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Keeper, Not Lover
Keeper, Not Lover
Author: Cocojam

Chapter 1

Author: Cocojam
I was a violin prodigy. But to pay my mother’s debts, I was forced to give up everything.

That’s when I met the man who would own me: Dante Moretti.

He was the king of New York's underworld. The Don of the Moretti family.

With a single phone call, fortunes were made. With a single glance, blood was spilled.

The world didn't just bend to his will—it broke.

And on that day… what he wanted was me.

He gave me a five-year contract. A penthouse in a skyscraper overlooking all of New York. More jewels and gowns than I could count.

Every night he needed me, I’d put on whatever lacy thing he picked out. We’d have sex.

Five years. 999 times.

There were moments—his sweat dripping on my forehead, his soft breaths inside me, the way he’d look at me—when I let myself dream he loved me.

Then the video dropped. Him. On the street. Kissing another woman.

I knew the truth. He was my keeper, not my lover.

Everyone laughed. They couldn't wait to see me lose my mind, begging him to keep me.

Instead, I turned my back on him. And married another man.

...

My keeper, Don Rocco, sent another velvet box.

Inside was a lace teddy, so thin it was like a whisper. Tucked beside it was a pink diamond necklace from a Sotheby's auction. It cost more money than I’d ever see in my life.

I stared at it, my face blank, and dropped it in my jewelry box.

Gifts like this? I’d gotten hundreds over the past five years. They meant nothing to me anymore.

I turned to the calendar on the wall.

Seven days.

Seven days until my five-year contract was up.

I’d already bought a one-way ticket to Austria. Back to my violin, back to my dream.

But first, I had one last act to perform.

The sound of a key in the lock.

I snapped my gaze away from the calendar, forcing a smile. When I turned, I pasted on the sweet, obedient smile he loved most.

Rocco Moretti walked in.

Something was off about him today.

His usual lazy control was gone. He smelled of blood. The thick scent was so strong, not even his expensive cedar cologne could hide it.

"Rocco, you're finally here."

I smiled and glided toward him, taking his coat like I had a thousand times before.

This was the part where he’d give my ass a playful slap and tell me to be a good girl and wait for him in bed.

But today, his gray eyes were ice.

Before I could react, he swept me off my feet. He was holding me with one arm, heading straight for the bathroom.

"Rocco?" I gasped, my arms flying around his neck.

As he walked, he unbuttoned his shirt with his free hand.

Buttons popped, revealing his hard chest.

I knew what was coming next.

I clung to him, my eyes falling to the side of his neck. And then I froze.

A smear of dark red.

Lipstick.

And right next to it, a deep bite mark, still oozing blood.

The memories hit me like a tidal wave.

Five years ago. My father left us for another woman. My mother took out a loan from loan sharks so I could go to Juilliard. They pushed her off a roof.

She just left a note: "Clara, I'm tired. You're on your own now."

I went to my father for help. He had his new wife on his arm. "I don't have the money," he said, his voice cold. "And I don't have a daughter."

The loan sharks hunted me. I took my last few dollars to an underground casino, ready to risk it all. Some creep cornered me in an alley.

Just as his filthy hands started ripping at my dress, Rocco appeared.

He stepped out of the darkness like a god. One kick, and he shattered the man's jaw.

"I'll pay the debt," he said, looking down at my trembling body. His voice was colder than the concrete.

"The price is you. Five years."

Later, I learned who he was. The Don of the Moretti family. The king of New York's underworld.

"Hiss—"

The showerhead roared to life, spraying ice-cold water over me, yanking me back to the present.

No foreplay.

He slammed me against the slick tile and roughly forced his way in.

Pain shot through me. I bit my lip. My hands did what they were trained to do—grip his broad back, match his rhythm.

This was the interest I had to pay on my mother's debt.

Suddenly, he stopped.

He grabbed my chin, forcing me to look up at the marks on his neck.

"You see this?" he rasped, his voice a dangerous whisper. "Not curious who did it?"

My heart skipped a beat, but I kept the perfect, fake smile plastered on my face.

"I'm your canary, Rocco, not your wife." I leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his Adam's apple. "It's not my place to wonder where my keeper has been."

Rocco's eyes went dark.

