Fifty-one: Taleen

Josh gave me the best New Year’s Eve. I was the happiest person on Earth that day. We danced, talked, laughed, ate, and kissed. Everything felt so good that I didn’t want the night to end. It was everything I’ve dreamed of and expected; something was beyond my imagination. A week has passed, and I still remember every single moment of this night.

He went above and beyond when he bought me the dress. It looked so good on me. I loved everything about that night. It was perfect and unforgettable. However, I always feel like Josh is scared; I think he believes that I might run away from him, that I would be fed up and leave sooner or later. I don’t want to leave him. He hasn’t given me a single reason to leave. I just feel that he exhausts himself. He always thinks that he needs to think outside the box to win me when he can just win me by overcoming his addiction.

I don’t want any expensive dates. I don’t want him to surprise me w