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CHAPTER THIRTY- I AM
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV
Six days have passed since the day I met my mother Alexandra in the old store near the park.
I did not recognize her the moment my eyes land on her.
Her eyes still look the same back when I was Joanabe. Karene and I got home after we went to the store. We were in silence.
Karene did not interrogate me, but she becomes distant to me I think she is scared of me and I know why because I am totally mysterious. I AM DIFFERENT.
I am alone in my spacious room while fixing my hair in front of my mirror. My frustrations inside me make me so emotional. I hate that my frustrations turn into tears that sucks.
I lock my door because I want some space from them. I know that Cheryl and Kane think that I am acting weird to them lately, but you can't blame me. The mother that I've been longing for years longs for me too in our old, cold house.
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