That wasn't the answer he wanted.

The last bit of warmth in his eyes vanished, replaced by a cold rage.

"Good girl," he sneered. "Since you know your place, you'll take it."

The storm broke. There was no tenderness, only punishment. Every thrust was meant to pin me, to break me, to shatter what was left of my soul.

I remembered trying to fight back once,three years ago.

The day he came to me smelling of another woman, I finally found the courage to speak, my voice trembling. "If someone else already fed you, why are you here?"

Rocco just took a slow drag from his cigarette and blew the smoke in my face.

"Know your place, Clara," he said, his voice flat. "The affection I show you? I can take it back anytime. Your dignity… I bought and paid for it."

From that day on, I learned. I was nothing more than Don Rocco Moretti's canary.

When it was all over, the bathroom was a wreck.

I slid to the floor, my body limp, my legs shaking too much to stand.

I braced myself against the wall, about to push myself up to wash the filth out of my body.

"Don't move."

Rocco's voice came from above. He cut the water and wrapped a towel around his waist.

I thought he would leave, but instead, he walked behind me, slowly lowered himself, and gathered me into his arms from behind.

His warm, hard chest pressed against my cold back. His palm rested on my lower stomach, his thumb drawing lazy, absent-minded circles.

The sudden intimacy made my body go rigid.

His voice, low and rough with afterglow, rumbled against my ear.

"Clara," he murmured. "Didn't you say you liked my scent?"

I didn't understand what he was doing. I could only manage a stiff nod.

He chuckled, kissing my earlobe, his tone a lazy, possessive command.

"Then don't wash it off. Keep it on you for a day. There's a reward for you tomorrow."

I lowered my head. "Yes, Rocco," I whispered.

The next morning, I woke up in an empty bed.

The space beside me was already cold. Rocco was gone.

My phone lit up. A message from my friend, Chloe. A link to an Instagram post.

But a second later, the message was unsent.

Immediately, a new one from Chloe popped up:

"SHIT! Clara, you didn't see that, did you? I'm so sorry, I sent it to the wrong person! My thumb slipped! Whatever you do, don't get curious and click it!"

The more she insisted, the heavier the dread in my stomach grew.

I tapped the red icon.

My feed was flooded. Every gossip site had the same picture.

It was a candid shot.

In a dimly lit, private poker room, Rocco was leaning back in his chair. A woman in a red dress was draped in his lap.

In the photo, she was holding a tube of dark red lipstick, provocatively painting his lips with it. Rocco’s head was tilted back, the bite mark on his neck on full display.

My eyes drifted down to the caption that had set New York's elite on fire:

"The King and his Queen."
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  • Keeper, Not Lover   Chapter 21

    Rocco's POVA private sanatorium on a cliff at the westernmost tip of Sicily.The family had used all its resources to keep me alive.I sat in a wheelchair, the wool blanket I used to hate spread across my knees.The sea wind was cold. It smelled of salt and cut right through to the bone.The bullet had been removed, but the damage was done. Every breath felt like swallowing glass.“Cough… cough…”A wracking cough seized me.“Boss.”The heavy iron gate creaked open behind me.Luca walked in.He looked much older. His hair was almost all white. The once-proud right-hand man now looked at me with cautious pity.“Speak.”I forced out the word. My voice was a dry rasp.“News from… from Boston.”Luca paused, as if gauging my reaction, checking to see if I could handle it.“The wedding went well. No incidents. No one caused any trouble.”“The package was delivered at the end of the reception. She… she signed for it herself.”My stiff fingers twitched.She signed for it.That meant she accept

  • Keeper, Not Lover   Chapter 20

    Clara's POVOne year later. Boston.The bells of Trinity Church rang.There was no grand spectacle, no army of bodyguards, no fake smiles from high society.Just a garden full of white roses and the soft, warm Boston sun.I stood in front of the mirror in a simple satin wedding dress.The woman in the reflection was no longer a hollow-eyed canary in lingerie.I’d gained some weight. My cheeks were flushed. The hardness in my eyes was gone, replaced by a peace I’d never known.“Mommy!”A little cannonball shot into the room and hugged my legs.Leo was in a tiny black tuxedo with a red bow tie, his hair perfectly combed.He was three and a half now. His gray eyes looked more and more like that man’s, but his expression was pure, untroubled joy.“Daddy says you’re the most beautiful bride in the whole world!”Leo looked up at me, grinning.Liam stood in the doorway, wearing a cream-colored suit. The look behind his glasses was as gentle as water.“Ready, Clara?”He held out his hand.A ha

