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Aiden Grant, for one thing, had the decency to look away after some time. He never used to care about me whenever I came to visit his daughter, Mila. The last time I saw him was that damned night three years ago, and honestly, he had become way hotter than the cameras captured. As I continued to stare at them like some creep, I saw Calder lean in to whisper something in Aiden’s ear. Their eyes remained fixed on me. Lucian’s lips thin into a smirk as he speaks to Aiden, who was staring at me again. He narrowed his eyes on me, causing me to turn around instantly. What were they doing here?The question echoed in my mind, but it didn’t matter. I needed to leave. Now. I angled myself toward the back exit. I could slip out and no one would notice. It wouldn’t be hard, since the place was crowded and chaotic. “Hey.” Shit. A hand tapped my shoulder lightly, causing me to turn, only to find a waitress standing there, with a blank expression on her face. “They’re asking for you.” My stomach twisted. “I—I think you’ve got the wrong person,” I said quickly. The waitress didn’t even blink. “VIP table,” she said simply, tilting her head slightly. “Now.” I could still leave this place, and go back to my sister. There would surely be another way. But what would Val say when she learned I left her gig before her time was up, after I barely made anything? “Fine.” I thanked the waitress and walked towards them. Theway their eyes wandered from my face to my chest to my waist and then to my thighs was enough to make me squirm. What was going through their minds? Aiden sat in the centre, like he naturally belonged there, like everything around him bent just slightly to accommodate his presence. There was simply nothing casual about the man. “Well, hello there, darling,” Calder leaned back, one arm draped over the back of the seat. His eyes dropped to my exposed cleavage, and it remained there. He didn’t even have the decency to not shamelessly check me out, while I was standing right there. “Never expected to see you in a place like this,” Aiden took a sip of his drink. “Doesn’t seem like your style. How long has it been again since I saw you last?” “Three years,” I replied. “Give or take.” “And you ended up in a strip club at the end of it.” Before I could respond to that, Calder cleared his throat softly, causing Aiden to pause. It was almost like he had forgotten something. “I’m pretty sure you know them,” He gestured lazily to the men sitting on either side of him. “But if you don’t, Calder Vaughn,” The one at the right. “And Lucian Graves.” Left. “She is Janice Cross.” Calder leaned forward slightly, dragging his gaze over me again in a way that made my skin crawl. “Since we are acquainted,” he started, voice laced with something dangerously close to amusement, “let’s not waste time.” “What?”His lips curved. “Your rate, darling.” For some reason, the words didn’t register at first. It just floated between us, meaningless. “My… what?” Aiden exhaled softly, like he was mildly inconvenienced. “Your rate, Janice,” he repeated, slower this time. The nerve of this assholes!! Heat rushed up my face. “No. I’m not…” I swallowed. “I’m not a whore.”A flicker of something passed through Calder’s eyes. Interest? Amusement? “Pity,” he said lightly. “You’ve got the figure for it. I would certainly give something just to have you bent over this table…” “Find us,” Lucian’s baritone voice cut in, ending the rest of what Calder had to say. It was the first time he had spoken. “When you are.” “When I’m what?” I snapped. He shrugged. “Willing to offer a price.” There was something about the way he said the words that made my stomach tighten a bit. It couldn’t be desire. Sure, the men radiated sexiness, and any woman in my position wouldn’t have hesitated to offer a price. I just… I just couldn’t do it. I straightened my shoulders, and kept my head up. “You don’t have to worry about me. I won’t.” Then I turned and walked away. The music hit me again the second I stepped back onto the stage. It sounded louder for some reason, like it was mocking me. My movements were sharper this time, less hesitant. If they were going to look… if everyone was going to look, then I had to give them something to see. I moved my body with more force, eyes shut with just the music to guide me. I could do this. I would make the money I needed without violating my body even… SMACK “Agghh,” I yelped, freezing as the sensation of someone smacking my ass ran through my body. It burned. For a split second, something wild surged up my spine. I wanted to turn, and lash out. To… I couldn’t find it in me to carry out that plan, because at the end of the day, I needed the money, and I didn’t want to be the one to cause Val problems. What on earth was I going to tell her if