Pregnancy

I can't sleep. Not when all I feel inside is a strong desire to get up and clear away all the doubts I'm feeling inside.

Everything that's happened today has left my head in a turmoil, but the doubt that I could be pregnant or not... that's eating me up more than my family's tears.

Of course I want to have a family with Jaden, but I don't feel safe enough to do so. I can't see myself carrying a child now, when we're not even married.

I stand up, place my feet on the cold floor and feel a shiver run down my back. I open the door slowly and walk down the hall, just in time to find Jaden asleep on the sofa with half a box of pizza on the coffee table and an action movie playing.

With light steps, I slowly lean over and hold the bag slowly and with steady sounds. Wolves tend to hear every sound, so when I enter the bathroom in the hallway, I lock the door.

I take the box out of the plastic and discard the bag, opening the box and reading the instructions carefully. I nod and look at my