Comfort

I don't dare to fall asleep . Better yet , I can't fall asleep would be a more accurate representation of what I'm going through . I am not used to insomnia , usually I fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow . After all , sleep is the only escape that I have from the real world .

I can finally experience calmness and peace , something I stuggle with in my day to day life . That's no excuse though . I can't sleep away all of my problems . And it seems that in this generation , no one has known peace , I'm not special .

I sigh and turn , desperate for a little nap before it hits 2 am .

I check the time .

It's only 11 PM .

Are you kidding me ? I'm supposed to overthink for another 3 hours before it's time ?

I whine and shove my face into the pillow .

I remember the last time I slept extremely well . It was definitely the first night that we got here , I slept in his strong and large arms that enclosed me , made me feel tin