Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Looks like you have started your business here too." A voice said from behind me, I turned around and saw that it was Tara Luis. 

Tara used to be one of my friends, but now she is my biggest enemy. Tara and I don't share a good relationship anymore because her boyfriend left her, saying that he likes me. Ever since then she treats me like her enemy and always tries to bully me. She never misses a chance to taunt and insult me in public. "This is not your red light area baby, where you can deal with your customers." Tara said, in her normal rude tone. I glared at her and tried to calm my anger down because I know that she is only taunting me. She comes nearer and stares at me with her cat like eyes.  "You are so cheap Roose." She whispered in my ear.

 "You know what Roose! I know you do not care about your respect because you are used to it, but you should at least care for the Christian's, he is not your cup of tea, so don't try and trap him with your beauty. How do you think he will feel when he learns that he is walking around with a prostitute?" Tara said, spitting her shitty words out in her own way.

  "Mind your own business Tara! Don't cross the line! I'm not a prostitute and you know I'm not, your only motive is just to insult me." I snapped at her.

  "Oooo seriously, Roose?" Tara replied, rolling her eyes.

  "We all know about you and your godmother Nina, you lived in her place which is near a famous red light area, right? God only knows what you and Nina are doing at night. I understand it is very convenient for your business and you said you are not selling your body, but if you are so decent then why do you stay there?" Tara said, continuing to spout her shitty words, while I tried to control my anger and calm myself down.

  "TARA!" I shouted, interrupting her and trying to put a stop to her nonsense, but she's not stopping.

  "Calm down, Roose and listen to me. I have also heard that almost every rich person in the city deals with girls in your red light area. Is that true? Oh, I forgot you won't answer me because you know I'm right." Tara said, as an ugly evil smirk spread across her face. After listening to her talk rubbish, my patience broke and I snapped.

  “Stop it! Stop it! I have listened to you insult me and I just have one question for you….how do you know so much about it? Have you ever come to do business there?” I retorted, smirking smugly and her evil smirk soon turned into an angry frown.

  “MIND YOUR TONGUE BITCH!” Tara yelled at me, I could see the anger and resentment rising in her face, as she glared at me.

  “What's wrong? Do you feel so bad that you can't stand it? I know how you must be feeling bad, especially when you told the whole world that you were right and in fact you have been proven wrong. I advise you to please mind your tongue, stop spoiling my image and for god's sake leave me alone. Go and enjoy the happy party.” I quickly said, trying to come across strong, but all I felt was sadness. a few seconds went by and Tara left with her tail between her legs, she looked defeated. After hearing everything she had said I didn't want to stay here anymore, in fact I couldn't stay here and enjoy the party. I was so afraid of how everyone was going to start talking about me and Christian, this was not good at all.

I didn't want Christian to be in any trouble because of me, so I just left him out of the party.and came to the outside garden where no one was there. And i start questioning myself....that "Why Nobody ever hears about me" !

"Why Nobody wants to know about me!" Everyone starts speaking just by looking at my situation. They all are start judging me.

Why Nobody want to know how I arrived in this situation? Why I am always defending myself and now I'm tired of explaining to everyone, there is a limit to bear.

"O god! why are you doing this to me? I don't care about Nina's profession. She is my savior, she is my shield. She protects me when the bloody society does not help me. Nina  is kind and I  appreciate her kindness.

I'm so pure and trustworthy like another girl, why they all do not understand .why they even do not think before speaking. 

They bloody people don't know that I have been doing so many part time jobs because I know this is better than sleeping with a man. who you don't know

I sell everything but not my body. I save my virginity for him  who loves me without considering my past.

Why don't these people think about themselves, they also sleep with anyone just for fun. These people change girlfriends and boyfriends everyday like people change their clothes.  At least I am not like these people.  Even then, they  see me,  like I am the most wrong person in the world.  After all, what is my fault, what is my crime?

Why don't they understand? why?.... I'm asking myself stupidly. I'm just speaking with myself ..my eyes are full of tears ...

I'm in pain, My heart is crying 

At that time ...I was just missing my mother so much. After that I just walked on the silent road and tried to reach home ...I just wanted to get away from all these people, their shitty talks ,their judgemental behavior.....i just want to hide myself, I  only get away from all of this ..

I feel lonely I want that place where no one come to disturb me and

And for me There is only one place, That is my home ....my home which is situated in a famous red light area!

Now I just only pray to god that no one will be at home because my condition had deteriorated by crying and I did not want anyone to see me in this condition and ask what happened to me.

But with the opening of the door of the house, the ground has come out from under my feet. I don't think there could have been anything worse than what I saw after the door opened.

My eyes were torn.  Both hands and feet were numb.  Heart was sitting. My throat had dried completely. And I was just standing and watching this scene.because I can't believe my eyes.......how is this possible..........!