they threw me out of the club because I decided to fight someone just because he smacked my ass? Nothing. By the end of the night, I felt hollow. Not tired, or even upset. Just… empty. I stood in the corner, counting. Again. And again. And again. It didn’t change. “Just five hundred,” My vision blurred slightly as I stared at the cash. “This is the amount Val is expecting from me.” It was barely enough to cover the expenses waiting for me. I could see Nancy’s face as she smiled at me, all groggy from sleep. She needed me to do whatever it takes to make sure she is alright again. When I got back in the club, I headed straight to the VIP section, only to find it empty. This could not be happening. No. No, no, no… I turned sharply, scanning the room. They were gone. Panic rose up my throat, threatening to strangle me. I moved quickly, pushing through people, and ignoring the looks they gave to me in return. I needed to get out. The cool night air hit my skin like a shock as I stepped outside into the parking lot, eyes darting around… and I saw them. They were walking towards a sleek back car. “Wait!” I hurried toward them. They stopped and turned around slowly. By the time I got to them, it took me a second to speak. I couldn’t think… couldn’t even breathe. “You didn’t have to run, darling,” Calder grinned. “Do you have your rate ready now?” Aiden asked, eyes twinkling a bit as he closed the distance between us. He was way taller than me. The tabloids said he was about six feet two inches, but I had a feeling that stat was not correct. “This better not be some ploy for something else, Janice.” “Come on, darling. Don’t keep us waiting,” Calder came to the other side of me, his right hand circling my waist before resting right on top of my abdomen. Before I knew it, I was surrounded by all three of them. They were sexy and powerful. Women would kill for a chance like this, and here it was, offered to me on a platter of gold. Would it really be so bad? “Five thousand,” I blurted out. “For just one night with one of you.” Calder chuckled, his hand raising till they were dangerously close to my side boobs that peaked out of the top Val had given to me. “We don’t fuck individually, darling. So it is either all of us, or none.” “What do you want, Janice?” Nancy’s face came to me once again, all smiles and giggles as we walked into the pack. My throat tightened a bit. This wasn’t who I was. I didn’t know the person who spoke the next words. “One night,” I started quietly, “With all three of you.”LUCIAN“Do you know how men like me succeed in this crazy world of us, Lucian?” Dad had asked me one morning. It happened during one of our lessons in the gardens, because the outdoors was good for us. He was telling me about the history of everything we represented and why we did certain things.I looked up at him, wondering what was going to come out of his mouth. Even at age ten, I was wary of my father and everything that came with him.What I wanted was my mother, but she was nursing Elias and had no time to put up with my nonsense.My nonsense.Those were the exact words he used. At that point, I hadn’t seen my mother for at least three months… maybe four. My birthday had passed without her sending me a card or wishing me in any form. Dad didn’t bother bringing it up.“No.”“Resilience, son.” He ruffled my hair. “And anger. You’ll find that with the right amount of anger, even a boy your age can set this world on fire.”The gates to Alexander Kane’s private estate opened like th
JANICEAiden’s mouth was still on mine.He was kissing me… kissing me… fucking kissing me. And because I was a woman with needs, I kissed the asshole back, lost in the familiar heat, the anger, the need to feel something other than the crushing weight of everything else and Valentina’s words which kept on trying to find a way in.But… what the fuck was I doing?Kissing Aiden wouldn’t help me stand my ground the way I wanted. Kissing Aiden wouldn’t do anything for me.I pulled away from him, ignoring the way I was breathing hard, while I shoved at his chest.“I’m leaving. There’s nothing for me here,” I choked the words out, keeping my eyes at the edge of Calder’s bed, before turning my gaze upwards to those half-lidded eyes. “And for your information, this changes nothing.”Calder’s raspy voice cut through the tension. “You know, Janice.” Shit. I hate when he used my actual name. I… hate when Calder used my actual name. “I heard you. Not everything but there were moments when I would
