FAZER LOGINMara's POV
“Sit, son. Breakfast is ready.” Camille motioned toward the chair beside her. I sat opposite him, still unsure how to breathe in the same space as the man I had sinned with. “Thank you,” he said simply, taking his seat. His voice carried quiet authority, the kind that silenced a room without effort. Camille added, “You arrived late last night. Too tired to attend Andrea’s engagement party. I would have loved to see you there.” “I had other matters to attend to,” he replied. Harmless words, yet my stomach twisted. Other matters. Does he remember? He sounds like he doesn’t. Or maybe he just hides it well. “By the way…” Elias turned to Andrea. “Congratulations on your big day.” “Thank you. My fiancé and I appreciate it,” Andrea said brightly. David’s eyes darted to me, as if Andrea’s words affected me. I looked away, focusing on my meal. “We’ll have to talk about the company today,” Camille said. “I just came from there. You don’t have to worry about it,” Elias replied. My fork slipped from my hand, clattering softly against the table. I looked up, meeting his gaze—brief, flickering, like he had been watching me without looking at me at all. When he spoke again, his voice was steady, almost casual. “Mara will be joining me at the company.” I froze. “Excuse me?” He didn’t look at me this time. “You’ll be working with me.” Camille lifted her head, surprised. “That’s sudden, Elias. She’s still...” “She’s Philip’s wife,” he said evenly. “She needs to be present at the company.” My chest tightened. “I’m not agreeing to...” “It isn’t a request,” he cut in. His tone was smooth, unraised, but final. “You'll start next week. I’ll have your schedule sent to you.” My mouth went dry. “You can’t just decide that.” “I can,” he said softly. “And I have.” Silence swept across the table. Camille sighed, folding her napkin. “He’s right, Mara. It’s… what Philip would have wanted. For appearances, if nothing else.” Appearances. That was all I had ever been to this family—a ring, a headline, a placeholder. Elias stood and pushed his chair back. “We’re done here.” He left without a glance. Andrea didn’t wait a second after he was gone. “Why are you acting like you don’t want that position, Mara?” she snapped. “What do you mean?” I asked, genuinely confused. She sighed, irritated, and walked away. Camille stood next. “Mother… please tell him I don’t want that. I don’t want any of it.” Her expression hardened instantly. “Remember where you are, Mara. You don’t get to call me ‘mother’ here.” Then she left too. I pushed my plate away. The food suddenly tasted like ash. Halfway to the door, David’s voice stopped me. “Is that how they’ve been treating you?” I didn’t look back. I kept walking. I went to my room and sat on the edge of the bed, staring into nothing. What kind of man was Elias Lawson? I groaned into my palms. I already hated him. My phone rang—Clara. “Baby girl,” she burst out, “before you vanish again, I’m reminding you, your appointment is exactly one week from now. Don’t stand me up. I will disown you.” A weak laugh escaped me. “I won’t.” “You’d better not. You’ve been skipping too many follow-ups.” “I know… I’ll come. I promise.” A week later, I kept that promise. The hospital smelled of antiseptic and cold air. I headed straight to Clara’s office. She stood at the end of the hallway with a file in hand, one eyebrow raised. “Mara Lawson,” she said with mock sternness, “look who finally decided not to run from her own body.” I rolled my eyes and hugged her. “I’m here, aren’t I?” “Yes, under emotional blackmail.” She pulled back, studying my face. “You look tired again.” “I live in a house full of people who want me gone. Tired is my brand now.” She looped her arm through mine. “And I heard about David’s engagement. I swear he’s doing it out of spite.” “I don’t want to talk about him.” “Fine. Let’s check you before you faint on my floor. I just cleaned it.” I laughed softly and followed her inside. She shut the door and dropped the serious-doctor act. “Okay,” she said, flipping open my file. “First—your test results.” My pulse picked up. “Good or bad?” “Both,” she admitted. “You’re healing, but slowly. Hormones are still adjusting. Your uterus is still sensitive. You have internal inflammation.” My breath caught. “So I’m not okay.” “You’re healing,” she corrected. “But you’re not Superwoman. No stress. No lifting. And, Mara—no sexual activity. None.” I groaned. “You sound like my mother.” “I sound like someone who doesn’t want you bleeding on my table.” I tried to joke, but guilt pressed hard against my chest. Clara noticed instantly. “What aren’t you telling me?” I looked away. “Oh no,” she said. “Start talking.” My fingers twisted. “Clara… something happened.” “When?” “Where?” “Why do you look guilty?” The questions came fast. I swallowed. “I slept with someone.” She blinked. “Okay. It happens. But