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"What happened?" I sat across from the interviewer, my fingers loosely clasped in my lap. My posture was still straight, but it was no longer stiff. "...and that's when I realized the system they were using was a completely outdated one," I laughed lightly. "I mean, I spent more time fixing the errors it caused than doing the actual job I was being paid for." Mr Coleman, my interviewer, chuckled. "You'd be surprised how many companies still run like that." Would I? "I don't think so," I replied, a small smile tugging at my lips. "I'm here to fix all those problems." "You really think you can do that?" Mr Coleman leaned back in his chair, studying me with clear interest. He had his pen wedged against his lips. "Of course I can. I've done this job before." Mr Coleman nodded slowly. "I like that. I really do." Hope bloomed in my chest. I might actually get this job. We spoke for a few more minutes, the conversation flowing easily and naturally. By the time I stood to leave, my mouth was already hurting from how hard I was smiling. "Thank you for coming in, Miss Cross," he said, shaking my hand. "We'll be in touch." By the time I got to the hospital, the weight I'd been carrying for days was gone. Nancy was awake when I walked in. "Someone looks happy," she narrowed her eyes playfully at me. "Oh, shush you." "Spill the good news, Jan." I couldn't help but laugh softly, dropping my bag onto the chair. "Once I have good news, you'll be the first one I tell." Nancy's entire face lit up at that. She was so easy to please. We talked for a while—about nothing important. I filled her in on the interview, leaving out the other aspects of it that couldn't stop tugging at my brain. The fear that Aiden might actually do what he said. At some point, exhaustion crept up on me. I shifted in the chair, intending to just rest my eyes for a minute... And the next thing I knew, sunlight was filtering through the window. "Woah..." I blinked slowly. My neck ached from the awkward angle I had subjected it all through the night. I couldn't even feel my arm. Nancy was still asleep. My eyes drifted to the clock at the other end of the room. Eight fifteen am. Shit. Shit! I straightened slightly, rubbing my face. Come on, Janice. Nothing had happened. I checked my phone for any call or text in their stupid group chat but there was nothing. "Of course," I muttered under my breath. What had I expected? The Business Brothers were rich and powerful. They were busy. Men like that did not sit around waiting for a woman like me. They probably wanted to play a game, and had moved on already from it. I had more important things to focus on anyway. The call from Mr Coleman came the next day. "Hello?" "Janice, hi... this is Mr Coleman from the other day. The interview." "Oh! Good evening, sir." "It's better I go straight to the point. You did very well, Janice," he said, his tone almost regretful. "I just want to say that upfront. You were... honestly, you were perfect for the role." My heart leapt. "But..." he continued. And just like that, it dropped. “We’ve decided to go with another candidate.” Oh. “I… I’m sorry, what?” "It was a difficult decision," he continued quickly. "But we believe this candidate aligns more with what we're looking for right now." "That doesn't make sense," I found myself saying before I could stop myself. "I mean... you said I was perfect." "You were," He admitted. "But... but we just can't go with you. I'm really sorry." A cold realization began to creep in. “Did someone talk to you?” I asked quietly. "Did someone tell you not to hire me? Because if that's the case, I deserve to know..." "I'm sorry, Janice. I really am. I have to go." The line went dead. All I could do was stare at my phone, tightening my grip on it. My pulse began to pound in my ears. No. No, no, no... It had to be them. No one else would be that callous. I thought... I thought they wouldn't care about me again. My fingers hovered over the group chat, ready to crash out. I could already see them... Calder with his smug replies, Aiden’s cold amusement, and Lucian’s silence that somehow said more than both of them combined. Don't. Don’t give them that. With a sharp exhale, I locked my phone and tossed it onto the bed. "Fine," I muttered. "Fine." There were other jobs. Other interviews. I didn't need to be an administrative assistant for that particular company. *** The second interview went just as well. The third one too. Different companies with different people and the same interest and promise. At the end of the day, I got the same call. Rejection every single time. By the third one, I didn't even