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Pain and vulnerability

Author: Miraal
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-17 12:37:54

"yes of course I knew he was your lover but since we got married I expected some sort of decency from you side ...after all the kind of embarrassment he caused was unfathomable!!!" Kabir said while crushing the ciger in the ashtray!!!

"What do you mean???" Erica said not being able to understand his words

He came closer to her "You and me both know that our marriage has no feelings involved but yes, my name is surely involved...and when you put pics like these on social perform after being my wife ...it hampers my image!!! He said showing her I***a post in his phone.

Erica got startled by seeing it

"Kabir ... it's not like that , these are old pics and after our marriage there was so much happening in my life that I didn't even open my I*******m...you can check my phone ..I haven't been logged in from a long time ... that's why it's not removed.....I'm sorry that this caused problems to you !!! She said showing him her phone!!

" Look Erica!!!

Neither I m intrested in you ,your feelings nor in this relationship but that doesn't curtail my possession on you , You are my wife, and it's going be like that , you got it !!!! So you got to behave accordingly!!! You can live your life I'm not stopping neither interfering except for whoring around!!! He said in venomous voice

"Mind your language Kabir!!! I m listening to you because I did a mistake but that doesn't mean you can say anything...I will not tolerate this...how can you even....."she took a pause and said "actually you know what think whatever you want I'm leaving" she said and turned to leave her voice was a mix of frustration and anger.

Kabir held her hand from the back and twisted it .

"Oouch"... she hissed in pain

Then he pulled her to him...and her back clashed with his chest...

he bent a little and put his face near her shoulders..."don't ever try to raise your voice on me ..I'm not you puppy boyfriend, I m Kabir Randhawa , you get that!!! He said in arrogance.

"Kabir leave my hand "she said wiggling her wrist.

"And next time if I see that fucker around you I will shoot him right there!!" He said in a dangerous voice.

Erica turned her face towards his side meeting her eyes to him.

"You can't be serious!!!"she said in shock.

"Try me!!!!" He said in a devilish tone then he released her hand with a jolt , and left from there

Erica caressed her wrist

instantly ...she got tears in her eyes...the way Kabir behaved shattered her...his venomous words broke her heart..she was sobbing by holding her wrist!!!

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Erica's pov~

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How can Kabir slut shame me like that what does he think about me??? That I am some whore???I was in relationship with Anay but that doesn't give him an authority to question me....I know my limits , never crossed it...me and Anay were in a casual relationship and I was not dying to marry him ...and even if I were ...I would still not be unfaithful to my marriage...I respect this bond....I haven't thought about him since that day I got married..... even after knowing that our marriage has no future... it's just that we have to live with eachother that's it!!

I thought he may be rude but the way he helped my parents , diva and also me in some way by agreeing to this marriage (Erica didn't know Kabir has married her for getting MD position)...he got a good heart that's what I thought but today he proved me wrong ...for him I m his possession, like a commodity nothing else....

"I'm not going to live with a man who has zero respect for me...yes!!! I will leave" she said to herself by wiping her tears!!

Erica opened the cupboard , she pulled out her clothes and started packing them

"After your marriage your father had a minor attack beta" her mother's voice rang in her ear and her hands got freezed!!!

"I can't go to my home back...dad will not be able to cope with it...no..no..no!!!! I can't be this selfish....he already has suffered so much because of me I can't give him more pain!!!" She said to herself while sobbing and put her clothes back!!!

She sat on the bed and cried in

helplessness...she can't do anything...she can't leave from here ...and she can't live with a man who thinks so low of him!!! She felt like a looser!!!!!She cried the whole night and slowly drifed to sleep!!!!

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  • It was meant to be him   Bonus chapter

    I was just beginning to drift into sleep when I felt Kabir shift behind me, his body pressing into mine. His arm snaked around my waist, and he started tracing his nose, down to my cheek, and then my neck. His breath was warm against my skin. “Kabir, stop…” I murmured, moving slightly away. “Tomorrow is Kavis’s exam. You know how stressed he gets—I have to wake up early.” “Yrr, he’s just a five-year-old kid. What stress you are talking about!! about.” Kabir groaned. “Erica, it’s been three months. Not even once…” His voice took on a pleading edge. “Please, baby.” I sighed, trying to keep my patience. “Kabir, please just sleep. Next week, pakka.” "Next week?" His voice darkened, and I felt him stiffen. A second later, he pulled away completely, turning his back toward me. I stared at his rigid shoulders, rolling my eyes. “Kabir… have you gotten angry?” I whispered, reaching out to hug him from behind. He didn’t respond, just tried to shake off my hands, but I didn’t let go. Eventu