who?” “At the engagement party,” I whispered. Her jaw dropped. “Mara! Don’t tell me it was David.” “No,” I cut in quickly. “I wouldn’t let that happen. It was… someone else.” She narrowed her eyes. “Who?” I hesitated. “It turns out… he’s Philip’s brother.” She froze. “Mara. No. No, you didn’t.” “I was drunk,” I whispered. “I swear, I wasn’t in my right mind.” “And your body wasn’t healed!” she nearly shrieked. “Do you have a death wish?” “I didn’t know,” I said. “ I wasn’t thinking.” Her voice softened, turning serious. “Mara. No one can ever know. Not Andrea. Not Camille. Not David. No one in that house.” “I know.” “I mean it,” she said, voice trembling. “For your safety, your peace, your reputation—stay away from him. Whatever happened that night ends there.” A lump formed in my throat. “Am I… a bad person?” She squeezed my hand. “No. You were lonely, hurting, and fate screwed you over. But now you have to protect yourself.” She exhaled softly. “And you need to keep it a secret. Completely. Just like no one knows you’re even here today.” I frowned, and she caught it immediately. “I know what you’re thinking,” she added gently. “And I’ll say it again, it wasn’t your fault you lost Philip’s baby. The pregnancy was dangerous from the start. One day, you’ll explain it to them. But for now… let them believe it was a miscarriage. You don’t owe anyone your pain, Mara.” My throat tightened. “What would I do without you, Clara? I love you so much. God really blessed me with a best friend and a doctor in one.” She squeezed my hands. “I’m here. Anytime. Always.” When I returned to the mansion, it was late. My stomach growled, so I slipped into the kitchen for fruit. The room was quiet. I sliced an apple, leaning against the counter, the dull ache in my abdomen pulsing. I turned to grab a cup— and froze. David stood in the doorway, hands in his pockets. “I didn’t know you were back.” “I live here,” I said, avoiding his eyes. He nodded, glancing around. “You look… tired.” “I could say the same.” The silence stretched—awkward, heavy. Our first real conversation since the breakup. “I heard about Philip,” he said finally. “I’m sorry.” “Thank you,” I whispered. He took a small step forward. “I wanted to reach out sooner. But… it didn’t feel right.” “No,” I said softly. “It wouldn’t have.” He looked at me with something familiar in his eyes—painful, gentle, almost kind. “You deserve better than this place, Mara.” Our eyes met, and for a moment, something in his eyes softened. Almost kind. “Baby, I’m back! I’ve been looking everywhere for you!” Andrea’s voice shattered the moment as she strode into the kitchen.Mara’s Pov (Epilogue)And that was how I married the man I loved, without hiding.I didn’t even know he had quietly taken care of everything I once thought would haunt me forever—clearing the legal ties between Philip and me, removing every shadow that made me feel like I didn’t fully belong to myself. It was only then I realized I had never truly been free until Elias made sure I was.No one could call our love forbidden anymore.Not the world. Not the past. Not even me.My love for Elias only grew stronger with each passing day as we planned our wedding together. He gave me everything I once thought only existed in dreams—the dress, the atmosphere, the life I never thought I deserved. I still remember my wedding dress so clearly; it wasn’t just beautiful, it felt like it had been made from everything I had survived.And the vows he said to me… I still hear them sometimes when everything is quiet.I loved him deeply. Completely. He was my world, and I would never trade his love for a
Mara's PovThe room suddenly felt too quiet.He walked up to me slowly and held my hand. I heard soft whispers from the crowd, and my heart kept beating as if it could fall out of my chest. He made me face him, and I wondered what he was about to do.“Mara,” he began calmly.“If I had planned every moment of my life, I still would not have been prepared for you.”“I did not come into your world as someone looking for love. I came into it looking for truth. Answers. Clarity for things I thought were already decided in my mind.”“But you… changed what I thought I already understood.”“At first, I thought I was observing you.”“Then I realized I was misunderstanding you.”“And somewhere between those two, without permission from either of us, you became the only thing I could not walk away from.”A few soft murmurs moved through the crowd, but I barely heard them anymore. My entire world had narrowed to his voice.“We did not begin gently. We did not begin right. We began with questions,