  • Keeper, Not Lover   Chapter 19

    Clara's POVThe ICU monitor beeped a steady rhythm.I’d been listening to it for three days.No Sicilian sun, no smell of expensive cigars. Just the sharp, clean scent of antiseptic.The news played on a loop. The Moretti family obituary. The once-great empire had crumbled overnight after its don fell.The elders were fighting over scraps. His men were running for cover.The kingdom he’d built with blood and fear had collapsed like a sandcastle.“Clara.”Liam pushed the door open, a thick file in his hand.He looked exhausted, but his eyes held a new lightness.“It’s all taken care of.”He handed me the file. “I’ve worked it out with the FBI. Rocco will take the fall for everything. And…”He pointed to the last page.“The Moretti family lawyer just delivered this. It’s an addition to Rocco’s will, made just before he lost consciousness.”I looked down.It was simple. Whether he lived or died, all surveillance and restrictions on Clara Vance and her son, Leo, were to be immediately term

  • Keeper, Not Lover   Chapter 18

    Clara's POVThe rain kept falling.Rocco lowered his gun.He looked at me, at Liam shielding me, and the last embers of madness in his eyes went out.“Fine.”His lips moved, the sound swallowed by the storm. “If that’s what you call the sky…”He took a step back. It looked like he was about to surrender. Or maybe jump into the sea.But in that instant.Rocco’s dead eyes suddenly widened.He was looking past me, at the shadows behind me.A flicker of red. A laser sight, cutting through the rain. It crawled up my dress, settling right over my heart. A sniper.It wasn’t just the FBI. His enemies were here, too, ready to take him out in the chaos.And they were willing to kill me, his “weakness,” to do it.“Clara! Get down!”A raw, desperate roar.Before I could even process the red dot, Rocco moved.He moved. A blur of motion. Not away. Not for cover. But toward me. A human missile.“Rocco?”My eyes went wide with terror.The next second, a massive force slammed into me.Rocco had me in h

  • Keeper, Not Lover   Chapter 17

    Clara's POVIn just two weeks, the penthouse was chaos.The phones rang off the hook, but no one answered. Guards were shredding documents, burning hard drives.The Moretti empire was burning. And the man holding the match wasn't a rival don. It was the quiet professor Rocco had dismissed as a “bookworm.”The man who only knew how to type code had used a single laptop to break through the final firewall of the Moretti money-laundering network.All the evidence was now on the desk of the FBI Director.“Let’s go.”Rocco grabbed my wrist, his grip like steel.He held a terrified Leo in his other arm and sprinted toward the private elevator."Go where?" I screamed, yanking against his grip. "Rocco, it's over! They're everywhere!"He wasn't listening. He was a cornered animal. A king with a collapsing kingdom.“To Sicily.”He slammed the button for the underground garage, his eyes wild and obsessive.“The estate is ready. No extradition treaty. No FBI. Just the three of us.”“You’re insane!

  • Keeper, Not Lover   Chapter 16

    Clara's POVLeo finally cried himself to sleep. His small hand was a vise around my finger, his brow furrowed even in his dreams. He wasn’t safe. He knew it.I gently slipped my hand away, kissed his forehead, and left the room.The blood in the living room was gone.Every trace of Vivienne—and that sickening perfume—had vanished.A different smell cut through the sterile air.Truffle. Butter. Parmesan.I froze, my gaze drawn to the open kitchen. To him.Rocco had shed his smoky jacket. He was wearing a black cashmere sweater, the sleeves rolled up to reveal his strong forearms.He was looking down, expertly stirring risotto in a pan.His focus was absolute, his movements graceful. As if he weren’t in the largest penthouse in New York, but in some cozy suburban home.Like a husband. A normal husband. Cooking for his wife after a long day at the office, not a bloodbath.I stood in the shadows, a cold, bitter smile on my lips.Five years ago, I’d fantasized about this scene a thousand ti

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