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Twelve: Josh
The moment everybody left, I walk back to the living room with slumped shoulders and I look at Avery. My mind is about to explode. I want to scream or punch a wall. I need to let my anger out. I need to talk to Avery about what happened; I need to vent to her; maybe not her in particular, but I need somebody to talk to about this and since nobody knows except her and Owen, she’s the only one I can talk to right now.
“Can you tell me what’s wrong? What happened between you and Taleen?” she asks as I sit down beside her on the couch.
“She found out,” I whisper, rubbing my forehead with my fingers. I’m stressed and I have a strong headache. I should’ve probably locked my bedroom door. I should’ve been more careful. She found out too soon. I didn’t intend to completely hide this from her because as much as
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