JANICEFourth time was the charm, right?I remained outside the private hospital room, hand hovering over the door handle for the second time this fucking evening, my heart pounding like it wanted to escape my ribcage that exact moment. I didn’t know what kept pulling me back here.The right thing to do was to stay away, right? I mean, the ex-wife told me I was nothing more than a baby-making machine and that was the only reason one of the men I loved to fuck was with me.A reason that could be a truth or lie. A reason that still burned.And once again, I was here like a fool who couldn’t let go. Yayy for fucking yay.Anyway, I was leaving tomorrow. We had everything packed up. The apartment was empty save for the essentials we needed tonight. Nancy and Bandit were staying with Aisha for the night, saying their own goodbyes to her and Jamal. This was supposed to be my final visit.A proper goodbye to the man who had come for me when I needed someone most.I pushed the door open to fin
AIDENWhen I was a boy of fifteen, a man of twenty, and even a man of twenty five, all I wanted to have was a successful business. I didn’t come from money like the rest of my classmates, but my mother made sure I never lacked anything.The best schools she could afford? I went there.Extracurricular? Did those.Anything that would make me a well rounded man with a good head for numbers, she made sure I did every one of that. So when she got into an accident that got her bedridden the moment I entered college, I got to see the world through a different lens. It took me some time to adjust to everything, but spending the last six months with my mother before she died made everything bearable.I became the best son, doing every single thing to honor her name and make sure she will never be forgotten.And for years, I felt like I was doing the right thing by putting in the work and making sure everything was okay. But right now, I didn’t feel that same urge to put in the work because thi
JANICEThis was the third time in three days.I didn’t know what kept bringing me back here. With all the time I spent with Nancy in the hospital, coming back to this sterile private hospital room with all the soft beeping machines and getting the smell of antiseptic all up in my nose, I never would have thought I would keep on coming to a place like this.Maybe it was the guilt. Maybe it was fear.Or maybe it was the terrifying realization that, despite everything, I still cared.I cared too much.I stood outside the door for a moment, hand hovering over the handle. Inside, Calder lay unconscious, chest rising and falling steadily under the thin hospital blanket. The doctors kept telling me he would wake up anytime soon, but he hadn’t.He hadn’t!I pushed the door open and stepped inside… and stopped in my tracks. Aiden was there.He was standing by the window, hands in his pockets, staring out at whatever city lights he could see from there like they held some form of answers. The m
LUCIANTHREE YEARS AGOThe sheets were still warm and tangled around our bodies, damp with sweat and the faint scent of roses from the garden outside my home. The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of the single bedside lamp and the moonlight slipping through the heavy curtains of the Graves estate.Aurelia lay beside me, her head resting on my chest, one leg thrown possessively over mine. Her dark hair spilled across my skin like ink, and her breathing was still slightly ragged from the moment we had just shared.This was the first time we were meeting each other in the last five years.Aurelia Romano was a free spirit. She didn’t want to be confined to one place and I didn’t want to break her. Not the way father wanted or the rest of the family.Mother said it was better this way, but she raised Elias, so did I really want to take advice from that woman?Well, yes.Aurelia traced lazy circles on my abdomen with her fingertip, a small, satisfied smile playing on her lips.“Fuck,
JANICEAiden had his body pressed against mine, his hand loose around my throat once more, his breath hot against my lips. The wall was cold against my back. One way or another, Aiden had placed me in this position again.My heart was pounding so hard I was pretty sure Aiden could feel it.I had to
JANICEFOUR YEARS AGOI was hot.Today was a fucking hot day.The afternoon sun filtered softly through the dorm window, casting this warm glow over the tangled sheets. I was sprawled on my stomach across the table, my laptop open in front of me, typing furiously on my part of the group project the
JANICEThe apartment felt too quiet without Nancy.She was out with friends—spending her last days with them, making memories they didn’t know might be her last ones in this city. If everything worked according to my plans, then we would be out of this city within the week. I told her to enjoy the
JANICEThe morning light filtered through the thin curtains of my bedroom, soft yet so unforgiving. I woke up with a heavy chest and a quick look in the mirror showed me how swollen my eyes were, bringing back the events of the previous day crashing back like a wave I couldn’t outrun.The cafe. The