Mara’s PovI had been staring at the same wrapped box for what felt like too long, turning it slightly in my hands like it would suddenly start telling me whether it was enough or not.“It’s not enough,” I muttered under my breath.Andrea looked up from where she was helping Camille arrange some things on the table and gave me a look that was halfway between amusement and concern.“What exactly are you trying to achieve with ‘enough’?” she asked.I sighed, placing the box back down carefully like it might break under pressure. “It’s his birthday, Andrea. Elias doesn’t just… do normal birthdays. It’s been a long time since he last celebrated. And I—” I hesitated, suddenly feeling a little ridiculous even saying it out loud, “I don’t know what to get him that actually means something.”Camille let out a soft laugh from across the room, shaking her head slightly as she adjusted the flower arrangement on the table.“Sweetheart,” she said gently, “you could give him a plain piece of paper
Elias Pov It was the weekend, and for once I woke up to a silence that felt like peace itself.There were no urgent calls waiting, no decisions pressing against the back of my mind, and no reason to immediately step into responsibility the moment I opened my eyes. It felt peaceful, and I found myself enjoying every moment of it.I stayed in bed longer than usual, staring at the ceiling while daylight slowly filtered through the curtains. Even in the stillness, my thoughts didn’t settle easily. They moved on their own, drifting between recent events, things that had ended, and things that had not yet properly begun again, and I found myself waiting for something to interrupt the quiet, because experience had taught me that peace rarely lasted without consequence.Eventually, I got up.The house felt different as I moved through it. Not empty, not loud, but subtly shifted in a way I couldn’t immediately define. There was movement somewhere downstairs, soft sounds of footsteps and obje
Mara's Pov The drive home was quiet.Not uncomfortable quiet, but the kind that came after too many emotions had been pulled to the surface in one day. The city lights blurred past the car windows in long streaks of gold and white, while the memory of Margaret’s broken cries refused to leave my mind.I had seen her angry. Bitter. Cruel. Dangerous.But never shattered.I glanced at Elias beside me. His hands rested steadily on the steering wheel, jaw set, eyes forward. Yet every now and then, I caught him looking at me briefly, as though making sure I was still alright.I offered him a small smile.He reached over with one hand and squeezed mine.No words were needed.By the time we arrived at the mansion, warmth greeted us before we even stepped fully inside.Camille was the first to rush forward.“There you are,” she said, touching my cheek like a worried mother. “You look exhausted.”“I’m fine,” I said softly. “Just tired.”Andrea appeared behind her, smiling gently.“How did your
Elias Pov I stayed silent, waiting for Richard to finish whatever he had come to say. Mara was still in my arms, her presence steadying me more than I cared to admit. Richard adjusted the files in his hand, barely glancing at us. With a brief nod, he turned and left the room after he had said what he had to say, his footsteps fading down the corridor.Silence settled between us.I exhaled slowly and looked down at Mara.She was still in my arms. And for a moment, I just… looked at her.“You didn’t move,” I said softly, a small smile forming. “Richard walked in and you didn’t even try to hide behind me this time.”Mara blinked, then frowned slightly like she was thinking about it.“Why should I?” she asked.That caught me off guard.I raised a brow. “You used to.”“I know,” she admitted, then shrugged lightly. “But I’m not going to keep hiding anymore.”There was something different in her voice now. Not fear. Not hesitation.Resolve.And I think that was what made my chest tighten. I
Elias POVThe drive back to the Lawson Group was a blur. My hands gripped the steering wheel so hard my knuckles were white, the image of that disappearing silhouette at Scott Enterprise burning into the back of my eyelids. But as the elevator rose towards my office floor, I forced the mask back on
Elias’s POVI watched Camille walk away. I didn’t give her the satisfaction of a response, but that didn’t mean I was going to sit idle. Since this mess involves Mara, I will be moving ten steps ahead in my mind. Every time David’s name came up in the same breath as hers, it felt like a low-grade f
Elias’s POVThe silence of the cemetery was always the loudest kind of quiet. It was a heavy, suffocating weight that settled in the lungs and refused to leave. I stood before Mark's grave, staring into the air.For days, a disturbing hole had been carved into my heart. I looked down at the single
David's POVIt was exactly on the morning of Philip’s death anniversary that I found out. I sat in the room, the blue light of my laptop screen stinging my eyes. I was trying to focus on work.The door opened. I didn't have to look up to know it was Andrea. She walked over and tossed her phone ont







