People were walking around. Sure enough, no one was wearing much. A couple of people were even led by her with collars and leashes nothing more. Tara thought that was the floor show until she heard the crack of the whip again. She jumped in response and watched it land on the bare backside of a bound woman.
The sounds brought her attention to a woman bent over a bench and restrained with chains. Tara’s body shivered with unfamiliar feelings she couldn't describe. Tara could see the woman’s face and she appeared to be enjoying this treatment. That this was the best thing ever that she’d experienced. As the floor show continued, Tara watched the crowd as the large dark-haired man plied the whip to the women’s flesh. His tanned bare chest gleamed in the club's lights, accenting his sculpted muscles and warrior’s body. His tattoos fascinated her. As she watched, his concentration never strayed from the woman. He ignored everyone else. To him, it was just the two of them. An intimate encounter on display. Tara couldn’t help but feel her own restless need. She craved to touch herself, but she wouldn’t do that here. She couldn’t let herself go and draw attention to her sad existence. Women in the audience lounged on men’s laps or at their feet. Men relaxed and toyed with these women’s naked flesh. The women didn’t mind, some vocally displayed their enjoyment. Others moved to clearly find more enjoyed in what the men were doing. The floor show continued until he commanded the woman being whipped to climax. She shattered spectacularly right there for the entire crowd to watch; nothing was hidden from the crowd and Tara saw and felt everything emotionally and visually. Her most intimate body parts were on full display, she couldn’t have faked it. Tara felt the need to clamp her thighs closed in response to everything she’d witnessed, and she held her purse before her. Tara wasn’t envious of her being whipped. No, she was envious of the woman being free enough to let go like that before everyone and on command. To give herself permission to let go and just feel. There was no way she could have faked that. Tara struggled not to feel her own response to the highly charged encounter. Now Tara was standing there, feeling more isolated than when she first entered.When the floor show ended, another man took a woman over his knee and spanked her where he sat. It was a type of spanking Tara had never seen. It wasn’t rushed or done in anger. He would slap her butt cheeks and then rub the red spots that formed with a firm hand. She’d cry out and counted each slap. Moaning in delight as he caressed her intimately. She was panting and begging for more. Thrusting her bum up begging for another slap. It was so intimate that Tara had to look away when his hand disappeared between her bare thighs, and she began cooing in delight and thrusting her hips against his hand.She couldn’t help it. She felt her own discomfort growing between her thighs as she watched. Tara wondered what he said to her as he spanked her. Because he was smiling as he administered each slap and looked pleased as he examined the results. Tara couldn’t see the woman’s face, but her moans and writhing told her the woman didn’t care who heard her response. Tara wished she could have that freedom. “Abby knows she’s just a tool for him. She’s Cal’s current submissive, and she has a thing for pain. Think of her as a show horse or a pet. Cal is the owner of the Wild Wolf and Alpha of the Crimson Nights.” Rachel watched her liked a hawk with a gauging look. “It’s not all about the pain. It’s about control. As a submissive, you explore your experience. The dominate is there to ensure you are looked after properly and receive what you need. That you don’t get carried away and injure yourself? And of course, no one takes advantage of you or harms you by going beyond your limits or breaks general rules of conduct. Mind you, dominates find pleasure in giving and seeing their efforts received in an open and honest way. They also love to watch a submissive grow and embrace their true selves. ” “Oh, I’m not here to be whipped or spanked. I just want to have a few drinks and maybe play a few games of chance.” Tara wasn’t prepared, nor did she trust Rachel enough to admit how she felt about all of this. It didn’t matter if she succeeded or failed with her job here. She’d never be back. “Of course you are.” Rachel wasn’t arguing with her, but Tara got the suspicion the blonde member services manager didn’t believe her. Or she knew something Tara didn’t.Currently, Tara was feeling so many things after watching a woman climax on stage in front of a crowd that she was overwhelmed. “Follow me, and it’s time to show you, our establishment.” Tara followed Rachel in a desperate bid to find a place where she could compose herself or hide from the feelings, she was experiencing. As they made their way through the club, Rachel pointed out various things to her except where the gambling was. Rachel introduced her to staff and patrons alike. It was uncomfortable for Tara as male eyes took in her lacking form. She was sure they compared to most of the women here, Tara’s form looked like a teenage boy. It wasn’t until she found herself in the uncomfortable place of being introduced to an Alpha that she understood their