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Jamais Vu
After sitting in the tub crying for two hours , I play with the rubber ducklings as if I was 5 years old .
I can't say for sure that I've come to peace with it .
I've only acknowledged it for now . I'll never get Aeron back .
A part of me is angry at Jace . A part is pissed at myself for keeping false hope .
I just feel sad and empty .
" It's alright . Bad things happen . That's what life is . Get over it . " I mutter to myself.
" Quack . " I make a sound as I ensue a fight between the 2 ducklings .
" Alexis ? " It was Kayla .
" Hmm ? " I called out blankly .
" You've been there for 3 hours . What's going on ? " Her voice is soft and laced with concern .
" Nothing much . " I reply as I get the ducklings to stop fighting .
" Chu ~ " That's right little ducklings . Make up with each other .
" Then why don't you come out ? Your phone has been ringing non stop . " Kayla reasons .
" Just hand it to me inside .
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