ask questions anymore. I just listened and hung up. Three days later, I was walking back from the grocery store, holding a small bag from my wrist, when my phone rang. I almost ignored it... I wasn't ready for the whole rejection shenanigans again. It wasn't the interviewers. It was the hospital. Shit, had something happened to Nancy? “Hello?” “Is this Janice Cross?” “Yes... what happened? Is Nancy okay?” “Yes, she’s stable,” the nurse said quickly. “But we’ve transferred her to another facility.” I stopped walking. “What?” “The transfer was approved and processed this afternoon. She’s already been moved.” “Approved by who?” I snapped. “I didn’t approve anything!” “I’m sorry, ma’am, but all necessary documentation has been handled. You can get further details at the new hospital.” My heart started racing. “What hospital?” I demanded. The nurse gave me the name and address. I didn't even remember ending the call. The grocery bag slipped slightly in my grip as I flagged down the first taxi I saw. "15th Heathrow Street," I said quickly, shoving my phone toward the driver. "Please... fast." How dare they? How fucking dare they? My thoughts tangled together into something sharp. They wouldn't... they shouldn't... I did not want their help. I barely waited before throwing money at the driver and stepping out. The building in front of me was massive. It was modern and expensive. Not even remotely in the same category as the one Nancy had been in. My chest tightened. No. I pushed through the entrance, my steps quick and uneven as I approached the front desk. "I'm looking for Nancy Cross," I said breathlessly. "She was transferred here today. I'm her sister, Janice Cross." The receptionist smiled politely. “Yes, she’s been admitted. Fifth floor.” I didn't wait. I turned immediately, heading for the elevators. My reflection stared back at me in the mirrorwd walls. They better not have done anything to harm her, because if they did, I would stop at nothing... The elevator stopped and I stepped out, only to come face to face with none other than the dark haired Lucian Graves. He was leaning casually against the wall, arms crossed, a smug grin on his face. "Hello, brat. Thought you had gotten rid of us, right?"LUCIAN“Do you know how men like me succeed in this crazy world of us, Lucian?” Dad had asked me one morning. It happened during one of our lessons in the gardens, because the outdoors was good for us. He was telling me about the history of everything we represented and why we did certain things.I looked up at him, wondering what was going to come out of his mouth. Even at age ten, I was wary of my father and everything that came with him.What I wanted was my mother, but she was nursing Elias and had no time to put up with my nonsense.My nonsense.Those were the exact words he used. At that point, I hadn’t seen my mother for at least three months… maybe four. My birthday had passed without her sending me a card or wishing me in any form. Dad didn’t bother bringing it up.“No.”“Resilience, son.” He ruffled my hair. “And anger. You’ll find that with the right amount of anger, even a boy your age can set this world on fire.”The gates to Alexander Kane’s private estate opened like th
JANICEAiden’s mouth was still on mine.He was kissing me… kissing me… fucking kissing me. And because I was a woman with needs, I kissed the asshole back, lost in the familiar heat, the anger, the need to feel something other than the crushing weight of everything else and Valentina’s words which kept on trying to find a way in.But… what the fuck was I doing?Kissing Aiden wouldn’t help me stand my ground the way I wanted. Kissing Aiden wouldn’t do anything for me.I pulled away from him, ignoring the way I was breathing hard, while I shoved at his chest.“I’m leaving. There’s nothing for me here,” I choked the words out, keeping my eyes at the edge of Calder’s bed, before turning my gaze upwards to those half-lidded eyes. “And for your information, this changes nothing.”Calder’s raspy voice cut through the tension. “You know, Janice.” Shit. I hate when he used my actual name. I… hate when Calder used my actual name. “I heard you. Not everything but there were moments when I would