disapproval. With her dirty blonde hair, blue eyes, and boyish figure, Tara wasn’t the typical female shifter. “Tara, may I introduce you to Alpha Jones? This is Tara, and it’s her first visit here.” “Welcome Tara, and who are you with?” Tara felt like this job would fail ultimately, there were too many eyes on her. Too many knew her name and what she looked like. “Was I supposed to come with someone?” Now she wondered if she’d done something very wrong by coming alone. “No, but it would explain your poor condition. You have no meat on your bones.” “Life’s like that.” Tara couldn’t meet half of these people’s eyes and now she was defending her poor diet and her struggle to survive. “Hmm. Well, I hope you find what you need here this evening. I’m sure someone will take ownership of you and see that you get the proper care you deserve.”Tara thought they would want her pack affiliation at the very least. But they didn’t and she was thankful for that. But when the Alpha spoke of ownership and caring for her. She struggled to stay quiet and not rudely correct him. The thought of being someone’s property terrified her and excited her in the same breath. They finally stopped at the entrance to the gambling den. “That’s the end of the tour. If you need any help or have questions, just ask a staff member to call me. Now if you insist on gambling, don’t drink at the same time. If you do, keep track of your drinks and gamble responsibly. At these tables, shifters gamble away their lives and have lived to regret it. Tara nodded while she thought it was too late for that. She was regretting everything, but there wasn’t much else she could do but continue. “Remember, if you’re caught cheating, then you are at the mercy of the house. That means you’re at the mercy of the Crimson Nights Alpha. Have a good evening, and don’t forget to enjoy yourself.” Rachel smiled before she finally left Tara to her own devices. She turned to the room before her and searched for a game she could enter. Rachel entered the back office and watched the gaming floor. This was highly irregular. Beta Jaxon was working the door tonight since Henry was with his very pregnant mate. He’d spotted a little wolf skulking around, waiting to get in. Like Chris, the front room bartender, they’d both been drawn to the meek little thing. They weren’t attracted to street waifs, and that’s what she looked like. Underfed and undereducated. She knew nothing of this scene and Rachel was sure she knew less about gambling. Cal wasn’t with Abby arranging for her aftercare, something he didn’t do with any submissive. Rachel knew Cal found that to be too intimate for the relationship he laid out between his submissives. Abby would never become his mate, though not from her lack of trying. Rachel knew Cal was about to give Abby to another because it was now a problem. Rachel expected Cal to enter the office soon and she would point out the potential problem for him. She watched Tara settle at a card table, looking nervous and keeping her head down. This girl would sell herself into something before she knew it, and the rules within the club stuck. You lose, you pay. What the payment was would be at the digression of the winner. These were Cal’s rules, and this was his territory. She was here by his leniency and good will. Rachel knew this waif wouldn’t listen to the warnings she was given. Cal finally entered the office and sat beside Rachel as she watched the floor. “You mentioned a potential problem?” His eyes never stopped scanning the crowd below as he spoke. “Blonde hair, tied up in a bun, with black lingerie at table four. I’ve got someone watching her. She’s curious about other aspects of the club, but she won’t admit it. All she wants is to drink and gamble.” Rachel pointed out Tara to him. “She’s filled out an account. Put in a small amount of cash. Oh, and her name is Tara.” “Tara, eh? Perhaps I need to go introduce myself?” Cal’s eyes never left Tara as he spoke. Rachel figured he was still in his zone from the demonstration by the way he watched their newest patron. “She might run and then we won’t know who sent her. Because she’s definitely no gambler.” “I’ll be nice until I know what I need. She won’t be leaving here if they sent her to mess with my business.” Cal smiled down at Tara. His grin was far from friendly. He was expected information from her, and he couldn’t wait to get it especially if she resisted.Cal stood up and left the office. It was no use changing his mind. He was one of those people who got an idea and ran with it when he was good and ready. Discussing it wasn’t an option at this point. Rachel sighed. Being the Den Mother of the Crimson Nights could frustrate her.One Year Later —Tara sat out on the poach behind the packhouse with a laptop open to a spreadsheet. She and Emily were working out the next year’s budget and the projects they’d tackle.With Emily looking after the club while they were up here. It was interesting, to say the least.Tara gave birth on schedule. It was about the only thing that was on schedule these days, and Cal was sitting on a blanket on the grass with one-year-old Natalie Nichols. The apple of her daddy’s eye. She had him wrapped around her little finger and he’d have it no other way.Eddie and his Lycan girlfriend were now running the kitchens here for Rachel. They’d mated and, well… Tara expected to hear that they’d have pups soon enough.Jaxon, well, he was back in the city. Tara wasn’t sure what was happening with him. Cal wouldn’t speak of it. But Jaxon took a leave of absence from his position for a bit. Tara wasn’t receiving the full story. But as far as she could tell. Jaxon may have two mates. One wasn’t d