  • It was meant to be him   Epilogue

    After Anay returned home from the hospital, recovering from the bullet injury, Rajeshwar's fury knew no limits. In his eyes, Anay's betrayal was unforgivable-planning to murder Kabir was an act that shattered any hope of reconciliation. Enraged, Rajeshwar threw Anay out of the house, leaving him with nothing. Without a second glance at his family, Anay left in anger, seeking solace far away abroad, never once reaching out to even his mother, Smriti.Smriti, lost in the agony of losing her son, fell into a darkness she couldn't escape. The pain of separation consumed her, spiraling her into depression and anxiety. As the days passed, her health deteriorated rapidly. Her heart ached for the son who had become a stranger to her.Meanwhile, Kabir found joy in the soft glow of Erica's pregnancy. She was blossoming, her body slowly changing as the months went by, and Kabir, in his joy, became a pillar of care and concern. His protective nature over her was unwavering, but there was a kind o

  • It was meant to be him   The final attempt

    The night spent on , each minute feeling like an eternity as she cried, the weight of Kabir's words pressing down on her like a suffocating blanket. She was terrified of losing him, terrified that the fragile bond they had built was on the verge of shattering.Erica buried her face in her hands, her fingers trembling as she recalled the pain in Kabir's eyes when he had spoken. The magnitude of what he had said loomed over her like a dark cloud, and she felt utterly lost. But amidst the despair, a flicker of resolve ignited within her. She wiped her tear-streaked face with the back of her hand, inhaling deeply to collect her strength. She couldn't let fear dictate her actions any longer.----------------------------------------------Next morning ------------------------Kabir stood under the shower, the water cascading over him, yesterday night was hard for him ....he was feeling so frustrated and vulnerable ..so much going on in his mind so much so that in a way he was trying to was

  • It was meant to be him   confession of a broken heart

    "You think I cheated on you?" His voice was low, hoarse, as if it had been a long time since he'd spoken the words. "I never needed to do that, Erica." He took a step forward, his gaze piercing hers. "If I wanted, I could have anyone I want. But I wasn't interested in anyone... apart from you."Erica stood frozen, her heart racing as she tried to make sense of the storm of emotions in his eyes. Her hands trembled at her sides, the weight of his words suffocating her."And if there had been someone else in my life," he continued, the bitterness in his tone cutting through the air, "I know you think I could trade anything for business, but the truth is, Erica... I would've never married you if I was having an affair. Never." His voice cracked slightly as the words fell from his lips, the rawness of his confession making her feel small, helpless."You know," Kabir's voice softened, a distant, painful memory creeping into his words, "My dad loved my mom, or so he always said. But he wasn

  • It was meant to be him   The outburst

    Erica's pov----------------I lay on the bed, my eyes fixed on Kabir's profile as he watched the movie . I had been waiting for what felt like an eternity for him to acknowledge my presence, but he didn't...my mind wandering to the tension between us.Slowly, I began to inch my way towards him, my movements deliberate and cautious. I didn't want to startle him, but I needed to break the silence that had been suffocating me for weeks. I slowly placed a hand on his torso, my face inches from his neck. I could feel the stiffness in his body, but he didn't say a word. He tried to remove my hand, but I held firm, my heart pounding in my chest.I leaned in, my nose touching his skin, and began to give him soft kisses near his ear while muttering "sorry" over and over again. I knew it was a risk, but I was desperate to reconnect with him, to make him see me, to hear me.Suddenly, Kabir's voice cut through the air, his tone firm but controlled. "Erica, stop it!" he saidI didn't back down.

  • It was meant to be him   making way to him

    Erica's pov ---------------------As I blinked awake, the familiar haze of sleep dissipated, revealing the stark emptiness beside me. Kabir hadn’t come to bed again, and the realization sent a surge of irritation through me. Just then, I caught sight of the relentless downpour outside. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and padded toward the balcony, the sound of rain drumming against the pavement growing louder with each step. The sky was in a shade of gray, heavy clouds swirling ominously, with flashes of lightning in between that illuminated the world for a split second. As I was watching A crack of thunder followed, sending a shiver down my spine, and I took a step back to inside, heart racing.I made my way downstairs so that I could ask for Kabir . As I descended the final few steps, I spotted him near the entrance, his hand resting on his waist, deep in conversation with the driver. Kabir’s expression was of an annoyance , his gaze fixed on the stormy landscape outside

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