JANICEFourth time was the charm, right?I remained outside the private hospital room, hand hovering over the door handle for the second time this fucking evening, my heart pounding like it wanted to escape my ribcage that exact moment. I didn’t know what kept pulling me back here.The right thing to do was to stay away, right? I mean, the ex-wife told me I was nothing more than a baby-making machine and that was the only reason one of the men I loved to fuck was with me.A reason that could be a truth or lie. A reason that still burned.And once again, I was here like a fool who couldn’t let go. Yayy for fucking yay.Anyway, I was leaving tomorrow. We had everything packed up. The apartment was empty save for the essentials we needed tonight. Nancy and Bandit were staying with Aisha for the night, saying their own goodbyes to her and Jamal. This was supposed to be my final visit.A proper goodbye to the man who had come for me when I needed someone most.I pushed the door open to fin
AIDENWhen I was a boy of fifteen, a man of twenty, and even a man of twenty five, all I wanted to have was a successful business. I didn’t come from money like the rest of my classmates, but my mother made sure I never lacked anything.The best schools she could afford? I went there.Extracurricular? Did those.Anything that would make me a well rounded man with a good head for numbers, she made sure I did every one of that. So when she got into an accident that got her bedridden the moment I entered college, I got to see the world through a different lens. It took me some time to adjust to everything, but spending the last six months with my mother before she died made everything bearable.I became the best son, doing every single thing to honor her name and make sure she will never be forgotten.And for years, I felt like I was doing the right thing by putting in the work and making sure everything was okay. But right now, I didn’t feel that same urge to put in the work because thi
JANICEThis was the third time in three days.I didn’t know what kept bringing me back here. With all the time I spent with Nancy in the hospital, coming back to this sterile private hospital room with all the soft beeping machines and getting the smell of antiseptic all up in my nose, I never would have thought I would keep on coming to a place like this.Maybe it was the guilt. Maybe it was fear.Or maybe it was the terrifying realization that, despite everything, I still cared.I cared too much.I stood outside the door for a moment, hand hovering over the handle. Inside, Calder lay unconscious, chest rising and falling steadily under the thin hospital blanket. The doctors kept telling me he would wake up anytime soon, but he hadn’t.He hadn’t!I pushed the door open and stepped inside… and stopped in my tracks. Aiden was there.He was standing by the window, hands in his pockets, staring out at whatever city lights he could see from there like they held some form of answers. The m
LUCIANTHREE YEARS AGOThe sheets were still warm and tangled around our bodies, damp with sweat and the faint scent of roses from the garden outside my home. The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of the single bedside lamp and the moonlight slipping through the heavy curtains of the Graves estate.Aurelia lay beside me, her head resting on my chest, one leg thrown possessively over mine. Her dark hair spilled across my skin like ink, and her breathing was still slightly ragged from the moment we had just shared.This was the first time we were meeting each other in the last five years.Aurelia Romano was a free spirit. She didn’t want to be confined to one place and I didn’t want to break her. Not the way father wanted or the rest of the family.Mother said it was better this way, but she raised Elias, so did I really want to take advice from that woman?Well, yes.Aurelia traced lazy circles on my abdomen with her fingertip, a small, satisfied smile playing on her lips.“Fuck,
AIDENThe silence in the house when I returned from the office to get a few things I forgot for my meeting this morning felt wrong. It was all manners of heaviness and sharpness.I had just stepped into the hallway leading to my bedroom when I saw her.My wonderful daughter, Mila.The one who thoug
CALDERI slept over.I slept on Janice’s tiny ass bed with her by my side. I had no idea how it happened. One minute we were talking about mundane things like what is her favorite color and what kind of food she loved, and the next thing was the first hint of dawn creeping through the curtains as I
CALDER“Knife play.”Janice’s eyes widened at my words. She was definitely straining those eye muscles more than necessary at this point. Wouldn’t that give her a headache or something?“Knife play?” she breathed, voice a mix of shock and something darker—curiosity? fear? arousal? all three at once
CALDERSay it. Say it.I wanted to hear her say the words.Janice’s fingers remained gentle but were still as efficient as she cleaned the cuts on my knuckles. The sting from the antiseptic mixed with the warmth of her touch, created this strange contrast that made my chest feel a bit tight. Everyt