Five Months Later —Tara felt like the size of a house. She propped her ankles up on her desk and she had to eat her fries with no salt. It wasn’t the same, nothing tasted the same. The poking from inside was regular now and she couldn’t wait for the last six weeks to go by. She’d been six weeks pregnant when her symptoms started and since then, if it wasn’t one symptom, it was another. Tara would be more than happy for these little monsters to enter the world.Cal was everywhere and nowhere, it seemed. He told her to clear her calendar today because he wanted to show her their new territory. The thought of trudging out there was exhausting to her. But she’d do it because he was just so insistent. He promised they’d stay the night out there and come back the next day at a leisurely pace.“You ready to go?”“Yes, I just don’t understand why we have to do this now. When all I want to do is take a nap.”“You can nap in the vehicle on the way. Don’t worry, I’ve packed everything we need a
Tara could feel the ball of conflicting emotions rolling about in her head and her belly. She had a new life inside her. No matter what, she’d never be alone again. But how did she explain all of this to them when the time came?How should she explain this to Cal? He had to be expecting this. Look at the second floor. She didn’t like it necessarily. Their pups living completely separately from us with someone else looking after them. Why hadn’t they spoken about this before?Tara’s eyes closed as the elevator dinged and opened. She’d not thought that it was important before this because she wasn’t pregnant, and they didn’t have any pups. Now she thought of it.This morning, Cal was gone before she got out of bed. This was a day she didn’t train, because there were other things she needed to get done. Which, of course, didn’t get done? A few steps brought her to Cal’s office over the club.She knocked and entered when she received the okay to enter. Tara lucked out because Cal was alon
David Monroe struggle with the enforcer training. His heart wasn’t in it and his skills lay in other places, but everyone lumped him in with the other male Lycans because he was a Lycan. He’d exhausted almost every avenue trying to explain to them he’d rather be patching people up and treating pups with fevers. While he was moping during a break, his phone rang, and it surprised him to see that Emily’s name came up on his phone. “Hello, Emily. What’s wrong? Why are you calling?” He couldn’t think of a reason she could be calling him for, but any chance he got to speak with her was better than nothing. “I’ll tell you, but you have to be very careful with what you say. No one can know why you’re about to be ordered to the Luna’s office. What we need you to do, is slip out of the packhouse. If anyone asks, you’re running an errand for the Luna. That’s it nothing more. What you need to do is go to the closest pharmacy and pick up a pregnancy kit. Come back here
Again, Tara was up late the next morning. Cal was determined he wouldn’t let her feel like he neglected anything about her. From sympathizing with her, to how her emotions were toward absolutely everything, and he didn’t forget to include planning their future together.Well, he talked, and she mostly listened. What he said wasn’t bad. Tara didn’t have a problem with any of his ideas. She didn’t have much to add or at this time have an emotional connection to any of it.Now, though, Tara needed to get her day going, and she felt like something that had been dredged from a swampy pond. It took only minutes for Emily, her newest staff member, to realize there was something wrong with Tara.“If we had a cat, I’d say you look like the latest thing it dragged home. When will we see you going to a healer?” Emily eagerly asked Tara as she returned from her latest flight to the bathroom. Tara looked at her with an expression of exhaustion.“I’m fine and I’m not planning ongoing to see one.” S
“Stone dear, you know I love you. I’m your mate and partner in life. I have always advised you about everything honestly and in your best interest.” Elaine still quietly sat in the sitting room and calmly spoke to Stone. The others had slowly filtered out to go on with their day or to watch their guests leave. “Of course you are, and you have.” Stone looked out the window and watched the vehicles leave. Elaine could see he was distracted by what was going on and his own thoughts. “Then why are you being an ass and not listening to anything I say now?” She let her irritation slip into her voice and she dryly responded to him. Her annoyance was obvious. Stone’s instincts instantly alerted him to the fact that not all was good between himself and his mate. Over the years, that instinct helped him avoid many different disasters from exploding in his face when it came to their relationship. “I’m listening Ellie. I’ve always listened.” “Then explain to me if you listened to me, then why