors today. Besides Sheila, the only people who usually came by were delivery drivers — and she hadn’t ordered anything today.“Just a second!”She set the brush down and slowly stood up, holding her waist. Her back had been aching a lot these past few days. She stretched a little and wiped her hands before heading toward the gate. She froze when she saw who was waiting outside.“Aren’t you going to let me in?” the woman asked directly.Vangie swallowed hard and quickly walked to the gate
Marica: Ma, you should schedule your medical appointment. I’ll send you the hospital’s contact number so you can call them. We’ll send the money for the fee the day after tomorrow.Vangie almost held her breath as she read her daughter’s message. She bit her lip and stared outside her store. What should I do? she asked herself. She hadn’t told Bert yet about her plans to process her papers. She’d tried several times, but every time she was about to speak, her words got stuck. She didn’t know how to tell him without hurting him — or making him upset.She hadn’t expected Bert to come into her life. She had been content just running her little store and waiting for her children. Her plan to follow them to Can
As the days passed, Bert and Vangie’s relationship grew deeper. Bert visited Vangie almost every day — in fact, he often stayed over and hardly went home anymore. Vangie’s friend, Sheila, kept teasing her, saying she looked like a lovestruck teenager again because her cheeks would blush whenever she talked about Bert. Vangie didn’t deny it — she felt the same way. Ever since she and Bert got together, she felt younger and happier.“What? What did you just say?” Vangie asked in shock while they were having lunch at her store.“I said… maybe I should just live here,” Bert replied casually.Vangie put down her spoon and stared at him. “Y-You’re serious? You want to live… here? In my house?” She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and